Chapter 21 Uninvited Guest
After I decided to forget the "sea breeze", I consciously got close to Cheng Xue. In addition to the usual text message contact, I occasionally asked her to go out to the park and watch movies. However, although she usually promised to come out, she always took one of her good classmates to make light bulbs. There is a little on guard.
Cheng Xue, like "sea breeze", is a girl who likes to laugh - however, Cheng Xue smiles more implicitly, often just smiles, and it is rare to see her open face; while the sea breeze is different. She always smiles very brightly, and her smile is very infectious, which will make people who see her smile. I feel happy...
Many people like to use flowers to describe girls - although it is vulgar, it is indeed appropriate. Unfortunately, I don't know much about flowers and plants. However, if I insist on using two kinds of flowers to describe Cheng Xue and "sea breeze", then I think the "sea breeze" should be as gorgeous and dazzling as a pink peach blossom. It will make people involuntarily attracted by her bright smile; and what about Cheng Xue? She is like an elegant white pear flower, with a sense of elegance in simplicity, which makes people can't help but try to maintain this calm beauty.
As my relationship with Cheng Xue became closer and closer, the number of times I think of "sea breeze" has not become less and less - every time I accidentally think of her, I still can't help but feel pain in my heart... There is no denying that I should be happy when I am with Cheng Xue, but I am not as happy as before. When I got up, that sweet and warm feeling - with Cheng Xue, I just felt happy, and when I was with the "sea breeze", I thought I had found "happiness"...
There is no doubt that in the eyes of a picky man, Cheng Xue is a beautiful girl - but I was surprised to find that sometimes it is not easy to fall in love with a beautiful woman... I know that my heart lost in the "sea breeze" has not been found... P>
I go home every weekend. Since my parents bought me a computer after the college entrance examination, I usually stay online when I'm at home - every time I open QQ, I can't wait to see whether the "Sea Breeze" is online or not. However, the dolphin head of "Sea Breeze" has never been It's on... I think maybe she has abandoned this QQ number...
Love, use all your heart; the secret, break all feelings - this is her style.
I can't touch the "sea breeze", but I often meet Cheng Xue. Since I added her QQ, I will almost meet her when I surf the Internet at home every weekend, and then we will chat around, and sometimes it will be an afternoon.
The farther away I am from the "sea breeze", and the closer I am with Cheng Xue - when I thought that the "sea breeze" would completely disappear from my world and only exist in my memory, something happened that suddenly changed this situation -
"Brother Ningyuan" of "Sea Breeze" suddenly came to my school and found me.
When I saw Fang Ningyuan, who was tall and thin, with white skin like a girl, in front of me, an anger in my heart suddenly jumped out--
Why did he come to me? Let's see how I, the loser, am doing as a winner. Do you want to show off to me? Laugh at me with the school emblem on your chest?
I think Fang Ningyuan's beautiful facial features look really disgusting. I tried to maintain my cultivation and suppressed the impulse to kiss his tall nose with my fists. I didn't see him and still walked forward - when the general passed him, the boy actually stretched out his hand to stop me.
Like a drop of water falling into the boiling oil, I got out of my anger and waved my fist fiercely to Fang Ningyuan's face--
"Do you want to know the current situation of Li Shiyun?"
A plain sentence made my fist stop less than 1 centimeter away from Fang Ning's face - Li Shiyun? The sea breeze...
The only thing our school can do is a good canteen - except for the food in it, there are basically no other shortcomings... Looking for a table by the window, Fang Ningyuan and I sat face to face, and then I quietly waited for him to spit out the words about "sea breeze".
"I came to you, which may be my most wrong decision," Fang Ningyuan's white face smiled bitterly. "But there's nothing I can do. I have no choice..."
"If you have a fart, let it go. What I want to hear is about 'sea breeze'."
"I really don't understand why Shi Yun likes you?" Fang Ning glanced at me disdainfully, "No matter what, I believe I'm better than you."
"Well, hasn't she already chosen you as a nerd? Stop talking nonsense and say something I want to hear." I looked at him coldly, and my tone was not gloomy.
"You're wrong. Shi Yun didn't choose me," Fang Ningyuan smiled bitterly and raised his glasses on the bridge of his nose. "That day at the seaside, I just cooperated with her to play a play."
"What?" Fang Ningyuan's voice was not high, but it sounded like a thunder in my ears, which made me wake up from a dream but still a little muddle-headed. In a faint, I had an ominous feeling, "What on earth is going on? Tell me!"
"'Herpes simplex keratitis' - do you know what's going on?"
"Damn, I don't study medicine. How can I know! What does this have to do with me? I'm asking about the sea breeze. Why are you talking to me about this?
"Because Shiyun's eyes suffered from this disease," Fang Ningyuan's voice was particularly low, which shocked me. "Shiyun suffered from this disease once two years ago, but due to timely treatment, she recovered. But this disease has a strong relapse. Unfortunately, it recurred six months ago.
"What kind of disease is this? What are the consequences?" I try to keep calm, but the ominous feeling in my heart is getting stronger and stronger.
"This is a viral infectious eye disease, which is one of the most important blinding eye diseases in the world."
"Blindness-causing eye disease?" I stood up out of control and leaned over to grab Fang Ningyuan's collar. "What's wrong with her? What's wrong with her? Where is she now? Come on!" I shook Fang Ningyuan desperately, and my heart was in a mess. In the past few months, my thoughts and resentment for the "sea breeze" turned into anxiety and hesitation.
"Shi Yun She--" Fang Ningyuan's face was full of sadness, and his eyes behind the lens were full of heartache and pity, "I'm blind..."
"What?" As if I was electrocuted, I immediately stayed in the local area for a long time and sat back in my seat. "How could she be blind? How come?"
"Almost half a year ago - that is, three weeks before she broke up with you, her 'herpes simplex keratitis' relapsed. Although she finally controlled keratitis after half a month of hospitalization, due to the great side effects of surgery and drugs to treat this disease, it will cause damage to the cornea, thus The formation of corneal scars has a great impact on vision... Shiyun has had a disease once before, and that treatment has caused some damage to the cornea. In addition, this second recurrence is more serious than the previous one. Although the inflammation was finally controlled, it made the corneal scar expand, so that the vision is almost zero..." Fang Ningyuan is light. She said lightly, and her voice was full of sadness. "After she was discharged from the hospital, because she didn't want you to know that she was blind, she begged me to play the seaside scene that day."
"Why did you tell me now?" I raised my distracted eyes and stared at Fang Ningyuan, and finally couldn't help crying, "Why didn't you tell me until now!"
"Because I love her too!" Fang Ningyuan looked directly at me and said loudly, "I knew her and fell in love with her earlier than you. I don't know where you came from, and I don't know how you used to deceive her heart. All I know that I hate you very much! In fact, I'm glad that you two can separate!"
"Then why did you come to tell me again today?"
Fang Ningyuan was silent for a long time before he showed a heartbreaking, unwilling but helpless expression:
"It's also because - I love her..."