Chapter 24 The Coming of Doom

"Cheng Xue, do you know? In fact, our acquaintance is a misunderstanding - do you still remember that Wang Bing has been pestering you at the beginning of school? At that time, I received his two-week lunch**, so I began to write love letters for you on his behalf. It's just that he developed with Li Jing later, so he didn't admit it." I thought about the words and decided to confess all the causes and consequences to Cheng Xue. "I'm sorry, Cheng Xue, in fact, a long time ago, in my heart There is already a girl living... But for some reason, I broke up with her - but recently, our misunderstanding has been solved.

I didn't dare to look at Cheng Xue's expression. I cleared my throat and continued:

"I'm busy these days because of her - I'm with her..."

"Misunderstanding? It turned out that it was just my misunderstanding..." I heard Cheng Xue smile with a wry smile, "You don't have to go on, I understand."

"I'm sorry..."

"Why do you want to say sorry to me? The one who wants to say I'm sorry should be me, right? Cheng Xue's voice was surprisingly calm, "I'm sorry to bother you. I think I should go..."

Cheng Xue stood up, quickly turned around and walked to the door, took a few steps, and suddenly asked with her back to me:

"You never liked me, did you?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound. After a long silence, I finally sighed:

"Yes."

"Very good." Cheng Xue's shoulders trembled a few times, and then she continued to walk towards the door, getting faster and faster.

In the following days, I still ran between Haifeng's home and school. With my efforts, Haifeng laughed much more than before, and occasionally I was willing to be helped out and walk away - but I can see that Haifeng's heart knot is still difficult to understand, and sometimes the sad expression on her face. It always breaks my heart again and again.

I don't know if God always likes to send ice in the snow and add oil to the fire - one day I went to Haifeng's house to see her as usual, but I closed the door for the first time. When I was surprised, Fang Ningyuan called me, and at the same time, there was also bad news - Haifeng's keratitis, and then Sent...

When I rushed to the hospital where Haifeng was in a hurry and pushed open the door of Haifeng's ward, the first thing I saw was her red-eyed mother and sad father. After that, Fang Ningyuan's face was full of sadness. On the contrary, it was the sea breeze lying on the sick **, and the expression on her face was quite calm.

I gently walked to the bed of the sea breeze and resisted the impulse to hold the poor sea breeze into my arms. I just stared at her silently. I felt sad and almost couldn't help crying.

"Is it breaking the wave?"

The sound of the sea breeze trembled a little, and my godless eyes searched around. I quickly came forward and held her hand:

"It's me, the sea breeze..."

"Dad, mom, and brother Ningyuan, can you let me stay alone with him for a while? I have something to say to him." Haifeng's voice was resolute and calm, which made people unable to refuse. Her parents looked at their daughter with pity, and then looked at me with a complicated expression. They sighed and walked out of the room. Fang Ningyuan was not so familiar with each other. It took a long time before they reluctantly went out.

"Sea breeze, my poor sea breeze, you will be fine."

"Breaking the waves," Haifeng smiled bitterly. "Just after the doctor checked me, he said that this recurrence is relatively serious, and there is a trend of keratitis perforation. Once the keratitis is perforated and I can't have a corneal transplant in time, I will be completely blind - even if there is a cornea that can be operated in the future, I can't see anything..."

"What? How could this happen? Haifeng, you'll be fine. I won't let you be fine!" The wind and sand fascinated my eyes, and the disappointing tears flowed out easily. I held the hand of the sea breeze more tightly...

"In the future, I think I will really not see anything... Break the waves, do you know? I'm so scared now... I'm afraid of the dark..." The sea breeze held my hand back, and tears flashed in my eyes. "Why is God so cruel to me that he doesn't even give me a little hope to see the sun again? Breaking the waves, I haven't seen your face for a long time..."

"No, your eyes will be fine!"

"Breaking the waves, there is something I want you to promise me," the voice of the sea breeze is extremely gentle. "If I'm really blind - I said it's the kind that can never be recovered again, then just let go of my hand, okay?"

"Hai Feng, what nonsense are you talking about? No matter what, I won't let go! I want to be with you all the time. This time, even if you rush, you can't drive me away..." My hands clenched Haifeng's hands and said firmly.

"Fool, can you really stand to be with a blind man forever? Maybe you can do it for a day or two, or maybe you can barely bear it for a year or two, but what about ten or twenty years?

"I don't know what will happen in the future, but I can tell you with certainty - at this moment, I think I will accompany you for the rest of my life and hold your hand firmly. I don't regret it."

"Fool..." Haifeng's tears finally flowed down, but they were softly held in my arms...

Haifeng's eyes need to be hospitalized. Because the hospital is far away from my school, the direct result is that I am absent from more and more classes... Every time I go to see her, I will bring her a red rose, because I especially like to see her look down and smell the fragrance of flowers, and then show a faint smile - at that time The sea breeze and beauty make me suffocate.

The disease of Haifeng's eyes still worsened quickly, and it was difficult to deal with it - if she didn't get a cornea that could be transplanted in a short time, then her eyes... would be completely blind.

She is getting haggard day by day, but every time I go to see her, she will force her to smile and pretend to be okay, but the traces of crying in the corners of her eyes can't deceive me... I like to see the sea breeze smiling, but now the sea breeze smiles at me, but it always makes me want to cry...

Through understanding, I know that live corneal donation is limited. It can only be donated if the eyes are blind and the cornea is intact, otherwise it is illegal - even if the biological parents want to donate to their children, they are not allowed.

Helpless, powerless, sad, desperate and hope - only these words can describe me now. I can't do anything for the sea breeze. The only thing I can do is to pray and beg for mercy from the abominable God who brings bad luck to the sea wind again and again... This was just a weak woman in my past. What I have done is the only thing I can do...

Sometimes, I really hate why our country has the largest population in the world, but there are so few people who are caring, enlightened and willing to donate their own organs to help others get happiness after death? In the United States, 40,000 corneal transplants are performed in almost a year, while in China, which has a population several times that of the United States, only 3,000 cases can be performed in a year - because the donor of the cornea is extremely scarce...

What should I do? I ask myself again and again, but every time, I can't answer...

Recently, the boy Fang Ningyuan didn't come to see the sea breeze again. Humph, Lu Yao knows the horsepower. After all, what this person who loves the sea wind said is not enough...