its thirteen worships, hidden contradictions

A few days later, Li Xiaodao followed Ning Qiansui to worship Ning Qiansui's mother who had passed away a long time ago.

This cemetery built for a person is actually quite large. At least Li Xiaodao feels that there is no need for a dead person to occupy such a large place, but on the surface, Li Xiaodao is still very respectful and devout.

Ning Chisui was silent and had no smile, but he was not serious. Her feelings for her mother are special. Her father abandoned her. At least Ning Qiansui thought so. It was destroying her childhood and her left eye that became such a culprit. In the subconscious, Ning Qiansui always had the idea that if her mother was there, it would not be like this, so she missed her mother. Shi hated the irresponsible father.

But all this is just Ning Qiansui's wishful thinking. In fact, long before Ning Qiansui's memory, her mother died, and there were only a few photos of her mother's image. She learned about the past from her father and Kojima Hongyi. The marriage of Ning Qiansui's parents was unhappy. Shortly after giving birth to Ning Qiansui, the relationship between the two broke down. Her father fell in love with another woman at that time. At the same time, Ning Qiansui's mother's physical condition deteriorated to a terrible level, the most In the end, Ning Qiansui's father didn't even see her for the last time. Her mother died and died alone.

Even if the killing heart has faded a lot now, if Ning Qiansui knows who that woman is, I'm afraid he will still kill her desperately.

The emotional entanglement between adults seems to be understandable, but for Ning Qiansui, there are always so many things in the world that can be understood but cannot be forgiven.

"It's very clean here. Does anyone come often?"

Li Xiaodao looked around and suddenly asked the gravekeeper, who was a little cringe and his face was also loose.

"Master Chengxin often comes. In the past, when the young lady was still there, he thought he was his younger brother. After so many years, he still couldn't let go."

The gravekeeper replied, Li Xiaodao squeezed his mouth and smiled. It is estimated that he married a woman at the beginning of his youth, but he went at the age of a flower. He couldn't think of it. What kind of sister and brother, a woman a man can't let go of, except his mother, wife and daughter, that is his first love.

Ning Qiansui's mind is not as evil as Li Xiaodao. She only feels that the sin created by her father is more serious.

Li Xiaodao stood there, having fun heartlessly. Well, I don't even save the matter of sweeping the tomb. Next, please rest assured to give me your daughter and so on. It's almost over. Li Xiaodao is like this. The closer he is, the more hypocritical he will be. Ning Qiansui is his intimate person. Therefore, on the premise that it is impossible for Li Xiaodao to be sad for the dead who has not even seen Ning Qiansui, Li Xiaodao will never squeeze out hypocritical tears and make the same sad hypocrisy.

Ning Qiansui can't cry. For his deceased mother, he has no real sadness. He has lost a feeling that he has never had at the same time. It is difficult for this woman who has been brainwashed by the chaotic doctrine and washed again by the army to really shed tears.

"Can't be sad, is this a more helpless sadness, Chitose?"

Li Xiaodao asked behind Ning Qiansui, who was kneeling.

"Every time, I thought I would cry, but every time, I let myself down."

Ning Chitose closed his eyes, put his hands together, and sighed softly.

Li Xiaodao slowly put his hand on Ning Qiansui's shoulder. He understood that no matter how strong and tough the shoulder was, it was always a woman's shoulder. Just as Ning Qiansui was devoting himself to mourn his ancestors, Li Xiaodao also looked at the portrait of the deceased.

"Love can make people obsessed, the two words include the creature's courtship instinct, possessive desire and self-destruction tendency."

Li Xiaodao read in his heart that this is a sentence he had read in a book. At this moment, thinking of Ning Qiansui's dead mother, he had a more real experience.

"Do you have nothing to say?"

Ning Qiansui stood up and looked at Li Xiaodao and asked. At this time, the gravekeeper had gone far.

"Me? Anyway, it's those vulgar sentences.

With such a serious question and answer, Li Xiaodao actually teased himself. Those words are similar to "You have a spirit in heaven, just rest assured to give your daughter to me, and I will love her for the rest of my life". Li Xiaodao really can't say it. If you say love, it is cheating. Li Xiaodao is very depraved, but it has not fallen to the point that even the dead will go. The degree of fraud.

"Oh, let's go."

Unexpectedly, after Ning Qiansui only responded calmly, he proposed to leave.

"Is it just for a moment?"

Li Xiaodao thought that this worship would last for a long time. He even looked forward to admiring Ning Qiansui's crying, but he was disappointed, and he became more and more disappointed.

Is it short? How long will it take to express sadness? Three months? Three years? Thirty years? Everyone misses their dead ancestors every day. The road will only be full of cries. What is needed is sincere mourning. As long as you are sincere, a second is enough.

Turning around and went straight to the door of the cemetery. Ning Qiansui sighed without looking back. I don't know whether she was answering Li Xiaodao or talking to herself. It may be difficult for ordinary people to imagine that someone would say such words in front of his deceased mother's grave, but Li Xiaodao could understand and agree with Ning Qiansui's words.

"I thought... Forget it, I didn't expect you to be a philosopher.

Three steps and two steps, Li Xiaodao hurriedly followed and said hurriedly.

"Philosopher? That's you, and that coquettish fox deserves the name.

Ning Qiansui continued.

Li Xiaodao shut up. How powerful a woman's divergent thinking is. Any word can involve Dia. Li Xiaodao has to sigh that there is an animal called human in this world, and there is a similar one. They are called women.

......

After worshipping his deceased mother, Ning Qiansui and Li Xiaodao said goodbye to Kojima Hongyi, but the leader insisted on entertaining Li Xiaodao and Ning Qiansui well. Ning Qiansui's vacation was still long, and Li Xiaodao had nothing to do for the time being. In this way, the old man Kojima seemed very happy and insisted on entertaining two people in Miaomu Hot Spring Mountain. .

When she returned to her room, Li Xiaodao learned from Ning Qiansui that Miaomu Hot Spring Mountain seemed to be one of the few places where her father and mother had a good time. And letting Ning Qiansui and Li Xiaodao go there seems to have another deep meaning.

"Yes, it should be interesting for two people to soak in the hot spring together."

When he arrived at Ning Qiansui's room, Li Xiaodao closed the door and said with an evil smile. He gently pressed it on Ning Qiansui's waist with his fingers. The touch of the waist could retreat and the second was quite good. Li Xiaodao did not dare to sip the big white rabbit, so he could only retreat to the second.

Ning Qiansui took Li Xiaodao's finger away, as if he was embarrassed and angry.

"Who wants to wash with you!"

He scolded lukewarmly, but hooked up the fire of Li Xiaodao. As soon as Li Xiaodao was about to continue, he was kicked over.

"Xiao Dao, I always feel something wrong."

Ning Chisui suddenly said seriously.

"If Chitose says something is wrong, then there must be something wrong."

Li Xiaodao laughed with his mouth, and there was no formal answer at all.

"I'm serious, just be serious."

Ning Qiansui sat down and was even more serious.

"I'm serious, too."

Li Xiaodao turned over, hugged Ning Qiansui from behind, and said in her ear. This time, Li Xiaodao's tone was equally serious.

"What do you know?"

Ning Qiansui asked, and she felt that Li Xiaodao had found something.

"It's nothing. It's just that those two brothers talk too much. You don't know. They always meet me these days and talk very speculatively."

Li Xiaodao said, because he came here and was about to leave soon. He did not analyze the words of the two brothers on the island in detail, but now he has to stay for two more days. Li Xiaodao had to be more careful. Ning Qiansui once revealed that the old man wanted Ning Chitose to inherit the position of the leader. He must have ulterior motives. Li Xiaodao doesn't have much contact, but it must be a leader and an old fox. The contradictions are not that simple. The only thing that can be sure is that the core is the heir.

"This?"

Ning Chisui seems to think it's not abnormal to say more words.

"Will you talk to a strange guest very speculatively? Maybe, but it's definitely not with a completely different kind of person. It can be seen that these two have not only checked me, but also carefully consider me. This is too wrong. I'm a little worm. Is it worth it?

Li Xiaodao briefly analyzed the situation. Of course, there is another doubt that Kojima Hongyi tests his strength. Li Xiaodao now does not think that it is to test whether he is worthy of Shangning Qiansui, but for another purpose.

"This won't work, I have to..."

Ning Qiansui was a little excited. Before he could say anything, he was stopped by Li Xiaodao.

"We can just wait. Mr. Kojima takes good care of us. That's enough. I don't think there is anything to worry about in this place."

Li Xiaodao said confidently that he doesn't want to participate in it. If he participates, he will not be able to get rid of it. The spectator is the best choice. If he is out of the matter, who can calculate that he still has Ning Qiansui? However, he came to worship her mother with Ning Chisui, but it has become such an inexplicable situation now. Li Xiaodao is a little excited. He always expects something unexpected, and this time, it doesn't seem to end insipid.