Chapter 109 Breaking the cocoon and turning into a butterfly

From walking down to the top of the city to returning home, Chu Tianya didn't say another word. Then, he ran to the cellar and hid a few pots of Jian Nan Shaochun that He hid here to drink when he got married. He pulled them out of the mound and poured them into his stomach.

I'm very drunk.

Xiao Linglong had been standing outside the cellar, not appearing or talking or stopping. It was not until Chu Tianya was completely drunk that she walked in.

"I was so drunk that I still didn't say a word." Looking at the drunken man lying in the wine jar, Xiao Linglong couldn't help sighing, "How tenacious is this man?"

"Does the princess want to hear the young master's drunken truth?" Uncle He's voice suddenly sounded behind Xiao Linglong, which startled her.

Seeing Chu Tianya like this, He Bo sighed and shook his head.

"Sir, he blames himself for the matter of Xishan." Xiao Linglong said.

He Bo curled his lips and shook his head. "It can only be said that you still don't know much about the young master. Or, you don't know men very well.

"Oh, what do you say?" Xiao Linglong said curiously, "Isn't it because of this?"

"There may be some reasons, but definitely not all." He Bo said, "Judging from the old man's understanding of the young master, at this moment, in his heart, grief and indignation will be greater than self-blame and sadness. Even if he blames himself, he just hates why he can't save Xishan, or can't turn the overall situation around and decide the winner.

"He has done enough." Xiao Linglong said, "It has almost exceeded his limit."

"Yes, in our opinion, he is just a petty official, an ordinary person. Any general in the Shengjie Army, or any official in Taiyuan Mansion, has more strength and capital than him. Uncle He said, "But that's what the young master hates. He hates why he is not the governor of Hedong and the commander-in-chief of the Shengjie Army. He hates why he doesn't hold millions of soldiers in his hand, and hates why he can't take the Heavenly Constitution and take charge of the universe!"

Xiao Linglong said in surprise, "No way?"

"I will." He Bo vomited a word, but it was resolute.

Xiao Linglong couldn't help but be stunned. She looked at Uncle He and then at Chu Tianya, who was drunk on the ground, as if the two people in front of her suddenly became strange again.

"Maybe the old man is right. I still don't know anything about him, let alone men!"

"There are many kinds of men." Uncle He laughed and said, "Young master, it's the kind that likes to prove everything with actions. The more important the decision is, the less he will say it; he will only reject it in action to produce a real result. This result can also be understood as what we usually call 'aspiration'!"

"But he said it today." Xiao Linglong said.

"Uh? ..." Uncle He, who was talking endlessly, couldn't help but be stunned. He felt very faceless and asked, "What did he say?"

"He said that the virgin will not die for a day, and he will not go to Huangquan for a day!"

"This is just a vow, not his ambition!" Uncle He smiled and said, "After experiencing so many things, you should also see it. To put it a little hard, the young master is now a man who can't settle the country, but he has one characteristic that is valuable, that is, once he recognizes what he will spare no effort and devote himself to it. He rarely speaks out or talks about his thoughts and aspirations, so few people can hear his most real voice and can only figure it out from his behavior.

"You can't, old man?"

"I can't."

"No wonder..." Xiao Linglong frowned gently. "I've been with him for so long, and I still find that I don't know him at all."

"You don't need to know him, you just need to understand him." Uncle He said with a smile.

Xiao Linglong blinked blankly, "Is there any difference?"

"Of course, there is a big difference." Uncle He smiled and said, "For example, as long as you know that rice can fill your stomach, do you also need to understand how rice is cooked, how rice is changed from rice, and how rice is planted?"

"What, it's not the same thing at all!" Xiao Linglong couldn't laugh or cry.

"Hey hey, maybe you will understand later." He Bo laughed and said, "Actually, this may be the subtle essence of our Han culture - it's rare to be confused if you don't understand it. Whether it's between husband and wife, friends, or even anyone, you might as well keep a little distance and mystery. If the two sides have a complete understanding and do not have any secrets or privacy, then the two people will only be strangers.

Xiao Linglong raised her eyebrows in surprise and exclaimed, "Sir, I think what you sometimes say is really reasonable!"

"Do you think the old man has lived in vain for decades?" Uncle He curled his lips and said, "If you don't want him to freeze to death here today, don't just talk nonsense. Quickly take him out of the wine pile and get him back to his room to sleep!"

"Ah? I...I?" Xiao Linglong was stunned, and her face turned red with shame.

"Cough! ...Where do you want to go? My young master is a serious man!" He Bo coughed dryly and flattered his face, "Won't you ask your two followers to carry people? Really, the big girl's family is so impure!"

"You! ...I won't tell you! I'm going to call someone!" Xiao Linglong ran away in a hurry with shame and anger.

He Bo laughed secretly a few times, walked to Chu Tianya and squatted down, sighed, and said leisurely, "Young master, you should be able to understand now. When I saw the tragic scene of being slaughtered, I could also understand why Xiao Linglong was so extreme and indifferent. She has also experienced this kind of thing more than once. In contrast, the young master was hit by the Xishan incident, which is nothing - whatever, when he was born in troubled times, these are regarded as experience! I hope that after waking up today, the young master's mind can be more mature; in the future, he will be a good man and a real hero!"

Chu Tianya opened his eyes in a daze, closed them up and down again, and immediately snored.

"Ha ha!" He Bo stood up and said, "Those who achieve great things are indomitable, happy and angry, and can tolerate everything in their chests! ...Young master, you are young, but you are more qualified as a hero than Fang La!"

The next morning, Chu Tianya woke up with a splitting headache and unbearable thirst in his mouth. Turning his head, there was a bowl of hot steaming warm water at the head of the bed.

He got up and drank the whole bowl of boiling water. The temperature was just right. It could be seen that someone had just added it to him.

At this time, Chu Tianya slowly came to his senses and remembered what happened yesterday. He couldn't help sighing.

At this time, the door was knocked, Dudududu, no light, no heavy, no hurry, three voices.

"Princess Xiao, please come in." Chu Tianya said.

The door was pushed open, and Xiao Linglong came in with a surprised expression, "How do you know it's me?"

"Who else will knock on the door like this besides you?" Chu Tianya leaned against ** and smiled.

"Is everyone's knocking on the door different?" Xiao Linglong took a few steps closer and asked curiously.

"Of course." Chu Tianya nodded and smiled, "Observe carefully, you can remember everyone's footsteps and knocking on the door, all different. This is closely related to people's personality.

"Well, what's the difference between me and others knocking on the door?" Xiao Linglong became more curious.

Chu Tianya smiled and said, "It's a metaphor for Uncle He. There is always only one knock on the door, which is heavy and heavy slaps; Xiao Ai knocks on the door gently twice, and then he must ask. As for you, there are three sounds with the same rhythm and weight.

"What kind of personality am I?" Xiao Linglong asked naturally.

"What, do you want to trap me?" Chu Tianya smiled and said, "What kind of personality are you? Don't you know better than me?"

"What if I have to say it?" Xiao Linglong turned her head slightly, with a curious and provocative smile on her face.

"Then I can't say it. Well said, you think I'm flattering, and you're holding a grudge against me. Chu Tianya smiled and said, "If any man dares to judge a woman face to face, he is either too conceited or too stupid."

"Listen to what you said, I know that I don't have a good impression in your heart." Xiao Linglong shook her head gently and smiled helplessly, "Forget it, let's stop the topic. In terms of playing poor, you are invincible in the world. I'm sure I can't beat you.

"Ha ha, I'm flattered, I'm flattered." Chu Tianya laughed, "Princess Xiao got into my room in the early morning... What do you want?"

"You are bored!" Xiao Linglong scolded with a straight face.

"Oh, why am I bored?" Chu Tianya couldn't help laughing and said, "I just asked you where you came from. What did I say?"

"Anyway, you know it." Xiao Linglong's face was cold, and then she turned her face and rolled her eyes. "You and the old man are the same boring, and you like to take advantage of this!"

Therefore, Chu Tianya squeaked his mouth a few times very cooperatively.

Xiao Linglong was immediately happy, turned her face to the other side, and rolled her eyes again.

Chu Tianya felt that Xiao Linglong rolled her eyes and looked charming to a certain level, and she was completely worthy of the four words of harming the country and the people.

"It seems that I'm worried. You have nothing to do at all." Xiao Linglong stood up and said, "Please take care of yourself. I'm going to practice martial arts!"

Chu Tianya smiled and said, "Thank you for your concern!"

"I'm too lazy to care about you!"

Xiao Linglong left, and Chu Tianya took a long breath.

The fire in Qingyunbao yesterday seemed to turn into a shadow, hovering around Chu Tianya's heart. Thousands of ghosts in the castle were also accompanied by shadows, which made Chu Tianya very uneasy.

After getting drunk, Chu Tianya lay there, but listened to all the conversations between He Bo and Xiao Linglong word. Although people can't get drunk, their brains are still sober.

At that time, Chu Tianya figured out a lot of things and opened a lot of knots.

He Bo had a sentence that impressed Chu Tianya very much, more like a sharp lightning, which shot directly into his heart, breaking the darkness and depression of his state of mind.

"Berless in troubled times, these are regarded as experience"!

Yes, there will be more tragic things in the future. It is also possible to see his loved ones leaving in front of their eyes like He Bo and Xiao Linglong; in life, who can accompany them until the end of life?

Aren't parents and friends in the previous life now thousands of years away and will never see each other?

Once you see through the separation of life and death, you can easily deal with everything!

Qingyunbao's blood debt is useless to blame itself. It must be turned into a driving force to make a difference in order to be worthy of that Nirvana fire!

Putting aside the quilt and turning over and jumping out of bed, Chu Tianya's heart felt like a snake peeling and a butterfly breaking its cocoon. Although there was struggle and pain, it won a new life!

"Princess Xiao, prepare a horse - follow me to patrol the city!"