Chapter 91 Unconfident (fourth update today, )
A bright moon hangs high in the sky, and several stars surround it, looking dim. The breeze came, with the unique bloody smell of Beast Mountain.
Shi Shen sits cross-legged, which is relatively flat. If anyone breaks in, you can see it at a glance.
The faint red light from the fire shone on Shi Shen's beautiful face, and a faint sadness appeared between her eyebrows.
I have seen a lot of people and things in the northwest for so long. Shi Shen's mind also began to change slowly. But whenever he calms down, the scene of the family being killed always appears in his mind. This nightmare has always been with him. I don't know when I can really put it down.
There was a ray of light in the soul bell. After Fang Li came out, he stretched out and turned his head to look at Shi Shen, but found that the latter was very depressed. At present, he was a little puzzled and came to him and asked, "Kid, what's the matter? You seem to have something on your mind?"
"Ah." When he recovered from his thoughts, Shi Shen was shocked. When he saw Fang Li, he breathed a long sigh of relief and said with some dissatisfaction: "Senior Fang, please tell me in advance when you come out in the future. Do you know that you are... It's late at night again. You want to scare me to death.
"I told you a long time ago, but you are thinking about how to blame me if you don't hear anything else." Fang Li rolled his eyes and suddenly became interested again. He floated in front of Shi Shen and asked, "Are you thinking about which girl?"
"Bah, it depends on how many thousands of years you are. Why are you thinking about some obscene things?" Shi Shen blushed and turned his head not to look at him. Just now, he did think of Bishan and Tianqi.
The two women gave him two different feelings. Bishan belongs to the jasper type of a small family. With this kind of woman, she can always reflect the spirit of a man all the time. Tianqi is a woman who is cold and arrogant on the outside but can't guess in her heart, and she always looks very mysterious with this kind of woman.
"Oh, I blushed. It seems that I really guessed it. At your age, it's the time of Sichun. It's no wonder if you don't want to. Tell me which girl it is and how it looks?"
"Senior Fang, don't say anything. I won't consider male and female affairs until I take revenge." Shi Shen said and took a long breath. If the family is still there, I'm afraid they are married at this age.
Bishan? Tianqi?" Shi Shen muttered these two names in his heart. I don't know how they are now.
"Ky, let me tell you, there are not as many beautiful women in the northwest as in the central continent, especially in the south of the central mainland. When I have time, I will show you to see it and promise to make you forget your surname." Fang Li originally looked like a fairy, but when he came to this, he looked extremely obscene. Like a smbid old man.
"Senior Fang, I..."
Before Shen finished speaking, Fang Li interrupted him: "In the future, the predecessors in front of other parties will call me, and I am much older than you. It's okay for you to call me Mr. Fang. In this way, we will also look close. I won't call you a boy in the future, so I'll call you Shen'er. Fang Li didn't like this kind of vulgar ceremony before his death.
"Shen'er?" Shi Shen whispered that no one called this title except Grandpa now. I really want my mother to call Shen'er again.
"Why, you still don't like it?" Seeing Shi Shen was not as happy as he thought, Fang Lihu was quite dissatisfied. In those years, countless people squeezed their heads and wanted to get closer to him. I didn't expect this boy to be so ignorant.
"Fang Qian... Mr. Fang, you misunderstood. I just remembered the past and sighed a little. In this case, Shen'er is better than obeying. Of course, Shi Shen wants to get closer to Fang Li. There will be more places for this old guy in the future.
"That's right." Fang Li suddenly bloomed happily. At this time, he is like an old child.
"Lao Fang, where do you think people in this world will go after death?" Shi Shen suddenly asked.
"I don't know." Fang Li said lightly.
"How can you not know. You are..." Shen didn't dare to say the ghost words behind.
"I'm a ghost, but I'm different from them. After I died, I began to drift until now. I don't know if other people are wandering like me. For thousands of people, I haven't seen much like me.
"There's nothing I can do about you." Shi Shen shook his head helplessly.
"Why are you asking this?" Fang Li wandered around and then came to Shi Shen and asked.
"It's okay, I'm just curious." Shi Shen doesn't want to talk too much to him. He just thought that if he really wanted what people said, then the souls of his father and mother must be somewhere. If you really find that place, you may see your father and mother.
"Shen'er, it seems that we have come to the right mountain of beasts." Fang Li did not dwell too much on this issue. Although it can be seen that Shi Shen did not ask casually, everyone has their own secrets in their hearts. Knowing too much is not necessarily a good thing.
"Fang Lao, what did you find?" After cleaning up his mood, Shi Shen asked.
"I just walked around the sky, and the aura in the depths of the mountain of beasts is very abundant. I think it has been accumulated for tens of thousands of years. If you practice there, it will be of great benefit to your cultivation."
"So that's it." Shi Shen thought he was going to say something big, but he didn't expect to say anything but aura. He is not very interested in this. In his opinion, practice is the same everywhere.
"What's wrong with you boy? I don't think you have an entry. Reiki is an essence conceived between heaven and earth. Although cultivation is unspeakably related to yourself, if you practice in a place where aura is poor, I'm afraid that your cultivation for decades is not as effective as others' cultivation for several years.
Shi Shen didn't say anything, and he had heard his grandfather say such a truth before. But now he feels more and more that even if he has practiced for many years, he may not be the opponent of those who kill his relatives.
With just a few people, they can kill all the people in the time brake tribe. It is enough to see that those people's cultivation is quite high. I'm afraid that any of them can pinch themselves to death like an ant.
Seeing that Shi Shen still didn't say anything, Fang Li was completely speechless to him. The illusory hand patted Shi Shen on the shoulder and said, "Shen'er, I don't know what's on your mind. But what I want to tell you is that in this world, only strength is the capital you squander at will.
"But I find that even if I practice for many years, I'm afraid I can't complete the blood debt left by the family." It turned out that when he was in Chishan, Shi Shen spent five years practicing the seventh layer of Xuanming skills. At that time, he thought he could avenge his family. But after he went down the mountain, he found that he was just a little man who was still at the bottom.
"Shen'er, I don't agree with you." Fang Li suddenly became deep and said, "When I practiced, no one dared to accept me as an apprentice. They all said that my qualifications were too poor to be a big deal. At that time, I was as frustrated as you.
"What happened later?" Shi Shen frowned slightly and asked. No one expected that Fang Li, who was only in a gloomy state, had such cultivation. At that time, no one dared to accept him as an apprentice.
"After a period of time, I suddenly realized that my life was controlled by myself, not because of other people's words. Remember, you would rather die in the world you insist on than live in other people's worlds.
"It's better to die in the world you insist on than live in other people's world?" Shi Shen repeated the last sentence. But now he doesn't live in other people's worlds, but he can't live his own knot.
"I know it will be difficult for you to understand this sentence for a while. But you will understand sooner or later. The most important thing for you now is your heart knot. If you can't get through this barrier, it will be difficult for you to become a big man in your life. Seeing that Shi Shen was still confused, Fang Li smiled and said, "What are you afraid of? Isn't there still me? I will definitely help you then."
"Fang Lao, I used to live on the mountain, and there is no one else except one of my closest relatives. For a long time, I thought that my cultivation talent was very high, but after I went down the mountain, everything changed. I was chased everywhere by others and had to wear a hat. But up to now, I can't even drive things.
"Haha... Shen'er, I think you think too much. Fang Li smiled, and his voice was extremely miserable. A gloomy wind blew. Shi Shen couldn't help but have a few cold wars. He thought to himself that the ghost smile was so unpleasant. Fang Li ignored these and said after laughing, "Do you know that you are practicing Xuanming skills, the most strange skills in ancient times? If it is so simple for you to practice, so many people will not compete for this mysterious skills."
"What can the mysterious skill do? At the beginning, I wanted to practice the fastest formula, but I didn't arrive first and actually gave the slowest practice. If I wait until then, I won't succeed."
"Even if I am the mysterious skill, it is difficult for me to understand the mystery. If you want to practice it all of a sudden, isn't it stupid to talk in your sleep? All right, don't worry. Believe me, I will definitely cultivate you to be talented. After saying that, Fang Li continued to say in his heart, "This is my first time to teach people. I hope this boy won't fall into my hands."
"But..."
"What else is there? How can you be such a mother-in-law as a man?" Fang Li was a little angry. He said this, but the boy didn't believe it. He waved his hand and said, "If I can't lift you up, I'll give you my cultivation. You should have nothing to say."
"That's a good idea." Shi Shen was angry when he saw Fang Li and half joked, "Fang Lao, I know what to do. Don't worry."
"The heart knot must be opened as soon as possible, otherwise it will have a great impact on you. Didn't you kill the White-headed Lion King just now? It's enough to show that your cultivation is good. Fang Li comforted him, and he also knew that the heart knot could not be untied in a day or two.
Shi Shen's face changed and finally smiled faintly. Although the sword was stabbed by himself just now, Shi Shen inadvertently saw a faint green light emitted from the soul bell. The light was very subtle. If Shi Shen hadn't seen it by chance, he would have thought that the white-headed lion king had been killed by himself.
The white-headed lion king was killed by Fang Li. He obviously did this to help Shi Shen, but the latter had an inexplicable rejection. Self-esteem has been severely damaged, and it is precisely because of this that Shi Shen is not confident in himself now.