149 If there is a time machine

Maybe life is like this. In a lifetime, laughing, crying in a hurry, hate in a hurry, love in a hurry, walking and stopping in a hurry, walking and stopping, is a lifetime.

The people who thought they would always be with you may disappear in the sea of people before you can cherish them. Is it because you don't cherish them, and you have to blame God for being too cruel? In the years to come, should we burn our thoughts with regret or wash our eyes with tears?

Late at night, Yue Xueran woke up from his sleep and opened his eyes. Yue Xueran's handsome face had long been tortured by illness and lost his former handsomeness. His eyes had begun to protrude, leaving only a handful of bones, a pale and bloodless face and his arm full of needle holes. Yue Xueran looked up at himself to guard himself. Qian Yue resisted the pain in his stomach and did not want to disturb his brother's sleep. For himself, he has been running outside for many days. He runs outside during the day and takes care of himself in the hospital at night. At this time, what can he do if he tells him? It was nothing more than taking injections, medicine, and temporary pain relief. Thinking of Cai Mingxi accompanying him in the hospital for a day, Yue Xueran smiled.

"Cough..." Because of distraction, Yue Xueran spit out blood again. The white sheet, shocking red, formed a sharp contrast with the sheet. Yue Xueran looked at Qian Yue, who was sleeping, endured the pain, picked up the paper and gently wiped the blood, and struggled to lie back. Yue Xueran He opened his eyes, looked at the ceiling of the hospital, and thought about it. From his illness to the announcement of his death, it seemed to be like a dream. Even Yue Xueran himself did not expect that so many things would happen in such a short period of time.

In the past, maybe Yue Xueran would think that all this was fake, but now, Yue Xueran has to believe that the number of pain is increasing every day, and every time she takes more and more medicine, and every time she can feel the illness passing through her body. Maybe as her father said, in herself On a few days, you have to do something you want to do!

What I want to do most now is to go out for a walk with Mingxi, who has liked for so many years. Maybe it's good to visit the old place again. That year, I met an angel there, and now I have to say goodbye to my angel there...

Closing her eyes, Yue Xueran slowly fell asleep with a smile, and Qian Yue also fell asleep because of physical fatigue. The two brothers have been separated for more than ten years and now they have slept together, but not at home, but in this hospital full of the smell of disinfectant water. Is it fate or God? Is it arranged like this?

In the morning, Qian Yue woke up and looked at Yue Xueran, who was sleeping. His hanging heart was relieved. However, as soon as he saw the blood-stained bedside and quilt, Qian Yue frowned again. Last night, he still vomited blood and still hurt, but he didn't wake himself up. Thinking of this, Qian Yue's heart was full of self-blame and blame. I actually slept so deeply.

Hearing the sound of Qian Yue waking up, Yue Xueran opened her eyes, smiled on her pale and delicate face. She looked at Qian Yue and asked, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Qian Yue raised his head, looked at Yue Xueran, and said, "Did it hurt again last night? Why don't you wake me up? I can call a doctor and a nurse! How can you bear it!"

Yue Xueran didn't care about Qian Yue yelling at him at all, but said with a smile, "I don't want to disturb you. You've been too tired these days."

Yue Xueran's words hit Qian Yue's heart like a heavy hammer. Qian Yue resisted the impulse to cry and said coldly, "I'm going to wash my face." He turned around and left the ward.

When Qian Yue returned to the ward, Yue Xueran immediately smiled and said, "I want to go out with Mingxi today..."

As soon as Qian Yue heard this, he immediately frowned and said, "No, your body is now..." Halfway through, Qian Yue remembered Yue Wenlin's instructions. At this time, as long as Xue Ran wants to do something, he should support him and not let him regret... Qian Yue sighed and said with a tired face, "You can also go. I'll drive you there, but be sure to call me if you need anything.

Yue Xueran nodded with a smile. Unexpectedly, as his brother, he had to accept the care of his brother from the beginning of their recognition.

At this time, June was already on the bus to the hospital. Last night, June repeated his old skills, but he still didn't see Cai Mingxi's figure. Thinking of this, June was depressed. Can't it really help at all? Why would such an excellent person die?

June walked into the ward and saw Yue Wenlin. Qian Yue was both there. After greeting Yue Wenlin with a smile, June walked to Yue Xueran's bedside and asked with a smile, "How do you feel today?" Looking at Yue Xueran's dark circles, June suddenly understood that last night, Yue Xueran did not sleep well and was tortured by the disease again.

Yue Xueran looked at June and said with a smile, "No, I slept well yesterday and it didn't hurt at all."

After listening to Yue Xueran's words, Qian Yue's eyes were a little wet. He stood up and said, "I'm going out to smoke." Turning around and walking out of the ward, he knew that Yue Xueran did not want Mingxi and his father to worry.

"Mingxi, I want to go to a place with you today." Yue Xueran ignored Qian Yue who went out. She looked at June and said with a smile. Long before June came, Yue Xueran had changed her clothes. Now Yue Xueran, who is wearing sports clothes, still looks very handsome. Even if she is tortured by illness again, her gentle temperament still exists.

"This..." June looked up at Yue Wenlin and hesitated. After all, Yue Xueran's illness was very serious. I'm afraid it's not good to run around at this time!

Yue Wenlin smiled and said, "Mingxi, just go out with my son!" He! Even in the hospital, it doesn't work. I have planned to let him go home and directly ask doctors and nurses to take good care of him at home. I'll ask Xuefeng to take you there later!" After saying that, Yue Wenlin adjusted his breathing and controlled the impulse to shed tears.

In June, when he saw that Yue Xueran's father also supported him to go out with Yue Xueran, he immediately agreed and said with a smile, "Well, I will take good care of you!"

Yue Xueran looked at June's bright smile in a trance and felt that she had seen Mingxi again and lost her mind for a moment.

Sitting in Qian Yue's car, June and Yue Xueran came to the park in those years, but the park had long been rebuilt and added a lot of fitness equipment. Because it was winter, there was no one at all. At this time, the park looked particularly desolate. Seeing this scene in June, I couldn't help thinking of Yue Xueran's condition. , said a little worriedly, "It's so cold now, and there's nothing interesting. Let's leave in a while!"

"Okay, I'll listen to what you say." Yue Xueran looked around the desolate park with a smile. On the roadside, Qian Yue sat in the car and looked through the window at the background of the two people slowly walking towards the park. A trace of heartache flashed in his heart. If he knew it was the result of today, why did he have revenge at the beginning? He should have cherished the days of brothers getting together, even if he didn't look for himself. Don't you have the complete ability to find him? The more I think about Qian Yue, the more guilty I feel.

Walking into the park, June looked at this strange park and had no impression at all. He looked up at Yue Xueran and said with a smile, "I don't remember this park at all. Do you still remember?"

Yue Xueran looked at June and held June's little hand with a smile and said, "Since I met you, I have tried to come to this park and want to meet you, but I haven't met you several times. My father's business is getting better and better. Later, we moved, and I couldn't find this park at all. However, for so many years, the girl who appeared in my dream has always been you. I always fantasize about the scenes I will meet in the future, what you will look like when you grow up, and fantasize about whether my little angel will be my bride at that time..."

Yue Xueran's words made June feel a little guilty. Maybe Yue Xueran's persistence with herself was entirely due to Cai Mingxi in those years, but Yue Xueran didn't know that at the beginning of his first reunion with Cai Mingxi, Cai Mingxi was not Cai Mingxi at all, but a little fox, June...

"Mingxi, do you know how much I like you? I think I fell in love with you when I was eight years old. Although I haven't met you since then, I always remember that park. Finally, when I was in junior high school, I found that park by myself, but I still didn't have you..." Yue Xueran's eyes were sweet at this time. She looked at June and continued to say, "Going high school After that, I finally found you, but my little angel fell in love with my buddy. At that time, I was really heartbroken, but when the person I loved was happy, I thought I would be happy..." Saying this, a trace of pain flashed in Yue Xueran's eyes.

He pulled June into his arms and said, "Maybe God was destined to die so early, so I had to give up on you after I met you again. Now I really regret that there would be a time machine. If only I could go back to the age of eight, I would definitely hold you when I was eight years old. Hand, tell you, I love you, want you to be my wife, and I will never break my fate with you..."

Yue Xueran's words made June cry. June swallowed and said, "Yes, it would be great if there was a time machine..." Cai Mingxi may not die and will live happily with Yue Xueran. Yue Xueran will not suffer from stomach cancer. He will not occupy Cai Mingxi's body, will not be cheated, and will not fall in love. Lang Modi... and don't know Qian Yue... Yue Xueran won't leave the world either...

Maybe, if there is a time machine, everyone will be happy and live well...