181 Atonement
When he woke up, June opened his eyes. It was already dawn. Looking at the time, it was past nine o'clock in the morning. There were a pile of strange numbers on his mobile phone. I don't know who called. There were dozens of unre received calls. He picked up the phone in a daze and called him. June just woke up and asked in a somewhat hoarse voice: "Hello, who is it?"
The other end of the phone was silent for a while. Only Qian Yue's voice came from the phone. Qian Yue only said one sentence: "Ding Min committed suicide." June's eyes widened and lost her language ability. June did not dare to ask Ding Min's comfort. She was afraid that the result would be something she didn't want to hear. No matter what Ding Min had done, whether June was still complaining about her, June did not want Ding Min to have an accident, let alone Ding Min to commit suicide.
Seeing that June had not spoken, Qian Yue on the other end of the phone said, he continued: "She was fine. When she returned to the dormitory, she saw her lying ** with a pool of blood on the ground. At that time, she was scared and called me quickly. I went there and found out that Ding Min had cut her wrists. Yesterday we called you countless times, but you didn't Yes, she has woken up. Do you want to come to the hospital to see her? I think the person she wants to see most is you." Qian Yue stood in the corridor of the hospital, holding Ding Min's letter to June in his hand and said slowly.
June thought for a long time, but said, "I'd better not see her first and let her have more rest." It's better not to see her now. Neither June nor Ding Min were psychologically prepared. June didn't know what Qian Yue said later. She was so upset that she hurriedly hung up the phone and sat in ** in a daze.
Why does it have to be like this? The two good people used to be the best sisters, but now they have become like this. They don't want her to die, let alone want anything bad to happen to her. June just can't forgive Ding Min, but Ding Min chose to atone for her sins in such a fierce way.
Walking to the bed, Qian Yue looked at Ding Min, frowned, and said in a slightly reproachful tone, "What on earth do you think? How can you be so stupid?"
Ding Min's face was pale. She looked at the letter in Qian Yue's hand and smiled weakly and said, "She still doesn't want to see me?" I don't think she will relieve her hatred even if I die!"
"Do you think it's funny if you don't do those stupid things and watch others fear you in the future? You don't seem to be such a confused person. Why do you always do things that hurt yourself and others? As he spoke, Qian Yue's tone became cold. Qian Yue didn't know why he felt very uncomfortable when he saw Ding Min like this. Just like a few years ago, looking at her injured eyes, his heart would be blocked.
Ding Min turned her head, didn't look at Qian Yue, and whispered, "Yesterday, I have said what has been hidden in my heart for many years. I don't think I have any regrets about living, really."
Yesterday, after Ding Min hung up the phone, she began to write a suicide note and cut her wrist. Ding Min's eyes were wet. Since her parents were divorced, she first felt care because of Qian Yue. The first time she felt warmth was because of June, these two people have been moistening her injured heart, but Yes, she didn't know how to cherish it. She pushed her happiness to the abyss with her own hands. She hurt both of them. She really deserved to die. Why did God let herself survive? Only in this way can those sins be redeemed, and only in this way can they no longer love Qian Yue, because he said that he would always love him until death!
A few minutes later, Zhang Li and Qian Duoduo walked into the ward with the things they bought from outside. Qian Yue looked at his sister and said, "You take good care of her here. I'm going to leave for a while."
Qian Duoduo nodded, and Zhang Li's eyes were full of red blood because of lack of sleep, and their crying eyes were also swollen. Last night, Qian Duoduo looked at the blood on the ground and once thought that Ding Min would not get better. The first sentence in Ding Minxin turned out to be, "I'm sorry, you saw me. It must be scary! I can only say I'm sorry.
Thinking of this, Qian Duoduo wanted to cry. Thinking about it, recently, because of Mingxi's incident, everyone has isolated Ding Min. Ding Min's suicide, and Zhang Li also have an inescapable responsibility.
"Are you feeling better?" Qian Duoduo looked at Ding Min and asked, his tone was no longer cold, but full of concern.
Ding Min heard Qian Duoduo's voice, turned her head and said with an apologetic face, "I'm sorry, I think I really scared you two." Why was he saved? If Qian Duoduo and Zhang Li came back according to the past time, they would not have survived. Why should they survive? What's the point of living?
"Don't think so much. It's wrong. We have roughly understood what's going on when we read your letter. You did this for Qian Yue, but it has happened, and we can only do this. You and Mingxi were such good friends in the past. If you don't die, Mingxi will feel comfortable. In this way, she will feel worse!" Zhang Li persuaded and looked at Ding Min's appearance. Zhang Li was very distressed and began to regret why she always treated Ding Min coldly. Even if everyone had resentment in their hearts, no one would want Ding Min to die!
Listening to Zhang Li's words, Ding Min's tears slipped quietly.
"Say it, what do you want to say to me?" In KFC, June sat there coldly and looked at Qian Yue opposite and asked.
hung up the phone. Not long after, Qian Yue called June's phone, drove the car, ran downstairs to pick up June, and kept saying that he had something to say to June. However, when he arrived here, he didn't say anything, so June had to ask. In fact, June wanted to ask more about Ding Min's situation, but as soon as the words came to his mouth, June didn't know how to speak. He wanted to see her, but he was afraid to see her.
Qian Yue took out the letter from his pocket and put it in front of June and said, "I know you do blame her very much, and I don't disdain her. However, I think that no matter what, human life is important, right? After all, you cherished her so much at the beginning, and now is the time when she needs you the most. Why can't you go to see her? People's life is really short. Don't make it too late for you to cherish it in the end because of something. What's the point at that time?" Qian Yue said, thinking of Yue Xueran, his face was painful and his heart was full of regret. However, what's the use of regret? Heaven and man are forever separated, no matter how capable you are.
June looked at Qian Yue and was a little surprised. Is this still the one who often cuts people's fingers and beats people into disabled people? Or is it the ruthless Qian Yue who does everything he can to achieve his goal? Now Qian Yue has changed a lot. He is no longer the person he has never been.
Maybe it's because of Yue Xueran's relationship. Thinking of this, June lowered his head and meditated. If Ding Min really has three or two shorts and commits suicide next time, what should she do? You will definitely regret it! After all, in June's heart, Ding Min has always been a good sister in June!
Qian Yue waited for June's answer. I don't know how long the coffee has been cold before June smiled and said, "I think you are the most needed person around Ding Min, right?"
"Do you hate her so much?" Qian Yue almost crushed the cup. Unexpectedly, Cai Mingxi would become so ruthless.
June looked at Qian Yue's face and said with a smile, "I didn't say that I still hate her. I just don't know how to face her. In fact, I haven't hated her for a long time, but I just don't know how to get along with her. Go back and tell her for me for a while. After the spring flowers bloom, I will also ask her to travel with me. June put down the resentment in his heart and suddenly felt much more relaxed. In the face of life and death, everything became so small. Sometimes, if you know how to let go, you may make yourself happier!
After listening to June's words, Qian Yue's face softened and said with a smile, "This is what I know Cai Mingxi. I didn't see you wrong. In this way, Ding Min will get better and won't think of suicide again." Qian Yue was relieved.
June looked at Qian Yue with a cunning face and said with a smile, "I'm afraid you are the person Ding Min cares about most. You should really stay with her. I think it will be very suitable for you to be together!" Perhaps, I should have understood that Ding Min and Qian Yue are the same people in the world. There is no one in the world who knows Qian Yue better than Ding Min, but Qian Yue has never realized it.
"What are you talking about? I have never liked her, and I won't like a woman like her." Qian Yue sneered and refuted June's words.
"You still don't understand your heart, Qian Yue. At that time, you took all the time and didn't mention that it was done by Ding Min, just because Ding Min is special in your heart. Have you never found it? Ding Min has an accident. You are also the first to rush to the front, and it's even more for Ding Min to come to me. With your personality, you won't do so many things because of an irrelevant person, will you?" Many people can see through others, but they can't see through themselves. Maybe this is a fan of the authorities!
"You! Don't talk nonsense. I will never like her. I'll go first. Call me later! Don't refuse to answer our calls again." With that, Qian Yue stood up and left.
Looking at Qian Yue's back, June couldn't help laughing. Qian Yue had always had Ding Min in his heart, but he didn't realize it.
Picking up the letter on the table, June's eyes were wet. Looking at the contents of the letter, June understood that Ding Min was holding a mortal heart at that time. More than ten minutes passed. June cried and read the letter. Finally, he understood why Ding Min loved Qian Yue so much. Ding Min loved Qian Yue and had surpassed her. Life!
In addition to apologizing in the letter, June received the letter and thank God for making Ding Min safe. June's resentment against Ding Min has long disappeared.
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