Chapter 40 Alone and ecstasy

However, he said that Murong Haoxuan got up and left the dormitory of Thirteen Niang and slowly walked downstairs. He knew that all his previous efforts were in vain. He is so impulsive today. As long as he comes to her, he is always impulsive, and his previous calmness has turned into nothingness. Before leaving the palace, he turned around and took a deep look and strode out of Yong'an Palace.

She must be sad, right? When he saw her from the beginning, he was careful and hoped to get her heart. Therefore, he carefully arranged and went out to see her at all costs. When he saw her going out and playing with Haoyu, his heart seemed to be bleeding. He once thought that if she really liked Haoyu, then he was willing to fulfill her, even if he It doesn't matter if she is lonely, but now, he hurt her with his own hands, making her so sad and disappointing. Just like that summer many years ago, he hurt that thin woman.

This was not what he wanted. But it has become a fact after all.

Murong Haoxuan slowly walked back, followed by Xiao Yingzi. He stopped, turned around, looked at the little Yingzi who was standing sadly, and asked, "Am I wrong? After all, it still broke her heart. Xiao Yingzi smiled, still bowed her body and replied, "Go back to the emperor, Miss Yaner is not so stingy. I think she will be fine. She just can't open it now. When she thinks about it, she will naturally forget what the emperor has done today. Moreover, according to me, it is not that there is no emperor in the eyes of Miss Yan'er.

It's not that there is no in the eye, so what about the heart? I hope so!" With a deep sigh, he stepped away. It's rare to meet a woman you like, but you don't like her. Is God punishing him for treating that woman so cruelly? So let him not get his favorite in this life? Fortunately, he still resisted not tearing off her veil. If he did that, he would never see this woman again in his life.

He understood her arrogance, but he never could protect her.

He staggered a little and went straight to his Dexin Palace. What kept coming to mind was the ambiguous scene of Thirteen Niang and the fairy dragon. They talked and laughed together, and the tears fell in Thirteen Niang's eyes. She closed her eyes and said with despair, "I hate you!" It flashed in front of him over and over again, which made his heart ache. This woman has become his nightmare. He always unconsciously smiles with her and feels heavy when he watches her cry.

He is the king of a country. He can't become like this. How can a girl control his mood? He kept warning himself that he should not have such feelings. It shouldn't be. But he couldn't help it. He was obsessed with the mysterious woman and could no longer pull it out.

"Let me be quiet. If nothing happens, don't come in and disturb me!" Murong Haoxuan ordered, walked into Dexin Palace and closed the palace door. He only heard the deep sigh of Xiao Yingzi outside.

He fell to the ground, next to a low table carved with the pattern of two dragons and beads. At a glance, it was a good yellow pear. He almost sat there, fished the wine pot on the table, poured a glass of wine, and poured it into his stomach fiercely.

Why did he have such a distressed feeling? He shouldn't have been like this. From the moment he became emperor, his mother made him ruthless, saying that the king could not have children's affair, especially he could not. Since you want to achieve hegemony, you always have to lose something. So he broke his thoughts about Wanqing, but why would he be so distressed now because of this woman? If achieving hegemony is to lose his happiness, then does he want to exchange?

No, absolutely not. The mother said that he was in a high position and could move anything, but he could not move emotions, so he couldn't do this.

He kept warning himself, but her smile flashed in his mind. From the beginning, he watched her dance through the red veil in the middle of the drunken moon residence, to listening to what happened in Yuxuan, until then he secretly followed her whereabouts with Haoyu, thinking about the couplet she said, watching her leave with Chu Jiangping, until she was summoned into the palace now, and everything shook in front of her eyes. He understood that he was really moved.

Since he is really moved, will he take her into his arms at all costs? Even if it's a person, even if there is no heart, isn't it?

Xiao Yingzi's voice suddenly sounded outside: "Go back to the emperor, Miss Yan'er wants to see you." Hearing this voice, like an amnesty, he stood up and walked to the back of the dragon book case. He was overwhelmed with excitement. He wanted to rush out and ask her if he had forgiven him, but in the end, he was the emperor and should not be so impulsive. Then he sat down, knelt on the ground, straightened his clothes, and said calmly, "Please invite her in!" He didn't know how happy he was.

Looking at her eyebrows still red, she knew that she must have cried. Today, he is too impulsive.

She knelt on the ground, her forehead close to the ground, and crossed her hands on the top of her head. This is a big gift, and the palace usually does not make such a big gift. His heart suddenly sank, as if he had expected something to happen. He opened his mouth and wanted her to stand up, but he understood that no matter what he said, it would not be any good. She was such an arrogant person, and then she wanted to protect herself well, but she didn't expect that she was almost deprived of her innocence by him. How could she not be worried? Yes, this is the punishment he deserves.

She still crawled on the ground without looking up. Her forehead touched the cold ground, but felt calm in her heart. She said in a very calm tone, "Please allow me to go home. I have been here for a long time, and my brother always remembers me, so it's time for me to go back and ask the emperor to agree.

Although he has thought of this, he is still slightly shocked. According to her temper, it should be. He wanted to stand up suddenly. He wanted to yell at her, but he resisted. He was afraid of hurting the woman in front of him. It has hurt her and can't be irreparable. He endured and tried his best. He clenched his palm tightly, and his nails had unconsciously entered the meat. He stretched out his palm and resumed his usual manner: "Let me think about it." He doesn't want to, but doesn't want to let go.

What should I do? What should he do? He doesn't want to let go at all.

past pictures flashed in his mind. It was hers, laughing, angry, sad, lonely, tearful, scenes, which made him more entangled.

She was still kneeling, not as casual as she used to be. "Thank you, your Majesty." She got up and left decisively without even looking at him. Looking at her back and remembering her red and swollen eyes just now, my heart suddenly moved, and my heart was still distressed.

Her back is so lonely that he can't help but want to rush out and hug the thin figure. Why does he like this woman? He has never even seen her complete appearance or even know her background. Why? From the beginning, he sank and sank into her gentle hometown. Since then, he can no longer be pulled out.

He suddenly got up, looked at the blue stone road leading to Yong'an Palace, and walked out. He still wanted to see her, even if it was the last one, he wanted to explain to her that what he did today was too impulsive and he didn't want to do that. He cared too much about her, so he did that kind of hurtful behavior.

He hurried to the door of the Yong'an Palace Hall and couldn't help but be stunned. The people inside smiled happily, and the person sitting next to him was the Korean proton Mubai. One of them plays the piano and the other plays the piano, which is a beautiful scenery. However, why are her always depressed eyebrows so happy when she sees Mu Bai?

At yesterday's palace banquet, she danced with him. It was such a good match that he had to admit the harmony between them. Today, when he saw each other's eyebrows and feelings between them, that tacit understanding made him unconsciously jealous! He looked at the two people in front of him with hatred and felt that his heart was about to die.

Why? Why? It turned out to be this man. Looking at their playful figure in the hall, looking at her unscrupulous smile, looking at him looking at her, and her affectionate eyes looking at him, he felt that his heart was about to die. Why did he come to this place? Why did he miss her?

He is so jealous that he is about to go crazy. How could this happen? Mu Bai, is this your careful arrangement or your affection?

He turned around and resolutely walked away. Lian Jian looked at his departing back, sighed and shook his head.