039 Friendship
"Qin Mofeng, let go." Surprised in an instant, Bai Shaoqing spoke in a low voice and threw it away. He had no choice but to be grasped tightly by him. He was so close that he couldn't get away for a while.
"Why do you want to be his queen?" Qin's mocking wind is simply hysterical.
Since she disappeared that day. He never forgot her for a moment, perhaps because of his loss. In the early morning of the palace, what he saw was that she smiled indifferently and walked slowly. At night, the stars all over the sky became her eyes. The peach blossoms in Xianhua Palace bloomed and failed, but he only sat alone. The woman who stroked the piano for him and danced with his sword did not come back.
Overlapping tears and brocade characters, life is the only love that can't die.
At this moment, he just realized that the original lovesickness was not the sad spring and autumn tone of the sour scholar, but a real kind of missing, which can go deep into the bone marrow, and it is difficult to get away from heaven and earth.
She left, but took away his soul. He looked for it crazily, but still couldn't find it everywhere.
And the queen in the palace sent another dangerous message. Her expression became colder and more arrogant, and her neck was more straight, but her eyes trembled slightly, but she couldn't escape his eyes. He hated her because he lost a part of himself. It's ridiculous that this woman dares to have a rebellious intention. He didn't stop her, but just looked at her coldly. If she died too easily, teach him how to be willing!
He pretended to be, ate the snacks that passed through her hands, and saw her and the Duke of Protector to pass the news. He didn't know what he had the right to do, just like a king of Qin who was dedicated himself to government affairs. But then, the news came that the saint entered the discipline, and the king of Chu won the United States. Later, the State of Yue also intervened. The world was in chaos, which seemed to have something to do with her. She may be experiencing life and death in a place she could not touch. He immediately led troops to support, but he did not want to misinterpret the holy intention of the protector, but actually attracted the courtiers, launched a group of admons, and forced Qin to attack the moon. .
He was furious in court and put the Duke of Protector into prison. The next day, the sponsors poured in. The officials in the court accounted for 60%, and the folk Confucianism even knelt down to protect the prime minister... He smiled, and this net really caught a lot of big fish. The purpose is to reach, and he will naturally let people go. As a result, the protector is even more rampant. His eyebrows are not moving, and he sits and watching the play.
Sure enough, soon there was a shocking thunder and earth-shaking. The Qin army was killed and injured, and had to retreat. In this battle, because of his secret arrangement, he damaged the source of soldiers. They were all the party members who protected the country. The soldiers were defeated and returned to the court. Several generals could not escape the blame and were dismissed and were on standby. Seeing that the time was ripe, he began to quietly close the net, pulling away the maggots attached to the bones one by one. But at this moment, the results of the investigation shocked him.
The father and daughter of the Protector of the country seem to have stronger pillars. As long as he has no time to implement all the omissions, he will be immediately made up for them. He actually found that he could not believe any of them. He was willing that this was just his suspicious mood, but several temptations made his heart like an ice pool. In this palace, just beside him, there was a greater crisis coming quietly. He had noticed it, but found that he was unable to fight back.
But after all, he is Qin Mofeng, a warrior under the struggle for imperial power. Before the unknown force arrived, he chose to wait and take out the secret medicine. He showed his illness, showed weakness in front of the enemy, and temporarily avoided the wind. The king of Qin fell ill, and the Duke of Protector was even more arrogant, revealing his ugly face. Even the queen dared to speak coldly in front of his sickbed. Even, she proudly talked about the frame-up of the saint in those years. He was dizzy, but he listened clearly. The heart-wrenched almost made him jump up and strangle the woman to death.
However, he hates himself even more.
At that time, he was really scared. Just because she was different from the women he saw. Other women love beauty, money and enjoy pet, but she doesn't care about these. She doesn't even look at these treasures. Then she always wants to love. What does she love?
No matter how dangerous she is, she is also calm. She dares to come to the Longtan Tiger Cave. So, is it his country that she loves? He can't but think so. Some things have been deeply attached to him since childhood. He can't break free, but believe it.
But now I understand that he is wrong, he is wrong!
She loves - it's him.
It's ridiculous that he didn't understand Qin's mocking style. He enjoys the gentle obedience of women and likes all kinds of women, but he never knows what love is! Maybe some people have lived their lives like this, because they have never met, and they will not be sad.
But he got it. From then on, those women's smiles were empty, because he got the truth and could tell that it was false.
But he gave up on her.
He gave up her for his imperial heart!
- I miss you very much, Bai Shaoqing. Where are you now?
The man's tears fell slowly. He couldn't face himself. At first, he was just an overseas Chinese pretending to be sick. Later, he gave up and the illness became true.
In the drowsiness, someone handed a wisp of strange fragrance. The pungent smell made him tremble suddenly and open his eyes. In front of him was Yan Lin. He stared at him and was not sure whether to trust this person. Yan Lin put a short note in front of him. He narrowed his eyes, and his chaotic eyes gradually focused. Suddenly, his eyes lit up.
Has she come yet? This is her word.
He trembled with excitement and couldn't even understand the meaning of the words. Yan Lin put it in his ear and gently said her plan, and then he calmed down a little.
Pret to be dead? Why is this? He has shown weakness, and now he still pretends to be dead? Is this hidden person so powerful?
But she was outside the palace. She wanted him and believed him.
Letter, of course I believe it! It's really dead, and I have no regrets!
He opened his mouth and swallowed the pills sent by Yan Lin. What happened after that? He was completely ignorant. When he woke up again, he was already in a private house. He didn't even recognize the appearance on his face. There were silent casual bodyguards beside him, but he didn't even know him.
The most important thing is that she is not here.
When he frowned and thought deeply, a medium-sized man walked into the back hall, fell down and bowed, calling himself Tian. He didn't explain much, but held a case. When he opened it, it was all her beautiful handwriting. He looked at it greedily, slowly, but his eyes became solemn. These things are too strange. He clearly doesn't believe them, but he has to believe them. At the end of the file, she said that when we met again, a song would break and ten thousand leaves would dance.
A song breaks through the wind and clouds, and thousands of leaves dance!
His eyes condensed and smiled, and she still remembered. It doesn't matter how the process is. He listens to her and just waits for the day we meet.
He hid in Qindu and looked at the following situation. It was really the same as her guess. The strange man who ascended the throne, the second prince? He sneered and his eyes were full of ice skates. Watch this big play and end like this.
It was inexplicably anxious, but it always accompanied him. He began to feel uneasy and became more and more. Especially when he knew that all the people around him were Yue, and the man who was always on the side and calm was the general of Yueguo, his uneasiness simply spread beyond his control. Being usurped for the throne and betraying his cronies was a fact, but he was indifferent. However, under the protection of the general of the Moon Kingdom, and she spread the voice from thousands of miles, and she was in the moon. These situations turned into an idea and could not hover. She has the power to send soldiers and generals in the Kingdom of Yue. Looking at the respectful eyes of General Tian, you can know that her power will never be short. So how did she get to the moon country? In what capacity are you in Yue Guowei?
These ideas were lingering, making him restless day and night, and then, with the return of the king of Qin, a piece of news was heard on the street. The Moon King is the Queen!
Queen!
He didn't need to guess at all, so he had identified the identity of the queen. On that day, he secretly left the country and ran all the way. There was only one thought in his mind. He was going to see her. If it was true, he would also take her away. He didn't care if he had nothing, but she was the only one who could not lose.
All the way, he finally arrived at Yueguo, but the gate was closed. He waited outside the city for a day and a night, but he didn't expect that when she came, she personally escorted Duke Zhu to the south to help the disaster. He stood in the crowd and looked at her for the first time. She has changed.
She became mature and more beautiful. Her whole body exuded a strong earthquake deterrent, and her smile was enough to appease everything. At the beginning, the saint of the mountain has transformed into a butterfly.
He only felt sad in his heart. She must have experienced a lot of changes, and there must be someone around her who was irrigated with love. This person who accompanied her to grow up was not himself.
He pretended to be an overseas Chinese into the palace, but the Moon Palace was extremely defensive. It was not until it was dark that he found an opportunity to faint an eunuch, changed into his clothes, and groped all the way in the palace. He happened to meet the imperial dining room to deliver food. He followed and finally saw her.
"Let go." She spoke again with an awe-inspiring expression. Qin Mofeng, I don't owe you anything.
He shook all over and couldn't help loosening his palm, but his body trembled angrily. "Yes, I owe you. You have helped me a lot. The most important thing is that I can live today, all thanks to you. Qin Mofeng could not repay the kindness of the sky, but only to give orders. Your Majesty, does the Moon need a dead man? What do you think? Do you still need this ability to sneak into your moon palace?
Bai Shaoqing stared at him quietly. The man in front of him was proud and laughed loudly at the king of Qin, but now his face is haggard and dusty. He stared at her eyes, which made her feel guilty. No, she owes him, she owes him all the time. If it hadn't been for her, his throne would not have been for Li Shu. If it hadn't been for her, a proud person like him would never have been willing to live so humiliatingly.
Her heart was already soft, but her expression was colder. She brushed her sleeves lightly. She said, "I'm afraid you still can't do it to be a dead man of the Moon Kingdom."
Qin Mofeng was extremely angry, but smiled, "Then ask Your Majesty, what should I do? Do you want to jump into the snake cave or climb the cliff?
"You have to be unintentional." She said.
He was stunned and looked at the candlelight in her eyes. There was no smile on her face, but there was no sarcasm. There should be no desire for power, no desire for revenge, and more so, no hatred and no love. She raised her head, used her eyes as her hand, and moved inch by inch on his face. "But he has done all this. Can this person be called a human?"
He trembled slightly and couldn't help stretching out his hand to touch her, but she turned around and walked out of the hall. He was stunned and could only keep up. The two walked slowly along the jade steps of the director of the palace, and the guard eunuch beside him followed him from afar.
The moon is round like a disk, hanging high in the dark night sky. The crystal moonlight shines brightly on the white jade steps on the ground, pulling the reflection of the two people back and thin and long.
Qin Mofeng walked slowly, and her eyes were full of the petite figure in front of her. She did not walk like other women. Her footsteps were as calm as men. Her breath, long and indifferent, also made him gradually calm.
When she walked to the southernmost point on the right side of the hall, she stood on the railing, and he also stopped behind her. In front of him was a heavy palace in the night, with huge overlapping shadows, surrounded by layers. This is a deterrent to the imperial power, but it is also their cage.
"I remember that there was such a high platform in the Qin Dynasty," she suddenly said softly.
He couldn't help but be distracted, she remembered. Yes, Xianhua Palace is not far from the imperial shooting field, which is somewhat similar to here.
She turned her head and looked at him, "When will you come home?"
Go home! Qin Mofeng looked into her eyes and said she would go home. It's not to regain power, but to go home. Yes, it's also his home.
"What if I go back? Now you are also guarding such a large empty hall and endless memorials. Do you think these are interesting?
"It's really boring." She seemed to have a smile, but said, "But that's your responsibility and fate, isn't it?"
"What about yours? Is the Queen of the Moon your fate? He asked and took a step forward.
Her eyes were bright and she looked calm. "Yes."
Qin Zoufeng's eyes sank and he was about to speak, but he heard her say slowly, "After leaving the State of Qin, I have experienced some things, so I have understood some unident things. Everything in the world has an end, but only hatred can't! Hatred can make people lose their way and try their best. No matter how many people live and blood, they will become the road. Even if they suffer, they will be devoured by this demon and can't stop. Seeing other people's sadness, even if you don't benefit, you will never let go.
"Once the demon of hatred arises, it will lead people to the steel wire of the purgatory land. Obsessed in it, it is not bitter, but the tossing and turning hate, but willing all sentient beings to accompany him to suffer, he does not return. When I left Qin, I did have a heart of pain. At that time, I thought that the pain had reached the extreme, but the next road was even more hurt. The brothers and sisters betrayed, the relatives bathed in blood, were imprisoned, and looked up to people's noses.
When she said this, her expression was always faint, as if talking about the situation of others, but Qin Mofeng's eyes had shrank. Looking at her, he couldn't wait to hold her in his arms immediately and comfort her. But her eyes stopped his outstretched hand.
"However, it also makes me understand that the greatest pain I have suffered is not actually a bad thing. Pain can force people to change, become weaker, or stronger... more selfish, or wider.
Her pupils, shrouded in the moonlight, made a bright glow. Her expression was gentle, and her tone was gentle. She turned her head slightly and danced with long sleeves like wings. "Look, this world is so beautiful. How can you teach people not to love it? Because of suffering, although he has lost his loved one, the pain is hard to return, but the deceased can't come back. Because it is difficult to suffer from physical injury, but it is lingering and sentimental, which makes the body consume more severe. If you don't have a relative, then look for it again. The world is so big that everyone can be loved as a relative, and the deceased relatives also hope that the living will no longer suffer. The body is injured because it is too weak, so keep training to make it stronger, strong enough not to hurt, strong enough to protect others.
She turned around and looked at him, "The strength of the State of Qin is because of the strength of the Lords of the country. Qin's mocking style is even more powerful. I always remember the heroic words you once said in those years, to accept talents and strengthen national strength. It is necessary to realize the unwillingness of the ancestors to complete it one by one. Aren't these all your responsibilities and responsibilities? Now on the throne is a man who has no love for the people. He could have accommodated heaven and earth, but he forced himself into a desperate situation for selfishness. In order to achieve a selfish desire, even if all sentient beings fill it, they will not look back. How can you let such a person occupy his place?
Qin Mofeng looked at her motionlessly, as if he had never known this person. At this time, he looked at her carefully and loved her without saying a word. The moonlight shone on his cheek. Although the vicissitudes of life are not depressed, it is not down. What's more, because his eyes are slowly blooming with the brilliance of the earth. In the past, he was coming back "Bai Shaoqing!" He finally sighed, "If I hadn't met you, I'm afraid I wouldn't have experienced this. It's so miserable."
She smiled and said, "It's true. I just said I didn't owe you. I deceived you. Actually, I owe you a lot."
"But if I hadn't met you," he stepped forward and suddenly held her hand. "How unpleasant it was in my life. Therefore, it's better to meet, even if..." He looked down at the robe on her, and his eyes flashed with a struggle. "If you are the Queen of Qin, the Qin Congress is even better."
"If the King of Qin is willing to be treated by the moon, this is a proposal." She smiled at him, pulled back her hand and turned around and left.
Qin Mofeng was stunned and said with a smile, "You are very ambitious."
"Didn't you also suspect that I coveted your throne?" She smiled, but what she said stunned him. "You still remember." He is a little astringent.
"I will forget nothing that has happened. It's just that it's a different way." She sighed and finally wanted to untie this knot. He was his king of Qin. After she was her month, she helped him again. From now on, it would be better not to owe each other.
It seemed to see her intention. He suddenly felt a little angry, but this idea flashed away. What else should I do? He was responsible for her. A woman can be so calm. How could he fall behind?
He laughed at himself and walked forward slowly, not behind her, but in parallel with her. "I should have understood that you are a person who walks with a man, not a little woman who follows her with low eyebrows."
She was stunned, but sighed, "I stand here because there is a person who needs me to wait for him to come back." Qin Mofeng's eyes condensed, but she did not dodge. "He always looks at my back and gives me support and strength. This time, I want to watch him, keep this land, and wait for the day he turns around and returns safely.
The feelings in her eyes were not concealed at all. Qin Mofeng was stunned for a moment, turned his head, and said in a low voice, "You can help me for the last time. I will help you in the future."
"Good." She nodded and stopped. "When you go back to the State of Qin, Tian Qing has not moved. He has a list of courtiers who plotted the Duke of Protector this time, and some of them were injured or poisoned after Li Shu and could not go to court. These people are now doing nothing. Lishu does not intend to take their lives. His new king does not intend to kill the killer, so he has the opportunity to take advantage of it. In Tian Qing's hand, there is another thing that filters the moon shadow. It must be it. After saying that, she stared at him and said, "But you are the same. Be careful in everything."
Qin Mofeng looked at her with burning eyes, as if to remember her appearance.
"In May, Qin Shu will leave Beijing. That's it." She said.
"Why did you leave Beijing?" Qin Mofeng thought for a moment and was shocked, "Do you want to lead him away?"
"His purpose is me after all. I'll lead him away, so you can do it."
"How do you introduce it? Don't mess around at this time. Didn't you say you had to wait for that month..." Qin Mofeng suddenly panicked, and even the name of the person who didn't want to say it most almost rushed out.
"Of course I have to wait, but I don't sit and wait for death. He poisoned the moon and captive the moon king Baiqing. I will always pay him back this love." Her eyes showed a burning light that he had never seen before. For a moment, it made him feel that the earth-covering moonlight was also dim.