Huang Liang Yimeng

Yang's life is very different from all the women in the village. Since she was born, she has been like any girl in the world, helping her family until she grew up and was promised by her parents. She has lived an ordinary and ordinary life for the first half of her life. Although her husband's family is not a big family after marriage, it is not easy for the man she married to be honest and knows that he loves her. You know that most of the men at this time are violent. Yang's brothers all have a temper and want to beat his daughter-in-law Fortunately, although her husband Cui Shifu couldn't say anything, he felt very sorry for her. He did it himself and never let Yang touch his hand.

Such a day makes Yang feel that although it is bitter, it is worth it. Since she was a child, she saw that her mother was in charge at home, and her father was also like Cui Shifu. He was silent and didn't like to say much. Therefore, almost everything in the family was that her mother was in charge of the family. Although her father often let her mother, he did not cherish her mother very much. At least Yang knew that Although Yang's family is the mother's decision, her mother gave birth to many brothers and sisters and fell into the root of her illness. And because she was usually too capable, her father gave up a lot of things to her mother. Originally, what the man should have done, but her mother should have covered everything.

At this point, although her mother is strong, she is as strong as a man. If a woman lives that much, although she is more comfortable, she is tired. Fortunately, although her husband Cui Shifu is also a good man, she is different from her father. He knows that he cherishes himself. He even handed over the money at home to himself. He did a lot of what he should do, and when he saw that he was tired, he knew to help. Although such a man has no great talent, it makes Yang's life very satisfied. Whenever she sees the same married sister doing housework at home, serving her husband to take care of her mother-in-law, working hard, and getting old, Yang feels proud.

Although her mother-in-law Lin was widowed in her early years, it was not difficult for her to serve her. She didn't even have a strange temper, and she didn't live with the Yang family, and she didn't want her to wait on her. For a daughter-in-law like Yang, many people in the village envied her Looking at such a strong force, she suppressed her father, but when her grandmother was alive, such a strong person as her mother was still too embarrassed to say anything.

Yang's blessing is good. She even found someone to tell fortunes as early as the beginning of her marriage. People say that she should be an old lady, and her descendants are full of wealth and noble life, so the Yang family is also complacent. She was also competitive. It didn't take long to marry Cui Shifu. Yang was pregnant. Her first child lived up to expectations. She gave birth to a son. From then on, everyone in the Yang family praised her. Who wouldn't say that she was blessed? Yang thought that he was qualified to be an old lady, and almost laughed.

The eldest son Cui Jinghuai has only been born for two years, and Yang then gave birth to a second son, Cui Jingzhong. This son has been smart and eloquent since he was a child. Unlike the old stool who has always loved to play with mud in the ground, he seems to be a little whiter than the children in other villages who are tan When he was on the ground, he threw his eldest son on the edge of the field, and he cultivated on his back. After a summer like this, the son was not tanned, which was a very incredible thing in Yang's view. Whenever he went out with this son behind his back, he listened to people praise his son for his handsomeness, Yang Shi can laugh out of his heart.

Her second son is different! Yang has always thought so in his heart. Since he was a child, Cui Jingzhong has been different from the children in the village who only know how to play with mud and catch treads. He doesn't like to play with mud. He doesn't even like to be close to those children. Yang was worried about whether there is something wrong with this son, but when he saw his son sneaked to Tian Kan When those scholars were just like those who were drawing on the ground with branches, Yang suddenly realized that her son was born to be a scholar and a champion?

Cui Jingzhong has grown up from other children in the village since he was a child. He looks more beautiful. Because he is not as strong as his eldest son, Yang and his wife spends no less effort on him than his eldest son, and even pay more attention to him, but this son has been thin and weak since he is young. In the countryside, such a thin boy represents that he can't take on the responsibility of the head of the family when he grows up, and also means that he can't do too much farm work, which once made Yang very worried. But now when Yang thought that her son was not the only way to farm, her eyes suddenly lit up, as if she had seen her son's other life, and immediately discussed with her husband about sending her son to school.

Yang just talked about her thoughts to her husband. For many years, Cui Shifu has always followed her, not beyond Yang's expectation. Cui Shifu really agreed to her request. Yang couldn't help remembering that the fortune teller said that she might have been born as an old lady in her life. She was extremely excited and sent the thin son to the school. Although her husband's obedience satisfied Yang and realized the vague desire in her heart, the Cui family was not a rich family in the first place. When I sent my son to school, someone in the village once had gossip. The Yang family was originally arrogant. How could he stand this gossip? His back became straighter and harder, and he worked harder than ever before.

The life of the Cui family is tight because of Cui Jingzhong. This son has been different from other children since he was a child. Yang's love for him from the beginning has gradually become a kind of awe and flattery with Cui Jingzhong's reading. After her son was studying, she often said something. Yang couldn't understand any of these words, but just because she didn't understand, she felt that this son was more different from others, and she was even more respectful to him. Cui Jingzhong became the most special person in the Cui family. After Yang gave birth to his youngest son Cui Jingping, Yang also valued this second son the most.

But it was also because of Cui Jingzhong that the life of the Cui family was even more sad. After Yang gave birth to Cui Jingping, she was quietly relieved when she saw a son. There are fewer men in the Cui family now. When his eldest son Cui Jinghuai was just about thirteen years old, he began to carry a hoe and follow Cui Shifu to the ground. They all climbed out of his belly. When Yang saw that his eldest son was so tired, he was also distressed. Looking at a teenager, he survived in a few years. Like an adult, Yang's heart is also uncomfortable. Now in the situation of the Cui family, she knows that these men are far from enough, especially the books that Cui Jingzhong read can't be read in a day or two. She needs to have a few more sons. In the future, when the sons grow up, the Cui family will have a replacement, and Cui Jing Cui Shifu doesn't have to work so hard.

When Cui Jingping was just two years old, Yang was pregnant again. This child was what Yang had been looking forward to for a long time. Everyone in the village said that she was pregnant with a boy. This was right in Yang's arms, which made her full of expectations for the child in her stomach. She hopes to have more children to reduce Cui Shifu's burden in the future. Now there are still too few sons of the Cui family. Among the three sons she gave birth to, one son has been working with Cui Shifu, and the other son is a scholar. He can't touch the sun and spring water with ten fingers. In the future, he has to provide for him. It is a jar that can only throw money in, but can't see the reward in a short time. Sanlang Cui Jingping He can help Cui Shifu and his son, but he is still a little less alone.

Therefore, Yang is full of hope for the child in his belly. After a few months of pregnancy, the farmer's family was already busy. Yang had a big belly. When she was busy in the field, she also had to do things with her. Recently, her second son was studying in the main school, and someone had to wait on him. Yang was very busy She was just a little busy, and her stomach felt a little uncomfortable. This child is really too delicate. Yang gave birth to three children in a row, and she has never been so uncomfortable when she was pregnant. She couldn't help complaining about the child in her belly. At this time, Cui Jingzhong had a quarrel with someone in the school. This was his most distressed son. Yang couldn't tolerate someone bullying him, so he hurried to the school to ask for an explanation.

She rushed forward angrily, but came back in discontented with her son's cold eyes. She knew that she was so quarreling and scolding, but the teacher in the school unceremoniously counted everything on her son. In the school, Yang, who had always been fearless and fierce, began to feel a little timid for the first time. When she heard her son ask her not to go to the school in the future, she knew that she was Shame on you.

In fact, Yang doesn't want to do this either. She felt a little uncomfortable and frightened. Her son studied, became capable, and became a superior, but he did not go to his mother who gave birth to him. Since he was a child, he looked at this son differently, and he was hurt and afraid, which made Cui Jingzhong no longer respected her so much. Being disliked by her beloved son, Yang's heart was uncomfortable and sad. She came back crying all the way, but she was afraid that she would be blamed by her son after scolding like this today. She was even more vaguely afraid that she would really be ashamed of her son.

All the way home, rushing back and forth, Yang's stomach became more and more uncomfortable. She seemed to have a feeling of swelling. Yang was not the first time to be a mother. She already understood what such a feeling was. She had given birth to a child. You can have a child, and no matter how experienced it is to have a child, it is to step into the door of the ghost. If there is an attack on the road, it will not be good. Yang was anxious. While speeding up her pace, she pressed her stomach and walked faster. She was afraid of an attack on the road, not to mention the danger. She was even more afraid that her second son Cui Jingzhong went out. She was afraid that her husband, who had always loved her, would blame her second son.

Thinking of this, Yang's heart added a little more anxiety. For the child in her belly, she also had some complaints. When she returned home, her stomach had indeed begun to ache faintly. Yang did not go to work in the field in the afternoon. She lay back **. Anyway, things are not so busy now. Her husband and eldest son can also do it in the field. Although she also loves her husband and son, she is also afraid that she will have an attack in the ground. The second son was involved.

After lying down for a while, it is estimated that the fetus has calmed down again. Yang feels better. At night, he cheered up and was cooking. She thought that she had offended her second son today, so she thought about making a delicious meal for him and tried her best to cook. In the evening, the second son really came back, and as soon as he came back, his face was as cold as Yang thought. Yang has been worried for several hours. Now when he sees his son's cold face, he feels more and more confused, so he said cautiously:

"Erlang, I don't want to make you ugly, but I heard from Mrs. Guo in the village that someone dares to scold you in the school, mother..."

"Someone scolded me, which is also because my parents are not as good as others." Cui Jingzhong, who was young, had a kind of pride and indifference unique to scholars. This kind of coldness, which was rich and noble in Yang's opinion, was now used by her most distressed son, which was even more powerful, which made Yang's heart more and more uneasy. When he heard his son say that he was not as good as others, Come on. After she was pregnant, her mood was full of ups and downs. Now when she heard her son's words, she felt a piercing pain in her heart. When she had finally calmed down the pain, her stomach became a little faintly painful.

"No, Erlang, my mother will never dare to go to your school to humiliate you again. You can forgive my mother once, and I will make delicious food for you..." Yang's flattering follow her son, like a servant praying for his master's forgiveness, but Cui Jingzhong was unmoved: "You are so useless that I People laughed and said that they had the intention to send me to study, but they didn't even make a decent book bag for me, let alone buy me extra rice paper, pen and ink..." Cui Jingzhong's dissatisfaction in his heart seemed to have piled up for a long time. He said it happily. Every time he said a word, the more he blamed himself, the She cried a lot. When Cui Shifu and his son came back, Cui Jingzhong still had a gloomy face. Yang knew that her son was not happy. She flattered him in every way, but Cui Jingzhong was unmoved. When Yang washed his feet, his stomach, which had been in pain for a long time, finally couldn't stand it, and

Now Cui Shifu couldn't stand it any longer, so he reached out and slapped Cui Jingzhong in the face. Cui Jingzhong has been spoiled since he was a child. I'm afraid he is not Yang's favorite old man in Cui's family, but he is Yang's most valued and most concerned son. Although Cui Shifu beat him once because of his disrespect for Yang's disrespect, this has greatly damaged Cui Jingzhong's face. He had lost it this On his face, he accumulated a lot of resentment in his heart. At this time, when he was beaten by Cui Shifu, he became more and more resentful of his parents. Cui Shifu's behavior was like poking a hornet's nest. Cui Jingzhong was as angry as he had been in his life. He pushed Yang fiercely and ran out crying

Yang dragged her abnormally painful stomach to find him, but she couldn't get up at the moment. It is estimated that he moved the fetal gas in the afternoon but endured it all the time. Yang gave birth to several children, but this child almost gave birth to Yang's life. Originally, when a woman gave birth to a child, she stepped into the ghost gate. Yang thought too much and almost couldn't lift it up.

Although her body has always been strong, at least she survived. This time, Yang Shi tasted the pain that she had not experienced in the previous few times, and it hurt her for several hours. It was not easy for her to get out of her stomach. Perhaps because the time was wrong, the child should have come at the wrong time, but she had to come out at this time, which made the Yang suffer a lot. When she lay down to **, Yang had already gave birth to the child in her first. When the stable mother-in-law gave birth for her, she felt a sharp pain in her body. She seemed to feel When something slid out of her body, and a wet and warm thing flowed out, Yang didn't care to ask whether she was a man or a woman, so she heard Cui Shifu's voice outside. She trembled and shouted:

"Is Erlang back?" At such a moment, she didn't care about her newborn child and only thought about her son who ran out in the evening: "There is still hot rice in the pot. Heat him up and let him eat." As Yang said, she was afraid that her husband and son would be angry. At that time, the father and son would make a lot of trouble, so they wanted to come down from **.

She had just given birth. How could the stable woman in the room allow her to get out of bed? She hurriedly persuaded her. Although Yang was a little unwilling, at least she came to her senses and asked whether she was a daughter or a son.

Originally, everyone in the village said that she gave birth to a son. Yang had always thought that she had a son. She had to have more sons to make the Cui family prosperous in the future. She asked whether it was a man or a woman, but she just asked casually after giving birth to a child. Yang didn't think that she would have a daughter at Come out. Unexpectedly, Yang asked casually, but got the news that she had given birth to a daughter.

"What?" Yang thought she had heard it wrong. She was the life of giving birth to a son. How could she give birth to a daughter? Although the Cui family already has three sons, and after she left them for the Cui family, it's okay to have another daughter. Cui Shifu may not blame her. However, since Yang was pregnant with the child, she has always regarded him as a boy. Thinking of her second son Cui Jingzhong, who is now studying, she naturally hopes to have a son. It's enough to share some for the family, but if you give birth to a daughter, it's someone else's family. What's the use?

"Second sister-in-law Cui, you gave birth to a little daughter." That stable mother-in-law is famous in the nearby ten miles and eight villages. Generally, it is a great joy for people to have a child. Although it is not a real happy event in the family of some people who are eager to have a son, it is also a joy in the end. The Cui family is not without a son. After they are anxious to have a son She should ask for a reward, but the stable woman's face was a little stiff. A bad foreboding surged into Yang's heart. Sure enough, under her question, the stable woman said that she had lost too much blood after giving birth, and just struggled to think of herself. Now the bleeding is more serious, and she asked her to find a doctor to

Because of this matter, the stable woman didn't even ask for the wedding money. She hurriedly cleaned up for the little girl and went out. It's a big deal for Yang to lose too much blood. Cui Shifu has always loved his wife. At this time, when he heard about this, he was naturally anxious and didn't care about his son anymore. He quickly asked the doctor to come back to diagnose Yang. The result was better than the stable woman imagined, but it was not much better.

Yang didn't have the worry about her life. After the doctor's two pairs of medicine, Yang's blood gradually stopped. She did not lose her life because of this, but from then on, she lost the ability to have children again. Originally, I wanted to import it for the Cui family, but I didn't expect that because I gave birth to a son who was not what I expected, I had to have a daughter, and I actually lost my way to the future. Yang was immediately blindfolded. She couldn't believe it. For a month, the Cui family was not happy at all, but with a sense of sadness. Yang cried several times during the confinement. She transferred her hatred of not being able to have a son to her daughter who had just been born for a few days, and refused to feed her, let alone hug her.

It was all because of her that Cui Shifu reached out to beat Cui Jingzhong. It was all because he gave birth to her. Not to mention that he almost died, he did not have a son, and he could never have children again. Fortunately, I had given birth to three sons before, otherwise if such a thing had happened to her earlier, wouldn't this daughter have ruined her whole life? As soon as Yang thought of this, she felt cold and hated it.

She watched Cui Shifu clumsily grinding rice paste and feeding the child. When she saw the child crying as if she was about to die, she felt not only happy, but also a vague sense of resentment that she wanted her to die quickly. But with it, I don't know if the child has not eaten her mother's milk during confinement. On the contrary, the reason why she has been fed rice paste since she was a child. She is not in good health. She has just given birth, but she has not grown two catties when she was born. She looks like a kitten, and her crying is intermittently Seeing such a daughter, Yang's heart unconsciously felt a little distressed. After all, it was a piece of meat that fell from her body. Mother and daughter were heart to heart. Although she hated her daughter for harming herself, she couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

Under such a contradictory situation, Yang's feelings for this child are becoming more and more complicated. From now on, it is the pain in her heart that she can't have children anymore, which makes her unable to let go. When she sees this daughter, she has pity in her heart, and she can't use it anymore.

Because she can't have a son from now on, the Yang family likes her youngest son Cui Jingping more and more. Her daughter has gradually grown up. I don't know if the contradictory ideas about her over the years have gradually made Yang family more indifferent to her daughter. Maybe this daughter is too quiet. She is obedient and gentle. I don't know It was Yang's attitude that affected her, which made her very well-behaved, and tried her best to help share some family affairs. From the beginning, when she saw her daughter's weak shoulders doing these things, Yang's heart was reluctant to give up, and then gradually Yang began to get used to it.

Anyway, which daughter doesn't live like this. The daughter of any family is similar to her. The farmer's family doesn't raise idle people in the first place. What's wrong with Cui Wei's doing something at a young age? At least she hasn't beaten and scolded her daughter like an old witch of the Nie family. She Scolding her daughter, her Cui family hasn't given her daughter a short meal and drink.

In this way, Yang began to get used to such a situation, especially after Cui Jinghuai married a wife. Her daughter-in-law Wang was soon pregnant, and there was one more person in the family, which was busier than in previous years. As the child in Wang's stomach was born, There is one more person in the field, and the family is even more busy. At this time, Yang will blame his daughter again. If it hadn't been for the damage to her health because she gave birth to that enemy, she could no longer have children. Now Cui's family has many children and many blessings, I'm afraid she would have been rich long ago. As long as there are more fields for a few people, if there are more sons in the family, she will save for a few years, Women and children.

The more Yang thought of this, the more he felt that his daughter was more eye-catching. But sometimes such an idea just a midnight dream flashed back into her mind. Now that things have happened, it is impossible for her to stuff her daughter back into her stomach and start over again. In addition, Wang's stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and Yang is usually busy. How can she have time to think about anything else?

And Wang did not let Yang down. She soon gave birth to a big fat boy. Everyone in the Cui family was extremely happy, but what Yang didn't expect was that her daughter, who had always been obedient, was quietly changing behind her back. The first conflict was when my daughter almost cut off her finger when she was cutting pig food.

The Cui family has been used to it for a long time. They are used to the daughter's labor force. Although Yang still doesn't like this daughter in her heart, she didn't expect that this daughter is just injured and can't do some work, but the whole family seems to have something wrong. Usually, the food that can be eaten when I go home after work is gone because of my daughter's hand injury. It is often the best person in the family. After his daughter changed, the Yang family began to have no one to call. In the past, Yang did not notice the importance of her daughter, but she didn't expect that Cui Wei was not as gentle as usual, and everything became something wrong.

Yang felt a little angry about such a situation. Cui Wei was really outrageous, interrupting the peaceful life of the Cui family! RS