Chapter 226 I still love you now

Chapter 226 I still love you

The light in the room is very dim and things are blurred, but you can still see the small bed in the middle of the room.

I haven't been here for a few months, and Xiaozhen's home has completely changed.

The small bed is too broken and covered with greasy. It seems that it has not been wiped for a long time. There are only three legs. Under the fourth leg is a brick, which is raised so that the bed will not be tilted.

** The quilt is very broken, and the dirty can be twisted out of oil. There is no furniture in the room. There are only a few old-fashioned backrest chairs, an Eight Immortal table, a statue of the chairman hanging on the table, nothing else, and the green bricks on the ground are also covered with dust, just as dirty.

Xiaozhen lay straight on **. When she saw Haotian coming in, she not only did not get up to greet her. Instead, she pulled up the quilt and suddenly covered her little head and exclaimed, "Why are you here? Who asked you to come here?"

Like the fountain of tears in Haotian, it seems that the Yellow River is missing a mouth. "Xiaozhen, I haven't seen you for a long time. I come to see you. I really miss you so much. I can't sleep thinking about you every day, and my heart is blocked."

Haotian is telling the truth. These days without Xiaozhen, he feels that eating is tasteless and sleeping is not good, and he has nightmares all night.

Men and women pay attention to eye-to-eye. To put it bluntly, love is eye-to-eye. It's the same as Wang Ba's view of mung beans. Whoever looks at each other is love.

Of course, I also pay attention to the call. Haotian and Xiaozhen call. The time with Qiqi is not short, but I don't know why they don't call.

In fact, going to bed is not the same thing as love at all. It is a concept that two poles can't fight.

Love is the collision between the heart and the heart, and going to bed is the contact between the body and the body, all to vent the physiological desire.

Just like prostitutes and prostitutes, no matter how sweet words are, once you get out of bed, you will fart. Only love can lead to the final marriage.

Xiaozhen covered her head and sobbed, "You go, let's go with Qiqi. I don't need other people's care, let alone other people's mercy. You forget me."

Zhang Haotian could hear that Xiaozhen's voice was weak and a little hoarse. It seemed that she was really sick, and his heart was as uncomfortable as a knife. He approached her step by step, came to the bedside, sat on the edge of the bed and began to reach out to lift the quilt.

Xiaozhen grabbed the undercover tightly and took it off a few times but didn't open it.

Haotian said, "Xiaozhen, I love you very much. I really love you. I loved you in the past, love you now, and I will love you in the future. I know you are also deeply in love with me. You choose to leave when you need help the most. You are completely afraid of dragging me down and I'm afraid that I will be sad for you.

So now I will tell you that my life is destined to be entangled with you. I won't let you go. I swear to follow you all my life. Wherever you go, I will go. Don't worry about heaven and earth, the ends of the earth, and hell, I will be with you.

Xiaozhen's sob was even worse. She suddenly lifted the quilt and said, "I have become what I am now. Do you still...love me?"

Haotian suddenly looked at it, and tears gushed out again. Xiaozhen's appearance completely changed, and it was no longer the same smiling face. She is thin and weak, her eyelids are swollen, her skin is pale, her hair has almost lost because of countless chemotherapy, she is sparsely yellow and dry, and her body is like a rickeping prawn, like the white bone essence in Journey to the West.

Zhang Haotian felt uncomfortable in his heart. Wan Jian wore it. How did my Xiaozhen become like this?

Zhang Haotian hugged Xiaozhen without hesitation and held it in his arms: "I love you, and I still love you now. No matter what you become, I will love you the same."

Xiaozhen couldn't control it anymore. She plunged into Haotian's arms and cried as well: "Haotian, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

Haotian hugged her tightly, as if holding a feather duster. Xiaozhen was thin and weak and trembled all over, and her voice sobbed,

"Silly girl, you are so stupid. Why do you want to leave me? If two people share the pain, it is equivalent to minus half of the pain. If two people share happiness, it is equivalent to having double happiness. Lovers just want to share joys and sorrows. What's wrong with you leaving me alone? Stupid girl..."

Xiaozhen touched Haotian's cheek, wiped away his tears, and said lovingly, "I'm sad. I don't want you to be sad with me. I'm happy. I just want you to be happy with me. Haotian, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that I won't see you again when I die..."

Haotian and Xiaozhen hugged each other and cried loudly. They missed and complained for a long time. When they cried enough, their body was much easier.

Outside the window, Li Qiang, Sun Yong and Wang Kai were also moved to tears. Li Qiang said, "It's so touching. I haven't seen such a touching picture for a long time. There is no real performance on TV. Don't call me for dinner later. I'll go out and cry for a while to vent my emotions." The boy raised his hand and wiped his tears and ran out of the door. ;

At noon, Xiaozhen's father came back from the field. As soon as he entered the door, he was shocked. A group of people in the yard thought it was a three-body urban management.

Xiaozhen's father almost sat on the ground and said tremblingly, "Little comrade, we have nothing in our family. We have paid the royal grain and national tax. You are engaged in family planning, right? Our family has no super birth."

Li Qiang smiled as soon as he heard it and went up to explain for a long time. Then the old man smiled and cooked.

Xiaozhen's father was not as mean as he thought, nor did he take up a pole and beat Haotian. A good child shouted and said, "Thank you for taking care of Xiaozhen for so long at school and giving me 30,000 yuan. If it weren't for you, I'm afraid Xiaozhen's mother wouldn't have lasted so long."

The elderly are more reasonable.

Haotian said, "Uncle, Xiaozhen's illness can't be delayed any longer. I'm going to take her to the big hospital for treatment."

Xiaozhen's father frowned and hesitated and said, "It costs a lot of money, but our family... has no money."

Haotian said, "Money is not a problem. I have it. As long as you agree to take her away."

I never thought that the old man would say such a sentence in the end. He was so shocked that Hao Tianzhen wanted to slap him twice in the face. He said, "Let's ask Zhang Banxian at the east of the village to have a look. Xiaozhen seems to have hit the evil."

Daily, what kind of JB? It's the 21st century now. Why is it still so feudal superstitious? Zhang Banxian? Why don't you talk about Zhang Tianshi? Fuck!

Xiao Zhen's father said, "This is the last hope. We have to try it. I know Zhang Banxian. He has been a monk for a long time and just came back recently.

There is no way. Rural people are like this. They have never seen the world. They live in the mountains all their lives and can't communicate with the outside world. Superstition is inevitable.

Haotian understood Xiaozhen's father's behavior very well. He knew that he was also good to Xiaozhen, so he couldn't bear to stop him. He had to go, but he repeatedly stressed that after Zhang Banxian saw it, Xiaozhen must follow me. She could no longer delay.

In the afternoon, Zhang Banxian finally came. The boy was over 60 years old, with long hair and dirty all over. It seemed that he hadn't washed his face for half a year.

As soon as Zhang Banxian entered the door, Haotian recognized him at a glance. He couldn't help but get angry and grabbed his neck and collar: "Damn it! It turned out to be your boy. I found you!"