Surrender Youth

Chapter 11

I don't know what to do these days, and it suddenly gets cold. Without warning, the temperature dropped by more than ten degrees. In such weather, if you don't pay attention, you will catch a cold. The weather changes and brings a lot of pressure to the body. It's not easy to get better on this day after catching a cold. Because of the cold and hot times, the addition of clothes has become a more tedious thing. Many young people don't want to be tedious and dress more elegantly. Then, you can hear the sound of them sniffing in the open air from afar.

Haolin, don't be demeanor. But I can only follow the demeanor. After entering Foxconn for a long time, I have never saved a child, and I don't even have money to buy clothes and quilts. The usual living expenses seem to be very threthrely, but he doesn't know where the money has gone.

He can only walk in cold weather, shuttle through his own footsteps, and live like an ant in a city that does not belong to his own. He hates this kind of life. I have been reflecting on what I have done, but I can't find a clear answer. This proves that he is not suitable to be a financialist. You can't do design, let alone planning. It seems that in addition to some errave ideas that are suitable for him, there is only feces.

He once laughed at himself as a manure machine. Isn't it a kind of inferiority complex? Without culture, without skill, without outstanding appearance, etc., he has the characteristics of all poor people and lazy people. If they don't have them, he still doesn't have them. A typical example of the confusion of post-90s migrant workers. He is very poor and lazy. The only thing left is his self-esteem. Even if he is lazy to starve to death, he is unwilling to accept the charity of others.

However, among the people he identifies, he will lose his laziness, and the so-called self-esteem will naturally ignore it. Because he talked about self-esteem in front of his family, he thought it was pretentious.

However, he is very unhappy. There seemed to be countless troubles in his mind, which made him eager to dig out his brain and straighten out all the tedious thoughts one by one. Start a normal life.

Niu Shuai's words were ripp in his heart. There is no denying that what he said is completely false. I'm not sure what you said is true. As he said, you need to prove it. But this seems to be something that you think is nonsense. Why do you start to approach the truth? Moreover, the speed of approaching is getting faster and faster!

What kind of person is she?

The gloomy sky, like his mood, looks calm, and his heart is already full of wind and clouds. Moreover, it is cold and disappointing.

He stood at the door of the post office where he had an appointment with Shu and waited for almost ten minutes. She hasn't arrived yet. Did she play tricks on herself? I couldn't make ten calls to her, and I was on the phone all the time. Every time I hear the recording without emotional fluctuations on the other end of the phone, my heart becomes colder and my mood becomes more and more gloomy.

Can a phone call be called for so long? Who can I call for so long?

The coolness from the air made him jibbling at the gate of the post office. He wrapped his arms around his arms, bent down and walked back and forth. The anxious and irritable eyes never left the direction of C04. There were a lot of people coming and going. Handsome men and beautiful women shuttled from his eyes.

The world of migrant workers is boring. Full of distrust of myself, but also love face. I don't like others to look down on me, and I'm not used to others looking at me with strange eyes. From that inferior heart, I want to gain my self-esteem. They began to talk nonsense in contradiction, telling some 'experiences' that had nothing to do with work and moral repulsion. In fact, they don't do anything, but they always like others to treat themselves as bad people. In this way, they will think in their hearts that they are a man with a story. Generally speaking, people with stories always have an unusual heart. There will always be some strengths that others can't see.

So, the word 13 is not wrong for many of them.

Haolin doesn't know if he is pretending to be 13. According to his own ideas, he tried to talk less and do more. And do something mature. That's what he did when he first entered Foxconn. At that time, he didn't care what other people thought. He saw that he was detached. I think this is just a temporary platform. When the time is ripe, I will leave sooner or later. Therefore, I disdain to show my thoughts on my face and don't like to talk to my colleagues.

At the same time, he also felt that it was meaningless after telling the story. It's all about meeting. If something happens, how many people can help themselves?

Therefore, he wants to keep a light attitude towards everything. However, after getting to know Shu from the magpie bridge, his life again and again and those rumors broke the calmness in his heart. He had to jump out against his colleagues and resist them for this matter. He must uphold the dignity of his friends. Although they haven't known each other for a long time, they can't talk about their friends in front of others. In this way, you don't give yourself face. This is really hitting yourself in the face in front of others.

Now, wait at the door of the post office. Looking forward to her appearing in front of her soon. I saw her smile for the first time. It seems that after seeing her smile, all the troubles can be dissipated with the wind.

Then, I have to think of a way to find out how to talk about her. Let's see how she will react to Niu Shuai.

Don't wait for Haolin to think more. Shu picked up the umbrella with a lollipop in his mouth, and came out of the gate of Area C. Standing beside Haolin. Look at her with a smile.

It's cute and the smile is warm. In this cool weather, it can make Haolin forget the cold. She, who had changed her dress, suddenly became pleasing to the eye in Haolin's eyes. If the yellow hair and explosive hairstyle can be changed, it will be closer to perfection.

I didn't think she was ugly because of the spots on her face, nor did I think that the costume painted this time was to shoot a sequel to Journey to the West, let alone affect Haolin's aesthetic mood because of a scar on her upper lip. Now seeing her, her heart suddenly accelerated, beating with her rhythm. That ordinary heart, unconsciously, had been picked up by Shu and cast a spell, making Haolin unconsciously walk with her footsteps.

They walked side by side. In the sky, there was a drizzle, and the cool autumn wind followed.

Haolin walks in the rain. Drenched in the rain.

She is holding an umbrella.

Don't you know that two people are crowded with this wood! Shu picked it up and complained in his heart.

She still asked Haolin softly with a smiling face:

"Isn't it cold for you to be caught in the rain like this?"

"It's not cold, hehe!" Haolin giggled at Shu. Keep up the pace. He has never walked with a girl like this. I once fantasized that there would be a woman by his side, and they would walk forward hand in hand. It's raining. She holds an umbrella for herself. She is cold and can wear her own clothes. For the rest of my life, I will continue to snuggle with each other.

Now, look at Shu picking up an umbrella and walking in the rain. I was drenched in the rain. The middle distance is only three or two steps. When can the distance between these three or two steps be deleted? At that time, it was time to pick up and repair it with Shu.

The crowd shuttled on the road inside Foxconn. Some are walking lightly with umbrellas, some are walking fast, and some are couples hugging together. There were also awkward people who walked around quickly with anger, and the man chased anxiously in the back. There are all kinds of people. But only like Haolin and others, one is walking slowly in the rain, one with an umbrella, and the other is rarely. Only this kind of people are very few.

Perhaps most of them have become invincible to King Kong, but only those who are not deep in the world don't know how to find an excuse to hold their feet and live under an umbrella together, right?

They walked about 20 meters forward. Shu picked it up and asked him with a smile:

"Would you like to go together? Now the rain is getting heavier and heavier!"

It seems that God is also responding to Shu's words. Coincidentally, as soon as she finished speaking, the frequency of raindrops increased. Moreover, it is accompanied by a bigger wind.

"Hey hey, Haolin, do you want to go together?" Shu picked it up and smiled proudly this time, and asked in a funny tone.

"Let's go together, let's go together!" Haolin didn't care about the pride in her words, and suddenly squeezed under an umbrella.

Is this a step in the direction of achieving positive results?

"Haolin, tell me, I went to your house. What's the fun!" The two of them are side by side, and there is still a gap between them. It's just that when you walk, you will occasionally be next to each other. But he was also separated by Haolin on his own initiative.

Under an umbrella, there seems to be some magic spell. Haolin wanted to hold her shoulder, but he couldn't do that. There will always be an idea in her heart. Does she know you well? Will you scare her away if you do this?

Wood is wood. At such a close distance, I would rather be drenched in the rain than hug me! No, how can I have such an idea? At such a close distance, don't you know how to take my hand? No, no, it's not! At such a close distance, people will die if they get close!

Some strange ideas welled up in Shu picked up. Looking at the eyes staring at Haolin, there was only a smile.

"Hey hey!" Haolin saw Shu pick up the smile and felt that his hair stood up all over his body! It looks like a sunny smile in the eyes of others, but how can I feel gloomy no matter how I look at it! It seems that the man-eating flower with open fangs is going to treat itself as fertilizer!

Haolin embarrassedly turned his head to one side and stopped looking at Shu picking up.

"Humph!" She snorted coldly in her heart. You are pretending to be a gentleman here. I'll see when you install it. I'll follow you and see when you show your disgusting fangs under your disgusting face!

The two have their own thoughts, although they don't know what the other party is thinking. But from the other party's expression, it seems that you can see the scoundrel and the prank in his heart, right?

But, you guy, why can't you hold hands?

It's rare for me to take your hand! Or do you want to slowly cultivate feelings with me and treat them as a tug-of-war!

Outside the umbrella, half of Haolin's body was drenched cold. The clothes are soaked.

Inside the umbrella, the right half of the body is still a small distance away from Shu picking up. You can't get this distance closer.

Shu picked up and was angry in his heart. Don't take the initiative to approach. The two walked like this.

Haolin's body trembling in the rain. He really felt the cold.

Outside the umbrella, the rain is getting heavier and heavier. Feng also scraped more fiercely. The umbrella walked in the windy and rainy days, it was blown crooked, and the weather began to get worse. Haolin had to take the initiative to hold an umbrella. When he put his cold hands on her hands, he was doomed to be defeated.