Chapter 13

A messy nest. A small nest that has never been tied up. It was thoroughly cleaned by Haolin. That strange smell is still there. But it's much better than before. You only need to keep it in the future, and you can definitely remove the odor from the room. However, judging from Haolin's living habits, it seems that this is a very simple thing, but it is very difficult for him.

Usually, the biggest way of entertainment in Haolin is to surf the Internet. Internet access has become a compulsory course every day. Whether it's playing games on the Internet or browsing blog forums, as long as there is online, he will not feel lonely. I've been wasted for more than half a year since I came out to work.

Some people say that time is like an arrow, and not wasted it can become the most memorable thing in life. But the time in Haolin's eyes is nothing. During my two years in the army, I felt that the time was long and I didn't want to be a soldier. When I was discharged from the army, I wanted to cherish my happy time, but when I looked back, I found that it had been two years. Looking back on these two years, I didn't do anything. Still in the same place.

Two years is enough to change a person's character and aesthetics. Haolin agrees with this very much.

According to his previous aesthetics in the army, characters belonging to the beauty level should at least look annoying and pretentious. The second is temperament. Some women are born with such a charming temperament, but no matter how they practice, they can't reach that level of fox spirit.

For the latter, whether Haolin looks good or not, it will definitely be included in the category that can't be moved. I guess the former doesn't look down on him.

He used to be careless, with a lot of words, and he could speak for three days and nights without stopping. But it doesn't work now. The era when you can talk casually is over. If you do that now, it's too stupid to say it. It makes people feel unsteady. Therefore, he began to become silent. He doesn't know why he is like this. Finally, he summarized that it belongs to the anger and health care that he has made for himself. It's a very self-restrained thing.

With the appearance picked up by Shu, put on two years ago, it definitely belongs to the kind of face that will never look for a second time after just looking at it, or even never see it. Although the face is okay, the spot on the face spoils the okay face. Especially the scar on the lips. Haolin felt that no matter how he looked at it, it felt like someone had bitten it. However, despite this, after two years, it doesn't matter in Haolin's eyes. Find a wife. Why do you want to be so beautiful? What's your status now? Are you still qualified to be picky? Thank God for finding a daughter-in-law. Are you still picky? That's not a luxury for the poor!

Therefore, he does not reject the appearance picked up by Shu. She was also allowed to dress up for the sequel to Journey to the West. In other words, Shu picked up a treasure in his heart now, which belongs to that kind of peerless treasure. You must carefully hold it in the palm of your hand and take good care of it, and you can't talk to her loudly. A delicate treasure.

Therefore, Shu picked up and sat in front of Haolin's computer to surf the Internet. Haolin sat stupidly in his ** and watched her click on her friend's space and step on it. He also smiled with the smile picked up by Shu, sad and sad. Be the best foil to cater to the mood of Shu picked up. Her expression is unhappy. If Haolin is unhappy, if she is happy, Haolin must also be happy. You can't ignore her because of your own mood, and let this guy with a bad first impression completely get into the cold palace from his mind. Blacklisted.

When he did this, he was scolding himself for being shameless. You can be scolded, but you can't show it yet. I have to cater to her. This is what I'm slowly trying to do to chase her!

Unconsciously, it has completely changed. All over the body, it seems to have changed a soul. It has become very thorough. In the past, all the things that could not be matched with me were matched. In the final analysis, it only shows that his young and frivolous temperament has been wiped out by life.

He also clearly remembers the first words the monitor said to them in the recruit company: You are now a five-pointed star. The edges are clear. The sharpness is exposed. However, I don't want a five-pointed star. In these three months, I will grind off your edges and corners and grind you into a circle.

At that time, Haolin didn't pay attention to the deeper meaning. I just sneered in my heart. I haven't suffered much when I was at home. What can you do to me here? Therefore, Haolin basically sang the opposite tone to the monitor. He is doing very childish things. Finally, it was too late for him to understand how naive his idea was. If they grind them into a circle according to their monitor Lu Weide said, then Haolin will be directly grinded by Lu Weide as he wants, a puppet without any opinion. From then on, he knew that if he lived in his own circle, he would be eliminated. Eliminated by society and by people of the same kind. When others were starting, even in the acceleration stage, he was still standing still and looking at them complacently like a clown: Look, this running posture is too ugly!

So, when the monitor slapped him with a whip, he found that he couldn't catch up with them at all, and he didn't even know how to take a step. At this time, he was already panicked. However, the more flustered, the more chaotic. So much so that it's at the bottom. It has become that kind of rotten wood. Unsculpable waste material.

When he thought he had got rid of his problems, it may be because there was no more monitor like Lu Weide who honed him. The messy things from the bones, like the grassland burned by a fire, the grass leaves exposed outside are gone, but the rhizome that has not been removed, The nourishment of spring begins to sprout slowly again.

This also makes it difficult for him to change his oriented way of thinking. Go down one by one. In my own circle, I am complacent. Therefore, it is also doomed that he is bound to be eliminated. Elimination has become a foregod. After being eliminated, some people can think about their own problems, find their own problems and correct them. Then always remind yourself that you can't fall twice in the same obstacle.

Haolin can't. It's like being tripped over by a high bench when running a 400-meter obstacle. Over and over again, I went to the high bench with the same action every time, and fell down in the same way every time.

Lie flat on the ground like a big meat. After the severe pain, he got up again, continued to go up to the high bench, and repeated the previous movements.

When everyone could go over the bench, he still tripped. Over time, he complained: This high bench is too high, and this high bench is not standard! He protested that the person who made the rules of the game was wrong.

So, for this reason, it was not cleaned up. He is such a person, the worn edges and corners, like a mollusc, began to grow slowly! He never knew how to find the reason and the wrong problem from himself, but he actually grew up again!

When I recovered and looked back on what I had done for two years, it was like a dream. I used to think it was a long time, but it passed in the blink of an eye. It's like watching a movie. The camera turns, and it's two years later! Therefore, he sighed that life is a movie. Maybe I took a gap that day and blinked five years later, ten years later, twenty years later! At that time, I looked at myself, but nothing had changed.

From the moment of recovery, he decided to completely change himself. Get rid of that bad smell. It's not a matter of overnight to get rid of these mistakes that have been developed since childhood and have been fixed until now. However, it must be corrected. There will be a long time in the future. You can't waste your life!

From then on, he began to change his aesthetics. First, I am a farmer. It is unreliable for a farmer to find such a beautiful daughter-in-law. Just find someone who can live a life. The second one is frivolous. Young and frivolous is a bad smell for everyone. To correct this bad smell, you have to endure a lot of things. Therefore, to get rid of frivolity, you must learn to endure. Third, find the reason from yourself. He feels that this is the top priority. It seems that I have never done this before. So far, it's the same. Although he can realize his mistakes, he is unwilling to admit his mistakes.

In the past, after an accident in the veteran company and squadron, the captain defined him that he was a reckless man. He was very unhappy at that time. Very depressing. But I dare not refute it. Now think about it, in fact, he feels that the captain still hasn't completely said to himself. He is a good man, but he should be a real coward. This is the real definition!

His character, judging from the past, is the performance of a coward!

Therefore, when he tried to change himself, the movie screen changed, and it was two years later! Two years later, nothing will happen. I haven't learned anything.

During

, except for meeting my favorite netizens a few times, there was really nothing worth taking out. Looking at other people who started with me, the business can't be said to be successful, but at least it has already started. After getting married and supporting the family, they also began to make money. Good-life, working in the state government office. If you are a little short of life, at least you have your own career.

What about yourself? A bachelor. Ask for money, no. It belongs to the type where one person eats and the whole family is not hungry. This one person is full, and I haven't done it completely. What kind of life is this?

He pretended to be calm, unusually calm. The wind is light and the clouds are light. Everything has nothing to do with me. I don't move when I recognize him in the wind and rain.

Look, look! This guy, calm down! This guy is well-cultivated! This guy has connotations!

Someone looked at him and began to sneer. But he can't calm down. In addition to being calm and low-key, he doesn't seem to have high-profile and wild capital, does he?

So, one after another, people who work together can't help but be scolded behind him for pretending to be 13. He doesn't care. Can you expect a coward to care about something? Besides, if you scold, you will be scolded, and there are a lot of things.

Because of this, what he admires most is the sentence that Xue Hong said: how to deal with the world slanders me, bully me, insults me, laughs at me, despises me, insults me, and deceives me? Just put up with him, let him, let him, avoid him, endure him, respect him, ignore him, stay for a few more years, look at him!

However, if you want to stay at the highest level for a few more years, look at him. Haolin seems to have never dared to pat his chest and say that it will be a few more years!