Chapter 16

It is a woman's nature to love beauty. No one can avoid dressing up before going out to win the praise of others. Beauty at the expense of one's own health, from another perspective, no longer belongs to the category of beauty. Although he dressed himself up like a peacock.

The flow of people coming and going down the C04 building is shuttled. In this factory that feeds itself, I am pursuing my own life. Maybe there are dreams, but as time goes by, I am getting farther and farther away from myself.

It's almost seven o'clock, and it's almost time to go to work. She waved to Haolin, slowly turned around, walked into the narrow corridor, and disappeared from Haolin's sight for a moment.

He recovered from her back, and the corners of Haolin's mouth evoked a satisfactory arc. He giggled and walked to the place where he worked in the flow of people. So much so that some people around couldn't help looking at Haolin's appearance with a smile, covering their faces and laughing.

He never cares about the eyes of the people around him, and he still walks his own way. With his happy giggle. Look for your own happiness in the sky that doesn't belong to you.

At night, there is harsh noise from the Foxconn factory, working in such an environment every day. Monotonous and boring. But there are still people from the countryside who stick to it here. There are those who can't hold on, depraved, and go to another road.

It seems that some authorities have made some reports that the increase in the juvenile delinquency rate, a large part of which comes from poor families.

Is this a depraved and unwilling monotonous, ordinary and boring rural child?

Haolin is wondering if he can stick to it one day.

Take your own salary every month, which is not enough to spend by yourself. At present, there are no bad habits, no smoking, no drinking, no gambling, let alone going to Diba bars and other places. But it is inevitable that the future ideas will change day by day with social reality. Now it seems to be natural and free, but compared with when it first came out, the mood at this time has long been light.

I began to care about some things around me, I began to care about some people I just knew, and I began to have joys and sorrows in my heart, and I would quarrel with my colleagues about some small things. It has changed.

Become stingy, vulgar, and without measure.

In the night sky of this place, you can't find the tranquility that belongs to nature. People's mood will also become irritable with the mechanical noise.

Slowly swaying into the place where I was working, I was greeted by the sound of jokes from my colleagues.

Lin Jie went to the day shift. Looking at Haolin coming to the workshop so early, he joked with a playful face:

"Oh, are you here so early? Are you eager to see that girl right away?

"Go, go, go, I'll come to the factory for dinner, okay? The money is used up, and there is no money. There are still a few days to wait for the salary to be paid, and I can't hold on!" Haolin walked to the corner of the warehouse shelf. That position is the place where they usually rest and be lazy.

"Don't have money? That's easy to say! I just took a little. How about giving you a few hundred yuan to use first!" Lin Jie quickly took out 200 yuan from his pocket and handed it to Haolin.

Haolin was stunned for a few seconds. Pick up the money:

"Thank you! I'll give you the salary!"

"You can give it whenever you want. Pay me, I see if you still have money to pay me back after you get paid!" Lin Jie understands that what can happen if he has no money to be with that woman these two days? I don't even have money to drink water. They don't think this person is stingy. Besides, let Haolin pay back the money? He seems to have borrowed more than a thousand from his colleagues. The salary is only 2,000 yuan at most. What else do you want to do to pay back the money? Pay back the salary? Unrealistic.

"You guys are too bad. It's been almost half a year since you came here. You didn't save it a minute ago and still owe money everywhere. I think you are usually relatively economical. I don't know how you use your money!"

"Money? Saving? How to put it, it's because you don't plan for yourself how to spend money. Now that prices are soaring, there is nothing to buy without money. Tell me, is that right?" Haolin put the money in his pocket and thought about where to play together at night. Now it belongs to the initial stage of love, but you can't let people look at yourself being stingy.

"Haolin, do you think that woman is reliable?" Lin Jie suddenly said this. Haolin asked inexplicably.

"Why do you say that?" Haolin stared at Lin Jie and guessed what had happened.

"Niu Shuai was talking about picking up and sleeping with Shu during the day, and the whole warehouse knew about it. You're so good that you even dig people's corners. The ability!" Lin Jie gave Hao Lin a thumbs up.

"Go, go, stay!" Haolin patted Lin Jie's hand and asked:

"What did he say?"

"It's you digging the corner. He has done it with that woman twice or something!"

Haolin felt stunned when he heard this. It's all men. Should they do this to slander a woman behind their backs like this? He is going to ask Niu Shuai for clarification. Although Niu Shuai had already told him for the first time.

Looking around, the people in the whole warehouse are idle. It belongs to the overtime period, and they are not very busy. At this time, it is unlikely to find the shadow of Niu Shuai.

Haolin didn't see the shadow of Niu Shuai. Some disappointment sat in the corner and chatted with Lin Jie.

"Haolin, if it's really like what Niu Shuai said, such a woman really can't be wanted. Think about it, if he can sleep with someone he has just met, can't he guarantee that he will cheat again after meeting a better person in the future?"

"Hmm." Haolin answered. My thoughts are not on this topic at all. I didn't listen to all of Lin Jie's words.

"In fact, I have also seen the photo of this person. Looking at this, it's really unreliable. The first feeling is that it's okay to play, but it can't be serious.

"Lin Jie, do you think we grassroots workers have the capital and the right to play with other women?" Haolin's tone is a little sad.

"We don't have it, and no one can say that we have it. But we can't even have the qualification to find a wife, can we?

"So, I just want to find a daughter-in-law. You can live a down-to-earth life. It doesn't matter what it looks like. Just be loyal." Haolin's eyes were in a trance, recalling his previous obscene thoughts, and laughed at himself:

"There used to be that kind of love complex. Now that I think about it, it's so childish. Even if there is, you can't say it in front of others! Let's see what you have done now.

"I think that if such an idea has really been left in my heart, then I don't have to find a girlfriend in my life. Really. My thinking is not suitable for looking for a wife at all. You are right. In this society, virgins are rarer than giant pandas. Generally, there are very few people who are fifteen or sixteen years old or virgins. What's more, we are looking for someone who is about the same age as us and can live a lifetime. Haolin sighs infinitely, infinite emotions, and infinite inferiority.

I have a face to see the past, but I don't have a smart mind. I can't speak, I don't know how to be euphemistic. Therefore, when you get along with people, you run into obstacles everywhere.

My friend said that he was naive. He thinks he has a true temperament. I don't know how to be tactful. Therefore, he is often used as a gun by his friends, and he also enjoys it. He classifies this category as not a real friend.

Lin Jie is a friend. It's the kind worth getting along with. Therefore, although he was careless on the surface of what Lin Jie said many times, he also remembered it in his heart. Good words, remember. Remember the evil words.

"So, I have to get rid of this love complex. No matter what kind of person she is, as long as she doesn't do something in the future, I don't care about her past. Haolin's tone is very firm. Perhaps, this firmness is to knock down the lamely love complex in my heart. Maybe it is to find a destination for my future.

He is not qualified to ask a woman to be so pure. Because he is not pure himself. He is not qualified to ask for so much of a woman. He doesn't have that capital. He is also a layman. He just wants to find someone to live a lifetime. I can go with myself.

Although Niu Shuai's words are very hurtful, he just wants to find Niu Shuai and tell him well. Don't spread such rumors. Although, it may be the truth.

"Haolin, really, I advise you, this woman, you can get along with her first. It doesn't fit. It's appropriate. As you said, it's okay to live a lifetime. It's not appropriate. It's better to divide it earlier. Don't have feelings at that time, and it will be a big trouble!" Lin Jie hugged Haolin's shoulder and sat together. Like two brothers.

Haolin didn't want to say anything more. Leaning against the wall, thinking about everything in the future.

He made a lot of assumptions about how to get along with each other. Assuming that we are separated in a moment, is it a pity or something in my heart? Assuming that you are with her, what are the most components?

Confused and sad. I can't find my real direction. I can't find what I should do. Is it a compromise to this society?

He looked at the crisscrossed roof of the pipes, and the tedious routes were sticking to their duties. The complicated way of crossing was dazzling.

Perhaps, he can only be regarded as a thoughtful channel. From birth, he is destined to take his own path. However, the road was blocked by tedious routes, so that he could not see how to go.

It is closed by subtle tediousness, shuttling through the chaos, wandering in place, and not seeing its own way. Errors over and over again, searching over and over again, confused, lonely seeking, exploring. He said that one day, I will find my own path, play my role, and let myself follow the established path and go on the scenery.

What day is this?