Chapter 32
The life of Gujingbubo has been broken by the arrival of Shu. If it's not light, it's not a life without responsibility.
Start from leaving the rental house. Haolin's mind has begun to brew how to get along with the relationship with Shu. Although I was moved, I said I loved her and gave her happiness. But he can't give himself happiness or control his own life.
What's more, he has never lied. I don't know why, after picking up with Shu, he learned to get closer to Shu with Shu with lies and more disgusting sensational words. It can be said that from the playful mentality at the beginning, to the good impression, to the disgust for her. The rapid change made him feel that he was crazy.
Driven crazy by the hateful love complex.
One morning, Haolin was absent-minded in the warehouse. I didn't focus on my work, so that I always sent the wrong things, which led to the dissatisfaction of my colleagues.
When Xiaolei finished his work, he quietly sat in the corner with Haolin and laughed in his ear: Damn it, was it that the life last night was too comfortable for your wife to die, and now she hasn't recovered!
"Fuck, get out of here. Ruffy!" Haolin slapped Xiaolei on the head and said, "I just turned from the night shift. I'm not used to it. I didn't sleep well last night. It's not like what you guys think!"
Haolin gave Xiao Lei a contemptuous look and raised his middle finger to him: "With a guy like you, my pure thoughts are also stained by you. I'm convinced of you. I don't know what's in your head, full of obscene thoughts.
"Cut, come on, pretend to be pure in front of me. If you are pure, then I will be pure. Tell me, does your guy live with Shu up until now? Tell me, how long have you known each other?" Xiaolei procrastinated his tone. He can get a sense of Haolin's personality, which comes from the fact that he delivers goods with Haolin every day. When they have nothing to do every day, they like to sit together and read novels and talk about miscellaneous things. From the content of the conversation, Haolin's character was clearly understood by Xiaolei.
"Alas, Xiaolei, ask a question, do you have a love complex?" Haolin listened to Xiaolei's words and ignored him. I was muddle-headed all morning and struggled all morning. From the first time he picked up and slept with Shu, he was thinking about what would happen in the future. But now Shu picked it up and lives directly with him. If nothing happens, maybe I will follow him all my life.
Xiao Lei was a little shocked. He straightened his work clothes, touched Haolin's forehead, and said prankly, "I wiped it, I thought you were sick!" Why is it a little abnormal today? What, your daughter-in-law is not a virgin?"
Haolin didn't say anything. He looked at Xiaolei and waited for Xiaolei's answer.
Xiaolei looked at Haolin's eager eyes, eager to get an answer from him with a lonely look. He saw Haolin's confusion.
Xiaolei thought for a moment. I don't want to bring too much disappointment to Haolin. He said, "This love complex is something that a man has. However, in today's society, if you still have a love complex, I'm afraid you will be single all your life. You guy, I haven't told you before. Now you want to find a virgin, you can only go to the kindergarten. Don't care so much. As long as they are sincere to you, why do you care so much?"
Haolin listened to Xiaolei's answer and smiled. This answer is actually already in my heart. He once asked Xiaolei similar questions during the night shift. But when I really heard it again, I questioned the society in my heart.
I thought I could put down my love complex and pick it up with Shu without any grudge. However, when you really want to be together, you find that you still care too much. The love complex is like a magic barrier. In fact, in the depths of your heart, isn't it a manifestation of your inferiority?
Haolin has been struggling. At eleven o'clock, Shu picked up and called Haolin, asked Haolin to go home, and said that he had something to do with him.
When Haolin received Shu's pick-up call, he was very happy. Although he planted a haze in his heart for some reason, these haze were directly dispersed when Shu picked up a phone call. It is as clear as the sky.
It was originally time to get off work at 11:40, but Haolin quietly slipped away at 11 o'clock. Shu picked it up on the phone and said to let him go home, but he didn't say exactly what he wanted to do. Just from her expectant tone, Haolin knew that she wanted to see herself very much. Although it is doubtful whether the love established in a week is love or not, she wants to see herself, so she absolutely can't show any difference at this time.
If she doesn't make time to pick it up with Shu, maybe she will think that she is playing with her. Haolin thought to himself. When I walked back to rent a house, I saw Shu picking up and surfing the Internet at home, dressed beautifully. Seeing Haolin coming back, she closed the chat window, sat up from the chair, hugged Haolin, and asked Haolin to accompany her to dinner.
"Did you ask me to come back to have dinner with me?" Haolin was a little speechless when he heard Shu's words.
"They just want to see you, and the food in the factory is not so delicious!" Shu picked up like a koala and hung it on Haolin's body. His intimate tone made Haolin couldn't help hugging her tightly.
"Haha, good wife, okay, let's go out for dinner together!" Haolin picked up Shu and put it on the ground. He kissed her on the forehead, and then the two walked out of the rental house together.
Shu picked it up and was ready for a long time, just waiting for Haolin to come back.
Unconsciously, Haolin always wants to laugh. He simply smiled all the way and accompanied Shu to pick up a Hunan restaurant and ordered two wooden barrels of rice. In fact, it was the Hunan restaurant that Haolin went to specially because he wanted to take care of the taste he picked up.
Sometimes, putting aside other troubles that haunt you, happiness is a very simple thing. Just like now, when you go to work, a woman who misses you and wants to be with you all the time is a happy life.
Don't be suspicious and get rid of the love complex in your heart. In fact, there are still a lot of things worth learning about. If Haolin puts aside the love complex, he can see that Shu's love for himself is perfect. If you don't see the chat record picked up by Shu, you can rely on the love complex to say that Shu picked up's love for himself is fake, then Haolin is really a complete bastard.
On the contrary, Shu picked it up. From her point of view, Haolin peeled off Haolin's face and seemingly sincere local atmosphere. She really couldn't find any good advantages in Haolin's body.
The process of two people being together is ordinary. I met him from Happy Magpie Bridge and went to bed three days later. It's a very simple thing. Cultivate feelings in a week. Leaving aside Haolin's love complex, this relationship may be based on sex.
After dinner together, Haolin returned to the workshop. Shu picked it up and said he was going to the North Gate. When they separated, Haolin told Shu to pick up and ask her to move all her things at the north gate to the south gate. Shu picked it up and agreed to say okay.
At night, Haolin called Shu Pickup and heard that Shu Pickup was at the other end of the phone and said that he had returned to the south gate. Haolin thought for a moment and told her that he would call me when you got to the south gate, and I would take you to C04. Therefore, when Haolin was working overtime, when Shu picked up and passed the A1 south gate, Haolin was already waiting for Shu to pick up on the road.
He used to take Shu's hand and accompany her from Area A to Area C. The path of happiness belongs to them. Although I feel that Shu is scheming, I walk with her. The shadow in my heart will always be removed. Her people are all her own. What will happen to her?
In the next few days, Shu picked up and asked Haolin to go home and eat with him at noon. Shu picked it up and didn't go to bed until 11 o'clock at noon. I will let Haolin have dinner with me. At about six o'clock in the evening, Haolin will accompany Shu to pick up from Area A to Area C. It belongs to the happy path they built.
On November 10th. After Shu picked up and left on the night shift, Haolin returned to the rental house and opened the QQ picked up by Shu. A guy who belonged to a stranger in Haolin's eyes sent a message to Shu about whether she could spend Singles' Day with him.
Haolin's mood suddenly fell into a low point. Because he saw Shu's answer: Look, do you have time when you see it?
She didn't answer that she had a boyfriend, but just said that she had time. If you don't deliberately refuse, you may go somewhere to play with him.
For Shu picking up, Haolin once again questioned what she had said on November 10.
She did not explicitly refuse the other party. What was very obscure was that she just used time to excuse her, causing the other party the illusion that she didn't have a boyfriend. Perhaps, it can't be said to be an illusion. Haolin felt that he could only pick up a sex friend he found when he was lonely. Although I still don't have much affection for her now, the feeling of being cheated still comes to my mind.
The next day, Haolin really wanted to ask Shu to pick it up. But I'm busy at work, and I still have some worries in my heart. If I ask her like this, I don't trust her. Although it has always been distrustful, there is no need to show it directly. Once asked, it will hurt her a lot.
On November 11, Singles' Day, Haolin called Xinxin for some reason. On the phone, he said that he was cheap and would call her at this time. Then, the two quarreled for a while, and Xinxin hung up the phone. Haolin suddenly wanted to cry. There is also a shadow of Shu picking up in my mind. He felt that he was just like Shu picking up. Although he had the other party, he was still thinking about another person. A person who can't be together, but can never be forgotten.
He remembered the messages that Shu picked up in other people's space and the messages sent to her. Thinking of Lin Xin, I recalled my tragic life.