Surrender Youth

Chapter 35

In the middle of the night, people on the street are getting rarer. Haolin and Shu picked up a sweat and walked from the skating rink to the rental house. He pulled her and slowly swayed back.

When they got home, the two fell asleep.

In fact, there is no scheming or suspicion, which is a truly happy life. However, one is considered to be ambiguous with other men, and the other is thought that he is messing with men and women behind his back. In this way, two very suspicious people come together, and the ending of the story is not optimistic.

If both of them are like this, it is impossible to be together for a long time.

So, the accumulation of contradictions day by day will suddenly burst out one day. When this contradiction is stimulated, neither side can bear the consequences.

Around December 13th. It seems to be Sunday.

In the morning, Shu picked up early and dressed himself up beautifully and dressed up in front of the mirror for a long time.

Haolin looked at her like this and asked, "Where are you going?"

Shu picked up his head and replied without looking back: Today, our monitor asked us to go to his house for dinner. The person in Henan is leaving, and the monitor is cooking and treating at home!

Haolin thought for a moment and wanted to say: Didn't you say that you wanted me to pick strawberries with you today? But I still didn't say it when it came to my mouth.

He was a little silent, hugged Shu's waist and said, "Then come back early."

Hmm. Shu picked it up and continued to dress himself up.

Haolin couldn't stand it and picked it up like this, so he simply went to play with the computer. I can't see, I'm not upset.

When Shu picked up and dressed up carefully, some spots on his face were also covered by blush and turned into eye shadow, which looked really beautiful. It is the most beautiful one Haolin has seen for so long.

She was wearing a red Korean-style jumpsuit with black stockings on her lower body, and then a pair of white boots. Haolin lost his mind for a while.

"Why have I never seen you wear this dress?" Haolin asked softly.

"Oh, you said this! I bought this dress a long time ago, but it has been at my door. I didn't go to get it. After saying that, Shu picked it up and smiled and explained: I don't think I look good in this dress, so I usually don't wear it.

Haolin didn't know whether she went to the North Gate to get it or someone else sent it. Anyway, Shu picked up a lot of things in this door that have not been moved, and he is too lazy to ask so much. She likes to have an affair with other men for a day, which is no secret in Haolin's eyes. Maybe she also knew in her heart that Haolin knew her own situation. But she didn't mean to restrain herself.

When Shu picked it up and went out, she hugged Haolin and kissed him.

After kissing for about three seconds, Haolin suddenly pushed Shu away and said with a smile: You touched the lip gloss again.

He squeezed his lips, and the strange smell of lip gloss made Haolin swallow it into his stomach. He almost spit it out in front of Shu.

"Hey hey, just wipe it a little bit!" Shu picked it up and explained.

Haolin said nothing more. He waved his hand and signaled that he could leave.

When the door closes with a 'dong' sound. Haolin continued to play with his own computer. I'm hanging out in the post bar.

He didn't expect that much. As far as renting outside is concerned, if the house rented by one person is mostly a single room, can there be space for six or seven people in a single room? Moreover, generally speaking, single men and women don't like to cook, so who will practice for the people under them in their own home?

After nine o'clock in the morning, Shu picked it up and went out. By four o'clock in the afternoon, she hadn't come back yet. Haolin was a little surprised. Call her, but it's either turned off or can't get through.

Haolin knew what her broken mobile phone was like, but it happened when he needed to contact her, which really made Haolin unable to sit in front of the computer and look at the painful articles in the post bar.

He basically calls Shu every five or six minutes. However, I haven't been able to get through.

Alas, party, this is the last party before parting. It will definitely be crazy! He comforted himself like this.

However, when it was after ten o'clock in the evening and called Shu again, the phone was directly turned off. He thought that she might come back after eleven o'clock, right?

He continued to wait in front of the computer. But until twelve o'clock in the lower right corner of the computer, he didn't hear the sound of opening the door. He thought, "Maybe it's back to the dormitory?"

Then, he felt that he was sleepy. I could only turn off the computer with a little disappointment and lie down and sleep.

The next day, it was also Monday that Haolin returned home. He found that there seemed to be something missing at home.

By the way, my clothes are still unwashed in the bucket. And the clothes that are still with Shu have been hung on the balcony.

Haolin is starting to have an idea! Is it because I don't care enough about her? She is so angry that she doesn't even wash my clothes?

As he thought, he washed his clothes. At 9:00 p.m., he turned on the computer and found that his QQ kept flashing.

Click on it and find that it was a message picked up by Shu: I haven't been here recently. I'll move back to the north gate first.

What is this? Break up? Haolin sat in front of the computer and looked at the screen in a daze.

He suddenly wanted to find some reasons for her abnormal dynamics from Shu's body.

Shu picked up a sat-bag and hung it on the wall of the bedroom. Haolin opened her bag, and there was nothing in it except the ID card and bank card.

Doesn't she have a diary that she doesn't usually let me read? Where to look!

Hao Lin thought of this and immediately began to rummage on the bed.

It was pressed under the sheets, and a private diary that belonged to Shu picked up was turned out by Haolin.

The first article in the diary is about the ordinary acquaintance with Haolin.

"Haolin, we met at the Happy Magpie Bridge. A platform for love brings us together. I like to look at his eyes, his smile, and his simplicity.

Haolin looked at this and smiled. Continue to open the bottom.

But many of the following articles were written by herself, with no order and no logical thinking. It's just a whining.

"I don't know why he has been acting abnormally recently, and even the information has been locked. Every day, the address book is the phone number given to him by the woman. Has he changed his mind about me? After writing this passage, at the end, she drew a sad face.

Haolin continued to open, and suddenly his eyes were stunned. He saw a paragraph that was obviously not saying his own words: I said I just thought of you as my brother, please don't pester me anymore, okay? I really just treat you as my brother. Why do you still pester me!!!!! The following series of exclamation points made Haolin understand that Shu's mood at that time must have been very crazy and irritable.

Is there something wrong with this?

If it's just entangled, is it necessary to be crazy like this? It can be completely laughed at. Unless there are other problems.

Haolin felt the seriousness of the matter. Shu picked up these and didn't mention them to him. Shu picked up and recorded these things in his notebook. Did he hope that he could see them one day and then take the initiative to talk to her?

However, when Shu picked up the last diary at the end, she wrote: Recently, she doesn't want to talk more and more, and she is not interested in life. Suddenly I feel that life is so boring. I don't know why people live in this world. He doesn't know what's going on recently. He plays with the computer at home every day and doesn't know how to go out for a walk. I don't understand what I think at all. Keep me in captivity here? Life is really boring. It really seems to have solved this broken life.

Haolin was silent when he saw this. I just want to pick up what Shu said to me for the first time.

After meeting at the beginning, Haolin said that he was a real otaku and usually played games at home during holidays. After Shu picked it up and listened to it, he said: Haolin, don't worry, after you have Miss Ben, I will definitely let you get rid of your identity as an otaku! I won't let you be an otaku.

But what is the result now?

A lively and cheerful girl, influenced by Haolin, became a house with herself.

Shu picked up, what on earth do you want to do?

Recalling what Shu picked up what he had said before, Haolin didn't understand. I just vaguely knew that she and she may have come to an end.

However, Haolin is unwilling!

Because,

Flying in love with her!

Falling in love with her is no longer the previous feeling of lightness!

Originally, I usually picked it up around me and didn't care about anything. I thought I could lose her. However, when Shu picked up and was not by his side, Haolin began to feel panicked and upset. Suddenly, he was like a headless fly, bumping around and doing anything listless. He wanted to pick up that kind of ordinary face.

Her smile often comes to mind. What she said came to mind.

Why did she know that she really fell in love with her when she left her? Why do you think of her so much?

Haolin was unwilling. He regretted a little. Judging from what he had done before, he inadvertently hurt her. Let her think that she didn't care about her at all.

But Haolin doesn't coax girls in the first place, and he doesn't use those beautiful words like fairy tales to make his lover happy at all. There are only a few words he can pick up for Shu: Are you cold? Are you hungry? What are you going to eat?

Every day, there are only these few sentences, and there is nothing new.

Is it because of these that she thinks she doesn't care about her at all?

Is it because she quarreled with her last time that she came back late and she only said: Are you back?

Is it because she usually asks her to wash clothes instead of helping her?

Is it because I asked her to pay the bill on her birthday and didn't give her any gifts?

But, do you know that I just did this as my wife and my lifelong lover?

I just want to maintain a family with you, define our relationship as a family relationship, and maintain a livelihood in the future!

I don't want to interfere with you so much so much that I don't want you to annoy me. In fact, it's not that I don't care about your movements! That's not the case!

Haolin sat in front of the computer and wanted to roar out these words, but he didn't do it after all. He kept telling himself that he should calm down at this time, but he could never maintain his calmness. He knocked on the keyboard, clicked on the QQ he picked up, and wanted to send all his heartfelt words to her. Let her see and understand. After seeing it, she can change her mind!