Chapter 37

Dead, in the tearless country, there is your own paradise.

Haolin closed his eyes gently.

However, I don't want to die like this.

There are still many beautiful things in life that I haven't had time to enjoy. There are many wishes that haven't been left yet. Although they have been sealed, some things can't be sealed at all!

He clicked on the QQ picked up by Shu again, trying to see his message, and then said a word. However, he was still disappointed to stand still with a gray head. There is no response to the number on Tencent Penguin.

Ha ha, forget it, woman, fickle! How could I meet such a woman! Haolin sighed. I still feel dizzy. That's because of the overnight anesthesia.

In fact, alcohol anesthetizes itself when it is necessary, which can really avoid a lot of worries. After anesthetized nerves, you don't have to think about anything after falling asleep. Or, just get drunk to death, so that you can go to your own tear-free country and live your life happily and safely.

is no longer the kind of calmness that I pretended to be before, but a calm state of mind that really doesn't have any pursuit. Such an ideal country will only come after death, right?

Haolin lay on the table, staring at a pack of cigarettes in the lower right corner. I bought it last night. After opening it, it kept smoking, and there were less than five left.

He lit one, which was no longer the first time he smoked. The strong smell of nicotine made him cough. However, he had no idea of stopping. Half of the cigarette was smoked, and the whole room was as smoky as the fairyland because of the lack of air circulation. The remaining half of the smoke was in the dark small room, in the room that could once bring me a sense of peace, in contact with Haolin's left arm.

There is no feeling of pain. The cigarette butt peeled off a layer of skin on his arm and gently wiped it with his hand, leaving a small white pit. The cigarette is extinguished.

Haolin looked at the mark that had just appeared on his arm, which belonged to the injury of the cruel woman. For the first time, he left an eternal mark, which was indelible. Like the knife of the soul, it is separated by an opening, and blood keeps gushing out, and it can never be recovered. The scars on her arm are specially left for her, and the imprint of her life, remembering the woman who hurt her.

Haolin's life will not end until he understands why she left her. The meaning of living is no longer the broad vision before, nor the plain life after that, but to find a reason for her departure. A reason to leave at ease.

He staggered from his seat and stood up. The cigarettes were all for ashes. The last layer of sponge filter, one end of which burned into a black mark, was still in the trash can.

The persecution of nicotine made Haolin's head a little dizzy, but after fixing his body, he still went to the toilet. Turn on the faucet and rinse the marks that have just been made. The scar became more and more white. There is no blood flowing out, as if it is completely bad, and no capillaries are connected to this area and isolated. Like Haolin's heart, he was isolated in a small place and no longer hurt.

After washing for a long time, Haolin did it on his chair again. Look for the latest movie "West Wind" on the Internet. With the harsh environment of the Gobi as the background, he wrote a legend of a killer, bringing Haolin's thoughts from sadness to the TV series.

I may become a killer like McGo. When I figure out everything, he can find Shu's home, and everything about her can be directly erased. From the spirit, to the body, to the soul. All the people related to Shu's pick-up will be killed. In this way, she will take everything from her. Although she will live in the world, she will also regret what she has done.

Yes, that's what it looks like. That bitch betrayed me, and I must make her feel bad! It doesn't matter if I die. For such a woman, I will pull her back even if I die!

At this moment, Haolin is like a demon, with a ferocious face, and a storm is brewing in his mind. Now his own thoughts are slowly analyzing all the problems about Shu picked up.

He walked into a dead end, and then the only thing waiting for him was to die. The premise is that there is no accident.

The great curse of Buddhist music sounded. I don't know who sang it. Haolin's phone rang. After Shu picked it up and left, Haolin changed the bell.

That kind of compassionate sentimental melody that pulled him from violent thinking to reality.

is a call from the company.

After Haolin answered, it was the director who called.

"Why don't you come to work today?" The voice on the other end of the phone was a little angry.

"I'm sick. Let's take a leave, director." Haolin was not in the mood to say anything to him.

"Oh, then you can show me the medical record at that time!" After saying that, he hung up the phone and said a few simple words to dispel all the haze in Haolin's heart.

Forget it, Shu will figure it out sooner or later. Now, watch TV, and then see a doctor!

So, Haolin turned all his attention to the west wind. The killer McGo became one of his most admired characters at this moment.

After watching the movie, Haolin came to the social health center in Foxconn wearing a pair of slippers and the red T-shirt he bought for him. There were a lot of people inside. Haolin got the number and stood there in line. After seeing the difference between the number displayed in the information bar and his own number, he left the social health center.

He wandered downstairs in C04.

He really wants to meet Shu in this place. In this way, everything can be figured out. He has been wandering around the smoking area with C04, and he always has a trace of fantasy in his heart.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, I didn't see her figure, and I didn't see anyone about the people she knew. Haolin returned to the Social Health Center in disappointment. I saw a doctor and went home.

When he opened QQ, he found that Shu picked up and actually sent him a message.

"Do you live with Shu?"

The inexplicable information is definitely not sent by Shu.

"Who are you?" Haolin went back.

After a while, the other party changed from invisibility to online, and sent a few words:

"I'm his husband's friend."

Haolin was stunned.

The husband who picked it up?

When did he have a husband?

"I don't understand what you're talking about." Haolin replied.

"Forget it if you don't understand. His husband will arrive tomorrow. At that time, I will come here with you. Let me ask you, do you live with Shu? The man's tone was questioning, and Haolin was angry.

"You're crazy. Come here and have something to do with me. Tell me about what Shu picked up!" Haolin finally found a person who knew Shu picked up information. I can't wait to know everything Shu picked up.

"Shu picked it up at home and got married. She also has a child. Several fonts are displayed on the computer screen.

What! Did Shu pick up a child? Has she ever been married? Haolin was completely stunned. He began to recall the photos of the children in the space. Shu once said that it was her sister-in-law's son. However, she put her sister-in-law's son in her own space and set the album so that she could only see it, just because it was her sister-in-law's son?

"You should make it clear!" Haolin began to believe what he said.

But the other party did not bother with this problem and said, "Do you live with Shu?"

"I sleep with her every day. Do you think we live together?" Haolin is angry!

"Okay, okay. We will come here and won't let you go!" The other side threatened to say.

"I'm so afraid of the legal society. What do you think of yourself as? Is it useful to threaten me?" Haolin was so angry that Shu picked it up. Why didn't he tell himself all this? Why did you deceive your feelings?

"You have the guts to say your address." The other party continued.

"What if I don't say it? Didn't you come to find that bitch? After you find that bitch, let her tell you that you can come to me! Can you run from Hunan to Shenzhen? Can't you find where I live? Let me tell you, I'm waiting for you here. Come if you have the guts!" Haolin's head was completely messy. With a stream of anger, he typed those vulgar fonts on the screen.

"Okay, I'll come to you!" The other party replied again. Then it went offline.

Haolin didn't pay attention to it at all and was recalling what he said.

How could it be like this? How many of them are true? How much is it fake? Why did Shu pick it up like this?

Is it because you can't stand loneliness? Or something else? Or is she born a slutty woman?

Haolin turned on his mobile phone. This time, he stopped calling Shu, but sent a message: I heard that you have a one-year-old child?

After a while, the message came back. It is the first message that Shu picked up and ignored Haolin in the past few days. From the process of replying to the message, it can be seen that she cares about this matter. However, her tone is a little helpless: what they like to say!

What?

What do they like to say?

What did you do in the past? Now you are already in Foxconn. Is there anyone who logs in to your QQ and use your QQ to slander your reputation?

If Shu picks up beside Haolin, Haolin will definitely ask Shu to pick it up.

Haolin seized the opportunity to reply to the message and asked: Then why did they say that about you?

The information is once again as before, sinking into the sea. Shu picked up and continued to play in silence.

Damn, what kind of person are you?

Haolin is crazy! The love for Shu picked up suddenly turned into resentment and suddenly into anger!

I was fooled by a woman like this! What is it to be put on by a woman? What she paid for was her ruthless hurt. Everything in the past seemed to have caused a series of uncontrollable situations because of her rotten life. She wanted to change her past life but found that those lives were still affecting the present. For example, what the people on QQ said!

If you have a child, you shouldn't come to me! Haolin compiled these words into a message and sent them out. The tone is full of complaints and deep pain! Because of her, his life has changed, because of her, his life has fallen into the abyss!