Chapter 39
The relationship between the two people has finally come to an end. From the beginning, neither of them should be together. At the beginning, the evil fate was not planted. Without Foxconn's Happy Magpie Bridge, there would be no end today.
Together, more likely according to Haolin's thinking, it's because of loneliness. Two lonely people are like dry firewood, and mistakes are inevitable. Such a result can actually be expected for a long time. If it comes down to who is right and who is wrong, it is that Haolin should not really pick up feelings for Shu.
These are together because of loneliness. Most of the time, I don't think about how my life will go in the future. I just feel that I will have a support for my partner. And this depends on myself and will go through the ups and downs of the later period. During this period, you may meet someone better than this so-called 'other half'. For example, Shu picked up has always maintained an inexplicable relationship with his netizens and workmates.
Shu picked up and cried softly, and Haolin hugged Shu picked up. At this moment, he was immersed in the feeling of parting. There are memories of these more than 40 days, complaints about these more than 40 days, and some trivial things that have happened in these more than 40 days, hugging and saying goodbye in tears.
After this period of time, everything in the past will fade away with the wind. Just think of it as never happening or just a sad dream with a beautiful ending. Now Shu picked up and was awakened by someone. He was slowly waking up from his dream, and even Haolin had to wake up from his dream. It's just that Shu picked it up and knew that it was a dream, so he had a lot of psychological preparations. And Haolin can only cry helplessly, like a child who was robbed of candy by his big brother.
"Are you really going to leave?" Haolin interweaved his back into drops of tears and slipped on the shoulder picked up by Shu. The black work clothes, an irregular and wet mark, painted a sad picture of Haolin's mood.
Shu picked up and listened to Haolin's helpless tone. He felt as if something was biting in his heart. The severe pain almost made her blurt out no. However, those men who can give themselves happy time and give themselves real happiness are still waiting. How can I give up the opportunity to be with him because of my momentary anger?
He is one of my jumping platforms. He knows how to love me. He loves me!
He is different from Haolin. Haolin is selfish. After being with him for so long, I have never seen him buy anything for me. On my birthday, I never said anything nice. There were no gifts, no words, only a faint smile, and when I called other girls when I finally went to karaoke, I came home and broke the black glasses I gave him!
Haolin is selfish! I can't be with such a selfish person!
Shu picked up a fierce struggle in his heart. Haolin's various actions appeared in the bottom of her heart. At this moment, a heavenly pan appeared in her heart, measuring the right and wrong of what Haolin did.
Compared with the friends he just dated, Haolin can't compare with him.
So, Shu picked up and shook his head and said firmly: I can't.
Then I'll send you away! After Haolin finished speaking, he gently pushed Shu away. When he went to the sink, washed his face, rubbed his face, and made his expression look natural, he came out of the narrow bathroom.
I'll get it for you! Haolin picked up all the luggage on the ground. Finally, I walked out of my room.
Shu picked up behind Haolin, wiped away his tears, and changed into a smiling face.
Haolin looked at his upper body and was still wearing a red T-shirt picked up for him. Haolin remembered that it was picked up by Shu and sent after the salary was paid. At that time, Haolin's expression was not satisfactory or not, but he just took it for granted.
Maybe he had a different idea at that time. He thought that since he was with me. Why do you care so much about it? They are all my wives. What else can I do? What else should I do to you? Hold you in your mouth? Holding it in the palm of your hand? For this reason, what Shu picked up did became a matter of course in Haolin's eyes.
For this reason, it is the beginning of Haolin's burial of this relationship. It laid a fuse for what happened today.
When the fuse appeared, the monitor picked up by Shu, it was finally ignited. Then, it exploded, and their feelings suddenly went to death.
When going down the stairs, Haolin asked Shu to pick it up: Can you give me your QQ password?
Shu picked it up and thought about it. He wanted to refuse, but in the end, he was afraid to see Haolin's innocent eyes, which should be in the dark and unknown, and nodded. I told Haolin my QQ password.
If I tell you, I'll tell you. Anyway, I won't use this QQ in the future. Besides, you are not the only one who knows the password of this QQ!
It is impossible for Haolin to know the idea in Shu's heart. If you know what she thinks, you may not know what Haolin will do.
When I walked downstairs, it was still raining again. Haolin asked Shu to pick up the umbrella. But Shu picked it up and said that he didn't need to hold an umbrella. Just get wet.
She dressed herself up sadly.
Then help me hold on. I don't want to get caught in the rain!
So, Shu picked up Haolin and the two of them held an umbrella. Shu picked up and took the initiative to pull Haolin's right arm around his waist. The two hugged him and walked out of the world. This was a poor but happy world in the past.
Haolin held Shu's waist and stopped talking. He accompanied Shu to pick up all the way to the south gate. Haolin stopped a motorcycle for her, threw the only 50 yuan to the driver of the motorcycle, and gave him 40 yuan. Shu picked up a reluctant look to Haolin and left!
"Remember to find me! I'll put my number in your QQ information!" Haolin roared at the motorcycle that Shu picked up!
"Uh-huh!" The speeding vehicles and the sound of rain buried the echo in the dark night.
It's gone, it's finally gone! I didn't expect that the ending of the story would be like this.
I never thought that my fate with her was over today! What's the number? Need to write it down? Don't write it down?
Turning around, Haolin also left the last parting place as if he had picked it up. Here, the eternal place of sadness, it is best not to touch it.
From the beginning when we were together, I thought about how to create a relationship with her. When she went to bed, she was thinking about how to get rid of her, but now when I wanted to be with her forever and put down all the thoughts in my heart, she turned around and left without mercy. Just think that I have never been a person. Is this your usual style?
You once said that you gave up contact with your first boyfriend because of your pregnancy, and because of the opposition of your family after the operation. Even if he calls you and sends you a message at the end, you don't pay attention to it. But why didn't I think you were ruthless at the beginning?
Haolin recalled this scene of the past. Shu picked up and said something to him, and it became clearer and clearer when the south gate was drenched in the rain.
It seems that those words have been recorded. I live in my mind word for word.
You said you have a fiance, but now when someone comes to your family, you feel like a husband? Imagine which fiance would accompany his mother-in-law all the way to find her for such a woman, hoping that she would change her mind?
Who can cling to a woman who doesn't like him because of his fiance's identity? Is this the fiance in Shu's mouth?
If it's really like what the stranger I met on the Internet said that day, after you have a child with him, you will make your current relationship develop like this! Let your mother-in-law and brother-in-law accompany you to find out his wife. Only in this way can things be reasonable, right?
Haolin complained, why is he so stupid? Such a simple question, just think clearly, just let go, but why do you feel heartache?
How can the inexplicable pain spread all over the body!
I have no feelings for her. It's reasonable to have no feelings. It's right to have no feelings. But why do I miss her so much now?
She said she wanted to go back. Why couldn't I keep her? Why are you so useless! I can't even keep a woman's heart!
Haolin walked slowly in the rain. The rain dripped on the ground along the black hair, with body temperature, and once again formed the cold ground. If only my sadness could be taken away by the rain? However, why can rain lower the temperature of the body, and you can't take away your sadness!
The corners of the eyes are moist again. The corner is an ice rink. Nighthawk. I once picked up the place I went with Shu. Haolin walked in depressed.
DJ made Haolin's heart beat together. Those sorrows accumulate in the heart, after all, it is not a good thing. If you release it in the fallen place, you can finally get yourself out of this shadow earlier.
Only when you get out of this shadow can you live a real life. Or, just choose to be reborn in a tear-free country!
Many men and women on the dance floor in the Nighthawk come here to relax after work. Music that can tremble with the soul can take away everyone's work pressure and provide a spiritual platform in an environment intertwined with heavy metal music. Forget all kinds of things. Rock and roll, twisting the body.
Haolin sat on the stool beside him. He lit a cigarette, weak and pale. The skating rink under the dance floor, with a rapid and gorgeous technique, galloped by in various postures, and all kinds of shouts rushed around. I didn't know what to say. It seems to be just a loud vent to vent all the depression in your heart. Let the soul be pure, let the body be pure, and let this place degenerate!