Chapter 139 Talk with children

Everyone looked at Ziyi in such a staring way, but Ziyi felt that there was nothing wrong.

She is not a person of this era. If they can't accept her point of view, she can't do anything about it, and she doesn't have such a request for Xingchen, Mo Li and others.

After all, they are not their husbands, but their friends and gentlemen. They decide what kind of life they want to live, and she has no right to interfere. When she said such a thing today, she just wanted to express her inner feelings.

Over the years, although she has adapted well in this world, she has always had a panic, a panic that is about to be abandoned by the original world. She didn't know if she could still go back to the original world, but her heart felt a little heavier and heavier.

She doesn't know if she has forgotten something important? As she gets older, the pain in her heart is getting worse and worse. She didn't know what was wrong with her, but she vaguely felt that she should have forgotten something important. For example, how on earth did she come to this world?

She can't remember it. It seems that that memory has become blank. She only remembers that she should be on a mission, but after the mission? What the hell happened? She can't even remember.

It was also because of this blank memory that Ziyi suddenly panicked. She didn't know what was wrong with her. She desperately wanted to remember, but she couldn't remember. She really wanted to understand everything, but God seemed to be joking with her and collected all her memories stingy.

Ziyi felt that she was getting farther and farther away from the original world, and it seemed that she could not catch up with the original footsteps even if she tried her best to catch up.

Living in such a small village, she really doesn't know where she should go in the future.

Although she has also received education, and although she has heard the legend that women can also be officials, can she really walk out of this village and really embark on the road of official career? At this moment, Ziyi suddenly became a little less confident.

But she desperately wanted to put the panic in her heart and didn't want it to show it. Maybe they don't want their mother to worry! Ziyi always has no courage to confess everything to her mother.

And now when facing the doubts of Xiaoya and others, Ziyi finally broke out. She no longer hides her true opinions, and she needs to vent.

She must pick up everything that once remained in her memory, otherwise she is really afraid that she will become a person of this era, whether from mind or body, to person in this world. That feeling is really terrible and terrible...

Ziyi thought tiredly and sat there and said nothing more.

And other people in the room, looking at such Ziyi, are also silent. They are digesting Ziyi's words just now, and they are also reflecting on their own lives.

In their world, they never thought that there were women who could live such a graceful life, and that there were women who had such a loyal view of love, but now it seems that they are really wrong. They haven't met, which doesn't mean that such a person doesn't exist.

They were just too conceited to forget that there was a kind of person in the world who would disdain their achievements and their glory. And they are also too inferior to forget that there is really a kind of person in the world who doesn't care about everything around them, but only their hearts.

They really live such a stupid life. But is it too late to reflect now?

Xingchen and Mo Li looked at Ziyi with complicated looks, while Yaer stood next to her, but seemed to suddenly lose her soul. She came here for Zi Wenhe, but if it was just for Ziwenhe, it was not.

She came with her own purpose, with those helplessness, persistence, ambition, desire and hope. She once thought that everything was natural, and no one could blame her or scold her.

But now after listening to Ziyi's words, she doesn't seem to be able to raise her head.

She doesn't know what's wrong with her.

Once she thought that her beauty was enough to make everyone kowtow to her and make everyone look at her differently, but now it seems that when she sees Ziyi, Yaer doesn't even have a trace of comparison. She doesn't know what her love is in front of Ziyi. Maybe she doesn't deserve to be called love!

Does love really exist as she said? Does that kind of love between life and death really exist? Can people really love a person so simply without thinking about anything else? No! She doesn't believe it. She really doesn't believe in such love.

Otherwise, why has she been looking for so many years and has never met such a love?

Is this kind of love really never existed? Yaer asked herself.

At this moment, she suddenly remembered the boy who lived next to her hometown.

She and he grew up together. He lived next door. He used to bully her, and she also hated him very much. But when the two of them grew up, she secretly fell in love with him, and he also admired her. However, at that time, both families disliked that each other was too poor, so they could only endure the pain of separation.

Once Yaer thought that things were normal at that time, and that kind of love should not exist. Even if it existed, it only increased sadness. But now, when looking at Ziyi, Yaer suddenly regretted that she was really wrong before? Is it really wrong to let go of his hand when facing a man who really loves him?

Just...

What can she do? Even if she is wrong, she can never match the arrangements of her family. She still has to go to the city and meet the prince in the city in order to make herself better. Is it wrong for her to do this? Is it wrong for her to abandon her love in exchange for the glory of her life?

No! She is right, she has never done anything wrong! Yaer roared in her heart. She was afraid of regret, and she was afraid of the sadness behind her roar. She always remembers that a poor person like her should not have love. She always remembers that she has no right to choose, so there is absolutely nothing wrong with her doing so.