Chapter 172 Drinking

Thinking about this, Xingchen felt that his heart was torn apart. He grabbed the foot of the table fiercely and wanted to calm himself down a little, but his inner restlessness could not calm down for a long time. Xingchen finally stood up impatiently, walked to the courtyard, and turned around and flew to the roof...

Today's sky is dark, and the stars have already hidden their figures. Sitting on the roof and looking at the quiet sky, the hearts of the stars have become a pot of porridge, and they can no longer figure out.

At this moment, he really wants to carry a jar of wine. Maybe he won't be so melancholy, but... how can he lose his mind? He can't let Qingya leave his side like this, but... What about Qingya? Is she willing to? And Ziyi... Will she escape from herself when she knows what she is thinking? Then you don't want to get close to me for the rest of your life?

Thinking about this, Xingchen's heart became more bitter...

Just when the stars were extremely entangled, Mo Li came out of a corner of the street and saw the stars on the roof. Mo Li's eyes flashed and flew to the roof. Throwing a wine jar to Xingchen, Mo Li sat down beside him.

"What's wrong? Do you have any troubles? Mo Li asked coldly, with a little understanding in his eyes, but more painful.

And Xingchen looked at him in a little stunned, as if he was a little surprised by his sudden arrival, "Aren't you in the school?" Xingchen couldn't react, but Mo Li's mouth showed a wry smile, "In the past few days, you and Ziyi have taken care of me so much. If I get worse, wouldn't it be a waste of your intentions?" Mo Li said with some self-deprecation.

Xingchen looked at the bitter smile at the corners of his mouth and understood it slightly, "Is it related to the wind?"

"What do you say about irrelevant? She has been dead for so long. No matter what else is involved, I should have figured it out. Well, let's not talk about me, let's talk about you! Tell me what happened today? Even the roof came up. I remember that you haven't been like this for many years. Except for the night you left your hometown, have you encountered any troubles?

Mo Li asked with concern.

When Xingchen heard this, his face also showed a little glancholy. He looked at Mo Li hesitantly and saw that he still looked as usual. Finally, he sighed and turned his eyes to the moon in the sky. Seeing the moonlight falling hazyly, he said, "I seem to like a person I shouldn't like." Xingchen said this and sighed again.

After listening to his words, Mo Li's eyes flashed with a few surprises, "Do you have someone you like?" Mo Li asked, and Xingchen nodded silently.

After Mo Li closed his eyes slightly and took a sip of wine, he said, "Who is it?" Let me guess? Is it the mother of Ziyi's daughter? Mo Li asked, but Xingchen looked at him in surprise, "How could you... know?"

"What's so hard to guess? How many women have you been in contact with in Qingshi Town? There are only a few people, and there is only one of these people who can love but can't love each other, so it's not surprising that I can guess it.

However, you like her, but you really shouldn't. You should see that her heart has always been on her dead husband. Once a woman uses love, she will not give up easily. Now don't you put yourself in an irreparable situation by doing this?

Mo Li said with some heart, but Xingchen buried his face in the palm of his hand in pain. "I don't know these truths, but you know that when love comes, we can't stop it even if we want to stop it.

Qingya is a good woman. I can see that I was already attracted to her from the first time I saw her, but I didn't know it at that time. Later, I liked Ziyi more and more. After I gradually regarded her as my own child in my heart, I suddenly realized that I was already Unconsciously, I saw them as my family.

Mo Li, do you think this is God's punishment for my wayward departure?

Xing Chen said sadly, but Mo Li patted him on the shoulder silently, and finally slowly said, "If you want to punish, shouldn't God be the first to punish me?

Xingchen, I know you have never been a cruel person. Even if you escaped from that family, your heart is still very soft. Even if your father did that to you, you have never blame him...

From this point, it can be seen that you must still have your father's in your heart. No matter how much you have complained or hated, it is just your seemingly evasion words. In fact, your heart has always been looking forward to it. After all, he can come over in person one day. Please go back...

It's just stars. Love and family affection are different.

Love a person should be unforgettable, accompanied by life and death, but family affection is different. Family affection can last for a long time and can be as warm as spring, but it can't bear the heat and madness of love.

So Xingchen, I hope that when you think of Qingya, you can think about whether your feelings for Qingya are love or family affection.

Sometimes, when a person is in eternal loneliness, it is easy to regard family affection as love, but you should know that love and family affection are two different feelings after all. Don't confuse them, and in the end, you will regret it for a lifetime.

So Xingchen, I hope you can think about it carefully. Is it really suitable between you and Qingya?

You should know that unrelated love is the most painful and tortured in the world. I know that Qingya is a good woman and a good woman rarely found in the world, but you should know that when a woman's heart is not on you, your life will always fall into an irreparable situation, even if No matter how kind that woman is, she doesn't want to hurt you.

The distance between your heart will still make you two go further and further, and eventually you will have to go to an irreparable position, so...

Star, do you really want to see you and Qingya finally go to eternal destruction?

Mo Li said heavily. Hearing this, Xing Chen couldn't help but be silent. He poured a sip of wine into his mouth fiercely, and didn't care that the extra wine flowed down his neck, but drank more happily.

Mo Li saw him and did not stop him. He just watched silently and began to drink muffled wine.

When both of them were almost drunk, Xingchen slowly opened his mouth again, "Mo Li, I know you said such a thing to me for my good, but Mo Li, it's too late. It's really too late.

I have fallen in love with Qingya. I really fell in love, not family, but love, I know.

Whenever I think of her, my heart beats very fast, and whenever I see her unhappy, my heart will follow her frown, and when I know that she is destined to marry someone else, my heart is already heartbroken.

Mo Li, I think I really fell in love with the elegance of the elegant one who has always been light, but every move is no different from ordinary people.

I know that there is already someone else in her heart, and I also know that even if I ask for a marriage, she may not return to agree, but I still can't help but want to try it. I still can't help but want to keep this plain person by my side. I can't stand her having a trace of love with other men. I can't stand watching her suffer in that house anymore.

Every time I see people in Zifu who have tried to bully her, my heart hurts like a knife. How much I want to run to everyone and tell them that elegance is mine and my woman, but I can't. I can only rely on my relationship with Ziyi. When the crisis comes, I try my best to help them.

But I was still too incompetent. Many times, when I arrived, it was over.

When I see Qingya's suddenly sad face, my heart hurts. Sometimes I can't sleep all night just to miss her as a woman, and sometimes I get excited all night to miss her as a woman.

So this time, when I saw her being forced to marry another man, my heart was already roaring uncontrollably. I really can't stand watching her live under the oppression of others. I can't stand watching her throw herself into the arms of other men and live a life worse than death. .

I would rather grab her by my side, give her a little peace and give her a little happiness, even if I can't have her in my life, but as long as she can be happy, I have no regrets.

So, Mo Li, I really fell in love with it for the first time in my life.

Qingya is the woman I fell in love with, so I will never regret it. I know that this is a difficult decision, and I also know that there is still Zi Wenkong in her heart, but Mo Li, I just can't control myself, I just can't control it. Mo Li, what do you think I should do? What should I do?

I really can't let her leave me like this. I can't just watch it, so Mo Li... You say... What do you think I should do?"

Xingchen said this, and his tone was already a little choked. Mo Li listened, but he was completely silent. He was also a person who had experienced love. He could best understand the pain of people in love. He just looked at Xingchen, his best friend, and thought about Qingya, Ziyi's closest mother, Mo Li suddenly became difficult. Let's make a choice.

He really didn't want to see Xingchen and Qingya go further and further. He just looked at Xingchen's painful face, and the words in Mo Li's heart finally couldn't say it.