Episode 59 Confused Heart

The Flame Demon Gate is also good and evil. The people in the door behave obediently, do their own way, and are unique. In addition, as long as they take action, they will never leave a living mouth, which has become a thorn in the side of the self-respecting martial arts righteous people. Especially in recent generations, the master ghost brakes have not only inherited a unique martial arts, but also have four evils and arrogant rivers and lakes. In less than a hundred years, they have been able to hold the life and killing power of all schools of the underworld.

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All night, the horse rushed back to the Flame Gate without even stopping. When everyone saw such an abnormal behavior, they were puzzled from the bottom of their hearts. However, Yan Moxue didn't want to think too much along the way, because she was always thinking about a question, that is, how she felt about Xiao Bing.

Is it love?

Or is it just a habit?

Or more detailed, it is the distant 14 years that evoked her deepest memory of him.

She doesn't know how much courage it will take for a person whose love can last 14 years for a vow that once did not exist, a person who has already died in name, a person who only has only one side and doesn't even know his name!

14 years, fourteen years, perhaps the number 14, made Yan Moxue really pay attention to Xiao Bing for the first time, and notice that he should be enthusiastic.

Once played with men in the palm of their hands, and once traveled around men so disdainfully. She is a beauty, out of reach of men.

But now, what makes her deeply involved, is it just because of Xiao Bing's affection for her in those 14 years?

How many 14 years in life have she once thought that she was an orphan who was exiled from this earthly world. She had no relatives and no memory. In addition to living on that pair of bloody hands, she could only try her best to make herself mature, cold-blooded and cruel.

However, in the 14 years in a trance, her life seems to have just stagnated in place. In addition to killing, there is only killing.

This should not be her life, but why... never thought of stretching out his hands to pull her and take her away from the bloody world.

Until...until...his appearance...

I once thought that he was just a general, a figure who would be proud of the heroes on the battlefield. In her impression, such a person should be rough or even a little tough. But on Xiao Bing's body, she could not see roughness or toughness. What she saw was only the deepest love buried in his heart.

Xiao Bing never thought that she, who was stained with blood, could still be remembered for 14 years and deeply in her heart for 14 years. What kind of love is that? Yan Moxue was in a trance and confused. For the first time in her life... She had an impulse to live for herself.

But does she still have the ability to love others? Yan Moxue sighed.

All she has is a dark soul and a pair of blood-stained hands, killing and killing. Can she still get true love? Can anyone really accept all of her without care about her past? Do you really have the courage to take that step to fight for it?

Yan Moxue shook her head. She couldn't do it. Even if her heart was open to Xiao Bing, she still couldn't love crazily.

Yes, maybe it was just that she was dizzy for a moment and was shocked by Xiao Bing's 14 years of waiting for her and 14 years of behavior.

Yes, maybe so, that's it...

In this way, her heart can be better.

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Back to Yansha Hall, Yan Moxue's mind could not be relieved. She only asked Xuyu to take the book to Guisha and came to the practice room alone.

Because there is no palm lamp, there is not only a dark hand in the practice room, but also a hidden resentment. However, it is no wonder that in a dark place like the Flame Demon Gate, it is just killing all day long, and the whole Yansha Hall is full of ghosts. However, isn't a little resentment a good thing? At least it can make Yan Moxue remember clearly... who she is!

However, the more you calm down, the more you will think of Xiao Bing for no reason. "What you just said is true." What did you just say?

"I know she may have to leave, or maybe she doesn't want to hide anymore. In fact, she doesn't need to hide at all, because no matter what she is, I am willing to accept it. Really, whether it is beautiful or ugly, good or evil!" Is this the sentence? Now that I think about it, Yan Moxue suddenly realized that long ago, or even earlier, Xiao Bing already knew that she was not the real Xiao Xue.

It turned out that he could also calculate and plan, but he hid so deeply that Yan Moxue was so confident that he didn't know. Suddenly, thinking of this, there was a feeling of being cheated. Yan Moxue hated this feeling, but she was unable to throw them out of her head.

Yes, in fact, everyone is pretending to be herself, but now it seems that she is really tired.

I'm really a little tired.

"Come on." Yan Moxue said, and Leng Shuang flew in from outside the practice room.

"Lord." Kneeling on one knee, Leng Shuang said silently.

Yan Moxue looked coldly and took out a human skin mask from her arms. Burn this, and everything else.

"But the master..." Leng Shuang was puzzled.

Some of these people's leather masks are artificially made, and some are peeled from human faces, but no matter which one, it takes less than three months to make a human skin mask, so these people's skin masks are very rare and precious. But now, the hall owner is going to burn them all, and the cold frost really can't understand her intention. Therefore, after a while, Leng Shuang still asked, "But Lord, why did you burn these people's masks?"

Hearing the words, Yan Moxue glanced coldly.

However, she doesn't blame Leng Shuang for being outspoken. In fact, even she doesn't know why she did that. Because I'm tired, I don't want to disguise anymore. Yan Moxue muttered to herself, but it was completely different from the problem of cold frost.

Tired? Will the gorgeous temples also get tired? The cold frost is puzzled.

I thought that a woman like Yanluosha would not be moved by any man, and she could be content with the status quo and continue to stay by her side. However, since Xiao Bing appeared, Leng Shuang felt more and more that she had changed. Looking at the two talking and laughing, the unfailing smile of the hall owner, and sometimes coquettish and sometimes stubborn eyes, all of this proves that she is affectionate with Xiao Bing, and I'm afraid that no one cares about it.

Sometimes the silence is recalling her past with Xiao Bing, which is not as cold and flat as before, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth is the best proof. Leng Shuang found that this cold woman did not seem to be as ruthless as she thought. She should also be flesh and blood, but she seemed to be better at camouflage.

That's all right. Leng Shuang took back his thoughts and didn't say much. He took the human skin mask and retreated.

Later, Yan Moxue sat cross-legged on the cold floor of the practice room and closed her eyes to carry the exercises.

In fact, her and other Rasha three evils, including the ghost brake, their martial arts are inherited from the ghost brake of the first benevolence, that is, the ghost brake king. The most important thing about Yan Moxue's internal skills is to restrain her mind and eliminate distractions. Otherwise, once she goes crazy, she must recuperate for more than half a year to recover with her internal strength.

But what is ridiculous is that now Yan Moxue can't restrain her mind and eliminate distracting distracting thoughts. She only feels that her chest is full of blood, as if she is pressed by a thousand pounds of boulder, and she can't spit it out. In the end, she slowly recovered, got up and walked out.

The wind spread little by little, blowing up her long dark hair, and her hair criscrossed in the wind, sliding across her slightly pale lips. There was a kind of pain in her heart being torn away. Suddenly, footsteps came from behind her, and Yan Moxue suddenly looked back.

"I've never seen you so distracted. What are you thinking?" Behind her, the familiar voice of the ghost slowly came. When Yan Moxue raised her eyes, wearing a silver and black mask, he had already walked behind her and integrated with the thick night.

"I'm not thinking about anything." Yan Moxue lowered her eyes and said lightly.

"Real?" The ghost seemed to be talking to himself, smiling lightly and in a deep voice. I thought you were thinking about revenge again.

"Revenge?" Hearing this, two broken words slipped out of the lips of the bright Moxue with strong sadness, and her heart trembled, "Revenge?" Yeah, why did she forget? How can you forget the most important thing!

However, staring at the ghost brake, half a silver feather mask is facing the whole silver black mask. Although she can't see his face, she can feel his thoughts. Haven't you always objected to my revenge? Why do you mention it yourself now? Yan Moxue remembered that when she mentioned revenge last time, she was so angry that she was imprisoned for a month, but this time... Why did he take the initiative to mention it?

"It used to be, but the time has not come, but... it's different now." Ghost brake's words are always unpredictable, "Now, I have other reasons."

What are the other reasons? You are almost nineteen!" He suddenly said.

Yan Moxue was stunned and flashed. Then she realized the meaning of the ghost's words and smiled, "I was born in the hottest month of the empire, and there are still half a year away from now." She was born in June of the imperial kingdom, and there is still half a year left, but from the words of the ghost brake, she seems to be able to hear some other meanings.

"Half a year? It turns out that there is still such a long time. Hearing this, the ghost brake smiled faintly. It turned out that there was still half a year left...

"What do you mean by that?" Yan Moxue's eyes are full of confusion. What does it mean that there is still such a long time? Is revenge related to her birthday?

But the ghost brake just said it and shook his head, "But why do I still feel it's not enough!" It's not enough, it's not enough, even if there is still half a year left, it's still not enough.

Seeing the ghost brake, he began to be in a daze again. Yan Moxue called out, "Ghost...bra..."

Unexpectedly, the ghost brake not only did not respond to her, but suddenly said a sentence. Go ahead. I agree with you to take revenge. You can do whatever you want. As soon as this came out, Yan Moxue couldn't help but be surprised, "As long as... don't involve the Flame Demon Gate." Because... revenge is only her business.

"Ghost brake." Yan Moxue tightened her eyebrows and was very puzzled. She didn't understand why he insisted on stopping herself so much a few months ago, but now...

"What? I'm relieved. You hesitate." The ghost brake smiled and turned to walk away. "This is not like you. You don't look like a hesitant person."

Yes, she hesitated. Yan Moxue admitted that she did hesitate at that moment.

Revenge, does she really want revenge?

Do you really want to subvert this imperial country and find out the truth about the rebellion of Dongfang Ren and the death of his father and mother?

Does she still want to go back to that palace and be her princess?

The answer is obviously no.

Yan Moxue doesn't want to go back. She would rather be that witch forever, live in hell forever, and never return to the palace. Because it is far darker than the rivers and lakes, and I don't know how many murders are hidden there. Behind every flowery smile, there may be a surging undercurrent.

But... in order to get revenge, she must do that. Not for anything else, think about the dead father and mother, even if it is just for Dongfang Ao, in order to find out the truth of that year, she should also do so.

However, she is hesitating, because if she chooses to take revenge, it means that she must return to the imperial kingdom again and return to his side. Such an idea appeared in Yan Moxue's mind for more than a whole month, but what really made her decide to revenge was a message brought back from Liu Yu's mouth, a deadly news about the underworld gate and Dongfang Ren.