Chapter 43 The Heart of Giving Up

I changed my shoes and left.

For the rest of the trace department, I also made a list for him, "Senior, this is what we are going to eat at noon. If you are free now, please come and have a trip!"

The trace department received the order and didn't look at me. I just made a phone call.

After a while, there was a knock on the door again. The trace opened it by itself, and then handed over the list.

This is a young master!

Uncle Jibu did it again and looked at me like an interrogationer, "What on earth are you going to do with us all?"

What does it matter to you? But he didn't dare to open his mouth like this, and I don't know if he has accumulated power for a long time. Now he is unconsciously guilty when looking at him.

I don't feel guilty in the face of tolerance. What do I feel guilty about him? Secretly spit on himself for being unreciting.

"Do I support my predecessors? The senior of Jibu looks too highly of me. I feel guilty, but I can't admit it.

"Real?"

I'm most afraid that the trace department will look at me like this. He doesn't say anything or question it, but he just sits there and watches, and he has the momentum that people dares not look directly. That posture, that expression, vaguely has the shadow of someone.

At this time, Okajima came out of it and said, "Shen Sang woke up."

The trace department looked at me with no joy or sadness in his eyes. I feel more guilty.

"Who is he?" He asked, but he didn't believe that with his cleverness, he couldn't guess who Okajima was.

He twisted, but didn't dare to look at a few eyes, but said, "This is Okajima, Shen Nange's friend." That's right, isn't it?

Unfortunately, Jibu didn't look at me. He only said to Okajima, "I'm Jibu. It's the first time we meet." Although the corners of the mouth are upturned, the light in the eyes makes people dare not look directly, which is very scary.

Okajima seemed to be flattered and quickly bent down, "I'm Okajima, please give me more advice."

Although I don't agree with Shen Nange and Okajima, Shen Nange handed people over to me, and I can't push Okajima out so needlessly. Even if you don't need Shen Nange, I understand that Shen Nange is an asshole, but Okajima is very innocent.

Taking pictures of the implosion momentum of the trail, I have to stand up and mud. "Okay, Okay, Okajima, you have worked hard. Go upstairs and have a rest first. This is the key. Please be wronged for the time being. I'll come to you later when Shen Nange is finished. By the way, I ran to the kitchen, took out the porridge, served some pickled dishes, and served it to him on a tray. "If you don't do it well, you can do it first."

Push him out of the door.

He was still hesitating, "Shen Sang woke up..."

"I know, you go to rest first, Mr. Okajima..." Don't make any more trouble, okay?

sent a big trouble, leaving me alone to face the trace department. I don't know what to say, "Hey" giggles, "Do you want to drink tea?" I'll cook it." I'm going to run away and hide for a while.

"No need. Let's go and see Shen Sang."

"He is very weak now and still needs to rest. How about a few days?" I'm absolutely sincere. I really don't want you to stimulate him. It is not conducive to wound healing. Moreover, I can only teach our family a lesson. Other people have to stand aside, even you are no exception.

Hearing what I said, the trace was more stubborn and raised his eyebrows, "I'm not a flood beast, Liu Sheng, do you need to be so defensive? Besides, I want to discuss with Shen Sang about the tennis department. Do you want to stop it?

Of course, it has to be stopped. You have an unusual relationship with ninja.

I didn't say a word and waited for the trace to lose my temper. Whatever the storm, come on. I'm ready!

But the trace's face was gentle and gentle, with a smile, pinching my cheek, and the pain made me grin, "Fool. What are you doing here about their business? You should also take care of the unrelated things on yourself.

I was stunned and didn't expect that Jibu could say such a thing.

The trace department was no longer seen by my overly straightforward eyes and covered it up, "I don't like Shen Sang's way to Yu Shi. What I should say and what I should do will not be vague. But it has nothing to do with you. You don't have to block it here. I'm just going to visit. What are you nervous about?

So it is.

I suddenly became cheerful and only felt that the burden on my shoulders was heavier.

Shen Nange is different from others. I can ignore anyone, but there is an inextricable bond between Shen Nange and others. Relying on each other for more than 20 years, there is no blood relationship, but there is an irrespeakable contractual relationship. Perhaps in my opinion, I have a superfluous responsibility for Shen Nange, but in fact, I really have an inescapable responsibility.

And this kind of relationship, this responsibility, does not disappear because of the death of "Jing Baosheng". On the contrary, with the rebirth of "Baosheng", the bonds and ties between us are constantly strengthening, and so far, there is no possibility of cutting off.

However, except for us, others can't know these. They don't understand, don't understand, and shouldn't know. This is a long trip destined to be lonely, and no one can understand it except Shen Nange.

I thought that if I integrate into this society and this family, I might be able to live as before. But I still don't understand that the changes in time and space, although the fetters have deepened, all the people around me have changed.

Uncle Jibu was very dishappiness with my silence and shouted impatiently, "Do you listen to what I say?" How can you be such a stupid person?"

took a deep look at Jibu, and our secrets can't be shared with him. Then, he is the person we are isolated from another world. Even if he loves him, even if he admires him, he will not have a heartfelt day. There will always be an unspeakable secret hidden in my heart.

turned around gidly and turned to Shen Nange's room, "Senior, I'll go to see Shen Nange. Please take care of yourself."

I ran away in front of the trace department. I thought that even if I was reborn, I could have the same happy and wonderful life, with a family, relatives, and someone I love. At the same time, I will not abandon any of Shen Nange, and I will take care of both sides.

But when the facts were in front of us, I found that there was a huge gap between us, which originated from different ideas and different positions, and the environment of living since childhood. There was too much difference that there was no way to reconcile.

I'm so naive. I really think love can surpass everything. Mu An's lesson was not enough. He had to hit his head and burst his blood before he would let go.

"Baosheng!" I stopped and remembered that it was the first time he called me that. In the past, he could only scream. Although he didn't care, I always felt that he was talking to Liu Shengtong. When I finally waited for him to do this to me, I had already decided to let go.

Sometimes, I really have to admire fate, and I really like to play tricks on people.

I didn't look back. My eyes are so clean and not wet at all. Sure enough, I don't like it enough. Now it's time to give up, "Can you wait in the living room for a while? I'll go to see Shen Nange. If he is still energetic, I will definitely inform my senior.

"Idiot! What do you want me to say, you idiot!" Jibu rushed up to hold me and said unhappyly, "Did I let you go?"

I lowered my eyes and looked calm, "Senior, please let go, this is not good."

"Ha! What do you mean? Are you going to leave after saying that to me?"

"That kind of words?"

The trace department seems to be very tough, "Do you want me to remind you that Feng and that eight thousand grass?"

I "brushed" my face and turned pale, and said, "The seniors should not have heard it. All the time, I have been adding..."

"Do you want to forget it?" Why do I feel that there is some gritting of teeth in the trace? It's not that I can't imagine that Jibu and I are in love with each other, but I have given up now, and it has nothing to do with whether it or not.

"Baosheng, look up and look at me."

According to my words, I looked at him. His eyes were as bright as stars, the charming tear moles in the corners of his eyes, and his face was as black as the bottom of the pot. I lowered my head again and feel guilty...

His chin was grabbed by him. He lowered his head and came closer and closer to me. He whispered in a demagogic voice, "Baosheng."

I froze, and he smiled proudly. I took the opportunity to shake off his shackles and ran to Shen Nange's room like running for my life. His proud laughter and arrogant words came from behind me, "I'm waiting for you to say why it's called Baosheng."

It's a pity that I will never say it.

Shen Nange has woken up. At this moment, his eyes are blank and he is in a daze against the ceiling. Seeing me come in, he said impatiently, "Why are you here now? What about Che?"

"He went upstairs. Forbearance is coming. I want him to avoid it.

Shen Nange is speechless.

I put a glass of water, put it in his mouth, and then continued, "The game is coming next week. I hope you can be there."

"What about forbearance?"

"I asked him to get you the medicine. Although there is still an elixir configured by the Jing family at home, the weight is not enough. I want to make a little ordinary medicine. Although the effect will not be very good, it will be better than ordinary medicine. What do you think?"

"It's okay."

"I can't bear to say that I want to see you. What do you mean?"

Shen Nange showed a wry smile, "See you then. You have to make it clear sooner or later."

What about the trace department? Do you want me to push it for you?"

"If he hopes so."

"Take me and call him."

Biting his lip, he still couldn't help but be kind-hearted. "If you are with Renzu, I will properly place Okajima; but if you choose Okajima, I can't guarantee what you will do after being angry. If you really make such a decision, calm down and don't hurt others too much. " In fact, this kind of thing has been deeply hurt, and no matter how much you pay attention to it, it will not change the established facts.

"You don't need to talk nonsense."

"Just treat my good heart as a donkey's liver and lungs. If I had known, I wouldn't have come to you. How nice it would have been for you to bury the loess. The nature of Jiangshan is easy to change, and Shen Nange suffered so much for himself.