Chapter 27 Death Threat
How many times have I wanted to end my life like this, but every time I take out my beloved knife, I always feel reluctant. Maybe life does not belong to me alone, but to the person I love and love.
I am a martial artist, but I have to face a reality that my leg is broken, but I never regret it. At least I saved my beloved woman.
You won't understand the feeling of loving someone to the bone. Every time I see her smile and her crying, I'm laughing and crying.
She is sad, my heart will hurt, she will be sad, my heart will cry, she will be happy, my heart will be warm.
She said she would take care of me for the rest of her life, but I won't agree. I don't want to drag her down.
She said that she didn't care. No matter how tired she was, she would go with me. At first, I thought it was just pity for me. Later, I knew that I was wrong. She really loved me.
However, I can't agree. This is my love, the love of a disabled person.
Since you can't give it, don't expect it.
The knife was still waving freely in my hand, but it lost the essence of the past. I wanted to escape, so I tried to leave the city and drag my tired body.
I left her, but my heart was completely given to her. I just hope to never see each other again.
Later, I saw a game in which I was a normal person. At least my legs could walk on the ground, although there was no perception in reality.
I gave myself a dark name "death threat" just like my heart, which has already died.
There, I kept ravaging the monsters around me. Although I know that people have regarded me as monsters, who cares?
I grew a beard, not deliberately. I didn't spend much time sorting it out. I'm a dead person. What's the importance of appearance? Gradually, I found that here, I can forget all the pain and vent to my heart's content. I fell in love with the world.
That day, I can't remember what I was killing. I only heard someone asking me to get out of here quickly. Of course, I didn't listen to their howling. There is no law here. What I do can't be done by others.
They took action, as if there were five people, and the leader was arrogant. I can't remember clearly. I was angry. At that time, someone also asked me to get out of here and then let me leave my beloved, as if I had returned to that scene again.
"Oh, the little girl is good. Get out of here quickly," the man looked at me and said, "This little girl will stay and play with the uncles all night. The old ladies may let her go." At that time, my eyes also seemed to be red, that kind of strange red.
"I'm going to kill you, I shouted," Unfortunately, I didn't bring a knife, so I could only rely on my fist, but they had steel pipes and machetes.
I don't know how many I hit, and suddenly felt that my legs had lost consciousness. When I saw Xiaoying's heartbroken face, my heart was broken.
I used all my strength to smash the leading hooligan's face with blood, and my fists hit him in the face as if I couldn't stop, and I even forgot the helplessness of my legs at this moment. Several people dragged their boss away, but I fainted.
"You let me get out!!" I opened my sword and killed them. From then on, I was no longer a weak person.
My knife kept waving, bringing them countless blood. If it hadn't been for the qi and blood pills, these people would never have spent so long.
They are still threatening me, but they don't know that my name is death threat.
These idiots didn't touch me, which was really sad for them.
I killed them, although I know that they won't let me go. But I still did it.
I hate threats.
I have no friends and no one wants to be friends with me. I am destined to be lonely.
That day, a man named Xiyuan asked me to join his team, and I agreed because of his peaceful eyes and sincere smile.
I'm not good at talking, but I find that there is a fat man who is so intimate with me, as if there is no estrangement between us. Even if I don't talk and I'm cold, he will keep looking for topics and getting closer.
I can't say that feeling. Maybe I want to cry. Do I really have friends?
I joined them and found that the world really has true feelings.
This team is so harmonious and seamless. Especially these men, I even suspect that they are also martial arts in practice.
For the first time, I found that killing monsters was also an art.
I learned a lot, and I found that this time, I trusted each of them, especially the fat man.
He is willing to block the boss's desperate blow for me, although this is just a game, although we have endless lives here. But his level is so important. I have read the ranking list. He is the first in China and the first in the world.
They treat me as friends, I know.
I was drunk that day. It was invited by Xiyuan. He seemed to be able to see my inner sadness.
He pointed to me, clenched his fist, and said, "The body is dead, the will is still there, the heart is dead, and everything is over."
I want to laugh. A young man actually said such a thing to me, but I just understood.
Later, I learned the origin of this group of people, and the supreme existence of the Hall of Fame was them.
Xiyuan said, "People always have a goal to move forward." And where is my goal?
A tear of sadness, two lines of lovesickness.
The fat man put his arms on my shoulder, kept calling me to threaten my eldest brother, and kept saying that we are brothers.
Yes, we are brothers.
I also learned that I have more reasons to live, for my dream and my brother's dream.
Xiaoying, don't worry, I will stand up again and tell you with my own actions that I am disabled, but my heart is still strong.
Xiaoying, are you in the game? I really want to see you again, even if I stop looking forward, I am satisfied.
Maybe, I'm drunk, maybe, I'm not drunk.
The moonlight outside the window is so white, just like Xiao Ying's face, gentle.
Every time I want to hold it, I find that there is only a trace of air left in my fingertips.
Xi Yuan said: Only when you walk out of the road can you have a sense of achievement. If you just blindly look for the footsteps of your predecessors, you will definitely get lost in the end.
Xiaoying, I promise you that I will walk out by myself in the future. I don't believe that I can't break a path that belongs to my death threatening me.
Xiaoying, I promise you that I will never dodge when I see you in the future, let alone let you shed tears of sadness.
Xiaoying, I promise you that I will calmly face the fact that we have been in love and use the rest of my life to soothe your inner pain.
Xiao Ying, where are you? I really miss you!!
(In this chapter, I have been thinking about whether to send it or not. Maybe I want you to be strong and too involved and bring yourself into the world of feelings. Whether everyone likes it or not, I sent it.)