Chapter 67 Approaching Soft Snow 2

I don't know why. Now Liu Sen is no longer as excited about the income of thousands of yuan this night as at the beginning of the game. Maybe things often happen. After that stage, he can no longer find the feeling at that time. However, Liu Sen is still very clear: he is lucky to embark on such a road to make a fortune and experience a different life in this virtual world, which is simply a wonderful life experience than anything else for him.

When I exchanged QQ numbers with Rouxue just now, Liu Sen's heart was really full of expectations. It should be said that for this Rouxue, who was very similar to a classmate in his youth, Liu Sen couldn't help but return to the youth of his first love.

At that time, he had a strong body; at that time, he had flexible thinking; at that time, he had full enthusiasm and shooting**; at that time, he had endless expectations and yearning for the future...

At that time, the sky was so blue, the clouds were so white, the air was full of the smell of fresh pollen, and the world was holding mysterious palms to him everywhere.

Her name is Ting. When Liu Sen just entered the normal school to study, the two of them were deskmates. She is the kind of girl who is very good at expressing her feelings. In fact, he is not the kind of "beauty" in appearance, but a kind of beauty from the heart and temperament. She is easy to learn, but Liu Sen, on the contrary, is a real king of play. As a student, of course, Liu Sen would never think about marriage at that time, just out of curiosity about the opposite sex. The convenience of his deskmate makes him seem to be "first-come, first-served", and it is more convenient to communicate with her. Just before the past that hurt Liu Sen for most of his life, they still had a beautiful time. It was this beautiful time that became an indelible love in Liu Sen's heart. Even in the night many years later, Ting will always enter his dreams with a smile, reservedness and the love of birds. After waking up, she will always be full of tears.

Dream.

And how many people can really make themselves dream in the vast sea of people? However, how many beautiful women in their first love can eventually become family members? And the so-called "lovers will eventually get married" is just a lie to comfort those lovers. In fact, this is not the case.

Liu Sen opened his QQ and said to Rouxue in words, "Sister Rouxue, did you disturb your rest tonight? I just checked the time and it's already 10:30. I'm really sorry."

Rouxue: Brother Sen, why are you so polite? No matter how early it is, if I'm willing, it's useless!

Liu Sen: Rouxue's little sister can really tell the truth. Oh, by the way, shall we open the video? Hey, I won't hide you. When I pass the task, I often appreciate your beautiful posture through the member information, and many times, I'm thinking: how nice it would be if I could appreciate your face forever!

Rouxue: Brother Sen, do you know how I feel about you? Seriously, you are a man who touches me very much. Although you may be older than me, I feel that there are many times when I can talk to you, and there is also a special impulse to be with you all the time...

Liu Sen: Thank you, little sister Rouxue, for your favor of me. Oh, by the way, what do you do now? Is the work going well?

Rouxue: Work? Haha, Brother Sen, would you believe that I haven't graduated from college yet?

When Liu Sen heard this, what is unbelievable? However, the reason why he thought that Rouxue had joined the work was that he felt that a girl who was still in college could play this old game so persistently? So Liu Sen asked:

"Oh, I didn't expect that you were still a college student who didn't graduate! However, I have always had a question, that is, how can you, a female college student, be keen on this game that is not suitable for girls? I think there must be a story in it. I wonder if you can tell me?

Through the video system, Liu Sen saw that Rouxue looked a little gloomy, and his face seemed to be a little pale. I don't know if what she just said has caused a sad past for her? However, if you say it out, the water spilled can't be taken back.

Seeing that Rouxue hasn't replied for a long time, Liu Sen felt that his words must have caused Rouxue's sad past, and then continued, "Mr. Rouxue, I'm sorry, if my words make you sad, please forgive me! Then let's change the topic, okay?"

However, at this time, Rouxue's reply finally came, but changed to a dark gray font: "Brother Sen, let me tell you a story. Maybe you will be interested in this story."

"Well, little sister Rouxue, I'm a person who loves to listen to other people's stories!" Liu Sen tried his best to say it in a humorous tone.

Rouxue: "Actually, this is a very vulgar story. I have a good relationship with Lin. Although we are not in the same department, I am in the Chinese department and he is in the sports department. Our acquaintance is very dramatic. It was a football match between colleges. When I saw him score a very beautiful goal, a scream made him know me completely. His goal was indeed very beautiful. After receiving a pass from the midfield, he first had a clever cooperation with his teammates, and then went straight in, passing through three defenders, and finally sent the ball directly into the corner of the opponent's goal, so that the opponent's goalkeeper could not save it at all.

"In the face of such a wonderful goal, even a fake fan like me felt the extremely great attraction, so I made a scream. And while I made that cry, his eyes also captured me. So, we began to fall in love later.

"He is really good to me and knows how to love me, but he has never made any excessive demands on me. Our deepest action is to give each other a hug or a kiss. You know, lovers like us are extremely rare among college students nowadays.

"I like to eat baked sweet potatoes, but he always remembers them so clearly that he always buys them for me from time to time, especially in the cold winter, I will never forget the scene when he wrapped the roasted sweet potatoes in his clothes and gave them to me. When he took the still steaming baked sweet potato from his clothes, I knew that this man should be the destination of my life.

"However, who would have thought that there would be unexpected weather! When he went out, Lin was hit and killed by a speeding taxi, and he died at that time. I cried to death, but I can't come back to life. I still have to live. However, my feelings for Lin are so deep that they can't be diluted in a short time. I know that I can only evacuate my nostalgia for Lin in one way and way, otherwise, I will really go crazy.

"I know that Lin liked playing video games very much, and especially liked playing Red Police. He once said that he would volunteer to be a soldier in the future, and he also said that when he was a soldier, it would be better to encounter a war. In that case, he could experience the real war scene himself. At that time, I once told him that once the war really broke out, I'm afraid you would want to go back to peace. He said that it was very possible. After all, war and peace themselves are a pair of contradictory and unified things, but after staying in the era of peace for a long time, they also feel boring and meaningless, and the human soul is covered with thick dust. Perhaps all this can be solved easily with a war. Once he talked about war, he would speak well and fight for it, so all his classmates who knew him at that time called him a 'war maniac'. And I also called him a 'occupied killer', because according to what I saw when I was with him, he hardly lost when he played the Red Alert game. He was an absolute red police master and a character who never defeated me.

"After our relationship was confirmed later, I would be almost always present when he was playing the Red Alert game. In fact, I didn't feel anything about this killing game, but maybe it's because I love the house and the house. As long as Lin is next to the computer, I will know that he is playing red alarm games on the Internet again, so I often walk over gently, snuggle up to him, and then tilt my head on his side. On his broad shoulders, looking at the constantly changing game scenes on the computer screen, I gradually learned some skills and combat methods, so when I was free, I would also play one or two rounds with him online, but he let me play every game. He said that I could play with him. I'm very satisfied. How dare you let me lose again?

"So, since his death, I thought of this way that can express my nostalgia for Lin. Later, I accidentally saw this clearance red police game on the Internet, so I tried it. Fortunately, when I signed up, there were not enough people, so he didn't care about me. What kind of red police level has been reached, and it is easy to absorb me in. Until now, I have met you brothers with similar smells, which can be said that this is the fate between us!" Liu Sen clearly saw that Rou Xue's eyes were full of tears again. After listening to the story told by Rouxue, Liu Sen felt that although the story was indeed vulgar as Rouxue herself said, it happened to the living person in front of him, and more importantly, the person in front of him had such a special relationship with him, so here "Cliché" doesn't exist much.

Just facing the soft heart of Rouxue, Liu Sen had nothing to do. At this time, he didn't know what to say to Rouxue at all, so he had to send him a few words of comfort - everything will pass, and you are still young. You must come out of the shadow of the past as soon as possible. After all, you can only look forward...

Comforting Rouxue, Liu Sen's own thoughts also kept flying towards the past years. He remembered Ting's beige skirt decorated with black dots, the fragrant atmosphere that fascinated her who had been with him for nearly two years, and the picture that meant that the two of them came into contact with each other for the first time...

He learned everything in the normal school, including music, sports and art, and Liu Sen still has a certain talent in art. That day, the art teacher asked the students to copy any wildflower. Liu Sen drew a Cangzi flower, but was found by Ting, saying that he was talented, and begged Liu Sen to draw one for her and hand in the homework on her behalf. Of course, Liu Sen agreed happily, and he tried his best and best to draw it than the one he drew for himself. That kind of Cangzi flower is the most common flower in Liu Sen's old home. Liu Sen took a fancy to it only because of its distressing yellow petals. However, on the crown under its petals, it is full of dense thorns, which does not look very eye-catching, but once you accidentally touch it, it will be pricked to make you grin.

Later, the score came down, and the flower of Cangzi drawn by Liu Sen for Ting actually got the highest score in the class - 92 points! Ting was very happy, and her eyes when she looked at him were different from usual. It was hot. But Liu Sen only had a thief's heart at that time, and he didn't have the courage to be a thief. He could only laugh stupidly and laugh...

And that time, because Liu Sen was outside, it was much more convenient to get in and out. There were many things, and Liu Sen would automatically work for Ting. Ting's small blackboard for practicing chalk is placed in the podium, but there are too many small blackboards of students. It is really not easy to find a person's small blackboard from it. Liu Sen quickly found his No. 13 small blackboard, but Ting's No. 8 small blackboard may be because it was pressed at the bottom. He turned it over for a long time and didn't find it. However, Liu Sen did not recover, because Ting's expectant look made Liu Sen unable to stop. Help others to the end, not to mention that the person he wants to help has a unique position in his mind!

Finally, after his unremitting efforts, Ting's small blackboard was finally found by Liu Sen. When Liu Sen came to Ting with Ting's small blackboard, Ting lay on the desk, her face facing Liu Sen, and her smile was as bright as a summer flower. Just a sentence of "thank you, deskmate" was enough to make Liu Sen remember for a lifetime!

However, that beautiful time ended with the end of a holiday. Originally, without that summer vacation, his relationship with Ting might have developed better. That summer vacation, it rained heavily and was very diligent. Their fields were watered, which made Liu Sen, who was trapped at home, feel very bad all day. In order to express his miss for Ting, he sent his favorite harmonica to Ting, but it rained every day, and he was worried all day whether Ting could receive his gift in time. However, the summer vacation is about to start, but he still hasn't received a letter from Ting. In fact, this has shown an indisputable fact that the beauty that Liu Sen yearns for is likely to no longer belong to himself.

And the subsequent development of the situation also confirmed Liu Sen's speculation. Since Ting came back from the summer vacation, she has ignored Liu Sen. Liu Sen seems to have lost his soul all day long and has no spirit at all. He is disappointed in love.

Years are like the wind, and 20 years have passed in a blink of an eye. The little girl named Ting has long been someone else's wife and the mother of a child. And Liu Sen also became the father of a child and the husband of a woman. However, the original relationship is still fermenting in the bottom of my heart and renewing with each other.

Liu Sen also told his story to Rouxue in his chat with Rouxue. He doesn't know why he trusts Rouxue so much. You know, he hasn't told this story once to the second person except himself.

And after hearing this, Rouxue didn't say anything to him at that time. Perhaps, at this time, no matter what she said, it was not appropriate. However, she also sent herself a few words: "Brother Sen, thank you very much for your trust in me. Although I can't help you, I am willing to follow you and fight with you!"

Liu Sen can see that Rouxue's words are very artistic and meaningful. It seems that she has said everything that should be said, and the meaning that should be included in it. Liu Sen was really grateful to her. At the same time, the soft side of his heart seemed to finally wake up after decades of sleep. This awakening made Liu Sen feel a little frightened, but he was inexplicably looking forward to it.

Looking forward to it. Yes, what will life look like if there is no expectation? In a sense, the process of life is a process of expectation. Waiting for Godot, Godot didn't wait, but the protagonist still kept waiting there, waiting...

And Liu Sen, in this waiting period, what will he be able to wait for?

Is it a rosy dream or an unprecedented love? In this red police pass game, this red police pass iron-blooded team, while bringing him a new life experience, bringing him a lot of money and precious friendship, can they also bring him a gift of love? Rouxue, the playmate in this game, this pure girl who is very confident of her former first love, can she fulfill her broken first love dream?

With all kinds of doubts and heavy hopes, Liu Sen said good night to Rouxue. And in this night's dream, will the shadow that has never appeared for many years come to him again? Even if it's just in a dream!

The past years have lost all his memories, but the first relationship in this life is still so deeply branded in Liu Sen's heart that he can't linger.

He looked forward to God sending him a wonderful gift.