Chapter 57 Go Behind Me
Bai Chou flew away. He did not stop, and even ignored the world next to him. On the road of life, who hasn't been walking all the time? If you have what you want, then you must endure loneliness, betrayal, hurt, other people's departure, and your own mistakes. If you can't stick to it, you will stay in a certain place. If you stick to it, you will still be lonely, betrayal, hurt, and It's the departure and constant mistakes of others!
It's so difficult for a person to go on. It's even more difficult to live according to his own way of life!
Bai Choufei believes that he will never waver and will never stay! Believe that you can definitely go on!
But when he crossed the village, he stopped!
What appeared in front of him was the home where he grew up. What stopped him was his family, relatives, friends and partners!
He can't stop! He had to stop! This is his most nostalgic memory and the most unforgettable beauty! He knew it was an illusion, but he still couldn't bear it, reluctant, and didn't want to!
He knew that he would face such a scene sooner or later, so he did not resent the appearance of such a scene. He just looked quietly at the family opposite, still holding the knife in his hands and stopping...
"Afei, do you want to go down?" It is his father who opens his mouth, a father who is still standing straight with gray hair. He will never be warm to him and will never encourage his father!
"Yes!" Bai Choufei replied that he didn't talk much, because he knew that you would be responsible for every word you said!
But among those who don't talk much, it doesn't matter how much nonsense they say! It's so strange, but it's so real
Bai Choufei looked at his father who no longer spoke, looked at his happy third brother, a little shy little sister, and couldn't help smiling. The wounds on his body reminded him that this was just an illusion, but Bai Choufei was Bai Choufei, thinking inside and outside, thinking about life and death, Bai Choufei were all Bai Choufei. Bai Choufei's decisions were all It won't change! So Bai Choufei opened his mouth
"My road won't stay!" Bai Choufei's voice was very light and light. He seemed to explain to them, but he also seemed to explain himself, "You can follow me!"
You can follow me!
This is Bai Choufei's decision, Bai Choufei's choice! You are my family! Wherever it is, no matter where it is, I am willing to stand in front for you! Even if you will hurt me from behind!
This is not a difficult decision, but it has to pay a difficult price! You think your family is behind you, but you know that behind you is your enemy! You are always worried that they will hurt you from behind, but you are still walking step by step! This is a responsibility you must bear. You can't escape. Even if you can cut off everything in the world, you will fall under the wound behind your back!
Looking at his family slowly moving behind him, Bai Choufei walked slowly, still swinging his knife step by step! He knew that someone would take a knife barrel behind him at any time, but he was not afraid, really not afraid! I did what I had to do! I'm responsible for what I should do! This is Bai Choufei!
On the way to Bai Choufei, he began to meet people he is familiar with, unfamiliar with, and people he doesn't know. It seems that people who appear in countless fragments of life appear here. Some are good, some are words, some are happy, and some are sad!
Bai Choufei cut a lot under his knife, but behind him, there are more! His friends, his classmates, his people! With each other, his footsteps slowed down a little. Those people were burdens, despair and hope. All the people turned into pressure behind him, making him walk slower and slower.
This is a sad thing, but he never stopped. He walked slower and slower, but he still walked. He didn't know who was stabbing the knife behind him, but he knew that he was getting weaker and weaker!
He knew that as long as he turned around, he could find those people, deal with them, and walk well, but he didn't want to turn back and didn't want to see his friends and relatives stab him in the back! His head keeps telling him that this is a fantasy, a fantasy, and the bad guys in the fantasy pretending to be family, relatives and friends. They will naturally stab you, but there are some things, even if you know, you must do them! There are some things, no matter how disgusting you are, you have to carry them!
Bai Choufei's blood is kept drop by drop. There are still non-stop friends and relatives on the road, and some people have even appeared several times! Bai Choufei's choice is the same, but let them walk behind!
Bai Xufei's waist was still straight, and his hands were still holding the knife tightly. He walked slower and slower, and his face became paler and paler. He firmly believed that he could go out! He believes that he will not fall! Even if the blade behind him has pierced his chest and abdomen from his back to his chest!
Bai Choufei's consciousness has begun to blur, and his messy thinking is no longer disturbed little by little, but has been transformed into a driving force to encourage him to move forward! He didn't know how long he would walk, but he never despaired or doubted! I'm walking, I'm walking, this is my way!
"Afei..."
I don't know how long it took, Bai Choufei only remembered that he waved another 300 knives. He no longer had the strength to speak. He could only try to distinguish whether it was his relatives, friends, and those people naturally came behind him. His eyes were no longer shining, but suddenly he heard his father's voice
Looking at his father who suddenly appeared in front of him from behind, Bai Choufei had no expression. He had no strength to make an expression. His eyes looked at his father's hands, with a long knife in his hands, and blood slowly ticking on the tip of the knife...
"Afei, if you go any further, you will die!" My father's voice was a little far away, and he didn't seem to care about the long knife stained with blood in his hand, and he didn't explain it.
"If you don't go on, won't you die?" Bai Choufei tried to say something, but blood came out of his mouth. He shouldn't have spoken, but he had to speak!
The father shook his head silently, stood in the middle of the road, raised his knife like Bai Choufei, and looked at Bai Choufei
Bai Chou flew the corners of his mouth** and walked slowly
"Go behind me!"
His words are a little weak, but the meaning of his words is not weak at all! He said, go behind me!
Bai Choufei said, go behind me, look at my father with blood on the knife, Bai Choufei said, go behind me!
My father didn't have any explanation, and Bai Choufei didn't have any questions. He just said simply and went behind me, and my father just looked at him, watching Bai Choufei holding a knife and getting closer by little
"Go behind me!" Looking at his father one step away, Bai Choufei opened his mouth again
"Did you see the long knife in my hand, the blood on the long knife?" The father stood in front of Bai Choufei and spoke slowly
Bai Choufei did not answer
"I didn't hurt you, do you believe it?" Father's voice is still stiff
"I believe it!" Bai Choufei nodded!
"Family, it won't hurt you, you know?" My father's voice is finally a little warm
"I know!" Bai Choufei nodded again!
Then the long knife passed through his chest, and his father looked at Bai Choufei's face and stopped talking
"Go behind me!" The corners of Bai Choufei's mouth kept bleeding, and his eyes passed through his father in front of him. He looked at the endless distance and said softly
Looking at the father in front of him and walking behind him, Bai Choufei had a smile on his face, but he moved forward towards the endless front, waving his knife and moving forward!
What I should do, what I should do, what I should carry, I carry it! Whenever and wherever!