Chapter 67 Reflection
"Do you think you have got the power you want?" Wang Dong's expression was a little mocking
"Do you think you already have the power you want?" Wang Dong's words were not heavy. They hit Bai Choufei's heart, but he had to be silent
"What makes you forget the past? What made you like this?" There was a memory on Wang Dong's face, "I don't know those, but I know that joys, angers, sorrows and joys are normal, but beyond that degree, it is a heart demon!"
Bai Choufei is silent. Since he learned the true spirit of his inner family, he has never thought about himself carefully. He thought that he was the source of a river. When he began to flow, he would flow naturally, but he had always forgotten that if he did not plan, it was inevitable to go astray. Although he was still he, he was lazy. There are a lot more, a lot more at will, and a lot more than I can!
What did I do? What are you doing? Bai Choufei recalled what had happened since he learned, and his cold sweat dripped down...
After learning the true spirit of the inner family, he met Ding Baiyun's brother, the masked man, let him and even help him, but he took it for granted.
Without waiting for it to settle down, he ran to Ma Kongqun, who could kill him by waving his hand! He was not afraid of anything. How could it be like that? He has never been such a reckless person!
He was not injured under Ma Kongqun, which seemed to be a good thing for him at the beginning, but at this time, it made him smile bitterly, talking about all his strength, but how could Ma Kongqun be all his best? His men showed so mercy that he didn't feel it at all, but he thought he had practiced well! What an unrequantable idea!
Then he went to the trouble of Zhang Randao. Bai Choufei smiled bitterly and smiled bitterly. Only when he didn't know his own ability would he do such a thing. At best, he was just a person who had just learned the true spirit of his family. Even if he was a genius, how could he be the opponent of a master who had been famous for decades? The ending that should have been dead, but he met another killer, which made him simple and picked up a leak!
This was an opportunity to remind myself, but at that time, there was no reflection in my heart! I even think it's my ability and my luck! What a terrible and absurd idea it is, but it was the truth that I took for granted at that time!
How could I be like this? So self-righteous and unsquandable! Bai Choufei was silent, but his eyes were getting more and more confused...
Then I met Li Xunhuan! I met Long Xiaotian and Lin Shiyin, let Long Xiaotian return to the world, and let Li Xunhuan get along well with Lin Shiyin. It was a beautiful result, but in this process, how much of it was his own power?
If it weren't for the real Li Xunhuan! Who can stand his blind fingers like this? If Long Xiaotian didn't really like Lin Shiyin, how could he be so simply moved by him? But he thought it was his credit!
Fight with Li Xunhuan! How many beautiful ideas, how many naive thoughts, he can't even recall what he was at the beginning. Naturally, he was excited, but how naive is he think he can catch Xiao Li's knife?
After that, in the sea of time, there are messy moods, messy thinking, tired body, and persistent walking and waving knives. That's myself, the real self! But it will be over soon...
As soon as he came out and met Liang Gong Chun, he remembered his behavior and dialogue. Bai Choufei had more cold sweat on his head. That was himself. There is no doubt about himself, but he was an undefenseful self, the relaxation out of the sea of time, and the heart that has not encountered setbacks since he learned to become an inner qi. Love, make yourself proud, complacent, complacent...
Think about your own words, Long Wu, Wang Shouzhuo, Wang Wuxin, demeanor, eye, wind chime...
Arrogant! What an arrogant idea! Not under yourself? This is indeed not a lie, but if it goes on like this, who will be under himself?
Bai Choufei's face showed self-deprecation! Deep self-deprecation!
Who is worse than yourself?
Northwest Yuluosha! This is a name that makes him feel a little scared in retrospect. But when he met him, he didn't realize it and even wanted to fight with them. Bai Choufei can now be sure that if he did it, he must die, but at that time he would never believe that he would die! The judgment deviation is so big!
Ask them to find trouble with Li Er. If others know, they will definitely think that he has a great entanglement with Li Er, but he knows that he just doesn't like Li Er!
How did I become like this? Why is this so?
Bai Choufei felt that he was going crazy. He even understood that if he had been himself during this period, he would definitely not think about it, but told himself that I was like this, and I was like this!
But he had to think about it after being blocked from the acupuncture point. The real activity made him strong, but it also made him lose his way and become arrogant! He didn't even want to recall the life in those mines! Deliberately avoiding those days!
Shame! Bai Choufei is ashamed! He was never ashamed of being in the mine for so many years, but for being ashamed that he would forget those years! He knew it was his own idea, so he was even more ashamed!
How can I forget? Forget the years when I worked hard alone?
How can I forget? Forget the suffering I endured in those days. Tolerable other people's eyes?
How can I forget the days when I kept sweating and waving my hands in the dark mine! In those years, I became stronger little by little! Grow up little by little!
But! How can I feel that those years are dirty at this time? Do you think I can erase those years by myself? What a ridiculous idea! But why did I raise this idea?!
Why!
Can I forget those days when I worked hard in the dark because I can walk on the road of light? Can I forget those sorrows because I want to be happy? How can those pains that go deep into the bone marrow be abandoned? That's the diamond of my life! If I become stronger, it's because I've been looking up to heaven in the dark!
Why should I forget? That's my past! That's my truth. It's not this leisurely and complarant Bai Choufei, but the Bai Choufei who keeps waving knives and sweating every day!
It was the hard-working Bai Choufei at that time! It's not this Bai Choufei who thinks that he can become stronger by walking casually!
I'm Bai Choufei, the one who is not very good in talent and runs away from home, the one who becomes stronger with a little effort, and the one who waves his hands again and again in the dark mine! It's Bai Choufei who can only strive for little by herself! It's not that self-righteous Bai Choufei!
I live and never rely on luck! Just by working hard!
I'm Bai Choufei!
The real white sorrow fly!