Chapter 381 In My Heart, You Are The Heaviest 2
"I don't understand him, because I have never been a parent of a family. I don't know what the fate of a family is like. I don't know how much I have to bear to support a beautiful home. Put up with your son's boring fantasy. Satisfy those unrealistic wishes. I can't stand my son's envy of others. I have never thought about this, never think about it. I've always thought about it all by myself. Bai Choufei stood by the wall and said slowly.
It was not until many years later that I suddenly understood what my father was doing. He is not punishing me, but himself. He is complaining that he can't make his family live better, and even make his family worse. Bai Chou smiled proudly and happily.
The eye held his hand tightly.
"There was a time when I watched a movie, and Carla was a dog. A man in it said that I pretended to be a grandson at work, I pretended to be a grandson when I went out of work, I pretended to be a grandson at home, and I pretended to be a grandson when I came out of the family. Only in front of Kara. I'm an old man. Carla is not a dog. Bai Choufei was still smiling: "I don't know what the specific words are. I've forgotten, but I think that's probably what it means."
Most of these words are nonsense.
People often spend most of their lives in nonsense. Many words have no practical meaning, but only represent certain feelings.
But if you don't like to listen to these nonsense, even if you hear the truth, it's not the truth that others want to tell you.
Too many people can't distinguish the importance. They attach extremely important information to some unimportant words, or even in some tessential auxiliary words.
And for many people, they don't know what they are talking about or what they are saying.
What they need is just an emotional catharsis.
So at the same time, they need someone who can bear to vent their emotions. This person occupies an extremely important position in their lives.
So if your lover is not the one who can stand your nonsense, or you can't stand your lover's nonsense all the time.
Then you need to be careful.
That is by no means a normal and appropriate love relationship and life relationship.
Nonsense is finished after saying it, and it is said as soon as you say it.
When Bai Choufei stopped talking, he didn't figure out what he wanted to express. He just wanted to speak and sigh.
Wait until the evening, Bai Choufei and the eye of the wind who sit at the table to eat are not special at all.
It's just that there are two pairs of bowls and chopsticks on the table.
"Xiao San and Xiao Si come back for dinner in the evening?" Bai Choufei looked at the bowls and chopsticks on the table and opened his mouth.
"Xiao San should come back, but Xiao Si will not come back." His father spoke faintly.
"Xiao San is not as smart as you when doing something outside, but he is also very sensible. There is no cleverness, and it's not a big deal to cause some trouble. Come back to sit down every night.
"What about Xiao Si?"
"Xiao Si went to college this year. She is a very smart girl." After eating slowly, Bai Ruye shook her head: "When you left, she was still young."
Bai Choufei smiled and said, "I remember, when I was a child, you still wanted me to practice the Qingfeng dance of King Wu, and teach him when the tower grows up."
"She didn't learn it." Bai Ruye looked at Bai Choufei and said, "After you left, I have never taught them martial arts."
Bai Choufei was stunned.
His father Bai Ruye has begun to eat. Bai Choufei looked at each other with the eyes of the wind and began to eat without saying anything more.
Wait until a few people finish eating. No one came back.
When it was almost finished, someone rushed back in a hurry. Looking at the two people sitting next to him, their eyes lit up, but they first said hello to Bai Ruye: "Dad, I'm back. I have to go out later. I probably won't come back at night.
Bai Ruye nodded and said, "Your second brother is back. Tell him you will."
Bai Shufei got up with a smile, hugged this man, and said with a smile, "Xiao San, you are so old."
"Second brother, what you said shows that you are very old." Xiao San, that is, Bai Wencai, patted Bai Choufei's shoulder a few times before looking at the eye of the wind: "Is this the second sister-in-law? Hello, second sister-in-law."
Fengyan nodded with a smile, but his eyes made Bai Wen dodge a little.
"Fengyan, you talk to your father, and I'll go out to talk to Wencai." Bai Choufei smiled and pulled Bai Wen out together.
It was not until he left the sight of the eye that Bai Wen took a breath and said, "Second brother, the second sister-in-law's eyes are so terrible."
"She is such a person. You just need to get used to it." Bai Chou smiled and looked at his height and Bai Wen, who seemed to be, sighed and asked, "How have you been these years?"
Bai Wen smiled, opened his hand, and then suddenly sighed, "It's not good."
"Our family's life is getting more and more difficult. You also know that our father is a person who does not ask for help. Even if it is like that in front of our own brothers. The family is allocated less and less, and Dad doesn't do anything else. It's getting harder and harder." Bai Wen just lit a cigarette, and the emperor took half of it back for Bai Choufei.
"Forget it, you don't smoke." Bai Wen just smiled.
The two were silent.
After a while, Bai Wen said, "Since you left, my father no longer taught me martial arts. Xiao Si didn't know that we were also a martial arts family since I was a child."
Bai Choufei didn't say anything, just felt guilty.
"Don't be absolutely wrong, second brother. I know I'm not that material. I can't learn much. I will only go out and domineering to cause trouble for myself. Bai Wencai smiled happily: "Second brother, you don't know. When you left, you cut off one of those bastards' arms. For three years, none of those bastards dared to be proud in front of me. Even until now, he has shown a lot of ability in front of me.
Bai Chou listened with a smile and put his hand on Bai Wencai's shoulder.
Bai Wen just smoked and walked on the road, constantly greeting people and saying, "Our family is difficult. I can hardly remember when the eldest brother left. I remember when you left. After you left, our family got better for a while, and then it became more and more difficult. After I finished college, I found that except for a few special things at home, everything that could be sold was sold out.
"The family, in addition to giving our family food and living, there is almost no dividend, but Dad doesn't do anything and abides by that rule. I also wanted to leave at that time, but I can't leave. You are not here, and the eldest brother is not here. If I leave, there will be only Dad and Xiao Si at home. Dad doesn't care about anything at home. Xiao Si has to be taken care of, right?
Bai Wen sighed, "I have to come out to work, carry sacks, and do odd jobs. Nothing can be done for a long time. After a few days, I have to be confused. I want to come to them many times, but I can only put up with it. I can't help it. I don't want to see my father in front of others.
Bai Choufei turned his head. He really felt a little guilty. He never thought that life at home would be so difficult.
"I don't dare to get up. I don't want to be beaten up by my father. If you work hard to do something, even if you can't make much money, you can finally earn a tuition for Xiao Si. Bai Wencai smiled and said, "You and your eldest brother are both talented people. These are just open things for you, but it's extremely difficult for me to do it."
"I..." Bai Choufei said.
"Second brother, no, it's good. I think it's good now." Bai Wen just smiled and looked at Bai Choufei and said, "Rely on your own hands to make your family live a better life. Isn't this what a man should do?"
"I know my own skills. Although I don't know how you are doing over the years, I also believe that it's definitely not very good. You can come back, which shows that you have figured out something. That's good. You must be very good now, right?" Bai Wen just looked at Bai Choufei and looked forward to it.
"It's awesome." Bai Choufei replied, looking at Bai Wen and patting his chest with disbelief: "It's awesome!"
"How powerful is it?" Bai Wen asked him.
"In the whole world, I may not be able to beat no more than ten people." Bai Choufei thought about it and wanted to answer seriously.
But this answer is a little too false.
Bai Wencai obviously didn't know how powerful it was, so he continued to ask, "How powerful is that?"
Bai Choufei frowned, and then thought about it seriously and answered, "Those who were cut off their arms by me in those years, if you are happy, I can cut off their remaining arm at any time. Everyone can do it."
Only then did Bai Wen nod with satisfaction: "That's good."
He looked at Bai Chou and smiled: "That's good."
After Bai Choufei asked him, he changed the topic: "When you left, Xiao Si was still young. You don't know that Xiao Si is very tight now."
"The seventh in the province's college entrance examination, awesome, isn't it?" Bai Wen looked at Bai Choufei proudly.
Bai Choufei admitted calmly: "Awesome!"
"Second brother, can you do it?"
"I can't do it." Bai Choufei answered seriously. He also left after the college entrance examination, and his score was only more than two books and less than one book.
He is obviously not at the same level as Xiao Si.
At least in his study, he doesn't know how far he is from Xiao Si.
"It's a pity that Xiao Si is smart. In some aspects, it's not good. Bai Wencai sighed.
"What aspect?"