Chapter 239 I sing for you

Various business halls and express hotels all over the street, and all kinds of strange photos are connected on both sides of the street, like a river full of desire.

Su Yifan took Zhang Yao's hand and got out of the car. The little sister looked up and saw so many hotel signs. Her little head fell down in an instant, and a thick blush appeared on her face.

Knowing that Zhang Yao was a misunderstanding, Su Yifan explained awkwardly, "It's not what you think... I want to take you to eat."

Zhang Yao didn't say anything. She grabbed Su Yifan's hand and held it hard without loosening it.

Su Yifan's heart moved and also shook Zhang Yao's hand hard.

"Let's go." Su Yifan's mentality was relaxed and his tone was not heavy at all. "That's a secret place. I've only been here once."

Zhang Yao raised her head and stared at Su Yifan with shining eyes.

The two crossed half of the street, turned into the alley, and entered the bar where Su Yifan had only visited once with only one small wooden signboard.

"This used to be Neil's secret base." Su Yifan introduced to Zhang Yao while stepping into the store.

The short-haired girl is still standing in front of the bar and wiping the cup, with soothing movements and slightly sharp eyes.

Seeing Su Yifan coming in with a thin little girl, the short-haired girl could still recognize his face and took the initiative to ask, "Didn't you come with Nell?"

Su Yifan, who was ached by this question, shook his head: "She won't come recently."

"Do you want to return home?" The short-haired girl talked a lot more than the last time we met, and her attitude was quite kind. "Do you want to go upstairs today?"

Su Yifan's heart moved: "Is there a vacant seat?"

The short-haired girl nodded: "It's always there. I'll take you up."

This time, I took the elevator and hid at the corner of the bar. The all-glass elevator was transparent, like a crystal container with a treasure in the dim light. Su Yifan stood inside and found that he could see the load-bearing shaft and cable under his feet. He smiled and joked, "You should be careful in this elevator in a short skirt."

The short-haired girl didn't laugh because of this sentence, but said calmly, "So Nell takes the stairs every time she comes."

Su Yifan took a look at the short-haired girl, whose skirt was about an inch long.

The girl understood what Su Yifan was looking at and still calmly explained, "There are safety pants."

Su Yifan felt that his ability to chat with girls still needed to be improved, so he decided to shut up and stop trying to communicate.

When you go up to the attic, it is still the glass dome where you can see the sky, and there is only one table in the middle of the attic.

The snow-white tablecloth and unlit candles float in a delicate glass.

Su Yifan finally released his hand with Zhang Yao and pointed to a chair.

"Please sit down."

Zhang Yao lowered her head and sat opposite Su Yifan.

Nelle's secret base is different from everyone else. It is a public space. Judging from the bookshelves and decorations on both sides, few people have come here. The gradually dim sky is overhead, and the clouds dyed red by the sunset float in the air, like huge copper flowing over*. Su Yifan and Zhang Yao sat under the flowing golden red and stared at each other.

Zhang Yao's eyes are still timid, which is much stronger than hers before.

After the two sat down, the short-haired girl set the table for them and showed the menu.

This is the first time Su Yifan has seen the menu here.

Famiable steaks, red wine, snacks, and a variety of Chinese food. This store is not as simple and straightforward as expected. It can actually meet the needs of most people.

The only difference is probably this attic that can only accommodate two people drinking alone.

The attic is actually very large, and there are only two seats for people. Su Yifan used to think that the short-haired girl seemed to be very familiar with Nell, but now he found that this was his own illusion.

Su Yifan handed the menu to Zhang Yao and asked her to choose.

Zhang Yao did not refuse. She never ordered dishes when there were many people, only when she was with Su Yifan.

After quickly and accurately ordering something, Zhang Yao took out her wallet from her pocket, and the simple and beautiful Hermes brightened the eyes of the short-haired girl who had not yet left.

"I'll treat you."

Zhang Yao has been able to say six words today, and Su Yifan feels that if others are also present, it will definitely become a blockbuster topic.

"Let me do it." Su Yifan knew that Zhang Yao didn't have much money, and he who helped Neil settle the bill even knew that it was not cheap here.

After Zhang Yao's stubborn little eyes looked at Su Yifan for a few seconds, Su Yifan was defeated.

"I... have money."

Nine words! Su Yifan was so moved that he wanted to cry.

He was a little surprised when he saw Zhang Yao open her wallet with a thick pile of pink*: "Who gave it to you?"

"Cheng Shuixin..."

Twelve words... Su Yifan felt that if Zhang Yao persisted like this, it should be no problem to communicate with people normally next semester.

"Why Cheng Shuixin?" Su Yifan thought that the person who could spread money like an upstart should be Yang Bingbing. He also wanted to tease Zhang Yao to say more words.

Zhang Yao finally stopped talking this time. Twelve words were like a limit. She opened her mouth and found that the explanation was very complicated. She simply picked up the pencil and service opinion sheet on the dining table and brushed it down.

Su Yifan stared at Zhang Yao lying on the table and wrote carefully word by word. Not long after, Zhang Yao raised the paper like a character in the cartoon and stretched out in front of Su Yifan with both hands.

"Cheng Shuixin said that her manuscript fee was too high and she wanted to give me part of it to spend together. She said that if I didn't want it, she wouldn't record songs with me. I want her to accompany me, and I need 2,000 yuan to pay her back when I have money.

Zhang Yao's handwriting Su Yifan has seen, which is very beautiful. The two lines on the paper are very scribbled, which shows the uneasiness and anxiety in the little sister's heart.

After seeing Zhang Yao's explanation, Su Yifan sighed, and Cheng Shuixin was always so careful. Knowing that Zhang Yao would not accept her direct financial help, she actually used a threatening method to make her junior sister comply. This way of consciously taking care of everyone's mood really needs to give her a thumbs-up.

"Since Cheng Shuixin asked you to take it, you can take it." Su Yifan smiled and reached out and rubbed Zhang Yao's hair. "Don't have any psychological burden. I'll compensate her for this money later."

Zhang Yao shook her head in horror and wrote, "I'll give it back to her."

"Okay." Su Yifan did not insist. Zhang Yao became more and more independent that he was happy. "If I had known you, I would have ordered a fried rice."

Zhang Yao didn't say anything and sat on the chair with her calves shaking. Those English magazines are not a big problem for Zhang Yao. Judging from her understanding of European and American music and the pronunciation in songs, this person's English level is at least higher than Su Yifan, even similar to Cheng Shuixin.

The sky outside slowly darkened, and Zhang Yao excitedly lit the floating candle in the glass with a match. The candlelight redd her face, bringing sweetness and a faint shyness.

The things were all up, and the short-haired girl turned around and went downstairs, leaving Su Yifan and Zhang Yao behind. In the dim light, a candle beat in the eyes of two people.

"As long as you are happy." Su Yifan knew that when he got along with Zhang Yao, he had to say most of the words by himself, "If you like, we will come often in the future."

Zhang Yao nodded hard, and her big eyes were still flickering.

Looking at such a simple and easy-to-satisfaction Zhang Yao, Su Yifan almost subconsciously thought of himself.

I seem to be getting more and more complicated.

"Let's eat first." Su Yifan pointed to the table, "I don't know if it suits your taste. The food here is not spicy enough."

Zhang Yao lowered her head first, tasted a bite of mashed potatoes, and continued to nod hard.

Su Yifan lowered his head and cut a steak, and naturally put the beef to Zhang Yao's mouth. When he realized that it was wrong, it was too late to take it back.

Forget it, just make mistakes. I hope Zhang Yao doesn't feel too shy... Su Yifan despises himself in his heart. Has this been a habit of feeding people recently?

Zhang Yao was stunned for a moment, and then almost did not hesitate to eat the beef on the fork with her hands probing her head on the table.

Su Yifan took back the fork and looked at the place where Zhang Yao had bitten him. Did he say that this was an indirect kiss?

After hesitating for only two or three seconds, Su Yifan found that Zhang Yao was looking at him. His eyes were timid and a little like expectation, but he did not lower his head and pretend to be an ostrich as usual.

You can't hesitate at this time. If you hesitate, everything you do tonight will be in vain. Su Yifan lowered his head and cut off the second piece of beef and sent it to his mouth.

Eating this steak, Zhang Yao immediately began to bow her head and launched a fierce attack on the food in front of her, no longer staring at Su Yifan.

Su Yifan ate relatively fast. After eating, he drank there and watched Zhang Yao enjoy delicious food.

Looking at it, Su Yifan had a lot of feelings in his heart. This time without hesitation, he opened his mouth and said to Zhang Yao, "I'm very happy to see you eat like this."

Zhang Yao stopped lowering her head and looked up at Su Yifan in surprise.

Su Yifan looked at Zhang Yao and smiled gently.

This is what he really is. Most of the time, Su Yifan is just a gentle teenager, never expecting anything or hoping to get so much.

Now with the kind of ** that can have everything in front of him, Su Yifan will also feel all kinds of uneasy in his heart. He wants to talk to him, but he is embarrassed to talk to Cheng Shuixin and Yang Bingbing.

Su Xiaoqing will only advise Su Yifan to embrace his desire and even magnify his desire. Su Yifan sometimes dares not talk about this topic with Su Xiaoqing. I always feel that after listening to the words of the goddess sister, I am in front of me for a day. A better world will collapse and become various painful fragments.

"...I don't know who to say something, I'm afraid I only dare to say it to you." Su Yifan looked at Zhang Yao and gradually calmed down and said, "Actually, I have been confused about what I should do and what I should dream about. Those things have been slowly solved recently. I know what I should do, but I haven't figured out what to do best.

Of course, Zhang Yao will not respond to Su Yifan. She just listens quietly.

"I think all this is really illusory for me now. I'm afraid that everything Qingjie gave us has never thought of in our dreams. These good times are so good that people feel that they may lose it tomorrow.

When talking about choosing the direction of the university, Zhang Yao's loss once touched Su Yifan deeply.

This sentence is obviously in response to Zhang Yao's loss and uneasiness.

Su Yifan did not look at Zhang Yao, but lowered his head and continued to say, "I want to change the world. Does this sound ridiculous? There are too many things I want to do, and it's terrible to think about them now. People are afraid of the future, because they are afraid that they can't do it and lose it. I'm just afraid of losing, afraid of losing you, afraid of losing my current happiness. Can you understand what I mean?"

Although he didn't look at Zhang Yao, Su Yifan could still feel the girl's slow nodding movement.

"Maybe people are greedy..." Su Yifan said with some shame, "I like Cheng Shuixin. I'm afraid you all know it, right? But I know that all feelings in my student days are not blessed. Because we can't grasp the future, and we can't help it. In most things, we don't even have the power to make our own decisions.

"I think it's good for time to stay like this. Unfortunately, Sister Qing told me that the reason why life is happy is that you can get a short rest after going through hardships, which is happiness. So I feel ashamed to think about this kind of life now.

"I know that I am not qualified to say these words, but I really want to do a lot of things by myself... Not to mention whether I can make money, at least to prove myself and let myself influence others. Although I don't know whether you really like acting or whether you like to experience other people's emotions and make yourself richer. But I think you can understand my feelings, right? We still need to prove ourselves, and then we can do more of what we want to do.

"And I think that if one day everyone is separated from each other, will the relationship between them fade? Will it be as happy to be together as it is now? Thinking of this makes me feel sad. I'm scared. I'm scared."

"Maybe it's because it's too beautiful to be afraid of losing it? Nell left, and she told me with her practical actions that all this might disappear, and I had to be mentally prepared.

"Sometimes when I think of this, I feel that it's useless to become stronger..."

Su Yifan said that his relaxed and happy mood finally collapsed today, and he lowered his head and tried not to let his mood fall down with tears.

It's really embarrassing to cry in front of girls. Su Yifan absolutely doesn't want to do this.

But that's Zhang Yao, the girl who is so worried, so reassuring, so timid and brave.

Thinking of facing Zhang Yao, Su Yifan is ashamed, and it doesn't matter.

In silence, Zhang Yao's little hand crossed the dining table and slowly climbed to Su Yifan's palm.

"I will... always be with you..."

What Su Yifan once said to Zhang Yao was repeated by the girl. The intermittent voice is like a beautiful song in the quiet attic, only for Su Yifan.