Chapter 272 I don't know what tomorrow will look like

Su Yifan and Yu Zheng chatted on the roadside and were bitten by mosquitoes. Cheng Shuixin lay on the armrest of the seat and looked out of the car window. The brightly lit world hid many secrets and made people want to hide many of their emotions in it.

Yang Bingbing looked up at the rearview mirror, and Cheng Shuixin's expression was unprecedentedly melancholy, which made her feel a little curious.

"What's wrong with you?"

Cheng Shuixin raised her face with one hand, shook her head slightly and said, "No, I just feel a little tired."

"It doesn't look like you." Yang Bingbing felt that she still knew Cheng Shuixin. "You usually have a bigger workload than today, and it's not like that."

Cheng Shuixin looked at Zhang Yao, who was about to fall asleep, gently patted the little sister's arm and said, "You're right. I still have something on my heart."

Yang Bingbing didn't ask Cheng Shuixin to say it, so she turned around and looked at her quietly.

Cheng Shuixin couldn't stand Yang Bingbing's eyes and waved her hand and said, "Oh, it's nothing more than those things that sprayed me anonymously. It's nothing."

Of course, Yang Bingbing remembered the comments that Cheng Shuixin showed herself that day and subconsciously asked, "Does it appear again?"

"Every day." Cheng Shuixin is actually not worried about this. She doesn't want her troubles to be clearly felt by Yang Bingbing, so she can only choose another topic that bothers her a little. "At first glance, I have made great efforts. Every time the proxy IP is different, and it's troublesome to trace it down."

"Af to Su Yifan for help." Yang Bingbing suggested, "He should have a good idea."

Cheng Shuixin took a look at Su Yifan outside the car window and shook her head and said, "Forget... He is annoyed enough not to bother him."

Yang Bingbing seriously insisted on her opinion: "I think it's most reliable to find him for this kind of thing."

Of course, Cheng Shuixin knows that finding Su Yifan is the most reliable, which can minimize the impact of the whole matter and make it easier to protect herself. But since she said that to Su Yifan yesterday, she is really not in the mood to do something to annoy Su Yifan.

"Actually, Su Yifan already knows." For Yang Bingbing, Cheng Shuixin was still happy to explain, "He said he wanted to help me solve it. I don't think it's necessary for him to toss around with this kind of thing."

Yang Bingbing also remembered Su Yifan's particularly owed face that day and smiled, "Well, your own opinion is the most important."

Cheng Shuixin has sat up straight, which is completely different from the laziness and even melancholy just now.

"Don't worry, I'll tell you if there is any problem."

Su Yifan, who finished the conversation with Yu Zheng, just got on the car. Yang Bingbing directly issued an order to the teenager sitting in the co-pilot's seat and said, "I'll send Zhang Yao. Today you send Cheng Shuixin home."

Su Yifan just wanted to say something, but was stopped by Yang Bingbing with a stern look.

"No problem." Su Yifan decided to obey the leader's arrangement obediently. Yang Bingbing would not be anxious with herself under normal circumstances. If she was really anxious, no one could take her.

Others have no objection to Yang Bingbing's arrangement. After all, the most tired woman today is the female driver. It's not a joke to drive back and forth for more than six hours. If it weren't for Su Yifan, Yang Bingbing wouldn't have to work so hard to wrong herself.

After kicking Cheng Shuixin and Su Yifan out of the car, Yang Bingbing looked back and gave Cheng Shuixin a gentle and slightly strange smile, and drove away with Zhang Yao.

Su Yifan stood by the roadside, watched the car go away, and smiled bitterly at Cheng Shuixin standing beside him, "It seems that we have been abandoned."

Cheng Shuixin smiled and said, "Then take a walk?"

Of course, Su Yifan can't ask for this kind of thing. In fact, he has been worried about Cheng Shuixin's attitude all day today. Hearing Cheng Shuixin talking to him like this, he finally became much better than before.

It is not the first time that two people walk on the street side by side, and they are extremely familiar with everything around them. It's nearly ten o'clock at night, and the traffic is much less than the peak period. Looking around, only one street lamp extends to the distance. The pedestrians who bowed their heads and walked quickly did not squint. Everyone seemed to be able to hide their mood and quietly pry into everything around them in the dark.

Not far away, Cheng Shuixin suddenly said, "I used to think that Yang Bingbing didn't care about these things. Now it seems that she doesn't care, but it doesn't involve her life. She just doesn't bother to pay attention to it."

Su Yifan understood what Cheng Shuixin was talking about. Yang Bingbing must have seen something wrong with herself and Cheng Shuixin today and wanted to leave a separate space for herself and Cheng Shuixin to solve the problem.

Cheng Shuixin didn't care whether Su Yifan responded to herself or not, and continued: "I have asked myself before that if she had such conditions, I could do better than her. Now it seems that there is an answer to this question."

"There are some things that I can never do better than her."

After a pause, Cheng Shuixin turned her head and looked at Su Yifan, who had been silent, and smiled again.

"It's strange that I'm still quarreling with you today. Why should I tell you these words? But when you think about it, a lot of words can only be said to you.

Su Yifan's heart was clear. As Su Xiaoqing said, Cheng Shuixin's heart is full of all kinds of contradictory moods. The accumulation of these moods makes such a seemingly mature girl finally fall into the vulgar pattern of hesitation.

"Go with me for a cup of coffee?" Cheng Shuixin's depression was only a minute, and then she returned to her energetic self, "I haven't been there for a long time."

Su Yifan nodded: "Okay."

I don't know what time the shop without a facade will be open. Anyway, when two people go, there are still a lot of people in the whole store. Many couples whispered in the semi-private space structured by the book, and there were also seemingly successful middle-aged and charming women sitting in public positions chatting.

After showing the membership card, Su Yifan and Cheng Shuixin chose a secluded corner, just like every time Su Xiaoqing came.

"Actually, the things here are of the upper-middle level." In addition to her work, Cheng Shuixin's appreciation of food and coffee has also been greatly enhanced. "The environment is really important - look at the bald old man over there is the boss of Sanhe Gold Store. The old man in the plaid shirt over there is the vice president of the Calligraphers Association.

Su Yifan was quite familiar with this set and nodded, "It's a symbol of identity, it's normal."

Cheng Shuixin shook her head with a smile: "If I hadn't known you and Sister Qing, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had the opportunity to come here for coffee in at least five years. It's not a matter of money, but a bad mentality."

"What about now?" Su Yifan asked.

"Everything is great now." Cheng Shuixin whispered, "It's so good that it makes people feel like a dream."

Su Yifan said, "Damn butterfly, I had a damn dream."

Cheng Shuixin understands what Su Yifan is talking about. It is a prose about life written by Americans. The article borrows Zhuangzi's philosophy of life to talk about that life is not so heavy and should not think about the future. Cheng Shuixin recommended this article in the Literature Society, and Su Yifan did not forget it after reading it.

Maybe he remembered everything about Cheng Shuixin's bits and pieces of Su Yifan.

"If that's true, I think it's good." Cheng Shuixin said with a smile, "It's a pity that the reality is still too heavy for people to fly."

Su Yifan didn't say anything. He looked at Cheng Shuixin and looked at the girl who once made him feel that the world was much better.

When the coffee came, Cheng Shuixin stirred it gently with a small spoon and suddenly asked, "Didn't I mention my family to you?"

Su Yifan shook his head: "No."

"I was a mother when I was a child." Cheng Shuixin didn't pave the way and said bluntly, "You know, there are many parents who want to spend their lives for their children. Unfortunately, I met one."

"My mother used to work in the daily newspaper. After becoming the editor-in-chief of the enterprise edition, she cooperated with others to set up a cultural company and specialized in various outdoor advertising. Now you can see that she invested in the earliest large LCD screens in our city. Now she is in a state of semi-debate in the daily newspaper, taking long-term sick leave. This is a good identity in half of the system. As long as you bypass the wall that can't open the company, you can always get along well.

Su Yifan nodded. He had always suspected that Cheng Shuixin's family should have a cultural person or both to create such a beautiful girl who loves literature and art. Now it seems that I guessed correctly. Cheng Shuixin is still greatly influenced by her mother.

"My mother has especially wanted me to get ahead since I was a child. No matter how, she always wants me to be the most dazzling one." Cheng Shuixin said something about herself and couldn't see any emotion. "When I was a child, I learned to dance, sing, draw and play the piano. I tried everything. Finally, I came to the conclusion that it was not suitable for those methods. As a result, my childhood was almost ruined."

The topic of ruining childhood has a similar shadow in the hearts of almost all peers. After all, there are still a few people like Su Yifan. Su Shen and Gu Ying are also typical intellectuals, and their requirements for children are outrageous. Su Yifan sometimes looks at other people's children being asked for all kinds of strict demands and is called the deep responsibility of love, and even suspiciously whether he was given by the phone bill...

"When I grew up, I was more curious and wanted to know everything. My parents took me around, but they just refused to let me make my own decisions. Cheng Shuixin paused here and looked at Su Yifan. There was a little loneliness in her smile that Su Yifan could understand. "Since then, I have made up my mind to at least make them feel that I am excellent. I can make my own decisions and reassure them."

"You did it." Su Yifan said.

"That is, I just passed." Cheng Shuixin said, "My mother's requirements for me have changed now. She especially hopes that I can become the kind of person who is sought after by many people and marry into a rich family."

“............”

Su Yifan feels that this is almost the dream of many beautiful girls' parents. Of course, they may not be as frank and willing to say it directly as Cheng Shuixin's mother.

"So you see that I've done so many things, it's really to make myself." Cheng Shuixin looked into Su Yifan's eyes and said, "I want to get rid of my mother's expectations, so I can only try my best to prove myself."

Su Yifan advised: "Without parents, they don't love their children. Maybe they won't ask you so if they understand you."

Cheng Shuixin smiled and said, "Understood? That's the easiest, okay? If you can really understand, there are not so many contradictions.

Su Yifan was silent. He knew that Cheng Shuixin was right. Many efforts may not bear fruit, and the dialogue between two generations is one example.

"So I don't know what tomorrow will look like." Cheng Shuixin frowned and looked pitiful and lovely. "I'm more afraid of change than you. I hope you don't blame me."

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