Chapter 32 Leave a letter

When you saw this letter, I had already left Golden City.

My husband is going to be stationed in the border, so I'm going with him. My mother once said that it's not easy for a woman to have a man who loves her in her life. I know I have met him. Don't worry, he is very good to me.

I don't know when I found that I couldn't leave him. I've been away from home for so long, but I haven't felt homesick. But when I learned that he was leaving, I was scared. My head began to think about it. What if he didn't come back? If he married another woman outside. What should I do, or... if he dies.

I told him half a month ago. I said I want to go with you. No matter how hard it is, I can stand it, as long as you let me go with you.

He scolded me when he knew that I had this idea. He told me that the conditions there were difficult and I couldn't even eat meat. In addition, there was sand and dust there, and even the clothes I was wearing were not clean. A woman like me couldn't stand it. In fact, I still hesitated. After all, my mother must be worried when she knows it. And you, I can't rest assured. I don't know why there is always something in my heart. I'm afraid that I will never see you again if I leave this time. What if you marry someone? If you marry far away, I won't see you again. It is.

Can I call you sister? In fact, I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I'm afraid that you won't be happy, so I don't dare to say it. Fortunately, it's in the letter, so I can boldly say, sister, you should go to see your mother more often when I'm away. I know you don't like her, mother several times. They all talk to me about our red silk and our red silk. Don't think that she doesn't love you. In fact, she just doesn't know what to say. Among the two of us, my mother likes you the most. Even I can see this. You don't understand.

And Xiang'er, I don't want her to go there. It's hard enough for her to follow me since she was a child. A lazy person like me usually makes her worry a lot, so I'll let her follow you. If you have any needlework, you can ask her to embroider. She is much better than me. By the way, I'll tell you something secretly. My husband wrote this letter to me. I don't know much, so my husband asked me to dictate him to write it, so that this letter came.

Having said so much, in fact, there is one more thing I want to ask you. I didn't tell my mother about leaving this time. I'm afraid I won't be able to go if I say it. Red silk, can you help me keep it a secret? I don't want her to worry anymore.

Don't worry, I will write a letter to you every month in the future. My husband hired a teacher for me, and I took him with me on the way. If I want to write anything in the future, I don't have to bother others. I want to study hard and write a copy for you by myself. Nie Qiangliu

Nie Qiang's letter was secretly stuffed to a girl yesterday and asked her to hand it over on her behalf. Before leaving, she especially told her to wait for the sun to set the next day before giving it to the red silk. The next night, the red silk saw the letter. After reading it several times, she was silent for a long time and said, "Who sent this letter?"

"Miss is a slave."

"Why didn't you send it earlier?"

"Miss... The maidservant deserves to die. Fujin asked the maidservant to send it after sunset today. The maidservant, I don't know."

"What are you afraid of?" The red silk put down the letter in her hand and gently patted the girl on the shoulder. "Get up." The girl nodded, kowtowed, and stood low to the corner of the wall.

"What's your name?" The red silk looked at the girl, but she was quite beautiful, with a goose egg face and willow eyebrows, but there was always a bitter hatred on her face that did not match her age.

"The maidservant screams slightly." The self-proclaimed slight girl answered her with a mosquito-like voice.

"Why are you always sad?" She couldn't help laughing. Could it be that she didn't like to stay here?

He knelt down slightly and said, "Miss, I deserve to die. I didn't mean it. I deserve to die." As he spoke, he raised his left hand and slapped him back and forth in the face without mercy.

Red silk stared at me, "I don't blame you. You don't have to do this." Qiaoyue has never seen anything like this. She said dryly, "Does it hurt?"

He said timidly, "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all."

It doesn't seem to hurt. The red silk couldn't help frowning, and his face was swollen. "Qiaoyue, go get the medicine box for me."

Something like this has happened more than once or twice. I'm a little timid and afraid of things. I usually even talk to myself, which makes me feel embarrassed.

It happened that Nie Qiang wanted to send Xiang'er. In two days, she would ask Wu's mother to take the girl back. Find someone to marry and stay here. Even if it's a block for herself, it's really not good for the girl to suffer so much.

Thinking about the red silk, he said, "Weiwei, you can go home with Wu's mother tomorrow."

"Miss, the maidservant is wrong. Please don't drive the maidservant away..."

Qiaoyue frowned and pulled it back slightly. "Don't move. It hasn't been painted yet."

Red silk is very helpless to the appearance of Weiwei's little daughter-in-law. After Qiaoyue applied the ointment for her, she said, "You really scared me like this just now. I think you are also afraid of me. Although I don't know what the reason is, I really can't be comfortable with you like this. I want to send you home. It's the best. After you go back, find someone to get married and have a happier life.

Knowing that the red silk did not mean to blame himself, he said weakly, "Miss, I don't want to go back."

"Why?" Qiaoyue asked her in disbelief that she didn't want such a big bargain. She would have slipped away after being thanked by others.

"I can't go back." He said slightly sadly, "I have no home to go back." Her father was crazy about gambling. Wu's mother told her that she seemed to have been hacked to death by a debt collector. Her mother died at an early age, and her house and fields were lost. Now she is the only one in the family. If she is allowed to go back, how will she face it? Red silk also thinks so. It's really difficult for her to leave her unwillingness and make her feel uncomfortable.

Qiaoyue blinked, "Are you also abducted by human traffickers? No, how can you be abducted by Wu Ma's relatives?

"My parents are gone, and the fields at home are gone. Now I'm the only one. If I leave here, there will be no place to go." He said slightly.

"What a pity." Hearing Weiwei's background, Qiaoyue couldn't help but think of herself. She was abducted at the age of eight. At that time, there were parents and brothers at home. At that time, she was still young and now she couldn't remember where the family lived. She only knew that there was a osmanthus tree in front of her house. In August and September, the osmanthus flowers bloomed, and the whole house could smell the fragrance. At that time, her mother would She can't forget the taste of making osmanthus cake for herself.

Weiwei also said more and more sadly, "I don't want to leave. Please leave me."

Qiaoyue sympathized slightly and looked at the red silk and said, "Miss, let her stay."

Red silk thought for a long time before saying, "If you want, just stay."

"Thank you, Miss, thank you, Miss." She said happily, and Qiao Yue also echoed, "Our young lady is really a good person."

"However, I like people who laugh a lot. If you have a bitter face all day long, I will transfer you somewhere else." He said in a half-joking and half-serious tone, but he thought that the girl was pitiful enough.