Chapter 75 Scarecrow
That night, the stars were shining, and the moon was painted into a beautiful circle.
He looked at her for a long time and didn't say anything or leave. Maybe he would only be silent in front of her.
Red silk smiled sadly. Didn't he even want to say a word to himself? If so, why should he leave a trace of delusion for himself? After the scars all over his body, he came to bandage her, and then the wound slowly healed, but he tore the bandage and sprinkled it with salt.
The carrion cracked again, and the flesh and flesh saw the bones. She didn't make a sound, and he thought she didn't feel any pain at all.
Do you know that you are cruel? You don't even leave a little room for me. Maybe I don't deserve it in your eyes, but at least, as a chess piece, you should also pay attention to it. She thought, is there any way for him to taste such pain, but after thinking about it, there is still no answer. He has no heart. At least he never uses sincerity for himself. How can such a person feel such pain?
She felt that she was very humble, like an abandoned scarecrow. It insisted on staying in the rice field, living in the scorching sun and wind every day. Sometimes crows passed by. There were not many straws on it. It was not easy to wait until the harvest season, and the farmer saw that it was gone. Take advantage of the value and discard it without hesitation.
In the coming year, the farmer may think of such a scarecrow again. He just needs to tie the remaining branches of the rice and wheat together and insert a wooden stick. This is not a scarecrow again. Therefore, if you are a scarecrow, then never imagine that one day the farmer will remember your credit. You just need to be quiet. Standing in the field, let the wind and rain beat, waiting for the farmer to think of you in the coming year, will he think that you still have useful value? You can put it in the stove to make a mouth and so on.
The scarecrow was covered with dead grass and stared at the farmer's back from afar. She began to be glad that she was not a scarecrow. She was not as great as a scarecrow. She could make selfless dedication without asking for anything in return. She still wanted to know if the scarecrow was blown by the wind and the bird and crow was pecked, whether the farmer had any pain.
"Do you know? I thought about giving up. I had a dream a long time ago. This dream was very long. When I woke up, I couldn't remember it. What I can still remember in my mind was a man who abandoned me. She slowly recounted, "In my dream, I have loved this man all my life. I gave her the best time, so I had already confirmed it before I met a better Liaoyuan. At first, we were very happy. He treated me very well, and I loved him very much. I was very satisfied. Even if he didn't have time to accompany me many times, marrying him in winter. When I stepped on a thick layer of snow like this man, I knew that this marriage must be very difficult. Without the instructions of my family, how could it last long? She suddenly stopped and looked at him.
He lowered his head, and his eyes were covered by fine bangs. In addition, it was so late that she couldn't see the expression on his face at all, but one thing she could be sure that he was moved. Even if he couldn't see the expression on his face, his tightly clenched hands could make her see a general idea.
She got what she wanted and continued to say, "One day, he was drunk, hugged me and suddenly said a word. He was very gentle that day, and his eyebrows were full of smiles. I had never seen him so happy. He said, Meier, are you serious? I'm going to be a father, Meier, Meier. When I deal with your sister, I'll marry you.
This scene is the last thing she doesn't want to remember. Nie Mei in her previous life once had a child because of him. In that life, Nie Mei was really pregnant with his child. Later, like the scene in the novel, the eldest wife was jealous and killed the little wife's child for a moment. The master was very angry. For this reason, he became more and more cold to the eldest wife and more. The pitiful little wife is more and more spoiled.
He suddenly looked up and his eyes flashed. He didn't know how he was listening to these words.
"Later, he married Meier, hehe, the one you know is my dead sister, Nie Mei." She pretended to smile relaxedly, "But how can I tolerate this? You know me best. I'm stingy and can't stand a grain of sand in my eyes." Seeing him frowning, she smiled and said, "But don't worry, Nie Mei had a child a child a long time ago, so he was also very careful. The exaggeration is to guard me like a thief. Most of the time, I don't see him. When I see him, I just see the two of them walking in the garden. I thought of a lot of ways. I heard that safflower can make people give birth, so I secretly put some in her medicine. I don't know whether the amount of medicine is too little or her life is big. Nothing happened that day. I didn't want to let her fall off the swing, but guess what?
She suddenly laughed and said, "Not only did she not die, but she also won the favor of that person, and I was abandoned by his several times of forbearance." She thought that he was really an understanding man. Of course, in addition to himself, he was meticulous to every concubine. For this reason, he may want to make Nie Mei happy and specially choose his birthday to divorce him. Fortunately, he was still thinking about his birthday. I guess it was difficult enough for him a few days ago. He was looking forward to sending this plague god away soon.
"Ney Red Silk." He stopped her from saying, "Are you done?"
"Not yet." The red silk smiled faintly, "Later..." She suddenly couldn't remember what happened later. It seemed that she had been beaten to death by the exiles. She couldn't say how miserable the death was, but she was very embarrassed.
When he abandoned her, he caught up with Tang Ruomu to lead troops to attack the city. At that time, she was homeless and planned to return to the house to take refuge. She could also imagine how Nie Yan let her enter the house. Finally, Nie Qiang sent some silver to herself.
She didn't have much affection for her sister, and she just smiled at her. At that time, Nie Qiang was already a little crazy. Her child was gone, and her husband married a woman named Jiang Caidie. Shen felt sorry for her and took her back from Tang Ruomu.
At that time, Nie Hongsi was not the same Nie Hongsi. She was really grateful to this sister and left this huge city with Yin Liang. She wanted to go far away and didn't want to stay in this sad minute and one second.
But she is a woman with no power to tie a chicken. At most, she is just a weak woman with some means. She is nothing after leaving Tang Ziran's arms and her parents' wings.
At that time, the rebels entered the city, and the exiles also came to the city in waves. That day, she changed into men's clothing and painted her face black. She deliberately pretended to be a poor man, but the silk and satin on her betrayed her.
She couldn't wear cheap clothes and walked among the wandering people with a good satin on her body. She naively thought that she could get out.