109 a little jealous
When we couldn't breathe, he let me go.
A cold wind came, and I took care of my hair that was blown by the wind. At the same time, my mind gradually cleared up.
I stepped forward indifferently and said calmly, "You go!"
He looked at me full of pain and said, "Don't you forgive me?"
"I once swore that you and I will meet again, and we are just strangers."
"Why? Did you forget the beauty of our past?
I smiled coldly. Thinking of the grievances I had suffered for more than a year, I couldn't help saying sourly, "You know, that's just the past."
He held me in his arms again, and his tone was full of prayers: "Tianxiang, don't leave me again, okay? I beg you..."
At this moment, I actually felt that he had always been calm and calm, like a child who had not grown up. No matter how cruel I am, I can't say anything to hurt him. I can only leave the beginning and say lightly, "Don't say this. Let me ask you, how did you find me?"
Seeing me change the topic, he thought I had compromised, and then smiled and said, "Yesterday, Zhang Banxian told me that they met you to assassinate Chu Tianxue on the way to the crown princess. Do you know? How happy I was when I learned that you were still alive? After saying that, he held my face together and kissed me like a rare baby.
I was soft-hearted and confused and said, "Why did you rob Chu Tianxue?"
He smiled bitterly and was about to say something. Unexpectedly, before he could say anything, he heard another calm male voice sound: "The young master is not doing this for you."
Xiao Qingyun and I were awakened by this inexplicable voice. At the same time, we turned around and saw Zhang Banxian coming with a group of people.
There are not a few people who have just saved me. Some of them were injured and some were safe and sound, but their faces were unanimous.
At this time, Zhang Banxian took them and saluted Xiao Qingyun together and said, "See the young master."
Xiao Qingyun reluctantly let go of me, and then showed a king's wind. He shook his sleeves with great majesty and said, "Get up."
Zhang Banxian and others obeyed the order and then got up.
I was stunned to see this scene. It seems that nothing has changed in this year, and it seems that everything has changed a lot.
Yes, when did Xiao Qingyun already have such courage? When did he have so many well-trained dead men loyal to him?
What happened this year? But what happens is not as important as the immediate problem.
So, why did Xiao Qingyun go to kidnap Chu Tianxue for me? So, I also asked Zhang Banxian the question just now.
He sighed and shook his head and said, "You know what? In the more than a year of your disappearance, our young master has been looking for you all the time. Later, when I heard that you were persecuted by Chu Tianxue, the young master has been looking for opportunities to avenge you. Unfortunately, her current status is not what it used to be, and it is not easy to deal with her. Yesterday, we finally seized the opportunity for her to go home to save her family. But later..." He smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect that there would be such a wonderful thing in the world, but you appeared."
After listening to it, I suddenly realized, "So that's it. No wonder you gave up abducting her after seeing me."
"What's more, after you left, I reported this matter to the young master. The young master was worried about your safety and has notified people everywhere in Beijing since last night to look for your trace."
"Fortunately, you showed up in time, otherwise I would..."
"Of course, the young master will come out in person for you. You don't know that he didn't sleep all night last night.
When the words fell, I glanced at Xiao Qingyun incredulously. Sure enough, there was still a faint fatigue between his eyebrows. The handsome eyes are already a little red. It can be seen that I really didn't sleep all night last night.
In an instant, I suddenly had a deep self-reproach. You shouldn't blame yourself for saying that, and you shouldn't blame yourself for saying that to him. I admit that I am a soft-hearted person, but now that the words have been spoken, how can I take it back?
So, I can only lower my head and sigh in a helpless tone, "Qing Yun, I'm really sorry."
Unexpectedly, he reached out to cover my lips: "You know, I don't need you to say sorry. I just want you to follow me. This time, I really can't let go and lose you. These things don't make sense to me. Speaking and asking, he gently put down his hand, and his clear eyes were a little more blurred. The sexy lips were warm and shiny, which made people eager to pry up and take a bite fiercely.
"I..."
"What, do you have any concerns?" He frowned so that I didn't know how to say the next words.
I took a reflexive look at Zhang Banxian behind me. He looked indifferent. Then, after touching my eyes, he was not angry, but became a little relaxed and said, "Tianxiang girl, you have made our young master suffer a lot, so you go with us."
"But..." But isn't this Zhang Banxian the most opposed at the beginning? At that time, he couldn't wait to kill me to vent his anger. If I go there, won't my personal safety be threatened again?
Maybe Zhang Banxian knew my concerns, and now he calmly came forward and said, "Now you can only be safe if you follow the young master. Chu Tianxue's people are looking for you everywhere and want to kill you. If you don't find a place to settle down, I'm afraid..."
There is no need to explain this clearly. Thinking of Chu Tianxue's vicious eyes and ferocious and twisted face, I trembled all over and I was afraid. Yes, if I don't follow Xiao Qingyun, I'm afraid I won't die tomorrow.
Thinking about it again and again, even if it is dangerous to follow Xiao Qingyun, I can beware of it. If you don't follow him, you may immediately burst into the wilderness.
After weighing left and right, I finally nodded to Xiao Qingyun and said, "Well, I'll follow you for the time being."
For this time being, Xiao Qingyun was not angry, but relievedly took my hand and smiled.
On the way back with him, he kept asking me how I had spent more than a year. First, I told her how I was tricked by Chu Tianxue, and then fell into the cliff and was rescued by a master. It took more than a year to recover from the injury before seeing the sun again.
After listening to it, he was angry first. His uncontrollable anger seemed to be eager to kill Chu Tianxue's mother immediately to vent his anger.
But later, when he learned about the suffering I had suffered this year, he wrapped me in his arms in pain. It is said that in this life, I will never suffer at all and shed half a tear.
I know that he is a person who can do it. I don't doubt his ability, but the world is impermanent. Who knows what will happen in the future?
I have experienced too much and seen too much, so I no longer fantasize about living as I used to.
Although the owner of this body is only about 15 years old, my heart is almost 30 years old.
Along the way, we talked a lot. Almost all of them were asking me, and I answered truthfully. But he didn't mention him at all.
For more than a year, how he lived and what he was doing, almost without mentioning a word. Even when the bamboo forest met, why didn't he come back to me? This made my originally happy heart suddenly plummeted. Yes, will he still tell me everything about him? Since he regards me as the most important person in his life, why don't he even want to share this with me?
Although I thought so, I didn't ask. Let him go. Maybe he won't say it until it's time to say it.
........
We took a carriage for about an hour, and we stopped in a suburb far from Kyoto.
When I got out of the carriage, I saw a magnificent villa. The name of the villa is "Qingyunzhuang", which is similar to Xiao Qingyun's name.
I think he must have spent more than a year building it. From afar, surrounded by four trees and jungle, it was so big that it was impossible to see.
I pointed to the front end in surprise and said, "This..."
Xiao Qingyun turned around and smiled at me: "From now on, this will be your home."
"Why haven't you seen it before? So big, how many of us live there?
Zhang Banxian shook his head and said, "Of course not. This villa has our young master's army, our young master's guest counselors and so on."
When I heard this, I vaguely understood something. Yes, now that he has become more and more powerful, it's time to restore the country.
I'm afraid he hasn't stopped for more than a year, right?
Looking at me stunned, Xiao Qingyun immediately patted the back of my head and said, "Fool, what are you thinking about?"
I shook my head bitterly, but I felt that this smile did not come from the bottom of my heart.
"I didn't think about anything, but I just felt that your ability was no better than before."
"Of course, if I want to give you everything, how can I stand still?"
“......”
"Don't be daze. You can go in with Zhang Banxian later. I'll go to the front first." After saying that, he went into another entrance to the villa alone.
I looked at him puzzledly for a long time. Without him by my side for a while, my heart seemed to be much more empty.
Zhang Banxian immediately said, "Let's go, the young master has something else to deal with."
I looked at Zhang's half-gentle and silent face. In this year, he seemed to be much older, with gray hair like fog.
Thinking of his actual age, I couldn't help but feel a little sad and said, "Zhang Banxian, thank you."
He raised his head in surprise, and his deep eyes were blank and said, "How do you say this?"
"If it hadn't been for you, I might have died at the hands of Chu Tianxue yesterday. The feeling of not being revenged but being killed by the enemy will really be very uncomfortable. If I had died yesterday, I don't think I would be safe in hell.
After listening to my words, he smiled dumbly and said with empty eyes, "Actually, I should say sorry to you."
"Why are you sorry for me?"
"If I hadn't stopped you from being with our young master, you wouldn't have fallen off the cliff and had leg disease."
Hearing his tone full of shame, I instantly felt that the estrangement and resentment of more than a year had disappeared in an instant.
I stopped and looked at him calmly and said, "I don't understand one thing."
"Say it." His tone was a little long and long. It seems that people will be immersed in the ancient years.
"Just now, you tried your best to persuade me to come back with Xiao Qingyun. Is it from the bottom of your heart?"
He nodded silently and looked at me firmly and said, "It's my sincerity."
It's not that I doubt him, but the contrast is too big.
"Didn't you try your best to stop us at the beginning? Why has the attitude changed so now?"
"That's because I'm afraid that if the young master has you, you will delay the restoration of the country."
"Are you not afraid now?"
Zhang Banxian's face showed a sad look and said, "In those years, I thought that as long as there was no obstruction from you by the young master's side, the restoration of the country could get twice the result with half the effort. But I didn't expect that in this year, after your disappearance, the young master not only did not focus on the restoration of the country, but was hit hard. He has been decadent and desolate for a long time. As his subordinates and friends, I look at him and feel really distressed.
"I don't think he was just very good?"
You don't know how he used to torture himself. I often drink when I think of you alone and look for you everywhere when I'm drunk. If he can't find you, he will paralyze himself by practicing martial arts. Every time he is exhausted, he will relax. This year, I watched with my own eyes how he changed. He was more indifferent than ever. When he had nothing to do, he was always alone. Although I have never shed tears, it is more sad than bleeding.
Hearing this, I couldn't control it anymore, and tears wet my eyes.
And Zhang Banxian also had a trace of tears in his eyes. At present, he didn't want me to see his embarrassment and immediately looked up at the sky.
"Later, I regretted what I had done to you more than once. This time when I saw that you were still alive, my conscience, which had been uneasy, finally fell.
"So what?"
"So, I won't interfere with you again in the future."
“......”
"Okay, let's not talk about it. Let's go up quickly. You must be tired today, too."
Zhang Banxian put his hand behind him and said no more.
I can only silently follow him and walk to the steps step by step.
At this time, when I arrived at the door of Yunqing Villa, a touch of image suddenly rushed out like a wind.
"Brother Qingyun, brother Qingyun, are you back?" The woman's crisp voice sounded in my ear, suddenly like a flash of lightning.
I raised my head reflexively, and the woman had arrived in front of me. I saw that he had a slender waist, slender limbs, and a fairy-like temperament. Wearing a white coat, with dark lines of rusty butterflies, a head of green silk raised with butterfly tassels, and a butterfly carved from pearls overnight on its forehead emitted a faint light. E eyebrows swept away, and there was no powder on his face, but still could not hide his beautiful face. A crystal necklace around his neck became more and more clear, and the white jade bracelet on his wrists set off snow-like skin. A pair of grommed shoes were decorated with gems, and his beautiful eyes flowed. He gently stepped into the purple bamboo forest. The corners of his skirt flew, like a pale butterfly that had lost its breath in the dark. His expression was indifferent, like a fairy who did not eat the world's fireworks, and the corners of his mouth raised a smile, as empty and gorgeous as fireworks. Yes, she is an extremely beautiful woman. Somehow, when I saw her, I, who had never been jealous, also felt sad.
She also seemed to notice my existence. She almost stared around me and looked at me. Then she said righteously, "Who is she?"
Of course, this is also Zhang Banxian's problem. But I'm not as direct as she is, and I'm not as arrogant as she is.
Zhang Banxian looked at her and then at me. He said respectfully, "Miss Sima, this is the distinguished guest invited by the young master."
When talking about the distinguished guests, Zhang Banxian deliberately increased the volume, which seemed to emphasize the weight.
After listening to this, the woman turned her eyes and flashed a trace of contempt and said, "What's your relationship with Brother Qingyun?"
Although I hate it when people ask me in such a questioning tone, and that woman is younger than me, why do you talk to me like this?
However, because this is not my territory, I can't give Xiao Qingyun any trouble, so I said in a low voice, "Friend."
The other party obviously didn't believe it. He tilted his head and looked at me for a while and said, "Is it just a friend?"
"What else?"
The woman named Sima quickly turned to Zhang Banxian and said, "You say, I'll listen to you."
Zhang Banxian responded with an expressionless face: "It's a friend."
The woman then pung her lips relaxedly and said, "It's almost the same." He jumped for a moment and said, "Yes, brother Qingyun, aren't you back? What about people? Where are the people going?"
Zhang Banxian looked at me with some embarrassment and said, "Go to the rear sergeant."
Ah? Is that right? Then I'll go and find him."
said, the woman was ready to go, but when she passed by me, she stared at me with contemptuous eyes and said, "What are you doing here? Do you want to live here in the future?"
I asked me for a moment and had nothing to say.
For good, Zhang Banxian stepped forward and solved it for me: "She is a guest of the young master, and she may stay here for a long time in the future."
The woman showed an incredible look and said, "Are you going to live here for a long time?"
"Hmm." Zhang Banxian was a little amused by her expression, and now covered his mouth with a shallow smile.
The woman said urgently, "No, she wants to live in it for a long time. I'm going to ask Brother Qingyun." Yu Luo picked up the skirt and left.
I looked at her hurried back and was a little stunned for a moment.
"Don't mind, Miss Sima is like that."
"She is..."
"She is the daughter of General Sima of Qilan. His father is willing to help the young master restore the country. With their help, this is simply like adding wings to us."
All of a time, I understand this relationship, not to say it directly.
This girl named Sima must like Xiao Qingyun in her heart. Maybe there is some kind of relationship between them, making everything seem to be doomed.
In this way, I was sent by Zhang Banxian'an to a quiet and elegant pavilion. Orchids were planted on these four sides, and the faint fragrance floated through the window lattice, making people intoxicating.
I lay on the couch for a nap and soon fell asleep.
In a daze, I was suddenly awakened by a warm breath.
The fear of many days has made me cautious. At that moment, I opened my eyes and found that Xiao Qingyun's beautiful face appeared in front of me at a glance.
I was suddenly shocked, got up, and blushed and said, "Why are you here?"
"What? Accident or surprise?" Xiao Qingyun's smile was so warm that it was about to melt me, and his eyebrows bloomed with an intoxicating spring.
"Shouldn't you be with Miss Sima now?" The more I said, the more wronged I became. My nose was sore and I wanted to cry. Before I finished speaking, I crawled in his arms with no control.
Xiao Qingyun wears a cyan brocade robe, and his thick shoulders make people feel indescribably at ease. I pressed my face and reached out to touch it gently. I thought about such a scene for many nights. Now everything appears in front of me, and my eyes are actually wet.
"Xiang'er, I have nothing to do with him." Xiao Qingyun's breath was slightly thick, but he held my hand tightly and stroked my hair with his hand, with deep reproach and anger.
"But listening to her tone, you seem to belong to her." As I spoke, I actually shed a few tears in disappointment.
"It's always you in my heart."
As soon as he said something about me, I rushed up desperately. Yes, I want to prove at this moment that he is mine and no one can take it away. So, while covering his body, I gnawed his sexy lips fiercely, sucked hard, and the hand was not idle. I swam on him, and then slowly went down. I miss him very much and don't know what to do to make him feel my miss and this kind of lovesickness.
"Xiang'er, you..." The other party's voice became hoarse and surprised, and his breath became hot. His hand wanted to push me away, but there was no strength.
"Xiang'er, what's wrong with you?" I didn't care how he shouted, kissed him fiercely, teased him with the tip of my tongue, and rubbed him with the plumpness on my chest.
"You little fool..."
I could feel Xiao Qingyun's body getting hotter and hotter. I pushed my hand away and gradually became weak. Finally, he stroked my waist, rubbed it gently, and said no in his hoarse mouth, but suddenly turned over and pressed me hard under him.