202 Beautiful Dance
I slept uneasily this night.
It seems that he always dreamed that Xiao Qingyun was wearing a dragon robe and exuded a majestic atmosphere all over his body. I'm not with him. I'm just in a faraway place. I reach out to call him, but he can't hear it. Just nod to the literary and military ministers under him.
After a while, I dreamed of Sima Ruer again. She cried and took my hand and called out that Xiao Qingyun was her alone, and no one wanted to take it away. I wanted to push her away, but found that she had left. Unexpectedly, she took Xiao Qingyun's hand and disappeared together. On the ground, I looked at all this blankly. I couldn't stop crying and wanted him to stop, but he ignored me. Instead, Sima Ruer secretly turned around and made me a victorious face.
I wanted to go up in a hurry and angrily, but my feet couldn't move at all. I could only watch them go step by step.
When I woke up, I found that my face was full of tears and even my pillow was wet.
I quickly wiped it off with my hand and thought, why is it so fragile now? Even if I had a dream, I cried like this.
Besides, how could Xiao Qingyun betray me? Even if he betrays me, he won't want someone like Sima Ruer.
However, even if I comfort myself like this, my heart is unstable, and I only feel up and down. Maybe after listening to what Zhang Banxian and Shiqi said last night, otherwise, I wouldn't have thought about these and caused myself to have such a dream.
I cleaned up my lost mood and quickly got up. At this time, two maids came in and dressed me up.
"Miss Tianxiang, what do you want to eat for breakfast? We will bring it to you."
Hearing the question of the girl named Xiaobi and seeing her delicate elf, I thought of the former dancer. For a moment, I only felt that she died for me, and I haven't revenged her yet. For a moment, my heart was very desolate. In an instant, I lost my appetite and answered faintly, "No, I don't want to eat."
The girl panicked and said, "How can that be done? The young master ordered that as long as the girl wants to eat anything, as long as one sentence, we must do it."
I know her good intentions, but I can't eat it, so I can only smile bitterly and say, "I'll tell you when I'm hungry."
Leaving this sentence, I stopped talking, but just looked at myself in the mirror.
In his own eyes, his skin is better than snow, and his eyes are like a clear water, and his appearance is extremely beautiful. He is really dizzy like a pearl, beautiful and shining light, and there is a faint breath of books between his eyebrows, but at the same time, he can't hide a trace of fatigue. Presumably, it's because I didn't sleep well last night.
"Girl, are you satisfied with this dress?" After the two little girl finished, they bent down at the same time and looked down at my face. I guess they all want my own opinions.
I nodded without much expression and said, "Well, that's good."
"It's not us, but the girl is a beautiful beauty."
"That is, no matter what we do, we can't hide the aura between the girl's eyebrows."
Whether they are telling the truth or flattery, I'm still very happy. Now he gave them some jewelry and jewelry. Seeing this, the two looked at each other and smiled, and then thanked me repeatedly.
I didn't say anything, so I let them go down. I played in the room for a while and wanted to go out to get some air.
It's already a day. It's hot in the room. The willow branches are green outside and the lotus flowers in the pool are beautiful. I think it's time to see it.
When they came to the door, they saw Xiao Qingyun and Sima Ruer coming out from the other end of the garden.
The two said that they didn't notice my existence at all. It was not until five steps away from me that they suddenly felt that the atmosphere was wrong. As soon as they looked up, they saw me. They were stunned.
I stared at this scene like a knife. Yes, I knew that he was with Sima Ruer to restore the country, but when I saw their smiling and affectionate faces, I wouldn't be happy.
"Xiang'er? You..." He looked at me in surprise and probably didn't expect to meet me here.
I smiled lightly: "What? Do you think I should be in the room, not here? Ha ha, the room is a little stuffy. I came out to blow the wind. I smiled cheerfully, but in fact, my heart was dripping blood. But my self-esteem tells me that I can't splash and curse like other women, which is not my personality. I won't do such a stupid thing as crying and hanging.
Seeing me smile, the uneasiness on Xiao Qingyun's face disappeared slightly. He seemed to be afraid that I would misunderstand something, so he turned around and pointed to Sima Ruer and said, "It's a nice day today. Ru'er and her father are both my precious guests. They are usually a little neglected, so today..."
When he finished speaking to me, I answered, "I know all this. After all, their father and daughter help you with everything, and you should also take time to accompany them to avoid being neglected.
After listening to me, Xiao Qingyun's face was not very good, but he couldn't say anything.
It's just that Sima Ruer looked at me with some disgust, but after what happened yesterday, her attitude was not so bad.
She said unplealy, "Why did I meet you again?"
"I'm sorry, if it hinders you, I'll go." Damn it, you really take yourself seriously. I didn't let you go for Xiao Qingyun's face. You dislike me and don't want to see me. I don't want to see you yet. Unlucky.
"That's right, I made an appointment with my brother Qingyun to go for an outing." When she saw me leaving, she became more and more proud.
I don't know what she is playing. If you want me to be jealous, do you think I'm a yellow-haired girl? At this moment, I just sneered and said, "Then I wish you a good time. Don't get heatstroke on such a hot day."
"Of course not."
I was too lazy to listen to her and turned around to leave. At this time, Xiao Qingyun took a step forward and intercepted me with a cold face. However, when he saw me, his eyes slowly softened and said, "Tianxiang, come with us?"
Ah? Three people together? The carriage is so small, how can it sit down? Sima Ruer deliberately exaggerated that she was actually afraid that I would disturb her two-person world.
I originally wanted to refuse, but after all, I have always disdained being a light bulb.
So, I snorted coldly, "I'm not interested in it. Outing? I might as well go to the bamboo forest to enjoy the cool.
Seeing me say this, Xiao Qingyun smiled lightly and looked at me with a pitiful face and said, "Well, I'll accompany you to the bamboo forest."
As soon as the words fell, Sima Ruer was knocked over like a small vinegar jar and almost jumped up and down and said, "No, no, Brother Qingyun, you promised me to go for an outing. How can you go to the bamboo forest?"
"We can go another day." Xiao Qingyun replied with a boring face.
At this time, Zhang Banxian, who had been following behind him, came up, looked at Xiao Qingyun, and said strangely, "Young master, the hostess..."
"I know." In a word, Xiao Qingyun's face was suddenly covered with frost.
But Sima Ruer still couldn't see it and said coquettishly, "Don't care, Brother Qingyun, you promised me clearly, otherwise I would really be angry."
I looked at all this indifferently and said with a desolate smile, "Qing Yun, go ahead. It's also a rare thing to relax. Don't ruin my interest. I didn't sleep well last night, and I have to go to bed later.
"Tianxiang..."
He looked at me sadly and wanted to say something, but I interrupted, "Let's go. Look, the carriage in front of me is ready."
Seeing what I said, Xiao Qingyun had nothing to say.
At that moment, he turned around and said angrily, "Well, I'll be back soon. You can rest in the house."
"Hmm." Even if he couldn't see it, I nodded meekly. At this time, Sima Ruer rushed forward to hold Xiao Qingyun's hand, but she was afraid of something. She stretched out and shrank back. But then, she turned around and smiled at me, which was very similar to the dream.
In an instant, I stood still in astonishment, only feeling a little dizzy.
Oh, my God, is all this really doomed? Or is everything that appears in the dream a foreshadowing for me?
For a moment, I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality, and I actually felt that my head was cloudy.
"Miss Tianxiang, don't feel bad. In fact, the young master is also forced to be helpless." Zhang Banxian may have seen that I didn't look well, so he came forward to comfort me.
I shook my head bitterly and said, "It's nothing."
"Don't blame the young master. In fact, not only he, but also each of us is doing insincere things on the road of restoration."
"I don't blame him, I just blame myself for not being able to help him."
"It's the best for you to be with him."
"Real?" Maybe it's like this now. Maybe one day, he won't need me to accompany him.
Zhang Banxian nodded affirmatively and said, "You don't look well. Do you want to go back to rest?"
"I'll go back later. I want to go out for a walk."
Where are you going? I'll ask someone to prepare a carriage for you.
"Thank you." Now Zhang Banxian is really good to me. Maybe he can treat me as a relative without affecting Xiao Qingyun's plan to restore the country. Once I hinder anything, I believe that he will kill me like the enemy without hesitation. You can't blame him for being cruel, but on the road to restore the country, you can't have the kindness of a woman.
.......
In this way, shortly after Xiao Qingyun and Sima Ruer left, I also left Qingyunzhuang.
The carriage soon arrived at the most prosperous area in Kyoto. I got off the carriage, but stood helplessly on the street. Once, this was the place I knew most with the dancer, but in front of me, it seemed that things were wrong.
No matter what, those who hurt me or helped me at the beginning are no longer by my side in the end. The only Xiao Qingyun is also with others now. When I came here, what was left in the end?
In an instant, I felt empty, as if there was nothing.
What is the meaning of this time travel and what is life?
Just as I didn't know where to go, I heard bursts of shouts from the exquisite pavilion behind me.
I suddenly turned around, but it was the big words "Jin Meilou".
Unconsciously, I fell here again. Recalling the scene when Su Shixian was drunk that day, I couldn't help but feel extremely sad.
This marriage finally made him suffer, and also suffered another person, Chu Tianshuang.
Just as I lamented the fate of the two, the old lady inside waved silk and smiled more brightly than the spring flowers and said, "Girls who like Su beauty, come on, this Su beauty is going to perform in our Jinmei Building today. There are so many people. If you don't come in, there will be no place."
The old pimp obviously saw me wandering at the door, and those postures were also shown to me.
I replied with some puzzlement: "As a beauty, no matter how good the art is, what kind of ** power does it have for us women? You should be looking for some male guests, right?
"That's different. Su Meiren's dance skills are the most liked by girls."
"Sorry, I'm not interested in women."
After I said that I was about to leave, but the other party laughed loudly. I felt that the fans on her face trembled off because of the exaggerated laughter: "Haha, the girl should be a newcomer who has just come to Kyoto."
I frowned and thought, it's nothing to her. But I couldn't help asking curiously, "What?"
"That's right. The Su Meiren I mentioned is not a woman. He is one of the most beautiful men in our capital. Because of his excellent dance skills and his figure is better than women, he is given the name of beauty.
Hearing what she said, I was shocked to think that among the men I knew, Su Shixian's dancing skills were extraordinary. Moreover, he often went to this Jinmei Building to dance, and was stunned and said, "Is the person you talking about, Su Shixian?"
When the oldam saw me shouting my name, she couldn't help laughing and said, "Exactly, does the girl know?"
It's more than knowing...
"Is he in there now?"
"Yes, I'm about to jump. Maybe I'm already jumping. If the girl doesn't go in again, there will be no place.
While talking, several women secretly probed their heads, then hesitated for a moment, handed the tightly pulled silver in their hands to the old pup, and then went in excitedly like a little girl chasing stars.
Originally, I wanted to go, but in the end, I still couldn't move.
At this moment, I took out an ingot of silver dollars and handed them to the old pimp. Without saying anything, I went in.
I have to say that in modern times, Su Shixian must be a top superstar.
If there is a concert, it will definitely be great. Because in this feudal and backward old society in ancient times, it was incredible that she could make so many women crazy.
In the Jinmei Building, there are no male guests today, all surrounded by some flowery women.
I was almost squeezed in. At this time, with the crazy screams of the women, a man in red slowly came out of the water platform in front of Jinmei Building.
I stood in the crowd and looked at the man quietly.
His red clothes are like blood, and a pair of gentle and clear eyes that seem to drip water are clamped on a perfect and handsome face. His long hair covers his smooth forehead and hangs on his thick and slender eyelashes. The red shirt makes him unparalleled delicate skin that women can't match. Under the candlelight of the water platform, there is no blush at all. His beautiful face only shows a sick paleness, but it always reveals a noble and elegant temperament. With his long and slender figure, it can be said to be perfect.
At this time, he didn't have much expression, just smiled at the woman around him. The smile seems beautiful, but there is an indescribable emptiness.
I don't know when even a man like Su Shixian had no soul in his smile.
Other women smiled at his tenderness and almost fainted. But I feel extremely bitter.
I feel at ease to see that he is still fine. Wanting to leave, the excited voice of the turtle slave sounded on the stage: "Next, it's time for us Su beauty to perform. Everyone has to cheer up and have a look."
As soon as the words fell, there was a crazy call around.
I think the road is blocked and I can't get out for the time being. Let's wait for a while. Anyway, I paid the money.
Next, the music is everywhere.
He stepped on a gentle step and threw his red sleeves, which was just an opening action, which was so beautiful, like a shadow floating, which immediately made the women scream.
Then, his sleeves danced, and on the stage, countless petals suddenly floated down the air, swaying, a petal, holding a wisp of incense... He waved the petals like a dream, swaying back and forth, and the breeze brought his clothes to fly. The beautiful scenery in front of him was like a beautiful picture scroll. He never thought of a man People can dance so beautifully, and they can dance so harmoniously and perfectly...
Everyone looks at it. At this time, the music became more and more anxious, and his posture also danced faster and faster. His slender hands were gently lingering, and the red robe fluttered, and a pair of beautiful and sad black pupils were still restless, reflecting the candlelight flying, and his whole body was like a flower through the fog, hazy and ethereal, shining with beautiful colors, but it was so far away... P>
Yes, although he is a man, he dances lighter than a woman and lighter than a woman. That move made his body as soft as clouds, like his arms as soft as boneless, dancing like a lotus, like butterflies flying among flowers, like gurgling water, like the bright moon in the deep mountains, like the morning light in the alley, like the round dew on the tip of lotus leaves, which makes me, no, should make everyone drunk like drinking good wine and uncontrollable.
After a long time, everyone was still intoxicated in this dance.
It was not until he stopped and saluted everyone that everyone recovered.
I can't help thinking that he also danced here a year ago. At that time, it was also beautiful, but it was far from what it is now.
He used to be cheerful and confident. There are still a few tenacious and cheerful dances. But now, it is so beautiful that it is heartbreaking, and the tune is also selected low, coupled with the dance posture that seems to be thick sadness, which is simply... There is an indescribable sadness and more intoxicated at the same time.
"It's so beautiful."
"Yes, such a beautiful dance posture can't even compare with the dancers in the court, right?"
"That's right, not only the dance is beautiful, but also the people are beautiful."
"Well, how can you marry a man who is more beautiful than us women?"
"Yes, I was so ashamed to see his every move."
"Didn't you say that the Sumei ren has a wife?"
"Everyone knows that he doesn't love his wife."
"Also, if you really love each other, how can you stay in Jinmei Building? He doesn't lack anything. He came here purely as a pastime.
"I don't know. We can't imagine the heart of a beautiful woman."
Listening to this talkative voice, I interrupted my heart. At this point, it's time for me to go.
"Let..." I pushed the flow of people behind me and wanted to go out, but I found that the door was blocked by a dance.
"Hey, who are you? You stepped on me."
I don't know which shrew it was, and she shouted at me. I was stunned by the time.
Until the water platform, an excited voice sounded: "Tianxiang, Tianxiang, is Tianxiang you?"
Worse, he saw it.
Da Damn... I have to go.