213 the funeral of separation

I was so confused that I seemed to be asleep. In the dream, I dreamed that Xiao Qingyun suddenly became Liu Ruo's emperor again. I stood behind him and looked at hundreds of beautiful women come forward to support him. In their mouths, there are all charming and sexy calls.

I was anxious to drive these women away, but I found that Xiao Qingyun just glanced at me indifferently, as if he could not see all my fear and tension. So, my heart was as cold as falling into the 18th floor of hell. That feeling of loneliness and helplessness woke me up in an instant.

When I opened my eyes, there was a person sitting quietly in front of the couch.

The side face is handsome and cold. In my eyes, it is so familiar. Yes, this is the person who has appeared in my dreams countless times in the past two months. I miss him and I miss him. But at this moment, when he appeared in front of me so truthfully, I felt that he was so far away from me.

Maybe it was these two months of suffering and grinding that made him thin and cold. Perhaps, the words I overheard hindered my heart.

I looked at her quietly like that. Her face seemed plain but plain and elegant. Yes, I looked greedily, as if I didn't see enough in my life. Until he recovered from his thoughts.

When he found that I was peeking at him, he reached out and habitually scraped the bridge of my nose and smiled as usual, "Little fool, are you awake?"

For more than two months, how much I miss this sentence and how much I miss this action. At this moment, he did it so skillfully to me, but I was stunned.

Shrively, my nose is a little sore, which is an impulse to cry. In order not to reveal the fragility in my heart, I tried my best to resist.

"Looking at your red eyes, do you have any grievances to say?" He asked elegantly and looked at me with some heartache.

I nodded, but shook my head again. Yes, there are too many grievances. I was almost killed again and again, and the person who hurt me may be the person you want to marry in the future. Sima Ruer, I can't say these four words. He could only swallow his saliva silently: "Who dares to bully me, and you don't know who Chu Tianxiang is."

After saying this, the other party smiled relievedly. The smile was no longer as cheerful as before. He only felt a touch of loneliness and loneliness in the depths of the smile.

Maybe this is the pain left to him after the defeat.

"Yes, my Tianxiang can only bully others. How dares to move the earth on Taisui's head? Don't you think so?

Listening to his slightly teasing words, I beat him angrily and said reluctantly, "What do you mean? You'd better make it clear."

He squeezed his lips and smiled, and held my hand and said, "Tianxiang... I'm teasing you." After saying this, he looked down and suddenly became extremely serious and said, "Yes, let me ask you, why don't you come to see me?"

"Hmm?" I pretended to be stupid and turned my head and looked at the table.

The bowl of ginseng soup is still there, but it's cold. As my previous mood has cooled down.

"Don't pretend to be stupid. You should know that I'm back. Why don't you come to see me?"

I want to say that if Sima Ruer has gone, what else should I do? But on second thought, it was too narrow to say this, so I could only say with a bitter smile, "I want to go, but I'm afraid that you are in a bad mood. What if you get angry with me?"

After listening, he smiled elegantly: "Stupid girl, how can I be angry with you? I thought you thought I was defeated and deliberately didn't come.

"Of course not. I'm not that kind of person."

When I said this, I turned my head and looked at him. His appearance has indescribable frustration and sadness, which is a mixture of disappointment and struggle. Let people look at it more, and they will also be worried. I can understand his state of mind at this moment, but I know that he is not feeling well.

After a long time, he looked up and looked at me with a forbearance and said, "Tianxiang, the restoration of the country failed. It's all because I'm too impulsive. Am I doomed not to achieve great things? Am I incompetent?

"No..." I hurriedly interrupted him and comforted him softly, "In my heart, you are the most outstanding man in the world. This failure does not mean eternal failure. As the saying goes, failure is the mother of success. If you don't fail, how can you succeed?

"Failure is the mother of success?" After listening to this, he muttered this sentence, but his pupils were so bitter.

"Yes, you have to believe me and yourself."

"However, this time our vitality is greatly damaged, I'm afraid..."

"If you stay in the green mountains, don't be afraid of firewood. The wild flowers can't burn out, and the spring breeze blows again. In order not to make him sad, I was anxious for a moment and recited poems randomly. Anyway, the meaning is almost the same. He should be able to understand it.

Sure enough, he smiled and spoiled me in his arms and said, "Tianxiang, you charming goblin, only you will make me regain my self-confidence."

I smiled happily and leaned my head in his arms and said, "Actually, I went to see you today."

"Oh? Is that right? Then why don't I know?"

"I..." Forget it, I don't want to talk about that conversation anymore, and I don't want to mention it anymore.

"Hmm?" He turned his head to look at me, and his eyes were so lonely and distant.

"It's okay. It's just that you left. I've been worried about you for two months."

He smiled shyly and said, "I knew you were worried about me, so I didn't dare to make any mistakes."

"Then what did you say? I heard that you caught a cold on the way."

"Well, it's just a minor illness."

Thinking that the doctor said that his heart disease was difficult to cure, my heart ached, and I clenched his hand and said, "Anyway, I will be sad if you are not allowed to get sick easily in the future. Do you understand?"

When I said this, maybe the joy expressed by the tenderness in my eyes that was willing to turn into water was too strong, or maybe the worry in front of me at this moment made him extremely moved. The next second, he kissed my thin lips desperately. He was more domineering than ever, like a group of siege soldiers who were not afraid of life and death.

In the past two months, all the bitter pain seems to have dissipated at this moment. At this moment, his hand reached into my skirt, how can I stand such a gentle tease? I groaned, as if inviting him for further aggression and occupation. He smiled, pressed his lips slowly and touched my lips gently. My body couldn't help trembling. His lips were so cold. He felt my trembling, and his lips left slightly. I hooked his neck and took the initiative to send my lips to his lips. I couldn't help burning up.

I like it so much, yes, I like his lips and his kiss so much. I trembled uncontrollably. I only felt that an extreme pleasure hit my brain, making my hair dizzy and my whole body soft. It's over. Judging from my experience over the past 30 years, this is the ultimate pleasure that I will only have when I kiss someone I like. His lips became hot, and I sucked his tongue into my mouth, resisting the lingering, and my mind vaguely thought, is it him? Is it really him? Is he really my right person? My beloved? If so, I wish Sima Ruer had nothing to do with all this. If not, what should I do?

At present, I can't allow myself to think more. If the world is destroyed at this moment, I am willing to. Because at this moment, we only love each other in our eyes and each other in our hearts. I closed my eyes, and my whole body seemed to have a low fever. His lips were so soft, his kisses were so soft, and his arms were so warm...

In an instant, I was also moved. I put my hand into his skirt and stroked his strong chest. This was the first time I took the initiative. I groped for the cloth buckle of his skirt and found one. I was about to untie it, but he grabbed my hand. I obediently let him grab it. Men really prefer to take the initiative, so I will cater to his male chauvinism. He kissed me so much that he couldn't breathe, and then suddenly let me go. When I was calm, he let go of my hand, raised my jaw and smiled, "Xiang'er, why are you so active today?"

"Do you like it?" I didn't hide my happy eyes and stared at him boldly. I like you and like you so much, so I don't think there is anything to be ashamed of falling in love with the person I like.

"It's not like, that's love, which surprises me the most at this moment..." His voice became hoarse, and I smiled. Yes, because it was this moment that I was the most real. You may just inadvertently touch the softest part of my heart, but let me completely present the most real emotions in my heart. What a pity, I sighed, but I didn't regret it.

"In that case, that's good, doesn't it?" I threw down on him with a smile, Qingyun, Qingyun, Qingyun, this moment, you belong to me, no one can take away... I meditated in my heart, and then rubbed a comfortable position on him, and my hand did not honestly pick up his clothes. He grabbed my hand again funnyly, with fire in his eyes, and his tone was warm and light. Smile: "Xiang'er, are you pissing me off?"

"Don't you want to separate these two months?" I laughed, and the other hand slid under him, holding the already angry dragon-like high, and smiled proudly, "You see, you miss it more..."

He trembled, turned over and pressed me, gasped impatiently, gritted his teeth and said hatefully, "Xiang'er, you girl..."

"Qing Yun..." I hummed, seduced him with a charming voice, and exerted my strength. These men obviously wanted it in their hearts, and they still had to pretend to be a gentleman on their faces, pretentious! He moaned, and I smiled with satisfaction. His hand moved again. He breathed back, reached out and grabbed my little hand that was messing under him, gritted his teeth and said, "Don't move! Xianger, I have something to tell you!"

"Tell me, I'm listening." I responded with a light smile, blinking my eyes and thinking, what will he have to tell me at this moment?

When he raised his eyes, he saw a thin sweat on his forehead, and his heart softened. He was about to let go, but he saw him turn over and jump up. However, he looked at me seriously and seriously. I saw him suddenly like this and thought he was in good health and quickly sat up from him.

"Xiang'er, do you believe that you are the only one in my heart?" He asked affectionately, but there was a hint of apology in his eyes.

"At this moment, I believe." I tried to calm myself down and looked at her indifferently.

"What about the future?" He suddenly looked at me anxiously and in panic.

I took a look at him, turned my head, and said in a low voice, "What do you want to say, just say it."

"Xiang'er..." He called affectionately, and the next second, he couldn't speak.

"There are some words, I just want to hear you say it yourself." I answered quietly, yes, no matter what others say, I just want to know what he thinks.

He glanced at me, and his eyes contained inquiry. I avoided his eyes and pretended to stare at the distance, but he looked at me stunned. He couldn't help frowning and said angusly, "If one day, I have to play with another woman, will you hate me?"

I couldn't help laughing coldly, "What do you think?"

"Tianxiang?"

Just when he was anxious, I actually laughed. Just when he was puzzled, I stopped laughing and said lightly, "Haha, I lied you. If you play with other women, you'd better not let me see it, otherwise, I will..." After saying that, I made a fake slap in the face. The action.

He was stunned for a moment and said, "Little goblin, you are here to tease me again."

"What? Which woman do you want to play with? I asked pretending not to care.

He frowned and said, "What if it's Sima Ruer?"

My heart ached, but I still came. But he reluctantly smiled and said, "Oh, that girl has been paying attention to you for a long time. Unexpectedly, there will be a day when the cultivation will come to fruit.

When he saw me say this, he looked a little unhappy and said, "Tianxiang, don't you care at all?"

Obviously, they forced you to marry Sima Ruer, and now you have wavered yourself, but you ask me that I don't care. It's really funny. Unfortunately, I can't laugh, and it hurts to laugh again.

"Do you care? Oh, as long as you like it."

"Tianxiang, don't do this. If you are unhappy, as long as you say it, I won't do anything to her."

Maybe when he saw me laughing worse than crying, he became vaguely uneasy.

I continued, "Which one of you saw me unhappy?"

"Heavenly fragrance...I..."

"Look at you, you just lost the battle. When you came back, you even stung to speak. This is not the Xiao Qingyun I once knew. He is confident, smart, brave and resourceful. And now, why do you look so negative and decadent?

Listening to my words, Xiao Qingyun felt overwhelmed. Just like that, he stared at me for a long time, but he didn't say anything.

In this way, the two of us stared at each other and haven't spoken for a long time.

I don't know because there are too many words in my heart that I can't say. Or because there are no words between us.

Until he gently hugged me, his expression was so helpless and bitter. I listened to his powerful heartbeat, and only felt that something inexplicable had slowly melted in my heart.

I raised my head and looked at him with childlike serious eyes and said, "Qing Yun, how important is it to restore the country?"

He looked at me, thought for a moment, and muttered in a low voice, "The restoration of the country is heavier than my life. It is just like you, which is indispensable in my life."

I laughed after listening to it. For a long time, I took out the jade pendant he once gave me, the wool map, and a string of strange keys from my arms.

"Qing Yun, this is the only thing I can do for you."

He was stunned, looked at me, smiled faintly, and said, "I gave you the jade pendant. What else?"

"Treasure map and the key to the treasure."

"Treasure?" His black eyes were full of shock and incredibleness. The happy face is full of struggle and hope.

I nodded and said truthfully, "Yes, in fact, there are still some things I haven't told you since I fell off the cliff. It can be said that it was a blessing in disguise and let me know the treasures of your Liu Ruo by mistake.

"Really?" He picked up the key and map like a treasure, with an invincible smile on his face.

Yes, with these, his dream of restoration seems to be more promising.

"Qing Yun, when did I lie to you?"

Hearing what I said, he could no longer suppress his inner excitement, held me tightly in his arms, and then kissed my forehead and said, "Tianxiang, you are really my lucky star, always bringing me unexpected surprises."

"Sorry, I forgot to tell you earlier." Or, I don't want him to get these. First, I don't want him to become a king. In that case, he will no longer be the happy and cheerful Xiao Qingyun. Second, if there is no need, I really don't want Liu Ruo's people to disturb the peaceful life of Banfuxia and others. Therefore, I selfishly concealed the whereabouts of the treasure.

But now, I'm afraid it's impossible. Everything that belongs to Liu Ruo will eventually be returned to Liu Ruo.

Xiao Qingyun took the thing and was overjoyed. At this moment, I was picked up horizontally, and my thin body seemed to have no strength.

At this moment, regardless of my will, he put me on the end of the bed and bullied me again.

I smiled shyly: "Do you want to repay me?"

"Of course!" He replied as if he took it for granted.

"Do you promise with your body?"

"Ha ha, you guessed right."

"I don't want it." I deliberately curled my lips and refused, and he rushed up.

At this moment, the body, which had been lonely for more than two months, blended together again.

Four red lips overlap, resisting the lingering, as if to exhaust all the love in his whole body at this moment.

The next day, dawn. I took the lead in getting up and looked at the familiar people on the bed, and there was a warmth in my heart.

Such handsome and beautiful eyebrows are so reluctable and pitiful.

I gently stroked his eyebrows and looked at his closed red lips, and my heart couldn't help but pull.

Is he unhappy? Are you still worried about the restoration of the country?

Last night, he refused to waste any moment of me. He must have been very tired. I have to worry about state affairs, and now I can't even sleep well.

At this moment, I quietly stayed, put on a dress, and sat alone in front of the mirror platform for a while.

Although I am in the mirror, I feel so useless at this time.

I picked up the pen and danced lightly for a long time before I smiled bitterly.

Qing Yun, please forgive me for saying goodbye. I have always deeply remembered your love and love for me. But please forgive me, we can't be together after all. Perhaps, since you asked me what you said today, your uneasiness has told you what kind of person I Chu Tianxiang is. Yes, the man I like, whether he is poor or low, can only have me in my life. I don't agree even if I play with other women. Maybe you will blame me for not telling you all this, and maybe you can think I'm selfish. But I have to say that the restoration of the country is your dream, and I don't want you to leave regrets. I chose to leave you just to let you fulfill your dream better. And my departure may also make you feel sorry, but compared with your restoration, it is so insignificant.

If I stay, if one day you really give up returning to the country because of choosing me, then you will regret it, which is exactly what I don't want to see.

So, I also felt very painful before making this decision. But I know that leaving is just my best choice.

I read the letter in my hand again, and now I am in tears.

It turns out that separation is so painful. Separate from the person you love deeply, it hurts even more to the bone marrow.