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When I returned to Wuyou Valley, the ghost and Banxia happened to come out of the mountain to collect medicine. There was only Huaxi left in the room. When I came back here again, I didn't have the joy and happiness I expected, but was replaced by a kind of panic and uneasiness. The moment I called Huaxi's name, I was confused.

Yes, although I know that they have always regarded me as a relative. But I always feel that I am an unqualified family. First, I didn't pay anything for them. Second, I almost killed them. Third, now I am different from before. If I have children, will I be a drag on them when I come here? I dare not think about it, and I'm even more afraid of facing Huaxi.

When Huaxi turned around, she still couldn't hide the surprise and incredible in her water eyes. At this moment, she rushed to my side desperately: "Sister Yu, is that you? Is that you?" She grabbed my hand and said excitedly, "Are you really back?"

"Well, I'm back!" I stood up straight, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and came all the way, which made me a little tired. I forced myself to calm down, "Huaxi, I'm back. Can you come over these days?" Suddenly, Hua Xi's eager eyes were suddenly a little gloomy. When she looked up at me again, her expression was so complicated. I don't know why it was like this, but I could only give her an ugly smile: "Huaxi, what's wrong?"

After a long time, she smiled bitterly and said reluctantly, "We are all fine. It's okay, but my brother is a little worried about you." So did he go out to collect medicine with Grandpa Ghost? I stabilized my mood and deliberately tested it. I don't know what kind of psychology Huaxi is to me now. I have never been popular with women, and I will be jealous of women wherever I go. But I really don't want Huaxi to be my enemy.

"He and his master went to the mountain to collect medicine. From the time he returned to Wuyou Valley, his brother became silent. Except for going to the mountain to collect medicine, he was alone in a daze." Is that right? Why is Banxia still so stupid? If he knew that I was like this now, what would happen to him? My heart beat wildly, but on second thought, what am I afraid of? What if I have a child? Since I have decided to be single all my life, why do I have to think about it more? In the future, with children, I will no longer be lonely.

Seeing that I didn't say a word, Hua Xi's expression was full of sadness, and then stopped looking at me. She just muttered to herself, "My brother has been living a hard time for months. Although I seldom mention Yu Hate's sister, I know that he is very nostalgic for the scene you left here..." After listening to it, I was stunned. After a long time, I realized it and said sadly, "Huaxi, will you hate me?"

"Hate? What do you hate? It's not your fault. It's just that I'm stupid. Why can't I catch up with you? I can't be liked by my brother. My brother always said that he would never leave me in his life and take care of me. But in his heart, it's just a responsibility and responsibility to his relatives, which is not a love between men and women. Sister Yu, I don't need such care..." After saying that, Huaxi smiled crazily and tears flowed down her cheeks: "I want to be the woman of Brother Banxia. I want to be the woman he likes. I want to have a child with him. I want to grow old with him. I don't want to be a sister..." Huaxi is a little crazy at this moment. The crazy words made me unable to listen any more, and I turned my head and walked out of the door. The scene in front of me made my brain a little dizzy and made me feel weak all over. I know that Huaxi may not be reconciled all the time. Although she didn't say some things herself, I can understand her sadness at this moment. When she gave an infatuation, it made Banxia transfer to me. When she loved her brother for many years, she completely changed because of my appearance. Love, I understand! At present, I saw her hands clenched into fists and her nails fell into the palm of her hand. I just feel ashamed of her.

Just in my opinion, I shouldn't stand here anymore. I should leave immediately to relieve the pain of Hua Xi and just stepped out. Unexpectedly, Banxia and ghosts appeared outside the door.

He and the old ghost stood by the fence five steps away from me with a basket of herbs on their backs. However, they looked at me infatuatedly.

The teenager who hasn't seen him for months still stands in white and is straight and handsome. Especially those eyes are like thick ink, affectionate and full of restrained ecstasy. It seems that if you are not careful, it will all overflow.

"Brother, master, Yu hates sister is back." Hua Xi's slightly resentful voice broke this quietness.

The old ghost looked much older. Now he put down the bamboo basket and said, "I hate the girl, is it really you?"

I nodded and was about to say something, but Banxia rushed over. Junyi's face was full of excitement and blushed, "Yu Han, you're back, are you really back?" After saying that, he raised his lips and feet and outlined a beautiful smile.

That smile is better than flowers under the light of sunshine.

Involuntarily, I also laughed. Because such a beautiful smile, it is difficult not to make people feel good.

"Hanxia, I'm back." I said faintly, and the uneasiness in my heart was once again quiet.

Sure enough, everything here makes me so reassuring, comfortable and quiet. It also includes the beautiful smile of Banxia.

"Is all this true? Master, tell me, is this true? Banxia became crazy from the previous tranquility. At that moment, he rushed to grab his master's hand, and his dark black eyes stared incredibly wide.

The old ghost nodded kindly and said kindly, "Child, it's true."

At this time, I smiled brightly with Banxia. Looking back, I saw Huaxi laughing. However, behind the smile is so sad and sad.

Actually, this child wants me to come back but is afraid of me coming back. Her mood, like her smile at this moment, is such a contradiction and struggle.

At present, I smiled bitterly and felt that in order not to let Huaxi think too much, I felt necessary to say something.

Unexpectedly, Hua Xi took the initiative to leave, and said in an astringent tone, "I haven't seen you for a long time. Brother, you can talk to Yu Han for a while. I'm going to cook. Everyone is tired."

I saw that Huaxi was about to leave and grabbed her: "Huaxi, wait--"

I didn't finish my words, and I was pushed away by the other party. I don't know whether it's too haggard these days, too weak or Hua Xi's too hard. For a moment, I went back a few steps directly. If it hadn't been for the old ghost behind me, I'm afraid I would have fallen to the ground directly.

When Huaxi came to her senses, her angry face immediately showed uneasiness and guilt and said, "Sister Yu Hen, are you all right? How are you?"

"Yu Yu, you're not hurt, are you?" Banxia came over and hurriedly picked me up. Then Junyi's face turned to Huaxi with some astonishment and anger and said, "Sister, what are you doing?"

"I... I... brother, I didn't mean to. I didn't know that Yu Han's sister would pull me at that time, and I don't know how to pull me..." At this point, Huaxi's eyes suddenly turned red. At present, she could only put her aggrieved and distressed eyes on her master.

I was busy breaking free from the old ghost's arms and said with an uneasiness on my face, "I'm fine. Don't blame Huaxi. It's been uncomfortable these days. Not to mention that she pushed me, I guess even the wind will fall.

"Brother, listen, it's not my fault. Sister Yu Han said so. Why are you so fierce? Huaxi was a little choked and uncomfortable.

Banxia glanced at her coldly, and then looked at me. Seeing that I clenched my lips, my face was extremely ugly, and she was a little worried and said, "Yu Hen... Are you really all right?" It's okay, really, it's just that I'm a little weak and just take a rest for a few days!" I took a breath and whispered. Banxia looked at my expression, but was silent for a long time and nodded.

When the matter was about to end, the old ghost frowned and stepped forward. Then, he couldn't help taking my hand, but under the surprised eyes of everyone, he actually took my pulse.

Under the eyes of everyone's gaze, his expression was a little unpredictable. After a while, he said in consternation, "I hate you, girl, are you so weak, is it because you are pregnant?"

As soon as this word came out, everyone's originally silent eyes suddenly burst into a strange light.

Especially Banxia, the shocked and incredible handsomeness made him look a little dark in an instant.

"Master, have you got the wrong pulse? I hate her... How can she..."

At this point, Banxia seemed to be a little difficult to say, so she swallowed the second half of the sentence stiffly.

The old ghost said with an inexplicable face, "Although I don't often control the happy pulse, how can this be wrong?"

"I hate you, sister..." Hua Xi came out and couldn't see whether she was surprised or happy. She paused for a moment, or summoned up the courage and said, "Are you really pregnant?"

I looked at everyone's worried, uneasy, shocked and strange eyes. He just smiled and nodded gently and said, "Yes, I have a child."

"Child..." Everyone answered at the same time and were silent together. But the eyes are different. Huaxi was shocked and happy, with a little curiosity.

The old ghosts are indifferent, peaceful, and let nature take its course.

Banxia was stunned. She looked at me strangely and didn't say a word for a long time. There was only a trace of irony on the corners of her lips.

I don't know what to say at this time. Because I don't know how to make them accept this fact.

So, you can only say clumsily, "Will you dislike this child?"

The three of them looked at each other. Banxia stared at the ground lonelyly. The old ghost shook his head gently. Hua Xi said with a happy face, "Of course not. The baby is so cute. How can we dislike it? I just think this valley is too quiet. I can't believe that your sister is pregnant. This is a great happy event.

I know why Huaxi is so happy, because the fact that I am pregnant has pulled the distance between me and Banxia from the sky.

She was happy because she lost a strong enemy who robbed Banxia, but she had a bosom sister.

" girl, this is your home. Come back if you like. Since the child is yours, we are just a family. I am also very comfortable and relieved by the words of old ghosts. But at present, I can only turn my eyes to Banxia.

Yes, maybe among all of them, what I care about most is his opinion.

He still didn't say anything, and his face changed so much that he didn't know what he was thinking. Everyone and I carefully observed his emotions, and I knew that it was a little hurtful to do this. However, there is nothing I can do. At present, I can only silently tell myself that for Banxia, I am sorry for him, but the wounds caused to his heart can only be gradually wiped out by time.

Just as I blamed myself more and more, but to my surprise, Banxia suddenly took a step forward, and her cold eyes became extremely sad. However, the corners of his eyes kept smiling. I know that it is self-comfort or a smile that confuses everyone.

Because the smile is not real, it is so false that it almost makes people want to cry.

He said, "I think the same as the master. The child is yours. We will take care of her together and won't let her suffer any grievances. But I want to know where the child's father is. Why did I leave you here alone?"

After listening, I was slightly stunned and thought, how can his question be exactly the same as Murong Zijun at the beginning?

Is it all because they have a sincere and hot heart?

"The child's father wants something to do, and I don't want to drag him down."

"Drag? Do you know that you look very bad? If no one can take good care of you, I'm afraid..." Speaking of this, Banxia stared at me angrily.

I know that he cares about me. Originally, I wanted to pretend not to say anything, or wait until the baby is born. But now, I can't pretend anymore.

simply said, "I just want to raise this child independently. I'm afraid he won't see his father in his life."

As soon as this word came out, the scene was silent again. I bit my red lips tightly, and a touch of desolation flashed in my eyes. I didn't mean to pretend to be pitiful. I just don't want them to bring up these things again. I came to Wuyou Valley to forget my worries and live the rest of my life.

Waiting for Banxia to ask more questions, Hua Xi stood up and said, "Brother, what's the matter? Let's talk about it later. Look, Yu Hen's sister has been driving for such a long time and coming back here. The first thing we did was not to question this, but to let her have a good rest.

Hua Xi's words fell, and the old ghost also agreed, "Hua Xi, you finally understood once. Yu Hen's body is really weak, and she should have a good rest. In the past few months, if you don't take good care of it, it's easy to slip.

This time, there is nothing more in Banxia. Just looked at me quietly, and my eyes were full of bitterness and sadness. Then, his eyes gradually slid to my lower abdomen. He glanced deeply, and the bitterness in his eyes immediately turned into a sense of helplessness.

I suddenly thought of the separation that night, and his eyes were also so miserable. But today, our reunion has created the pain of that separation.

Is all this something I did wrong? Banxia... Did I break his heart?

I don't know how to face Banxia next, but he cleaned up his sadness and turned around silently.

We all thought he was angry and wanted to leave, but when he came to him, he said in a low voice and said, "Have a good rest. I'll go to decoct the medicine."

After saying that, he strode away.

I stared at his figure and was speechless for a long time. At this time, Huaxi came forward and sighed, "I hate sister, my brother is very sad."

"It's my fault." My nose is sore and I feel sad.

"I'll help you go back to rest. Your room, as it used to be, is exactly the same. Brother has never let me touch the things inside, because he said that you will come back sooner or later.

Hua's happy words made my heart surge again, and a drop of sour tears suddenly slipped down.

In my life, I have lost too many people. I don't know whether God deliberately played a trick or the fate is undecided. Is my life so miserable?

Back to the room, I was in a daze. Huaxi saw that I was in a bad mood and went down after a while.

In a blink of an eye, the sky was already a little dark. Before a while, a smell of medicine came, which was different from the medicine I had smelled before.

The previous bitter and strange taste made me want to vomit as soon as I smell it. And this time there is a strange fragrance in it, which makes people feel comfortable and quiet.

I looked at the smell of the medicine, but I saw Huaxi coming in with the medicine. When I saw her, I couldn't help exploring the door again and found that it was empty. I smiled at her with some disappointment.

She seemed to find my heart and smiled back: "Sister Yu, are you looking at your brother?"

I don't speak, turn around.

"He didn't come, but he made this medicine. It contains his special formula, which is good for you and your child."

In a word, my eyes fell on the medicine.

This is also a piece of hard work in the middle of summer.

"Sister Yu Hate, don't worry too much. Although I know that Brother Banxia is very sad because you are pregnant. However, he will soon be open-open."

"I hope so." As I said, I stared at the medicine.

Hua Xi continued: "You see, he is the happiest when you come back today. But after hearing the master say that you are easy to slip, he will never stop making medicine for you.

I smiled bitterly and said, "It's a pity that I didn't even have a chance to thank him."

"There will be plenty of opportunities to get along with each other day and night in the future."

"Real?" I muttered and always felt that I had lost something in my eyes at that moment. I don't know what it is. I always feel that the lost part is very important and disturbing.

Hua Xi smiled and said, "I hate sister, come on, drink medicine first. You can take good care of yourself and don't let us worry. I also want to see what my future nephew looks like.

I took the medicine and took a slow sip. It tasted a little bitter, but it was not bad.

"Huaxi, thank you for accepting me."

"Sister Yu Hen, in fact, I want to thank you."

I looked at her in astonishment and said, "Why are you thanking me?"

Huaxi squeezed her lips, thought for a moment, and then said calmly, "I'm glad that you gave up your brother."

I lowered my eyes silently and said, "I thought you would hate me and hate me."

"Maybe for a moment... that's just now, I really thought..." Speaking of this, Hua Xi blamed herself a little: "I really thought you would take away your brother when you came back this time. The moment I learned that you were going to lose your brother, I was really sad, really."

"Hua Xi..." I saw that she wanted to cry and wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say.

"Sister Yu Hen, you don't know that the moment my brother saw you come back, I haven't seen that look since I was a child. It's a lost surprise, and it's a long-lost joy.

"Huaxi..."