Chapter 55 Women's Self-statement

"Don't go on like this... Every time I shout in my heart, my body can no longer bear this kind of destruction. I can't help but summon up the courage to explain everything to my family. At this time, in addition to my heartache, my family also began to help me find a solution. In this way, I began to live a life of strange people and unemployed vagrants, but my life was not better. In addition to being disturbed by this invisible power, I began to be disturbed by human beings. As long as I see my family, everyone else began to target me. Even when I walked on the road, I would be chased by madmen and inexplicably blamed by all my neighbors. Finally, even at home, they could hear it and target me.

"But I still can only stay in the immortal hall at home every day, doing my scheduled lessons and reading the scriptures. Although... the phenomenon has not improved, no one can help and guide me. Listening to everyone's criticism every day, even if there are tens of thousands of knives in my heart, I still comfort myself. This is a test, and there is still something to do. Learn the compassion of the great immortals and the great bodhi immortals. You can't be angry, you can't blame others, and you have to endure... I also treat these invisible forces. I think I really owe them, so they came and were unruly to me. I held a heart of forgiveness. The next day, I continued to recite scriptures and worship in the lesson. Confession, repent those **. The act of desire, even if it is not my own desire, I still think that I have violated the precepts and sincerely repented, which is very contradictory. Many people told me that they require the blessing of the great immortals and the great bodhi immortals, but I, who are more persistent, still tell myself that I can do it, as long as I am sincere, I can definitely touch all power.

"Here, the above is the mental journey of a woman in the first half of her life. I didn't have the courage to say it, but to be honest, I just want my benefactor to know that many things are serious, but I still have to live. Even if I give it to someone every day and give it to the invisible power (ghost) at night, but this It is a part of the body, but I also have a sincere heart to learn compassion and joy from the immortals and Bodhi immortals. I have the determination to hold this heart and will not give up easily. At the same time, I also want to learn from these **. The fellow practitioners expressed that although I have not survived this situation, I am also working hard. If your situation is not like this, you should be able to recite the scriptures and perseverance to correct it. Don't give up. Come on, maybe the last study will always be your backing.

"Every time they are willing to convey words to me, they express that they can't let go of me, so they will follow. At this time, I will try my best not to let them think about too messy things and tell them, 'Otherwise... I will recite the scriptures and recite the immortal name of Amitabha, and you can practice with me, okay?' But they responded to me: 'We either read slowly, or we can't even complete the four-character Hongming Amitabha immortal.' I'm incredible, but I don't want to suspect them, so I still respond to them and do my best. If it's really for the sake of affection, as they said, it should be regarded as chanting and practice. They responded: OK, of course, I'm very happy for their spirit, at least they are willing.

"At first, they told me that they wanted to practice the pharmacist's method of destroying the immortal king. Because of their wishes, I went to the Western godless nirvana teacher to convert and asked the master to guide the pharmacist's method. When I first saw the master, the master also followed all sentient beings to enlighten them through my body, and they all nodded and agreed. So I began to practice the pharmacist's method, but unfortunately, it didn't last long. They said: Sometimes they struggle very much and knew that they would hurt me and break their promises to me, but sometimes they couldn't control it. But at this time, no matter what they say, I believe that whether they are ignorant or stupid, I always hope I hope that if a small body and my heart can enable one or two people to enter the West's immortals to practice, it's really in vain. It's more refined than self-heart. So every time I hear their voices, I feel sad and continue to encourage them. Even if they don't rely on me sometimes, it doesn't matter. I only I hope that even if I go to hell in the end, I hope it will be helpful to your achievements, so I am still working hard until now.

"When she returned home, the woman at the end of school began to follow the master's teaching, reciting the spell seven times without interruption, plus the homework of the morning and evening textbook. Sure enough, within a month, everyone can set their minds down without any previous situation, and even the voice of the practitioner has gradually faded away.

"After the situation is stable, I found that in addition to being self-motivated, and willing to hold the Dizang Sutra and the infinite longevity sutra as daily lessons, I will also take the initiative to open the psychic instrument to listen to the scriptures, and also have a little understanding of what happened before. Some parts are too closed to have a deep understanding of what practice is, so I followed blind practice. Practice blindly leads to more serious consequences.

"The great bodhi spirit fairy told the general sage bodhi spirit fairy: 'The benevolent, these are all the evil sentient beings of Nanyan Fu, and they have such a sense of karma. He has great karma, can resist Xumi, can go deep into the huge sea, and can block the holy road. Therefore, all sentient beings should not be light evil, think that they are innocent, and will be rewarded after death. Father and son are close relatives, and they are different from each other. Even if they meet, they are not willing to accept it. I now inherit the power of the Buddha and talk about the punishment of hell. I only hope that the benevolent will listen to it for a while.

"At that time, the Great Bodhisattva Immortal Maha Immortal Bai Amitabha said: 'World Honored One, I think that I am all sentient beings in Yanfu, and my heart is nothing more than a sin. Get rid of good profits and retreat from your original intention. If you encounter evil fate, you will gain. It is the generation, such as walking on mud, carrying heavy stones, getting more and more sleepy, and taking deep steps. If you encounter knowledge, replace and reduce the burden, or all and negative. It is because knowledge is powerful, so we can help each other and persuade each other. If you reach the flat land, you must save the evil road and experience it again.' At the end of this year, I sincerely wish you all great virtues. No matter what you encounter, you should make good progress and not retreat, and you will be able to maintain a pure heart and not be shaken by the realm...