Chapter 138 People, it doesn't make much sense to live

There are no clouds in the starry sky tonight, but there are no stars. Only a bright moon hangs alone in the starry sky, and the cold moonlight flows with a faint sadness.

Nie Yun strode away from the stone house hall, and his face was slightly gloomy. Although he was not successful by Li Yuer today, Nie Yun had no joy in his heart. Li Yuer would not let him go easily. Now he is even more like his talent, and there will be trouble in the future.

"Mo Yun, I haven't seen you for a month, and I've been thinking about whether you have..."

A faint voice came, but I saw a man sitting alone on the roof of a stone house facing the cold moonlight. His eyes looked at the bright moon in the starry sky, and his face showed loneliness, but it was the snow and jade wind that had not been seen for nearly a month.

Hearing the sound, Nie Yun looked at the snow and jade wind on the roof. He jumped lightly, but flew up to the roof and sat down slowly.

"My fate is not up to this small wind demon adventure group." Nie Yun said indifferently that the self-confidence made people feel a little tremble.

"Oh~!" But listening to the Xue Yufeng smile, he seemed to laugh at himself with a trace. He seemed to be laughing at Nie Yun's ability. He had not seen him for nearly a month. Xue Yufeng seemed to have some changes. From the depressed look, it could be seen that he had lost his confidence.

Nie Yun's eyes fluctuated slightly, and he thought about it. In the past month, Xue Yufeng was afraid that he had suffered a big blow. Although he had enlightened the other party before, now it didn't seem to have much effect. He still hasn't crossed the hurdle in his heart.

Since Xue Yufeng was caught in this star mine, his mood has been in an uncertain state. In the past month, I have heard from other people from time to time that after being caught into the mine, there is no possibility of escaping. 95% of people either starve to death in it or die of exhaustion, and there is the rest. 5% is still lingering, but there is no hope for tomorrow.

Man is an emotional animal, and he is most susceptible to the influence of other people's words. This is especially true of Xue Yufeng. Since he inquired, he has understood that no one has ever been able to escape from the mine, and his heart has begun to sink into the sea of despair. He can't extricate himself. That kind of living is full of despair. People with a strong mind are afraid that they can't bear it after a long time. Sooner or later, they will collapse.

The reason why Nie Yun doesn't care is that he is absolutely sure to escape, so he hasn't cared about this for a long time, and naturally he doesn't understand the despair of others.

It can be imagined that before the end of your life, you have been bound to this small star stone mine, working hard day after day, and never escape. That desperate mood will slowly erase all your self-confidence and hope over the years! It can be imagined that a person who has lost self-confidence and hope, in addition to despair, is death!

Now Xue Yufeng has stepped on the footsteps of his predecessors. The desperate journey is waiting for him, and his end is the sea of despair.

"What did I say wrong? It's worth your laughter." Nie Yun said faintly and looked calmly at the cool moon on the starry sky. He felt the breath of despair emanating from Xue Yufeng. He could clearly feel it, because he had experienced the taste of helplessness.

When life encounters the most difficult times, the most desperate thing is not that no one helps you, but that you can't find a person to help you. That kind of life is the saddest and most painful experience.

"Mo Yun, what do you think is the meaning of people living?" Xue Yufeng said with a slightly numb look. The original bright eyes were extremely dim at this moment, full of dead despair.

Xue Yufeng was proud in his heart. In the college, he was regarded as the first genius and was longed by almost all the students in the college. Only those who had experienced that kind of glory, excitement and pride knew, but after being caught in the starstone mine, all of this turned into a bubble, and the wind blew away, leaving memories. It's just sad.

Nie Yun looked indifferent, slowly closed his eyes, and silently thought about the life he had experienced now, but he could not find the meaning of living for a while.

Nie Yun has a lot of things to do, such as the promise with Die Moer, the ten-year appointment between Zuo Qiutang, and the crazy Liu Shishi, the selfless kindness of the old man, and his dream path, perhaps these are the meaning of his life.

"Everyone's meaning of living is different, but it doesn't make much sense to live, but only by living can you do what you think are interesting and do what you want to do. With this meaning, that's enough."

After a long time, Nie Yun opened his eyes, with a firm light shining in his dark pupils and a silent smile on his face. These words may be in response to Xue Yufeng, but they are also responding to his heart.

A faint feeling spread in Nie Yun's heart, such as dandelion is soft and warm, fluttering with the wind, which makes people intoxicated. Maybe he has never thought about this problem, the meaning of human life...

"Only when you live can you do what you think is interesting? But now it's not a free body. How can I pursue that interesting thing? All this is still like a bubble, just a dream. Xue Yufeng said bitterly, but his expression was even more silent, moving towards the desperate sea of suffering.

Nie Yun frowned slightly, but he didn't know how to guide the Xue Yufeng. If he hadn't inherited the kindness of the other party, Nie Yun would not have paid attention to the other party. No matter if he wanted to live, he had nothing to do with himself.

"You want to die." Nie Yun said indifferently, looking at the snow jade wind with pity in his eyes.

Xue Yufeng was stunned. He turned his head slightly and looked at Nie Yun. His lips moved slightly, but he couldn't speak.

Who in the world wants to die? There is no reason, no one wants to die, even if there is a reason, but in the depths of his heart, he still does not want to die. Everything is caused by his own emotions. If he can devour his emotions and not be moved by emotions, such a person is the strongest person!

"Since you don't want to die, don't pretend to die. This will only make people sick. Now that you are not dead, it means that everything is possible. Think about your past. The meaning of living is in it. If you can't figure it out, you can directly hit the rock and break the root of troubles in your heart. . " Nie Yun said incomparably coldly. When his voice fell, his body suddenly moved, but he flew away from here.

Nie Yun himself is a young man who has just come of age. If he hadn't encountered great changes and changed his mind, now I'm afraid he doesn't have such awareness. He has his own unique views on everything. The so-called emotions have long been buried in his heart and unmoved. In his eyes The world is seen by the 'heart'!

In the words with Xue Yufeng, although Nie Yun intended to enlighten the other party, he also benefited a lot. He has always ignored the meaning of his life. Now when he looks back, his heart is gently trembling. That throbbing makes Nie Yun feel extremely gratified, but his mood is invisible and has improved a lot. The realm of the soul has reached a critical point. It seems that it only takes a little insight to break through the celestial stage.

The mysterious feeling spread in Nie Yun's heart, which made Nie Yun feel that his soul is constantly sublimating, but he understands what the ghost said before. Practice is to feel life. Every point and every drop he has experienced in life is an extremely valuable experience and an irresistible treasure.

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The years have passed quietly. In a blink of an eye, a month has passed. In this desolate place, I can't feel any change at all in a month. The picture seems to have been in a fixed state. After a long time, it makes people tired of this picture.

In the mine, the purple light lingers and glitters, like a crystal world, full of fairy tales.

In the past month, Nie Yun has gone out once and is digging the astral veins almost day and night. Fortunately, the blood in his body is like a rainbow, and the energy of life is extremely magnificent. Otherwise, if it goes on like this, his body will collapse sooner or later.

However, compared with Nie Yun a month ago, he looks a little thinner now, but his eyes are more deep and restrained, and his strength is obviously improved.

In the past month, Nie Yun dug three astral veins, including one third-level star stone and two fourth-level star stone, but the number is far less than the 10 million three-level astral veins dug before. After swallowing, the stars in Nie Yun's body awakened crazily, and now they have awakened 200,000. !

200,000 stars!

The stars in Nie Yun's body are already on the edge of breakthrough at this time. As long as Nie Yun is willing, he can break through the fourth level of the Flying Star at any time. After a month of excavation, the star soul in Nie Yun's body constantly outputs the star power and constantly replenishes. The star soul is shrinking and expanding all the time, refining the star power, firmly solidizing the root of Nie Yun. Base.

Nie Yun can lay a solid foundation like this. If he were someone else, he would not be able to do it. Once the star power in Dantian is exhausted, if he wants to recover, it will take hours to meditate and absorb the star power in the air. Even with the help of star stone, it also needs to be absorbed and refined for hours, and the star power in Nie Yun's body is as infinite as the sea. On an inexhaustible day, naturally you don't have to worry about the lack of star power, and you can practice all the time to stabilize your foundation. At the starting point, it has far surpassed others, and others can only be out of reach!

shr~ shrs!!

A strange sound came, but the dazzling purple light scattered out, which instantly illuminated the narrow cave route, but once again dug a star ore vein.

" hiss~!! It's all five-level star stones. It seems that it's not far from the center of this vein.

Nie Yun's face showed a strong surprise. The star power contained in the five-level star stone is extremely strong, which is not comparable to the three-level star stone, which can greatly satisfy his star space.