Chapter 59 The Lost Life
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Only Zhao Yue and Jessica were left next to the bonfire. "Do you have any smoke?" Jessica picked up a burning firewood and asked.
Zhao Yue took out a box of cigars from his pocket and threw it over. Jessica caught it and said, "This thing is too strong." She pulled out a cigar with burning firewood, took a deep breath, and asked, "Why didn't you go with that enthusiastic girl just now?"
"I am a very traditional person, and I have a very beautiful wife. We love each other!" Zhao Yue lay on the hay and said with a smile.
Jessica said, "Your wife must be very happy. How did you meet?"
"We know each other very strangely. I accidentally kidnapped her. Yes, it was unintentional. Later, we met. She thought I was not a heinous bastard, and then she followed me and gave birth to two children for me. That's it! There is no earth-shaking passage, and there is no vows. It's very plain! What about you? Why do you want to be a mercenary? Zhao Yuedao.
Jessica smoked a cigarette and slowly lay on the grass and said, "I don't know what else I can do except this. I have been trained as a killing machine since I was a child. I don't know who my parents are, and I don't even have a memory before I was eight years old. From the age of eight, I can only sleep four hours a day. The rest of the time is either training or learning. I don't have a happy childhood like other children. I live in danger every day. There are many children who train with me. When the training enters a certain stage, we will kill each other. In the end, there are only three. I survived, and I was 18 years old that year. Before the first task, the instructors were given the surname Chun medicine. You can guess what happened later. From the beginning of killing the first person, I couldn't stop. I was tired of killing more and more people. Later, I secretly found someone to give me cosmetic surgery, and my appearance completely became another person. In this way, I escaped from the control of the organization, but it was too difficult to be included in the life of ordinary people. I had to be a mercenary. .
Zhao Yue turned his head and looked at Jessica and said, "Why did you tell me this? Aren't you afraid that I will tell you your secret?
Jessica said, "I believe you are not such a person. Although you rarely talk, I know you are a very honest person!"
Zhao Yue smiled and said, "It's the first time I've been so trusted!" You're not 26 years old this year, are you?
Jessica said, "You have a good vision. I'm just over twenty-five years old."
Zhao Yue said, "Your life has been seriously overdrawn. Now you are young and can't feel it, but when you are over forty years old, you will age very quickly, and you will die before the age of fifty."
Jessica asked in surprise, "You seem to be a little alarmist!"
"I have never been alarmist. The organs of your body are overloaded, and others are almost the same. Only Yang Lin is slightly better. I guess he has learned a method to cultivate internal qi, which can barely maintain the balance of income and expenditure. If you don't believe it, you can press your finger on the left side of your chest two inches away from the sternum, the fifth rib and Between the sixth ribs, you will feel very weak!" Zhao Yue said.
With the idea of trying casually, Jessica did what Zhao Yue said. After a while, she gasped and asked, "Why is it like this?" I was full of strength just now. Why did I do what you said and become like this?
Zhao Yue said, "Because your visceral function has begun to fail, more than that, your whole body organs have begun to fail. You don't protect your body well. You only know how to ask for it, but don't know how to supplement it."
The way of heaven is more than enough to make up for the deficiency; the way of man is more than enough to make up for it. This sentence comes from Chapter 77 of Lao Tzu: "The way of heaven is like a bow! Those who are high suppress it, those who are lower are those who take it, those who are more than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are less than those who are Humanity is not the case. If the damage is not enough, there will be more than enough. How can you serve the world? There is only Taoist."
It means that the "way of heaven" is characterized by reducing excess and supplementing the deficiency, while "humanity" is exactly the opposite. Reducing the deficiency and making more, who will give more to the world? Only those who have a good way. Therefore, "heaven" can last forever, but people will die, dynasties will change, and the world will change. Just like modern society, the richer the rich, and the less moneyless the money. What the court needs to do is to make this gap smaller and achieve a certain balance. Otherwise, over time, the dynasties will change and the wealth will be re-distributed! Because "heaven" does not allow this gap to become wider and wider. This is its rule, and anything that breaks the rules will be crushed by it.
If your body is consumed too much and getting bigger and bigger, but you don't care about it and don't supplement it, then God will deal with you. Jiuyin Zhenjing was created according to this principle. In the Qing Dynasty, Yi Peishen believed that the way of heaven was "eous" and that "the way was equal in the world, and then it was suitable for use. If there is more than this, there is more than enough, and if there is more than that, it is not available. If it is high, there will be more damage; if it is lower, it will make up for the deficiency. The way of heaven is like this, so its use is endless."
Jessica asked, "Then there is no way to solve this problem?"
Zhao Yue said, "Yes, yes, but why can I help you? And we have nothing to do with each other. If I help you, what can you give me back?
Jesikka was silent. That's right! Why do others want to help you? Everything has a reason. If someone helps you for no reason, he must ask for something. Either I want to ask for help, or I love you, or I want to get your body, or the exchange of interests, in short, there are all.
Zhao Yue said again, "There is someone who can help you, and he is right to help you!"
Jessica asked, "Who?"
Zhao Yue said, "Yang Lin! He has an internal qi cultivation skill, which can alleviate your problems. I can see that you like him, and he also likes you, but neither of you broke the window paper. You are afraid that you have no future, so you don't want to say it to drag him down, right? Jessica didn't say anything. Zhao Yue continued, "It seems that I'm right. Do you know what he thinks? In fact, his heart is the same as you think."
Jessica quickly asked, "Really? Does he think the same way?"
Zhao Yue smiled and said, "Of course! I'm a man, so I know more about what men think. That's absolutely true! Why don't you go to him and tell him what you think? People who love each other should be together! By the way, why didn't I see him just now? Where did he go?
Jessica was encouraged and immediately jumped up. As she ran, she said, "He's on guard!"
Zhao Yue shouted, "Stop! He hasn't eaten yet! Aren't you going to bring him some mutton?
Jessica ran back with a golden leg of lamb, turned around and ran back, and disappeared a few times.
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