Chapter 318 Cause and Effect!
"Why?"
Mu Fan, who was sitting on the bench outside the door of the ward, suddenly heard a question. What he saw was a pair of cotton shoes embroidered with rose flowers. He looked up at the face with a trace of waves. Mu Fan, who should have been surprised, did not show too much emotion and said lightly; "Walk with me,"
Looking at the restless heart covered by Mu Fan's calm face, Qu Chuxuan, who rushed to him, gave up doubt and followed Mu Fan to the outside of the hospital.
In the bleak winter, on the quiet street, two figures walked quietly. It was not until a long time after that Mu Fan stopped, turned to the calm Qu Chuxuan, and said with a wry smile, "Am I bad?"
"There is no good or bad, only cause and effect. If there is any cause, there will be any effect. What you do now is just due to the cause you encountered at the beginning."
Mu Fan sighed, shook his head, reached out and grabbed Qu Chuxuan's hand. He didn't notice an imperceptible strange color flashing in the latter's eyes, but continued to move forward quietly.
Looking at this man closely, Qu Chuxuan found that the outline of his side face was so deep and there was a kind of sadness. Qu Chuxuan, who observed countless people, knew that this is a face that only people who are destined to experience countless pains and hardships in their lives should have in their lives. There are many people who are great good and evil in the world, and the side face of great good people is always straight. Unchanging and calm, the side face of the evil person is gentle but always capricious and cautious. Mu Fan's side face is blurred, but it is always shrouded in a layer of clear and deep loneliness.
When he met this man for the first time, on that bus, Qu Chuxuan had a meeting with this rude man. Mu Fan's fate was a lifetime of impetuousness, with a trace of blood. Now it seems that at least Mu Fan has been confirmed in the past 20 years.
When her hand was held by Mu Fan, there was a trace of waves in Qu Chuxuan's heart, but she did not break free, because she could not break free. She found the reason why she could not understand the true meaning, and she could only slowly resolve it.
After walking several streets, Mu Fan stopped, let go of Qu Chuxuan's hand, stretched out, looked at the latter and smiled faintly: "Why is your hand cold? My palms are sweating,"
"Are you in a good mood?"
"Well, it's just a little thing anyway. The dead are gone. The living must be strong to live, right?" Mu Fan said with a faint smile. The smile is not so free.
"Why?"
Looking at Qu Chuxuan throwing this question again, Mu Fan said helplessly, "What do you want to ask and why? Why did you bring Jin Wannian in?"
Qu Chuxuan shook his head gently and said, "Why did you pull me in?"
Mu Fan was slightly stunned. He took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it. Then he squatted by the roadside and looked at the empty street. He was stunned. "At first, I just wanted to ask your grandfather about all the forces around Suzhou. I accidentally learned that you knew Jin Wannian, so I wanted to ask you to contact me. This is the original intention. It's like..."
"You can do it without me. Why do you have to pull me in? Because you like my eyes?"
Mu Fan put his left hand across his knee, smoked a cigarette in his right hand, and said lightly, "I don't know. If I like your eyes, it's better to say that I like the feeling when talking to you. It's very quiet. You don't have to think about anything else. Ha ha, I guess you are too stubborn, stubborn and like your hometown. I like to do things, and I feel very calm. You know that I can find this feeling in the old man. Unfortunately, there is a generation gap and an age gap. I don't like it, but you are different. There is no age difference, and you still have the temperament of an old man. It's peaceful, just like Tianshan Tong's grandma on TV. That's why, "
After being quiet for a long time, Qu Chuxuan said lightly: "I shouldn't have gone to Yanjing with my grandfather that time. Filial piety has created this reason, but it has been stretched out. Now you have completely pulled me into your cause. I can't see your result, let alone the cause I created with you. Fruit, "
Looking at Qu Chuxuan's confused eyes, Mu Fan smiled bitterly and said, "Is it so serious? Can't I disturb you in the future?"
"It's useless. Two cups and one cup are all impurities, so one more and one less is irrelevant, because you can't see it; but if the other cup is pure, one more impurity will be very conspicuous,"
Mu Fan knew that he had caused great trouble to Qu Chuxuan. He did not have a hippie smile and said seriously. "The final result is that pure water assimilates this impurity and removes it, or does the impurities continue to expand and pollute the pure water in the whole cup?"
Qu Chuxuan's body suddenly trembled, and then he stared at Mu Fan. The latter's serious and calm face at this time made Qu Chuxuan frightened. She didn't dare to think of Mu Fan's words. She didn't want to destroy all her beliefs because of him.
Looking at Qu Chuxuan's trembling body, Mu Fan was dumbfounded and threw away his cigarette butt. He didn't know what he said that made the woman so excited. He stood in the hand of holding the latter and worried, "What's wrong?"
Qu Chuxuan came over for a long time to calm down, broke away from Mu Fan's hand, and gasped for a little; "Don't talk to me, don't look at me, and don't touch me,"
Qu Chuxuan looked at Mu Fan's worried face in horror. He stepped back step by step and turned around and walked to the other side of the road. She was destined to be different from this man. She wanted to go to the other side of the road and then go against this. She escaped. Mu Fan's words reminded her and made her completely uneasy, as if in her heart. A small flaw in the depths is unacceptable to Qu Chuxuan, who has a cleanliness fetish in her heart, so she chooses not to believe it and strives to find a way to get rid of this flaw in her heart, but today's conversation with Mu Fan is like Mu Fan taking a magnifying glass to enlarge the flaw in her heart and show it to her. This pair Qu Chuxuan said that it was like a bolt from the blue. She wanted to leave here and leave the man as soon as possible.
A rapid brake sound came!
"Looking for death! If you want to die during the Spring Festival, don't let me get moldy!"
The car drove away. In the middle of the mainland, Mu Fan held the silly Qu Chuxuan. Mu Fan was still shocked. For Qu Chuxuan, Mu Fan saved her more than the impact on her heart by being hit by a car!
"Why... Why....."
Qu Chuxuan in his arms kept muttering, and Mu Fan sighed. In this situation, he should have been almost driven crazy by this woman, but at this time, he really had no temper. He took Qu Chuxuan to the sidewalk, put it down, and looked at the woman who didn't want to look at him. Mu Fan was helpless and would definitely not rest assured. He left and pulled her back to the hospital according to the original way. He told her to relax for a while and then go back more than a dozen times, but after leaving, Mu Fan returned, looked at the silly Qu Chuxuan, and then pulled her out of the hospital. After thinking for a long time, he remembered the temple that Qu Chuxuan went to that day, Wenshan Zen Temple in Taohuawu.
In the temple, he really found the master who talked to Mu Fan last time. After handing over Qu Chuxuan to him, Mu Fan left at ease.
When Mu Fan rushed back to Xie Nan's residence, it was dark. When he came to the door, he saw that the door was locked. After knocking for ten minutes, no one opened it. Looking back, he found that Xie Nan was standing by the bus stop across the road, hugging his hands and looking at himself calmly.
When Mu Fan rushed over with interest, Xie Na said a word to beat Mu Fan to death with a stick.
"The doctor said that I can't do exciting things, otherwise there will be sudden death from myocardial infarction. Do you want to go to dinner with me, or do you want to go into the house and do what you haven't finished?"
Mu Fan was originally unhappy. At this time, he looked at Zhu Yeqing with a shallow smile on his face and said angrily, "Do you hate me so much?"
"Why do I hate you? No man dares to want me except you."
"Go to dinner and let me touch your chest! How can you get this strange disease?"
Xie Nan put his chest straight in front of Mu Fan, letting Mu Fan's light posture, but said something that made Mu Fan hesitate for a long time and still took his hand back.
"When you touched me before, my body had a reaction, and my body ** a lot. Now it's easy to be excited to touch me again."
"..."