228 months later
A month later, Nangong Xuanyong has not appeared since he left that day. I don't know what she is busy with, and Yuefei has not found herself since that day. What's going on? For Lingyun now, she doesn't want to know much.
It's been a month, and I still have five months to live. I don't know what will happen in these five months. One month has passed like this. It's calm. There are too many uneasiness in her heart.
"Princess! What are you thinking about?" Xiaohua knew one thing. As long as she lived for a day, the princess would live one day less, so she would not let the princess see her unhappy side and keep smiling.
"What can you think about?" Yes! I don't want to be a man. Nangong Xuanyong hasn't come to see himself recently. After that day, Heizi didn't appear, and all the people didn't appear. What's wrong? The more he is like this, the more uneasy he is.
"Why can't I see anyone? Has something happened? What's wrong in the harem recently?" When I asked Xiaohua, I was much better than the previous month, which was also a happy thing.
"I don't know! It seems to be much quieter recently. Is it ordered by the emperor? Otherwise, it won't be like this. Xiaohua also felt it as soon as she heard Lingyun's words.
What's behind the quiet? It's been a month, and no one has come, and Sandezi has never been here. Is there anything to do? Only her, Lingyun, does she have to do something by herself?
"Go and see what the emperor has been doing recently." As soon as she said to Xiaohua, Xiaohua nodded.
"Nangong Xuanyong!" I haven't seen this man for a month, and the words are still ringing in my ears that day. This man has a beloved woman, but that woman is not herself. As long as her heart hurts when she thinks about it, it's better if she doesn't want to.
Did the black man investigate the matter? Otherwise, he didn't see it. I don't know how he would look at himself after that day. He also regarded himself as a brothel woman. It's also his own fault to know what women look like. Otherwise, it won't be like this.
Heizi knew that he could only live for half a year. Did he go to another master? Why did Heizi... The calmer he was, the more uneasy he was? Did he go to the emperor to have a look?
"Princess! I didn't see the emperor. I asked anyone who didn't know, and said that the emperor had left the palace. Xiaohua said as soon as she returned to Lingyun's side.
"I know! Be careful, maybe something will happen recently. On the surface, it doesn't mean anything, but the heart will be uneasy and worried about Nangong Xuanyong.
"Are you worried about the emperor? Don't worry, the emperor will have nothing to do, or we will also go out of the palace. Maybe we can do something." Xiaohua knew that no matter what she did or said, there was nothing on the princess's face, but the words Nangong Xuanyong were written in her eyes.
"Let's talk about this in a few days." Yes! Maybe the man I love is just going out for a walk.
"Which Xiaohua also has to see if we have a look at Sima's house." Let's go first. Let's do something else in the palace first.
"Xiaohua doesn't know either." For some things, Xiaohua doesn't think about what she will do. Looking at Lingyun now, she doesn't know what to say.
Things are like this. What do you live for? Like the princess, you are living now for the sake of the emperor, but the emperor has not even come for a month. It's better to find someone to ask.
Sunshine is good, and everything is beautiful here, but what is behind this beauty is the smell of blood. At this time, Lingyun seems to be able to smell blood and smell another person, as if she has been looking at herself in one place and will come to her at any time.
"Okay! Watch it. Go down. I'll stay alone for a while. Yes! Recently, I like to stay alone and think more about more things. What will happen in five months? It's just death, but no one is not afraid of death. Xiaohua nodded, knew the princess's thoughts, and didn't want to say anything more.
When Xiaohua went down, Lingyun found a place to do it. She closed her eyes and seemed to recall what happened that day.
Nangong Xuanyong painted for himself, but what is this painting? It's everything recently. I don't know if the man's painting was kept at that time. Did he throw it away casually? Will it happen this time? This is something Lingyun didn't want to see.
It's not wrong to fall in love with a person, but the fault is that the other party does not love himself, but falls in love with others. I don't know how the woman looks and how she met him. Is she is in the palace or outside.
"Why is that woman not herself?" Asking himself, looking up, he can't see anything. He can only see everything in the dark with his eyes closed. Without light, without everything, his heart is even more painful. One after another, without tears, and will he will not fall down.
Her Lingyun is not even afraid of death now. What else is there to be afraid of?
"Nangong Xuanyong!" He shouted and opened his eyes. I don't know where to put the painting. I really want to see it. I got up and wanted to leave, but I didn't know where to go. This place is not her home, but I still have to walk.
Although the palace is very big, there are some places that I haven't been to. Do I have to look around so that it may help Nangong Xuanyong at the last critical time.
"Princess! Where are you going? Do you want Xiaohua to accompany you? Xiaohua naturally had to ask when she saw that the princess was going to leave Yueyang Palace.
It's the sound of a little flower. I didn't go anywhere. I just want to have a walk. You can do your work. Yes! As long as you want to leave at this time, Xiaohua is right! Otherwise, I wouldn't have seen her as a friend.
It's also a pleasure to come to ancient times to meet Xiaohua, isn't it?
Xiaohua came to Lingyun. The princess happens to want to take a look around. Do you want us to go together? With a happy look, Ling Yun nodded.
"Okay! You little flower." Recently, she has always been like this, and she also knows that she is worried about herself. She will not commit suicide. She only has five months to live, and there is no need to choose the stupid route of suicide.
I haven't thought about the word suicide since I came here, so I just remembered it today, which is also a ridiculous thing.
"Do you think I will commit suicide one day, Xiaohua?" I asked Xiaohua, and Xiaohua listened to it. The princess won't do that." Say it out loud.
"Why? Maybe." The man he fell in love with has another woman, and it's heartache if he doesn't commit suicide. Why not? Xiaohua really knows something about herself. She still has five months. She chose suicide to help Nangong Xuanyong. Otherwise, she would have died long ago. What is death? Isn't it as good as it was on TV?
"Little flower! If I leave one day, you can also leave. Let your father take you away as far as possible. This is not a place for you to stay with me, but a place where you can die at any time. No matter what you do, as long as you don't like it, someone will choose to do it to you. What's more, it's a dead end if you don't listen to your master's words. It seems that there is nothing that can survive safely.
"Princess! You won't leave here, let alone die, so don't worry." That said, but Lingyun and Xiaohua know in their hearts that it is never possible. Death is only a matter of time. Death begins from birth, and there is no need to be too sad. Maybe they can go back to modern times and start again.
"Okay! Be happy, don't be too sad. People's life is like this. Is it Xiaohua? Let's be happy and don't think too much. With that, he looked up at the palace.
"Yes!" Xiaohua whispered and didn't want to talk about this matter. Otherwise, the more she said it, the more sad she became. It was all whose fault and who harmed the princess. Otherwise, it would not be like this. Whether it was the empress dowager, Yue's son or Yuefei. These three people don't know what they are thinking, that is to say, they can't do it like this.
"Little flower! When we went back, I suddenly thought of something that might have to be done. Yes! Otherwise, my time will go less day by day, and at the same time, I will find that time passes quickly. It seems that I didn't feel this way in the past, but now I have it.
"Princess! What are we going to do?" Whispered.
"You will know when you go back." With a slight smile, Xiaohua was also a little embarrassed, and her face turned a little red.
Lingyun took a look. You are a woman. Why are you blushing? Isn't there anything wrong with you? Or do you like someone? Do you want to talk about it? It happens that I will listen to you. Maybe you will get it. With that, he pointed to Xiaohua's face.
Xiaohua listened to it. Princess! What are you talking about? There is nothing wrong with this palace. Xiaohua only knows a few people, and she can't be too heart-to-heart. Otherwise, you know that the princess is a dead end. Speaking loudly, Lingyun also nodded and stopped talking about it.
"Let's go." With that, he didn't make a sound.
Everything around is quiet. No one comes to bother her. Is it Nangong Xuanyong? Otherwise, it won't be like this. For Yue's son, she won't let go, and so is Yuefei. It doesn't mean that she wants to go to a place with herself. She hasn't been here for a month. Have these people been there for a long time? Only myself don't have it.
Although the blue sky and white clouds are beautiful, it is different here. It is quiet and terrible. No one can feel the slightest safety, and the smell of death is slowly approaching her side.
Yes, the more it is, the closer it is to the arrival of death for Ling Yun, but it is also what she wants to do. Otherwise, things will never end. Maybe when she dies, everything can change back to its original appearance. Maybe this is God let him come here. What to do in the house is to let Nangong Xuan Yong come to unify the world, otherwise why did he send himself here?