Chapter 89 Forced out!

Chapter 89 [Forcing it out!] I begged the Buddha to invite the Bodhisattva in my heart, but Fang Nan had gently held my hand, and then took the half of the burning cigarette from my hand.

She stepped back half a step, looked up at me, then slowly took a puff of smoke, and then slowly sprayed it out.

After the blue smoke, her eyes were hazy and flashed.

"I'm a woman."

Fang Nan finally opened her mouth. Because of crying, her voice was a little hoarse and a little nasal: "And I'm not young. For a woman, it's a terrible thing to be over thirty."

I didn't say anything.

Fang Nan leaned against the wall, holding her arms, and the expression on her face was very weak. There was a feeling that people couldn't help but feel sad and caring: "Chen Yang... Do you know what it feels like for a woman over 30 years old?" ...I don't know."

I admit it frankly.

"It's very difficult."

Fang Nan spit out these three words in her little mouth, and then her eyes fell on the ceiling. She seemed to smile gently, but there was no pleasure in the smile: "I dress myself up beautifully every day... But I only know when I unloaded myself every night that the corners of my eyes There are a little more crow's feet. Although I give myself everything is the best... But can a woman like me retain a few years of youth?" I'm the only one at home...Never way.

I'm even afraid when it's dark, and sometimes I try to find an excuse to go home.

I'd rather stay in the company until there is no one before I leave the last one.

Because I know that the house is empty, even if I sit for one night, no one will come to say a word to me! At night, when I sit here, I feel cold all over! That kind of cold comes from the bottom of my heart! It comes from the bones! I will try my best to turn on all the lights in my house! Turn on the TV and stereo! Open for one night! Every room! Then I sat on the sofa and waited..." She suddenly smiled bitterly.

Then he shook his head and whispered, "I don't even know what I'm waiting for."

"Chen Yang... I'm over thirty years old... There is very little youth left for me... Maybe it won't take long, no... It should be now! Now that I'm walking on the road, some little girls will call me aunt! Instead of calling me sister! But sometimes I think that I'm thirty years old, but I'm still alone, and no one loves me.

No one will accompany me, no one will come to 4 I'm happy, coax me to sleep... When I woke up in the middle of the night, I didn't even have a hug to calm me down! You know..." She looked into my eyes with tears in her eyes: "Often at night, after I have nightmares, I sit with a quilt until dawn..." I can't say a word at all! If a woman is willing to show all her weakness and helplessness in front of you... then what else can you say?" You really look like a person."

Fang Nan sighed, and a strange look slipped through his eyes: "I remember what I told you. You look very much like him... Even your personality is very similar and stubborn.

Strong, unwilling to bow his head, a little tough temper.

But in your hungry eyes, the occasional appearance is a very gentle look... This is also very similar to him.

I'm still speechless.

"See you for the first time.

I have a little... I almost can't control my emotions."

Fang Nan shook his head: "Do you remember the things I asked you to come to my house to help me that afternoon?" ...Remember."

I nodded.

Fang Nan's eyes showed a trace of shyness and guilt: "That day, I had thought about it all night.

I just decided to bring you back.

I... I originally had a plan... or made a decision that made me feel ashamed of myself.

"Ah?" Fang Nan took a deep breath, blushed, and said word by word, "I... intend to seduce you."

Buzz! My mind almost exploded! Is she... going to seduce me? Is she going to... seduce... me? Fang Nan's face was full of shame, and his head almost hung down to his chest. He said in a very thin voice, "Isn't I... shameless? A very shameless woman?" When she looked up again, the corners of her eyes shed tears again: "I also feel very cheap... I thought about it all night... I really can't stand it anymore. I can't stand it! I just want to have a warmer embrace, and someone can take good care of me.

Be nice to me... Even if it's only in order, I'll have enough! That's enough!" She stretched out her hand and gently held my face: "And you look too much like him... too much like Fang Nan. I can't help thinking that even if I can only stay in your arms for a while... for a while, I'm very satisfied.

...I'm sorry, Chen Yang... I'm sorry, I know my idea is dirty and despicable... But I really can't stand it.

I don't want to sit until dawn every night after waking up!" Although there is no mirror, I can feel that my face must be ugly now.

Finally, Fang Nan sighed: "But... that day, after you came, I found that... still couldn't do it."

She suddenly hugged me hard and hissed, "I'm not a cheap woman! I'm not! No!" Then Fang Nan seemed to have lost her strength and fell softly into my arms. I quickly stretched out my arms to support her and said softly, "Would you like to sit down?" No."

Fang Nan said softly in my arms, "Let me... hug for a while, just for a while, okay?" I sighed and tightened my arms.

Fang Nan moaned in a low voice, and her head was happy on the shoulder I hit. She continued to tell in a low voice. Her voice was very confused, a little like a dream: "You were here that afternoon and helped me do so many things... I just looked at you in the back, look, look... It's you in front of me It was him for a while, but it changed, and the decision in my heart broke down bit by bit.

Chen Yang... Do you know? Since I lived here... you..." She raised her head: "You are the first man to walk into this house."

"I believe it."

I nodded immediately.

"Well..." Fang Nan snorted softly: "That afternoon, I drank some wine and was a little dizzy, but I was not drunk... At that time, I thought, forget it.

Fall has fallen like this... Anyway, I won't meet anyone who really loves me in my life, and there will be no one else... Just this time, just once..." She suddenly smiled, as if mocking: "That afternoon... You thought I was really Are you drunk? I didn't... I actually knew it. I was still conscious at that time.

You carried me upstairs, and I was still wondering if you couldn't help it... If you were not a good person like those men outside, just thinking about how to get a woman to bed... I think.

Forget it, just like this once, even if there is one more warm and good memory, let me have fewer nightmares in my future alone.

In fact, I'm still very timid... I didn't dare to take the initiative, so I simply gave myself to you. If you wanted to do anything to me at that time, I wouldn't resist.

At the end, Fang Nan's voice cooled down: "But there is only one. If you really did something that day, I will let you leave the next day."

"Then what?" I suddenly asked a stupid and idiotic question.

Fang Nan suddenly smiled and raised his head.

At such a close distance, it's really beautiful to see Fang Nan's smile.

is very charming.

Her eyes are curved, like a crescent moon, slightly raised the corners of her eyes, very charming and amorous.

"Then... well... At that time, you carried me upstairs, and I was ready.

I thought you would take me into the room... but I didn't expect you.

He hugged me up and down again.

I almost couldn't pretend... At that time, I said to myself that you are so strange.

Is it time for you to be timid again? She blinked and looked a little confused: "Aren't you men all very impulsive?" I opened my mouth and sweated a little on my head: "Well... I really didn't think about other evil thoughts that day. I just wanted to hug you into the room and let you lie down and rest.

I didn't expect anything else...the conscience of heaven and earth!" Fang Nan nodded, and her eyes were full of tenderness: "I... believe you!" That day... Are you really not drunk?" I have a little bitterness in my mouth.

"A little bit."

Fang Nan smiled faintly: "Although I retain a little sobriety, I'm really a little confused..." "How confused?" " I'm so confused... I can have the courage to indulge myself to do that."

I'm speechless... "Chen Yang... Thank you.

Fortunately, you didn't touch me that day.

Fang Nan then restrained his smile and looked at me seriously: "Because you didn't touch me that day, you gave me a chance to slowly feel the current feeling... or torture."

"Um..." I couldn't speak.

"That day, you didn't touch me, but later you went out to buy it for me, and then when you came back, I really couldn't support it. I was very dizzy and wanted to sleep..." Fang Nan blushed and said, "Later, you hugged me on the sofa for an afternoon... Among them, I was awake for a while, It's too much to drink.

I have some regret in my heart, and I really want to push you away... but I can't bear it.

I haven't slept so peacefully for a long time. You hugged me in the back, held me, and didn't let me fall. I felt very reliable. It turned out to be a little uneasy and uneasy, but then I slept very solidly.

I said to myself, you are a good man... a good man."

I felt a little burning on my face.

In fact, all afternoon, I held Fang Nan in my arms and had been fighting with heaven and man! Later in the evening, my body... Well, I'm not feeling well. You take good care of me... I haven't been taken care of like that for a long time.

Fang Nan's eyes were full of emotion: "Do you remember that I lost my temper with you? For Cang Yu... I was very sad at that time... Suddenly, a childlike temper came out of my heart, as if it was a kind of fear... I was afraid that one of my favorite toys I had just seen would be robbed by others!" " Do you remember that we got out of the dinner party in the evening and I lost my temper with you in the car? In fact, I know in my heart that it is unreasonable for me to lose my temper, and what I said is also very childish... But I just can't help it!" Fang Nan blushed and lowered her head and said, "Actually, girls are like this. I just want to lose my temper deliberately and be unreasonable... I don't know why, I really want to feel the feeling of being coaxed by you... As a result, you really kind words to coax me.

In fact, it's fun to quarrel with you, especially looking at your gentle tone to coax me. At that time, I was about to cry..." I: "............" Sister! Please, you are my boss! I'll give you a big rice bowl.

Can you coax without saying something soft? Of course, such words can never be said now!" Later, you took me to eat the night... I haven't been to that kind of dilapidated roadside shop for a long time!" Fang Nan's eyes were full of light: "Usually, when people invite me to dinner, I order those very high-end restaurants, but you take me to eat those barbecues, but I think it's very interesting. It's fun to eat skewers with my hands."

At this point, she said in a heavy tone: "I met those hooligans later.

They insulted me, and you stood up and fought with them..." She suddenly stared at me: "And you pulled me behind you.

Block in front of me with your body..." Fang Nan suddenly hugged me hard: "Chen Yang, do you know that after you were taken away by the police, I cried all the way back? I even broke my oath and called... Their relationship asked for help! I have forgotten how long it has been... how long I haven't cried for a man!" She bit her mouth and stared at me: "After knowing you, I cried much more than all these years combined!" I..." As soon as I opened my mouth, Fang Nan had reached out and blocked my mouth to stop me from saying it.

"I do!" Fang Nan said firmly, "I do! These are all voluntary! I'd rather you take me home that night.

That's because I just want to stay with you for a while, just for a while!" But..." "No, but!" An unprecedented light suddenly appeared in Fang Nan's eyes: "I don't have time anymore!" I'm not young anymore! Sometimes I wonder if God has pity on me and finally sent you to me alone... After you sent me home that night, I stood behind the door for a long time, and I almost wanted to rush out to chase you several times..." I thought to myself: Fortunately, you didn't come out, otherwise I would see me and Wu Gang fighting... "I thought about it all night.

The decision made again... I decided not to let go this time, and I decided to try to catch you!" Fang Nan's eyes suddenly dimmed: "But the next day, I knew that you had an accident... When I rushed to the hospital... I saw your... girlfriend..." She smiled miserably.

said softly, "Do you know? I was even dying at that time... I finally saw a little hope, but you wiped it out in front of me!" Yes, I'm sorry."

"Don't say sorry to me."

Fang Nanyou said quietly, "I almost used all my strength to control myself and didn't go to the hospital to see you again, you know? Every day I go to South Korea, I think of you when I can't sleep at night... I think of the scene where you protected me behind me that day and you came out holding me after my foot was injured... I call Qian Pan every day to ask her about you.

The gaze in front of me is the heaviness I can't bear, and it's the tenderness I can't refuse.

I used almost all my willpower to open my eyes: "Fang Nan... I don't know what to say.

I don't know how to express the shock in my heart... En..." "I know what you want to say!" Fang Nan bit and said, "You want to say that you have a girlfriend, and then you want to say that it's impossible, no, and then say sorry to me, right?" I really want to say "yes", but in the face of Fang Nan, this word can't jump out of my mouth.

"Chen Yang..." Fang Nan's cry seemed to have infinite affection, which made me feel like I can't help but feel fluctuated. Fang Nan has reached out and hooked her neck: "I don't want you to do anything... I won't ask you to do anything... I just want you to stay with me... Don't OK?" " "I really don't want too much... I won't rob anything from your girlfriend.

I don't want to disturb your life... I just want you to stay! Just stay!" Fang Nan was almost happy and said in a good mood: "Don't go, okay? No matter what you ask, I am willing to promise you! As long as you leave me one last hope, don't take it away completely, okay?" To be honest, my heart is completely soft.

How to say that sentence: Hundreds of steelmaking become soft! In this situation, such a touching beauty, with a cross-looking expression, tells you her heart in your arms... What do you want! Besides. Moreover.

Such a weak and helpless woman, can I have the heart to hurt her?" In fact... In fact, I'm not a good person."

I hesitated.

"I know!" Fang Nan suddenly blinked and whispered, "I fell drunk on the sofa that day, right here. You thought I was asleep, didn't you say something to me, 'Fortunately, you have quit the world, otherwise you will take me...'............ Hehe, those words mean that you are actually a very good person."

Looking at me finally not talking, a strange look flashed in Fang Nan's eyes suddenly.

The arms that hooked my neck contracted gently, and the delicate face slowly approached me with infinite shyness... Approaching... Finally, my mouth tasted a soft fragrance... That feeling... It was sweet... My brain quickly fell into a blank.

I couldn't help hugging her in my arms.................. I felt that my head was empty, at a loss, and I felt a little head-heavy.

There is a trace of sweetness, joy, a trace of pleasure, and a trace of uneasiness in the bottom of my heart.

I can't even remember the details of how I got out of Fang Nan's house... I only remember that after a long kiss that even I was about to suffocate, Fang Nan was as soft as a pool of spring water, fell into my arms, and a pair of eyes were almost dripping! I immediately realized that I had to leave immediately! Otherwise, I'm afraid my self-control ability is not as good as I thought! And then? Well... Then, it seemed that Fang Nan held my arms and sent me out. Before leaving, she was full of shyness.

Like a girl, she picked up her feet and kissed me on the face: "Chen Yang... Come and pick me up for work tomorrow." How did I answer? Oh... by the way, what I said at that time was, "Okay."

Standing outside the door of Fang Nan's house, I woke up when I was blown by the wind, and I couldn't help patting my face hard.

Goblin! Absolutely goblins! I'm almost so fascinated that I don't even know that I'm sleeping! I turned around and looked at the closed door, but I couldn't encourage the courage to knock on it.

I patted my forehead hard, and I had no choice but to get into the car, start, and leave on the road.

I was a little flustered along the way and almost ran a red light several times.

There were also two times when I thought of something when I was waiting for the red light. When the car behind me honked the horn impatiently to urge me, I also stretched out my head angrily and scolded: "What do you press! Do you have a loudspeaker? Press!" Then start cursing.'s it.

After driving for a while, I suddenly felt that I really wanted to talk to someone. I needed to find a friend to talk about this matter, so I drove the car into a remote path, parked on the roadside, took out my mobile phone and looked at the number on it.

Joe Joe... En, forget it, she seems to be unhappy with me.

Aze... This big mouth can't talk to him. In case it reaches Yandi, I'm done! Wood... or wood is better... the mouth is tight! On the fluctuating phone, the wood fed at that end, and I immediately sighed, "Wood, I'm in big trouble!" Then, I talked about what happened to Fang Nan's house in the afternoon, and even the last affectionate kiss hesitated.

Of course, I accidentally bumped into Fang Nan's shower. I hesitated for a moment and finally didn't say it.

The wood didn't say a word in the whole process of my narration, just listen to the knowledge and listen quietly.

Finally, when I finished speaking, the wood popped up coldly: "Yan Di is a good girl."

"I know!" I'm a little impatient: "That's why I'm worried! I don't want to do this kind of thing!" Fang Nan is also very good.

"...I also know."

I shouted, "I'm not asking you to evaluate whether the girl is good or not! I need you to give me some advice! What should I do!!" The other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and the wood said, "Cold."

I got angry and was furious: "What do I mean by this! I wanted to find Fang Nan to know about this today! But I didn't expect it to be like this! Do you think I'm willing? Do you think I want to make this kind of scene? Do you think it's fun and fun for me to step on two feet? It's cool, isn't it!!" I complained angrily and loudly: "People, they are all forced by ***!! Forced out!!!" The other end of the phone was silent for a while, and suddenly the sound of wood came smoothly and clearly! It's rare for this guy to say a few more words! I only heard the sound of wood on the phone and said clearly, "It's not all forced out... As a doctor, I'll correct you a little, and many people have caesarean sections."

"............" I: "%¥...*#..." "Okay, aren't you going to pick up Fang Nan to work tomorrow... Don't be late."

The phone hung up and left me there.