Chapter 24 Don't Want to Give Up
"What are you talking about?" Yaqing couldn't understand what Xi Ao was saying at all.
"I said that I didn't betray Xiaoxi. There was nothing I could do to write a break-up letter to her." Xi Ao recalled:
[Xi Ao drove the car and wanted to buy a souvenir for Xiaoxi. He drove normally. At a corner, a little girl suddenly appeared. In order not to hit the little girl, Xi Ao stopped a sharp brake and got out of the car to see if the little girl was hurt. Fortunately, she did not hurt the little girl. The girl's mother was very grateful to Xi Ao. Xi Ao dodged the little girl, but did not dodge the oncoming truck. The truck drove to Xi Ao on route S. Xi Ao had no time to dodge and crashed into the truck. When Xi Ao woke up, he was already sick**.
"Mom, ah--" Xi Ao struggled to get up.
"Don't move, you can't move now." Xi Ao's mother comforted him
"My leg, mom, I..." Xi Ao knew that he had a car accident and wanted to know his condition.
"You are a doctor. I can't hide it from you. You can't be a doctor anymore. You had a car accident, injured your hand, and your spine, which is likely to be paralyzed. However, the doctor said that as long as you cooperate with the doctor, you will get better soon." Xi Ao's mother wiped her tears as she spoke.
How long? How long will it take to get better?" Xi Ao can't accept this reality.
"Si Ao, don't do this. The doctor said that as long as you accept rehabilitation exercise, you will get better soon." Xi Ao's mother comforted her son.
How long? How long? Tell me."
"Three years."
When Xi Ao heard this sentence, he lost everything and was not talking.]
"When you saw the foreign woman who dressed me on your honeymoon, she was actually my rehabilitation doctor. At that time, I couldn't take care of myself at all, so she took care of me when I went out." Xi Aoqiang resisted tears.
"Why lie to Xiaoxi? Even if she knows, she won't give up on you. Yaqing blamed Xi Ao.
"That's why I lied to her. I can't delay her. In three years, I know very well that the situation at that time may be paralyzed for the rest of my life. I can't let her wait for me so selfishly." Xi Ao lowered his head and said, "I just wanted to make it clear with Xiaoxi when I came back this time. I didn't expect that she was married and pregnant. I really gave up at that time, but I didn't expect it to be like this."
Yaqing saw Xiaoxi come out of the bedroom, and Xi Ao also turned around and saw Xiaoxi. They didn't expect Xiaoxi to get up. Obviously, Xiaoxi heard the conversation between the two.
"I'll go first and take good care of her." Yaqing said to Xi Ao. He went to Xiaoxi again and said, "Maybe this is your fate with him." After saying that, Yaqing left.
"Even if you can't be a doctor, don't hurt yourself." Xiao Xi wiped the blood on his hand with a tissue. Xi Ao looked at the weak Xiaoxi and was heartbroken. After wiping it, Xiao Xi looked at the scar on Xi Ao's hand, touched the scar and asked softly, "Does it still hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt anymore."
"I've long wanted to ask you where this scar came from. I haven't asked, but I didn't expect... Xi Ao, I'm sorry." Xiaoxi was in tears.
"I'm sorry for you, Xiaoxi. It's my fault. Don't cry. Promise not to cry." Xi Ao held Xiaoxi's face and wiped her tears.
"Xi Ao, I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't believe you. I'm sorry..." Xiaoxi complained about herself and hated herself...
"Don't do this, Xiaoxi, you didn't feel sorry for me, Xiaoxi."
Xi Ao held Xiaoxi in his arms and could no longer control his emotions. With sad tears, the two hugged each other and cried bitterly. I don't know how long they cried. Xiao Xi fell asleep in Xi Ao's arms... Looking at Xiao Xi sleeping, Xi Ao leaned his head on Xiao Xi's forehead and whispered, "Xiao Xi, I love you!" I must take you out of here."
Xiaoxi couldn't get out of the pain of losing her child. In addition, she knew the reason why Xi Ao abandoned her at the beginning, which made her miserable. She actually didn't believe her fiance and actually killed their children. She felt that she was very stupid. Thinking of this, she couldn't help crying, no matter how Xi Ao was. Persuading himself, he is still in great pain, blaming himself and resenting himself. Xi Ao looked at his beloved woman like this and regretted telling the truth.
"Xing Xi, shall we leave here?" Xi Ao sat by Xiaoxi's bed and took her hand and said.
Xiao Xi looked at Xi Ao. He knew the meaning of Xi Ao very well. He thought of Xi Ao's words and looked at the man he once loved deeply in front of him. There seemed to be a blood stain in front of him. His hands quickly groped on his abdomen. Xi Ao knew what Xiao Xi was thinking. He did not continue to talk, but pulled back Xiao Xi's hand again, gentle. He said, "Take good care of yourself first and don't think about anything. As long as you are fine, there will be hope in the future. Do you understand what I mean?"
"Sixiao, I'm sorry, I killed our child, I'm sorry." Xiao Xi lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Xi Ao and shed tears.
Xi Ao thought that Xiaoxi cared about her and Jiayi's children. Unexpectedly, what Xiaoxi cared about and made her painful and sad was her own child, which made him feel that Xiaoxi still loved him.
Xi Ao hugged Xiaoxi and said, "Fool, it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself. Don't resent yourself. If you feel sorry for me, then wait until you are in good health and give birth to a baby for me, okay?" Xiaoxi didn't answer, but she was sorry and kept crying. Xi Ao looked at Xiaoxi's tearful face, wiped his tears and said with a smile, "Don't let me see you cry again. I will feel heartbroken. I stewed chicken soup for you. Wait!" With that, Xi Ao came to the kitchen and brought a bowl of chicken soup. He blew it, sent it to Xiaoxi's mouth, slowly fed her, and wiped the corners of her mouth with a tissue from time to time...
At noon one day, someone knocked on the door of Xiaoxi's house. Xi Ao said to Xiaoxi, who was leaning against the head of the bed, "I'll open the door." Xi Ao opened the door and saw Jiayi standing at the door. He made a gesture to invite him to enter the door. Jiayi came to Xiaoxi's bedroom and looked at the haggard Xiaoxi. Xi Ao handed a cup of tea to Jiayi, and Jiayi also thanked him politely. Xi Ao said to Xiaoxi, "Xiao Xi, I'm going to the supermarket to buy something. You can talk." Xiao Xi understood Xi Ao's intention and nodded.
Xiaoxi said to Jiayi, "Sit down."
"Is it better?" Jiayi asked with concern.
"It's better, how about you?"
"I'm fine. Du Wenxin has been caught by the police. You can prosecute her."
Is it useful? Can you give me back the child?"
"Xingxi, I'm sorry! I didn't expect this!"
"I don't blame you, Jiayi. This is my life. This is my life."
"Xingxi, give me a chance. I will take good care of you. My parents like you very much. They are waiting for you to go back, and we will take good care of you. Come back with me, okay?" Jiayi begged Xiaoxi.
"Jiayi, since the day of our divorce, our fate has been gone. You go,"
"What about him? Do you still have your fate?"
Xiaoxi was about to answer when Xi Ao came back. Jiayi knew that he couldn't get the answer and said to Xiaoxi, "Anyway, I won't give up on you." Jiayi left the bedroom and walked to Xi Ao and said, "Help me take good care of her. I won't give up on her."
"Is it the wrong time for me to come back?" Xi Ao said to Xiao Xi with a smile.
Xiaoxi looks out of the window every day and immerses himself in his own world. One day, I accidentally saw the photos of my parents, and I had been in the pain of losing my child, but I forgot my parents who loved me the most.