1 Do you need a reason to travel
Wang Xuan doesn't know what to do now. In 1990, he was admitted to a technical secondary school with excellent results. Finally, I took off my farm robe and thought that I would have a stable life from now on. Parents who have worked hard all their lives can also think about Qingfu after graduation. Studying hard in school and earning a little scholarship can also relieve the pressure on parents. In junior high school, I owed hundreds of yuan. Avoid your classmates and eat more than 20 steamed buns every day. A little sweet sauce is a day's life.
In a blink of an eye, four years have passed, and the work has to be assigned. The head teacher informs all students one month in advance, and they can do activities in advance, otherwise the future work will be bad. Wang Xuan thought about his family. There is no official. Besides, the family has been studied by himself and his sister. The whole family is poor, and there is still a bad debt on his buttocks. Even when my sister was in junior high school, she begged her father to sue her grandmother for dozens of yuan. Now my sister is about to graduate. My parents hope that my sister's grades are poor and she can not go to school. However, my sister is still hardworking and her grades are very good. If there is no accident, she is likely to be admitted to a technical secondary school. At that time, I didn't know what to do.
As a farmer's disciple, it was a great thing to be admitted to a technical secondary school and become a worker. High school and college are things that poor children don't want to think about. The tuition fee of dozens of yuan a semester and your own savings also cost dozens of yuan or even a hundred yuan on living expenses. It was indeed a big burden for the farmers at that time. I don't have enough to eat, and I can still think of going to high school and college.
Thinking of this, Wang Xuan gave up his intention to find a way out of the activity relationship. Listen to the classmates talking about the price of finding a relationship one by one. Although it only costs a few hundred yuan, or about a thousand yuan. But I definitely can't take it out. Just take it out. I don't know how long it will take to clear it if I don't eat or drink. You should know that when a technical secondary school student graduated, his regular salary was only 62.5 yuan.
Finally, everyone went their separate ways. Wang Xuan really felt sad in his heart. I handed the file to the county personnel bureau, and there was no follow-up after waiting for a notice. It was not until the end of August that this class of college students and technical secondary school students had been allocated. Wang Xuancai panicked and didn't have a job. Isn't he reading books for so many years in vain?
So I walked to the county and had no money. At that time, the bus to the city was only 50 cents. My home is 30 kilometers away from the county seat. Let's go without dawn. It took me seven hours to get to the county town after getting blisters on the soles of my feet. Arrive at the Health Bureau and inquire. Everyone is off duty now. Let's talk about it in the afternoon. I looked at the big clock on the wall to see why I got off work at only 11.30. Wang Xuan didn't understand. Didn't he say that he didn't get off work until twelve o'clock?
With the pain in my feet and the hunger in my stomach. Sitting in front of the door, let the hot sun shine, and sweat kept flowing from his body. I don't know how long it took for Wang Xuan to feel that he was going to faint. Some people at work are late. I saw that the time was 3.30. After insulting, I knew that the distribution had been completed. As for Wang Xuan's situation, he hasn't met for so many years.
We have to wait until the director comes. At about four o'clock, the director finally came. Wang Xuan was eager to enter the director's room. Watching the director receive himself amiablely. My heart is full of hope, thinking that this can be solved. Who knows that the director said after listening to the situation, "This problem has always been a headache. Nowadays, more and more students are graduating. The work is very difficult to arrange! Many employers don't accept it, and it's difficult for us to do it! We will consider what you reported. You'd better go home and let us know.
The director paused and said, "It's better to contact the unit yourself so that it's easier. There were still two college students who had not been assigned last year.
Wang Xuan was extremely disappointed when he heard such an answer. Why do I come to you if I can contact the company? At this time, a clerk who had been asked by Wang Xuan before stopped Wang Xuan. I asked about the situation and made an unexpected expression. He said, "Young man, I was in the same situation as you in those years. Now in this society, it is difficult to find a relationship without giving gifts. Especially those prepared by our undertakings. The enterprise establishment is better. You'd better think about finding a relationship when you go home, otherwise. After saying that, he shook his head and walked away.
In this way, Wang Xuan endured the severe pain on his feet, braved the hot sun, lame his legs, and walked home. I didn't walk home until the sun went down and it was all dark. The mental blow and fatigue made Wang Xuan lie down as soon as he walked home. The sigh of my parents came to my ears.
The next day, Wang Xuan got up very late and finished the meal left by his parents. Just about to go out. Father and mother came back happily. As soon as he saw Wang Xuan, he said happily, "The child's work has been solved, and the dean of the township health center has agreed to accept you!" Wang Xuan looked at his parents' excited faces, with tears in his eyes, no power, no money. I don't know how many good words my parents have said and how many smiling faces I lost before I let them agree.
This kind of work has been settled. In the director's office, I got a sentence from the director: "Young people have a good mentality and can exercise at the grassroots level. There are not many people like you now!"
Later, I understood it from the insuring clerk. It turned out that Wang Xuan and others belonged to the establishment, and the worst was to be assigned to the central health center at the district level. Wang Xuan, who went to the township health center, was the first in the county. But it's a little better than the person who has not been assigned a job for more than a year. The man's situation is as much as Wang Xuan's. At that time, Wang Xuan felt that he was lucky. But he didn't understand until Wang Xuan met him later. This may not be lucky.
I will work in the township health center soon, but everyone knows it. Doctors who have just gone to work will not have any business and spend half a year bored like this. However, due to the increase in wages, the financial allocation is allocated. There are also 180 yuan a month. It is also a big income for Wang Xuan's family.
There is no problem for my sister to study in the technical secondary school. In order to reduce the burden on parents. Wang Xuan left 60 yuan a month and took the rest home. Some of them are used for my sister to read, and some of them are paid back. My parents are never willing to change their lives. Half a year later, when he was on duty, Wang Xuan, a patient who was cured, gradually had business.
But I heard from the patients that their life is not easy. Wang Xuan also feels the same way. So Wang Xuan tried his best not to open the examination and prescribed some cheap and curative medicine. In this way, I didn't expect to be a little famous for a long time. There are also more people seeing a doctor. But the price of Wang Xuan's medical treatment is too cheap. In addition, Wang Xuan's career establishment is different from other people in health centers. The commission is very small, so the salary is only a little more than 200 yuan a month.
Wang Xuan still left 60 and sent the rest home. At this time, the dean talked to Wang Xuan: "Xiao Wang, it is very effective for you to work in the hospital. However, there are also a few questions. As the dean, I am also your elder. Let me give you some advice. We all know the situation in your family, and you should also think about your family. Make more money."
The dean took a sip of tea and continued, "You should know that patients bring a certain amount of money when they go to the hospital. So when you prescribe medicine, don't prescribe those low-priced drugs. After all, low-priced drugs are still harmful to the human body! Our doctor is still responsible for the patient when saving lives and helping the wounded. This is not good!" Wang Xuan secretly thought to himself that no one who studied medicine understood that Western medicine has side effects, but it would not cause much harm to the human body at a normal dose.
However, the low price of medicine can harm the human body. If the price of medicine is high, it won't. Wang Xuan heard it for the first time, and there is no such statement in the book. Wang Xuan suddenly felt that the dean was still very good at it. If the patient doesn't have money, the doctor won't sign and be responsible. Can you give him a pill? Wang Xuan is thinking about this problem.
The dean then said, "And your family situation is not very good. Every month, you have at least dozens of yuan as the patient's medicine account. Do you think this is worthy of your hard-working parents? Finally, when patients enter the hospital, we should take a serious and responsible attitude and do more examinations. In order to avoid misdiagnosis. Well, that's all for today. I have to go to the district meeting later.
Wang Xuan walked out of the dean's office sullenly. I can't calm down for a long time. According to the dean, Wang Xuan can receive at least more than 100 yuan a month. But think about it, those poor patients can't do it. Finally, I gave up listening to the dean.
It's finally been a year. Who knows from the second year. The financial allocation is temporarily suspended, and there is no way for everyone to have a fiscal deficit. What the government promised is to be in arrears. It will be reissued when the financial eases. As a result, Wang Xuan's salary dropped to more than 100.
In this way, another year passed. The parents became nervous and kept getting married to Wang Xuan. However, everyone thinks that we should find a job or marry a rural girl. It is not cost-effective for children to have a rural household registration. Wang Xuan has no plans to get married yet. However, he was defeated by his parents' nagging.
I was confused that a teacher fell in love. Due to the same situation, we also have some common topics. In the urging of my parents. I got married a few months later. Because teachers can't pay their salaries on time, only Wang Xuan's meager salary is still extremely difficult. Fortunately, my wife is also a hard-working person, but after all, she is much better than when she was in school. Life after marriage is like glue. Although I don't fall in love with my wife, I still like her very much.
2 Do you need a reason to travel
After such a hard year, it finally came to work, and the salary can be paid on time. In the case of Wang Xuan's diligent and thrifty family, after a year, color TVs and refrigerators have also been bought back, with a little savings, although it is only more than 1,000 yuan. However, it is a relief to think that the monthly salary of the two of us is only about 700 yuan, and the parents and sisters on both sides also have to take a little. At this time, I am full of hope for my future life.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and my wife was pregnant. The most important thing is that after the district is evacuated and the town, the township first-level hospital will be disbanded, and Wang Xuan is facing the difficulty of being unemployed. A patient who works in the provincial capital reminded Wang Xuan that he could open a clinic in the provincial capital. With Wang Xuan's medical skills and expensive fees, the business should be very good. He also took the initiative to take Wang Xuan to have a look.
Finally, the township hospital was removed, and finally the government arranged to work in the town hospital. Or you can find your own way. Privately negotiate with the hospital on leave without pay. Because the policy does not allow it. Wang Xuan thought about it for a long time. If he went to the town hospital, his wife would also have a rest, and his salary would be only half, that is, more than 100 yuan. I'm afraid Wang Xuan doesn't have much income for more than half a year. Nowadays, hospitals are distributed according to work. If you don't make money, there will be no salary. There is no business in a new place. It doesn't seem to work. I had to find my own way. Finally, I decided to go to the provincial capital to have a look.
Follow Wang Xuan's patient to the provincial capital. When the people around him inquired about it, it was quite expensive to see a doctor in the provincial capital. A cold would not get better without dozens of yuan. Generally, it costs more than ten yuan for three pills a day. And Wang Xuan is optimistic that a cold is only three or five yuan, which is still the registration fee. In addition, there are many patients that Wang Xuan has seen in the places where Wang Xuan has seen, and they all hope that Wang Xuan can go to open a clinic. So Wang Xuan made up his mind.
When I got home, the whole family supported Wang Xuan's decision. It's just that Wang Xuan felt so sorry for his wife. However, in order to live, I am reluctant to leave, and I have no choice but to leave. Soon I arrived at the provincial capital and opened the clinic with the money I saved and the money I had raised. Business got better in less than a month. You can also earn a gross income of several thousand yuan a month. Wang Xuan's fee is still cheap, only half or even one-third of the price of other clinics. Because Wang Xuan has always wanted to open a clinic where everyone can afford to see a doctor. You can earn one or two thousand yuan a month by going out. At that time, Wang Xuan was also very satisfied.
At this time, the Health Bureau came to him and said that Wang Xuan operated without a license, confiscated things and fined him. Speaking of which, in the end, the clerk sympathized with Wang Xuan's situation. Looking at Wang Xuan's professional title certificate, he didn't understand that people were messing around. So he decided to temporarily avoid Wang Xuan's punishment. Wang Xuan finally breathed a sigh of relief. Now Wang Xuan is not a hairy boy who doesn't understand when others don't pay attention. I gave the clerk a cigarette. The clerk spoke more politely. I just hope that Wang Xuan will apply for a certificate.
When the matter was over, Wang Xuan hurried to the Health Bureau. After inquisiating, he found that his luck was extremely weak. Today is March 98. It will not be done in December 1997. Originally, the Health Bureau came to plead with everyone to apply for a certificate. Even if you don't have any qualifications, you can handle it. Returned with disappointment. But anyway, you can't close the door. Soon there will be old and young, and you are still counting on Wang Xuan.
It is still the support of the patient. Every time he sees the sign of a cross, he comes to report in a hurry. Wang Xuan immediately closed the door and has rarely been investigated and punished by the Health Bureau since then. Sometimes there are jokes, and even the ambulance has to close the door when it comes. A year passed in a hurry. Because the couple separated and felt that the relationship was better, I gradually had more than 10,000 yuan in savings, and I planned to work for another two years to buy a facade and rent it out. If the wind is tight, there will be income. At that time, the facade was not expensive, only more than 1,000 or 2,000 yuan per square meter.
Every time he saw his wife very excited to see him, Wang Xuan was also deeply moved. Wang Xuan found that he had fallen in love with her. However, the matter did not go towards Wang Xuan's plan. After returning home, Wang Xuan found that he actually had gonorrhea and was sick. You should know that Wang Xuan never fooled around outside. There was a burst of sadness in my heart. A daughter who is less than one year old. My wife betrayed Wang Xuan. So Wang Xuan said that the business is not very good. He only sends back a few hundred yuan a month for living expenses and saves the rest.
Then Wang Xuan found that his wife didn't want to be intimate with me more and more. From time to time, I heard some gossip. Wang Xuan was extremely depressed. Did Wang Xuan work so hard to find money, but he did that to Wang Xuan? My heart was in turmoil for a moment. I don't know how I got through that time. Later, I thought about trying her again. If I still have feelings for Wang Xuan, let's talk about it clearly. After all, my daughter is so pathetic.
So she hurried home and found that she was about to enter the city. The child was taken care of by Wang Xuan's parents. She felt a little surprised to see Wang Xuan suddenly come back. In the evening, Wang Xuan asked her if she thought we couldn't get along and if she wanted to divorce. She was speechless.
The next morning, Wang Xuan was still sleeping. She hurriedly pulled me up and said, "Didn't you say you wanted a divorce yesterday? As soon as possible today!" Looking at her happy appearance, Wang Xuan seemed to feel a bolt from the clear sky. I'm drowsy. I don't know how to complete the formalities. I'm not in any mood.
Return to the provincial capital drowsily and close the clinic. Wang Xuan's tears couldn't stop flowing down. Isn't it useless for the man of the Gu family to never touch the flowers like this? What's wrong with people now? Wang Xuan couldn't answer himself. After closing the door for a few days, I finally have to work energetic and do business. After all, my parents still have to live. After a period of depression. I have lost a lot of my hair. The weight also dropped from 128 catties to 100 catties. Inexplicably, I always think of getting along with her and my daughter.
Only then did Wang Xuan think that his daughter was raised by her. Wang Xuan just patted his buttocks and left. The paper finally couldn't wrap the fire. The parents finally knew it. While comforting Wang Xuan, I went on a blind date. The patient also introduced a lot after knowing it. At that time, I was not in the mood, that is, just take a look and it was over. Those people, Wang Xuan, didn't even have any impression.
Time is a good medicine for wounds. Half a year has passed, and although I still feel sad when I think about it occasionally. But finally, sometimes I can show some smiling faces. The weight has also stopped falling. It's just that the hair on the head can no longer be recovered.
At this time, my parents married me in my hometown. I didn't know it was my primary school classmate's sister until we met. His family was much more difficult than mine at first. It's just that her father went out to work and made a lot of money. That's how I began to fall in love. Soon the second marriage was made.
Slowly, Wang Xuan also forgot his previous trauma and lived well with her. However, after she was born, her family's conditions were much better. She always used money and was always a little generous. Therefore, two years later, after giving birth to a son, Wang Xuan was very poor. Later, the provincial capital cracked down on illegal medical practice more and more. Wang Xuan has also had enough of this kind of worried life. So I plan to run a formal clinic. But it has been suspended. There's nothing we can do.
At this time, I met Dr. Luo, who opened the clinic. When I talked about it, I realized that he was the unallocated college student. I didn't expect that he had made a lot of money in a few years and bought a car and house. There are still a lot of savings. He told me that if you don't apply for a certificate, you can find what you don't want to do, buy it or pay the rent for a year. But there can't be an accident.
Then, with his help, the clinic was finally opened. Only then did I find that the doctor's law has been implemented, and my title certificate is useless. So he hurried back to the hospital to inquire. I inquired about my depression and vomited blood. Because I have been away for a long time, when I confirm it, I will follow the normal procedures. In December 1997, the former doctor was a doctor, and the later was an assistant doctor. Wang Xuan happened to be born in 1998. The people who sweep the floor and cook in the hospital have become doctors. Even the technical secondary school students who graduated later than Wang Xuan became doctors. But I'm nothing.
The dean also looked helpless. In those years, the management was not strict and said yes. Now there is no chance to unify the management of Wang Xuan. At the same time, he complained that Wang Xuan did not leave a contact address. Wang Xuan is about to complain about injustice. There is a phone number left, and my parents are still at home. How can't they be notified? It is recorded in the archives.
However, Wang Xuan can't offend his boss unless Wang Xuan doesn't want to work. Parents have never allowed Wang Xuan not to work. Now I remember what this job is. However, Wang Xuan still did not resist his parents. After all, it is not easy for them to support themselves. Then the dean said that Wang Xuan came back just in time and had to pay the money for leave without pay and several major insurances.
As soon as I inquired about the insurance that we should have bought by the company in 1998, I haven't bought yet. Only medical insurance. I heard that I bought it, but I didn't even have a notebook. It is said that if you are sick, you can see it for free in the hospital. I had no choice but to leave a few thousand yuan to get out of the hospital.
A few years passed soon. Every time he took his own doctor's exam, Wang Xuan was extremely depressed and finally gave up. After all, his memory is not as good as in those years, and there are still patients every day. It's good to review there. The legal person is not going to be Wang Xuan in the past few years. Wang Xuan was even more depressed. So I kept investing in other businesses.
I didn't expect to invest in one and lose one. In the past few years, I have lost more than 100,000 yuan, and I owe a lot of money. But everyone looks at the clinic here. I haven't urged much yet. Wang Xuan doesn't know what to do now. The legal person will revoke her license tomorrow. She is old, and her children don't want her to take risks.
Walking on the street in a depressed mood, thinking about the past few decades, it's a failure to say to myself. If there is an afterlife, Wang Xuan will definitely no longer be honest. This is too tiring and too failed. And you won't accommodate anyone. Your destiny should be in your own hands.
I was thinking about the sound of an emergency brake coming into my ears. I haven't recovered yet, and I feel shocked all over. I don't know anything when it's dark in front of me. I faintly heard someone say, "Oh, there's a car accident, dead!" After a while, I heard someone say why there is no body?"
Wang Xuan finally realized that he was killed by a car. I hope it's a rich man in a luxury car. In this way, I may get some compensation for my death. It's better for parents, wives and children. Now I finally don't have to think about anything. Wang Xuan was finally relieved.
Perhaps it is better for mediocre people like Wang Xuan not to appear in the world, so as not to drag down their parents, wives and children. I feel relieved thinking about these things. I feel that I really fell asleep. Wang Xuan can finally rest in peace.