chapter 8 I can't see the angle of sunlight

The landlord also panicked, glanced at us and waved his hand repeatedly, "This time it's true! Really!"

Real sister, ghosts believe you.

The man finally glanced at the three of us, put on an expression I knew, and retreated.

There are only six of us left, and the machine has been started. Everyone is in a state. It's time to sing. It's time to sing. It's time to go to the toilet. It's time to eat fruit plates. It's time to play with mobile phones. Su Su is generally the kind that can be eaten anywhere. After crawling all the way to the front of the song ordering machine, we successfully saw a gorgeous string of Jay Chou's songs on the screen. It is conservatively estimated that there are ten, all of nunchaku, dragon fists, Superman can't fly and so on. Sister Xue was not willing to show weakness. Su Su, who wanted to order a song, pressed a string of randomly. The four of us looked up. Oh, my God, the sister who just clicked Jay Chou here came over and clicked a string of Jolin Tsai. Please, I hope that the double J love will not be like this.

I knew that there was no chance to sing this time, so I sat in the corner and stuffed the fruit in my mouth to play with the angry birds on my mobile phone, and I was ready to live all night like this.

"In your heart, free flying, brilliant starlight, eternal swirl. The direction all the way... Unexpectedly, the landlord's brother, who had a lot of gaitty, immediately cut a song of his free flight when Xiaoxue and Su Su went to the toilet to make up, and sang affectionately.

He is so fashionable, worthy of being a trendy man! Even the songs are so good. I now believe that he is 24 years old today, because I believe in the deep generation gap between the post-90s and post-90s.

The other two are probably often harmed by his magic sound, and they don't feel anything anymore. I still drank and punched, but I didn't hear it.

I was going to make fun of him, but I didn't expect that the phone suddenly rang. It happened that Xiao Xue and Su Su came out with a face that had just turned whiter than the wall. I think it's a strange number. I don't know who it is. I grabbed the phone and hid in the toilet and answered the phone, and then I heard a voice I never wanted to hear in my life.

He said to me on the phone, "Xiao Li, how have you been recently?"

The music of love trading is just ringing outside, which is so big that it kills people! I didn't hear much and blocked my ears. "Hey, who are you? Speak loudly."

"Xiao Li, I'm Li Luo. How have you been recently?

Oh, I almost forgot that Wilson's name is Li Luo. Li Luo, what a distant name, has not been called for many years. I thought I would marry him. I thought he would give me happiness. I thought he would ride a bicycle for the rest of my life. However, the reality is so fucking cruel. Maybe he and the bitch have children now. I agreed with the bitch that our two children will call each other godmother in the future. I'm really afraid that a child's voice will come out on the phone later, "Danny, buy me clothes." That's not scary.

I still remember when I first met him when I was 15 years old and a first year of high school. In the winter, I, Su Su, also have a bitch. The bitch is called Qian Rui. She skipped class and went to the Internet cafe to play CS online with those young people in our school. Every time I went in, I was hit in the head by a guy named Wilson. Whether he was with me or not, he caught my headshot. Until one day I couldn't stand it anymore. The mobile phone threw the mouse and smashed it. It stood up from its position and cursed, "Is that Wilson? "Mom, stand up for your aunt!"

A fat man behind me smiled and turned his head to ask me, "Are you Zheng A Li from Class 13 of Senior High School?" People say how beautiful you are. Let me look at you.

The fat man smiled very obscenely. I was unhappy at that time and pointed to the tip of his nose and asked, "Are you Wilson?" I promise that if he said he was Wilson at that time, I would definitely picked up the finished Fanta bottle on the table and hit him on the head.

He still smiled. His mother's smile was even more obscene, and I didn't dare to look at him. Su Su and Qian Rui were still playing happily, and they didn't notice that I was angry at all.

At this moment, a boy beside the fat man also turned his head. He unplugged his headphones and smiled, "I'm Wilson." In the late winter when I was fifteen years old, he was wearing a big black windbreaker, wrapped in a gray scarf, light blue jeans and dark brown snow boots. The same dark hair is cut to pieces. He is very thin, but he doesn't look weak. He is the most special of the countless boys I have met in my wasted years, and I can't forget it until now.

I admit it. Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit it. At that time, he smiled at me, and I thought about it for at least half a month. Even if things change, time changes, and he betrayed me and left me, I still want to say. I love Li Luo. I love him so deeply that I can't extricate myself.

I gave almost everything to my relationship with him, and I swear that I was loving with my life at that time. So after he left, I was dead, living like a walking corpse.

I wiped my tears, clenched the phone again, and forced myself to relax my tone, "Oh, Li Luo, you are. Who did I think you were? How are you doing? I'm fine. How can I be bad? I'm so good." I deliberately went out of the door and opened a gap in the toilet door, and the deafening love business and the landlord's unpleasant voice poured into the phone.

I'm so good. Do you hear me?!

"Xiao Li, don't lie to me. Rui Rui and I actually feel guilty about you. She didn't have the courage, so I decided to call you. Don't blame us, live a good life."

I finally couldn't help shouting at the phone, "Get out!" Then the phone hit the wall of the toilet and made a muffled sound.

The song didn't sing outside. Su Su ran in, looked at my face full of tears and the mobile phone on the ground, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"None." I turned my back to her and picked up my mobile phone from the ground. Damn, no wonder there are so many fruit fans. Isn't the quality of the mobile phone too good? After such a strong impact, it was like nothing happened, but my rabbit ear mobile phone case was a little dirty.

"Then wipe your face out as soon as you have nothing to do. Everyone is listening to you drinking. Hurry up." Su Su is always a smart person, so she will never be difficult for me. She knows when to give me space to deal with my emotions by myself. After saying a word, I went out. I flushed my face with cold water, then wiped my makeup with the inferior paper towels in the toilet, smiled and went out.

"Come on, drink. Happy birthday to our landlord. Find the landlord's mother-in-law early!" As soon as I went out, I was stuffed with a small wine glass full of horse urine, and several people said some blessings.

I finished it in one go. Then everyone continued to sing, continued to fight, and continued to eat. I picked up a bottle of beer and nestled in the corner of the sofa to blow the bottle.

After drinking the third bottle, I felt a little dizzy and my stomach was a little swollen, but I was still ready to carry forward my perseverance to solve the fourth bottle. Maybe there was something wrong with the touch. I turned my wrist over, and the twelve ferocious scars were exposed in front of him. I'm afraid that for the first time, in front of strangers, I'm like running naked, and I will feel ugly and dirty. I'm so shameless that I even feel that I'm not qualified to survive.

He asked, "Why?"

I opened my mouth, and my voice was submerged in Xiaoxue's high-sounding song.

He pulled me to stand up and walked out of the door. It was dark in the private room opposite, and I was very soft and followed his footsteps in. The two of us stood opposite each other in the dark, standing silently. This scene reminds me that I broke up with Li Luo a year ago, and we also stood like this without saying a word. Don't you say love, isn't it so love? Why do you have to be silent in the end?

"Zheng Ae Li." He called my name.

"Yes." I answer lazily.

"To be honest, I was surprised and surprised when you called me last night, because I did pay attention to you for a long time. But after you came over and said that you helped others ask, I felt cheated. His arms unconsciously wrapped around my waist, and I also leaned into his arms. This dependence is very familiar, but it's wrong.

It turns out that I can also have these emotions for people who are surprised by Li Luo. Very good, isn't it?

"Yo Xi, it's probably my beauty that attracts your attention. Haha, I'm so sorry. You know it's not my fault to be beautiful..."

"Do you believe that I kiss you now?" He suddenly buried his head, and his face was close to me. It's so close that I can feel the frequency of his breathing.

At that time, I didn't know whether it was alcohol or something. I actually looked at him with two slices of ham sausages and blurred eyes, "You kiss, you kiss, I'm not afraid."

In fact, to be honest, I'm a little bad in some aspects, but in these aspects, I swear to God that I have lived for almost 19 years, and I have never been so bold as today! I don't even force people to kiss themselves in their arms. I guess ordinary people can't do this.

He didn't expect me to be so desperate. He was stunned and continued to smile, "Let me tell you, don't bet on me. The consequences will be very serious!"

I rolled my tongue and followed him and giggled, "You dare not! There is no need to look for... Well, ..."

I said that this was my extreme indulgence to myself at the end of my eighteen years old. I have never taken the initiative to ask a strange man's phone number, but help me. I have never been alone with a completely strange man, but is it his birthday? I haven't kissed you as a strange man, but whether he likes me or not.

All the reasons are not valid. Fuck it, I also risk it! In my heart, I keep telling myself that you are taking materials, you are experiencing life, and you are a good comrade who is willing to sacrifice for work. You are not ashamed! You are glorious!

Obviously, self-hypnosis is very successful! I put my hand around Chen Xiaoming's neck. He also picked me up and sat on the leather sofa behind me. I sat on his lap. My lips and teeth were hissing, and it turned out with infinite ambiguity. For the first time, I indulged in the kiss of this strange man.

It turns out that in addition to Li Luo, there are still people who can. I'm too let go. Swing or Li Luo's kiss is too ordinary, isn't it? Anyone can do it!

I don't know how long I've been kissing, and I feel my lips are swollen. He suddenly let go of me and asked with a smile, "Are you afraid?"

To be honest, I'm really a little scared.