chapter 14 I still woke up in my dream
It's very cold. You will never know the feeling of being cold to the bone marrow. Just like a good child, the whole family loves her with good grades and good looks, just because the boy she likes is not enlightened and feels unhappy. It's all disease-free moans.
The next set of films is to take pictures of kissing by the river.
I stood with my back to Xiaohe, holding my mobile phone in my hand. It kept shaking and flashing a string of familiar numbers. I knew that the number was called Li Luo.
The photographer said to me, "Very good, Ali. Turn your body back a little more. Yes, yes, yes, lean back a little more. What's in your hand..."
He hasn't spoken yet. He only sees my body getting more and more backwards. I raised the phone in my hand and gently put it on my lips. "Goodbye, Li Luo." Then he threw it back, and the mobile phone lit up the screen in the air and drew the most perfect parabola. I fell into the cold river with it.
Finally, I heard a scream.
In the river, I wear an extremely holy wedding dress. I know that I will look very beautiful, which is unparalleled beauty.
I know that love is a ball thrown out, and when it is thrown to the highest point, it will naturally fall down. I sincerely hope that Li Luo and Qian Rui will not die. It's better for the whole family to die together. There will be no whole body to die, and there will be no eyes for giving birth to a child! Don't blame me for being vicious. Do you still expect me to wish you happiness when you did such a cruel thing to me? I'm not the Virgin Mary, that's certainly impossible.
I fainted in the cold river and woke up in a hospital full of the smell of disinfectant water.
After that, I burned and threw everything about Li Luo about Qian Rui. There is no news from them. Up to now, my little princess has slapped me for my little prince.
I woke up a little, covered my face and looked at her with a smile, "Xiao Rui, long time no see."
Li Luo's grandson was also anxious to see me slapped by his wife, and no longer cried and jumped off the building. He simply jumped off the window sill, walked to me and gently pushed Qian Rui away. He raised his voice a little and asked, "What are you doing?"
Qian Rui looked at him in disbelief and certainly couldn't accept that Li Luo pushed her in front of me. I said that she was a little princess, and she couldn't stand any grievances.
So I'll carry all the pains and pains. Get out of here and be happy. Good happiness.
"A Li, I admit that I have always felt guilty about you. But it's really too much for you to say that just now. Qian Rui grabbed her long hair and wiped the tears on her face and said to me.
I feel that my brain suddenly lacks oxygen and can't support anything. His legs softened and he knelt in front of them.
"I beg you, let's go! Please, it's all my fault. Hurry up and go! Please, please." I really can't find a way to express my current mood. I think my mood is too plain in words now. I'm not a poet, not a lyricist, but a third-rate online writer. I can't describe the feeling of grief and indignation to the extreme.
I just beg them to leave quickly, otherwise I really hate it. I will die immediately.
"Please, let's go quickly. I just said something wrong. Li Luo, I'm sorry. Qian Rui, I'm sorry, you can go quickly. I really don't want to see you again. Just think I'm wrong. Let's go quickly."
I knelt on the ground and kept praying, and tears spread with my eyes closed.
I never thought that it was not easy for us to get to this point when I was 15 years old when I was 15 years old with a smile and said that he wanted to give me the warmest boy.
The door of the bedroom suddenly opened. Xiaoxue took the lead in coming out of the room and rushed to Qian Rui and slapped her without saying a word. With greater strength, I saw a lot of blood oozing from her once proud sexy lips.
"Li Luo, get out of here with this bitch! Get the fuck out of here!" Xiaoxue pulled me from the ground into her arms and pointed to Li Luo's nose and said.
Li Luo looked at her and quietly pulled Qian Rui's hand and grasped her hand.
He clenched her hand so tightly that he was afraid that the little princess would disappear as soon as he let go. I thought he was a prince, and I would be his princess. It turned out that I was just a knight who waved a sword to escort the princess to the prince. I would be wrong.
I'm sorry, because my mistake has affected everyone.
"And you bitch! Don't let me see you again. I see you beat you once. You know I didn't like you before!" Finally, Xiaoxue said harsh words to Qian Rui.
Qian Rui didn't say anything and let Li Luo pull her. She has always been a smart child and always knows that I am the only opponent. She also knows that what Li Luo is pulling now is that she has won, so Xiaoxue's threat can be ignored.
"Get out of here!"
Li Luo looked at me and said, "Xiao Li, how on earth do you want me to forgive me and Qian Rui?"
"Go to hell. I will forgive you if you die!" I put my arms around Xiaoxue's neck, like grabbing the last life-saving straw and refusing to let it end.
Qian Rui pulled La Liluo, and the two led each other out. He kindly helped me close the door.
What a good child, what a virtuous person. God takes care of them and gives them all their happiness.
"Cry. Honey, they're gone." Xiaoxue gently patted me on the back and comforted me, "It's okay. They will definitely die. Trust me!"
I really want to cry, I really want to cry, but it's really a tear. There is nothing more sad than death. I can't find tears to play with. They are all dry.
"Where's Su Su?" I looked in the bedroom and there was no movement.
"She had sleeping pills in her bag, and she fell asleep after taking a few tablets. Do you want to eat some slices? I have something to go back to school in the afternoon, and I won't come to see you until tomorrow. I'll be relieved if you two fall asleep. She is delirious and can't take care of you now. Eat a few slices and go to sleep." Xiaoxue touched my hair and advised me softly.
I nodded obediently. I'm really exhausted. Sleeping is really a good choice for me.
I'm asleep. Don't have nightmares anymore. Or I woke up and couldn't remember anything. I have never met Li Luo and I have not lost Qian Rui. I live a lonely and empty life as usual. No one cares about my life or death, and no one cares whether I am happy or not. That's good, isn't it?
Xiao Xue held my hand and walked into the bedroom. Sure enough, Su Su slept like a dead pig with my pillow in her arms. Xiaoxue brought water and three white pills and handed them to me. I swallowed the pills directly without drinking water. After a while, the sleepiness surged up and fell asleep in **.
I began to dream, and my arms kept trembling. It was a dark dream, just like the dream I had when I fell into the cold river six months ago in the winter. It was very long.
I dreamed that I was in a small narrow room with endless darkness. My hair and whole body were soaked, and there were dripping down. I held the wall and resisted my fear and groped for the dilapidated wooden door in the small room in the dark, and then groped for the door handle. It was an old door handle with the smell of rotten and rust. My hands were full of sweat, and I couldn't pull it open. I leaned against the wall and slid to the ground, holding my head and crying.
I asked about the smell of my body. It was the smell of a dead man, and I was not angry at all.
"Don't cry, get up." Someone is talking to me.
I looked up in surprise and saw a kind-looking grandfather standing in front of me with a kerosene lamp and stretching out his hand to me.
is my dearest grandfather. He has passed away, and the news of his death was the day after I heard that Qian Rui and Li Luo lived together.
I stood up happily and threw myself into my grandfather's arms. He was still as warm as usual, touching my hair and praising me as his most obedient granddaughter.
"Lier, do you miss your grandfather? Let's go with Grandpa."
I nodded without thinking and said it was good. I remember that I nodded in my dream half a year ago and stayed in the hospital for a month. Everyone thought that I fell into the river and had a bad cold that made me so seriously ill. No one knows that I dreamed of my dearest grandfather, the world's favorite me. He came and he wanted to take me away. Then I agreed and was ready to go with him. As a result, it didn't work.
Will you leave this time?
Grandpa held my hand and opened the door handle as easily as when he was a child. The outside of the door is still dark as I imagined. That may be a bigger house. The kerosene light held by the grandfather was very weak, and only a small part of it could be illuminated. I saw old mottled walls and cockroach spiders crawling on the floor.
Grandpa said to me as he walked in front of me, "Don't be afraid, Xiao Li. My Xiao Li is the bravest."
I clenched my grandfather's hand, and suddenly a gust of wind blew out his light. The world that has just been lit up has turned into darkness again. I closed my eyes in despair. When I opened it again, I found myself in a bright and bright room. I looked up and saw a European-style crystal luxury chandelier hanging above the house, which looked very expensive. The floor of the room is made of pure white floor tiles, which feels very clean. The room is not big, and there is a huge and comfortable bathtub in the middle. I can clearly see that the edge of the bathtub is depicted with golden and complicated roses, one by one, clustered in a gorgeous bloom. There are bright red ** little benefits in the bathtub, and a small hand keeps waving in the water.
I ran over, grabbed the hand, gently lifted him up, and saw a dead baby with a green body. He suddenly opened his eyes. His pupils were devilish purple. His expression was ferocious. His little mouth opened and his sharp teeth were exposed. He said, "Mom, why don't you want me?"
I screamed and let him go. He fell back into the water, and his little head was still exposed.
"Li'er, wake up, wake up quickly. I have slept for a day and a half. Get up, let's go eat something. Hurry up."
How did I hear Su Su's voice?
"Wake up quickly. There must be something wrong, damn it! If I had known that the dead girl was weak..."
It turned out that Su Su was pulling me out of the nightmare. Oh, God bless, thank you, my friend.