chapter 23 I've never been lucky

"Oh, it seems that you really can't remember. I'm Li Luo's sister." She paused and added, "Dad sister."

After she said this, I remember it. Li Luo is originally good-looking, with the essence of attracting bees and butterflies, and when love is not popular at the age of fifteen or sixteen, he likes to recognize a god sister and brother as a fashion. He has a lot of god sisters, and this one in front of me is also the most special. Because she always likes to ignore me and introduce a girlfriend to Li Luo! In those years, I had a lot of conflicts with Li Luo about this matter. Several times, I wanted to trouble her with Su Su Qianrui, but she was stopped by Li Luo. She didn't know why she didn't think about Li Luo again later, and this matter was over.

Later, I didn't see her much, so I didn't remember much and couldn't remember.

"Oh, hello, hello, long time no see. How have you been recently?"

"Of course, I'm not as good as you. I thought you would be like something without my brother, but I still underestimate you. Isn't this Zhang Xunyi again? I'm not afraid that he is younger than you. He can do it. He is really a master. She shook the soot and narrowed her eyes, as if there was a trace of hatred.

"You misunderstood. Xiaoyi is my cousin. But to be honest, I live a good life without your brother!" I don't want to talk to her more. I threw the cigarette into the toilet, opened the door and was ready to go out.

Unexpectedly, she suddenly stood in front of me and sneered, "You broke up after seeing what happened to my brother's family!" It's worth it for him to protect you so much before. What are you? My brother is such a good person. He is good-looking, good at learning and drawing. I don't know if he is blind and likes you. I didn't like you before. I don't like you now, and I won't like you in the future! Do you know that none of my good friends are better than Zheng Ae Li, and all of them are better than you. My brother also said, "It's nothing. I just like Xiao Li. I've always liked her." It's fucking disgusting. Didn't you and your sisters think about coming to trouble me later? Don't think I don't know. My brother said a few words to you at that time. He was wronged, but you didn't know that he slapped me and asked me not to destroy your feelings anymore!" She said that in the end, she also threw away the cigarette in her hand and suddenly squatted down to cover her face and cried.

My whole body is stiff, and I'm standing there stupidly. I didn't know what to do, but I suddenly found that I couldn't do anything. Why does everyone want to talk to me? Why? I hide, run away, and there are still people waiting for me to pull me to tell me how good he is to me, what's wrong with the world, and why don't you think about me?

I squatted beside her and pulled my hair hard. The pain always calmed down my overwhelmed mood. I said that only pain can make me feel better. If I had another knife now, I think I would feel better.

"Let me tell you a story. It's very old-fashioned. Don't laugh." My fingers rubbed her thin back and patted it gently.

"Once upon a time, there was a Little Red Riding Hood who had always lived a very ordinary life without much mood swings. One day, suddenly a little prince waved his sword and came to her and said that Little Red Riding Hood was actually a princess. The little prince wanted to protect her for the rest of his life. Little Red Riding Hood's fool believed it. He honestly followed the little prince happily and thought that all this would last forever. As a result, the little prince met the little blue hat and found that the little blue hat was the princess he was looking for. The little red hat was just the person he admitted wrong. He ignored that the little red hat had fallen in love with him and patted his buttocks and the little blue hat was happy. The pseudo-princess of Little Red Riding Hood returned to her original ordinary life. Do you understand what I said?"

She sobbed and shook her head, "Be clear, I really don't understand what you're saying."

"Okay." I think such a fairy tale just doesn't want to tell such a cruel truth, but at your request, I said it.

"It was your brother Li Luo who kicked me and lived with my good friend who was a rich second generation. I'm Little Red Riding Hood. My good friend is Little Blue Riding Hood. Do you understand?

It's so funny. Why does the whole world think I'm a sinner?

She looked up at me in disbelief, "How can it be? My brother is not that kind of person!"

"Before this happened, I also thought your brother was not that kind of person! But what happened is what happened, and the fact is also true. Sister Furong has succeeded in losing weight. What else is impossible? You said that I kicked him because of his family's affairs. God testified that I didn't know about his family until a few days ago. Even if he has difficulties, doesn't he ever want to share it with me? Also, everyone else can do it. Why do you have to be small with me? I lost two! If they don't leave a way out of doing this, they will suffer retribution sooner or later!"

"Aren't you sad?" She may be surprised that it turned out to be like this. She wiped the tears on her face and asked me.

I stretched out my wrist and took it in front of her to show her the ferocious and ugly wounds. "Look, I'm so sad that I'm going to die!" But what can that do? Haven't you died yet? The only thing I'm curious about is why the whole world can't get along with me. The person I don't want to mention last... Forget it, just think I talk a lot."

I pushed her away, went out, and saw Xiao Yi smoking and waiting for me at the door.

"Why is it so long?" When he saw me coming out, he threw away the cigarette butt and asked anxiously.

I looked at my brother's face and suddenly had mixed feelings. I jumped directly into his arms and cried. "Xiaoyi, please dial the phone for me. Please, please dial the phone number for me. I'll read the number for you."

He panicked. As he hugged me, he took out the phone and said to me, "Okay, okay, whose phone is it? Let's dial it. Don't cry!" Why do you always cry? If you cry and call others, you can't hear them clearly, can you? Don't cry, don't cry, tell me the number. My mother saw it later and thought I was bullying you again. Maybe she will slap me again! Good boy, my sister is the most beautiful. Don't cry, don't cry.

I said the number quickly, and Xiao Yi also quickly dialed it with his phone and handed it to my ear.

"Hey, who is it?"

When I heard this voice, the depressed mood surged up again and cried even more. "Xiao Rui, in fact, I've been fucking wanted to call you for a long time!" I've always wanted to ask you how you are doing? I shouldn't be so careful. I curse you every day. I'm really not a human being. I really miss you, but why did you slap me as soon as you met that day? We have been together for so many years, and you have been slapped. Do you know how sad I am? Since I was a child, I have spoiled you. I don't think I can blame you for this matter at the beginning. You and Li Luo are the things that happened after I broke up with him. I fucking don't let go of this matter like this. It's really not human! I don't think I'm having a good time. Why do you want to drag the three of us to have a hard time? I like both of you so much. Why did I bless you at the beginning and curse your whole family! I deserve to have nightmares and insomnia every day!"

My words are simply incoherent, saying what I think. But baby, this is the truth. This is what I've always wanted to say to you. Can you feel it?

There was also a huge cry from the other end of the phone. I had a colic in my heart and hung up the phone.

God knows how much I want to go back to the days when I used to play with sand in the yard, change skirts, watch movies together, and hide in the quilt and bite each other's ears. God knows how much I want to take you to go shopping again, eat delicious food together, skip classes, discuss the handsome men flashing by the street, and make each other agree that they will get married after having a child!

Baby, is it true that you are the whole world if you have Li Luo now? I really don't matter, so it's so easy for you to slap me. Do I still have the courage to live after I don't consider what you have done again?

Am I really that bad?

Xiaoyi's phone rang. He raised it in front of me. When I saw Qian Rui's number, I asked him to turn off the phone immediately. The child nodded and did as I said. But after two minutes, the ringing of the mobile phone rang again. I was puzzled. Wasn't it turned off? It can still ring. Is it a ghost? Xiao Yi pointed to my handbag. Oh, it turned out to be mine.

I took out the phone from my bag. When I saw that it was Xiaoxue's number, I answered it, "Hey, where is it?"

Sure enough, it is the usual opening remarks of the senior sister, which is always so direct.

I shrugged my nose and answered her angrily, "I'm eating out with my aunt. What's wrong?"

"Come and play. Last time in that bar, let my boyfriend meet my beautiful sisters!" Fortunately, she didn't ask me what was wrong with my voice, and went straight to the topic.

Xiao Xue's boyfriend, hey, he wants to see it. She changes boyfriends more often. Not every boyfriend and we best friends have a chance to meet, but this one seems to have been with her for a while. I'm afraid it's real!

Wh well, few men can subdue her. It's not bad to find a man to take care of her. But where did she say? The last bar! Oh, my God, can't we change to another place? It's good for several people to find a cafe to sit in. They have to go to such a noisy place. I really don't want to go. Help!

But Sister Xue's words are equivalent to the imperial edict, and I can't refuse, "Su Su, do you want to go too?"

"Is that dead girl going to do something today? No, these friends of mine are all known by you. Come here quickly. There is a lot of noise on her side. I guess she is already high.

"Oh, I have my brother with me. Have you seen it?"

"Are you talking about Xiaoyi?! Oh, my God, bring it here quickly. Sister, I miss him so so damn it!!! Oh, my God, my little one!"

Zhang Xunyi, I didn't expect your popularity to be so high!

As I promised, I hung up the phone. Xiaoyi probably understood seven or eight points from the phone and asked me, "Why don't you withdraw now?"

"Yes! Do you want to play for a while?!" I wiped my tears and changed into a smiling face. The speed was so fast that I couldn't cover my ears. "I'll tell your mother after we leave, otherwise your mother will definitely not let me go like this!"