chapter 25 all the time, all the time

"Later, I knew that he was 18 years old and did that kind of thing in society, that was to take girls out to make money in the meat business. If it was a virgin, the price would be higher. He knew that I was going to make me do that kind of thing, but he couldn't help ruining the business first. Later, I thought that I couldn't sell much money, so I just let me follow him. You also know that when you do that kind of thing, you must deal with girls. Every time I go to his house, I can basically find girls' underwear or cosmetics. Once I even bumped into him and a woman in **. At that time, I just wanted to forget it. Let's break up. As a result, he threatened me that if I dared to break up with him, he would take me to school as a bitch. I don't know when I became the bitch he said. You said that when we were fourteen or fifteen years old, fame was so important that I had to compromise. In fact, I was just an excuse. At that time, I really, already fell in love with him. To be honest, I still don't know what pleasant memories I have in the four years with him. We either did that or quarreled when we were together, but in this way, we also gritted our teeth for four years. Don't you think it's wrong and aggrieved that you have lived a child for Li Luo? I have flowed three for him. The doctor had better sentenced me to death directly, saying that I was infertile all my life, and I was destroyed by him.

"At that time, I didn't understand what I was thinking, and I also felt that we should be together. Anyway, we couldn't get together and separated. Later, he got another woman, who was a rich girl and was quite good-looking. After being caught by him, he was as shameless as me and wanted to follow him, and did not hesitate to break off the relationship with his family. They were together, but they didn't kick me. In fact, I didn't know about it. He once said that he was going to do business along the coast, and when he made money, he would come back to marry me, and I believed it. He left when I was in my senior year of high school, and he never came back after leaving. It took me a long time to know that he actually sold the woman to do that kind of business. The woman is good-looking, and there will be no fewer customers who order her, and she has made a lot of money for him. It seems that I also bought a house and a car. I heard that I will be back at the end of this year, and I also want to get married.

"He is a person who hasn't read any books. Every time he speaks, he can't spit out ivory. I remember that the most affectionate words he said to me is, Cher, do you know why I don't take you out and let others spoil me? You are my fairy. Only I can touch you and will never give it to others. After I first knew the truth, I cried every time I thought of this sentence, and then I gradually became numb. In fact, when he left, I felt that he would never come back to me again. Maybe he always thought that I stayed with him to retaliate against what he did to me when I was 14 years old, but he never knew that my purpose around him was very simple, just to love him and want to be with him.

"You may not know that after he left, he was also attracted to Li Luo. Because Li Luo's everything about you is really beyond my imagination, I never knew that there was such a good man in the world. But I'm still loyal, but when I came back, I knew that I would be robbed by Qian Rui, so I might as well do it! Not to mention when I go to college, you know that I change men faster than clothes, but A Li, really, if you think about the feelings of love in those years, it's too difficult to think about it for a long time. So, I tried women, and after trying, I found that women are really much better than men. At least, she can't hurt me."

I was determined to look at Xiao Xue and didn't know what to say. I know that she just refuses to admit defeat. She usually doesn't do what Qian Rui does, let alone disdains to do it. But I'm also confused now. I never thought that Qian Rui would be with Li Luo. I thought it was impossible, and it would never be impossible. In this world, anything can happen, and I won't define one thing now, so as not to make trouble in the future and the damage to myself indelible.

Now that I'm learning to be good, so what?

It turns out that everyone's story is more wonderful than mine. What should I say? It seems that my little thing is really not worth talking about. After all, I'm the least qualified to be glorious and sad, aren't I?

Xiaoxue and I were silent and looked at each other speechlessly.

Suddenly, there was a creepy moan in the toilet next door. Xiaoxue stood up as soon as possible. We put our ears on the door panel very tacitly. Sure enough, a woman over there said with her voice that she thought was charming, "No, no, people outside will hear it. Don't be here."

The atmosphere was relatively heavy just now, but after the mixing of the classmates next door, I suddenly relaxed. Xiaoxue and I showed a prank-like smile tacitly.

Xiao Xue smiled, pinched her nose and shouted, "I've heard it. You go on."

Then there fell into silence over there. We both laughed so hard that we were ready to go out and laugh again. So I quickly opened the toilet door. When I opened the door, I heard that the next door was also opening the door, and my heart couldn't help but thump. Damn, the two next door are not coming to settle accounts with us. No way, they are also embarrassed?!

Thinking about it, I got bold and went out. I happened to see the two depressed backs next door. A man hugged a woman and walked out. The man... It's an acquaintance that I know even if I turn into ashes!

Ha, when he kissed that woman on the stage just now, I thought he didn't feel it? Forgiveness is waiting to vent in this place. I'm really sorry that we ruined his good deeds. What can I say? I can only say I'm sorry.

Xiaoxue was stunned when she saw the back of the landlord. She hugged the boy in front of her and hugged the girl's neck. She turned her face and asked me, "A Li, don't you think he has a temperament that is very similar to Li Luo?"

I was in a trance and saw Xiao Xue's finger on my shoulder. The fingers are snow-white and painted with black nail polish, which is very beautiful. Her fingers are very thin, but her knuckles are a little big. The sides of her index finger and middle finger are stained with a light yellow that smokes all year round. It was originally the fingers of an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl, and it looks sad.

Have we lost too much? There is so much that the whole universe can't be installed. Many years ago, I even forgot myself that we were just children. Because I forgot how to be coquettish, I lost the opportunity to be coquettish forever, which is indeed a very painful thing. It's like a person with no painful nerves stabbing into the meat with a knife, and it is still impossible for him to react.

Sad to the extreme.

"Do you mean the temperament of attracting bees and butterflies?" I put my head tightly against Xiaoxue's cheek and put my hand around her slender waist. We were so close that we looked so ambiguous.

"I don't know, I just think he and Li Luo are very similar. Otherwise, I wouldn't have taken a fancy to him. Ali, I think he falls in love with you every time I like something. Even if we go to the pet market once and the puppy I like, it will bite me as soon as I touch it. I feel amazing. I hope Eric won't do it this time.

I laughed, "If she is really interested in me, I have to beat her to death." I swear not to be gay, you know. Even if you want to do it, do pseudo-same! How can I fall in love with a woman? Just like you will never really like eric, will you?

Her eyes shone slightly in the neon light, confused and confused, and said to me, "That's the best. In fact, I have been confused for a while before. Why are you so attractive? He is not as good-looking as me, his temperament is not as good as Su Su, and his figure is not as good as Qian Rui. Why do those men have to run to you? Later, I may understand that Li, even if you smoke, take drugs, swear, and you dress up as a bitch, you are raped by a hundred men, but..."

She paused and turned her head to look at my face carefully. Our faces were very close. "But you are still like an angel, pure and beautiful, heartbreaking, and there is no smell of dust at all. Don't say that I'm too subjective. This is what Su Su and I have a lot of passers-by who don't have. Because we have also suspected before, what's good about you? Don't be angry. I know that you and Su Su talk a lot about me behind my back.

After saying that, she shaved the tip of my nose affectionately, then kissed me on the lips and went out first.

I was stunned and went to the washstand to look at myself in the mirror. I didn't feel much. He turned on the faucet and splashed the cold sleep on his face. He wiped his face with a piece of paper and was ready to turn around and leave. As a result, as soon as he turned around, he met a strong body. The cruel smell of the owner of the body went deep into the bone marrow. This smell was very familiar. I knew who it was without looking up.

So I decisively chose to bury my head and try to get out of his encirclement, and said, "Sir, please let me, sir, thank you."

He also chose not to move decisively. Playing me was as enjoyable as Jerry Mouse playing Tom Cat. Although his behavior once made me feel helpless, the little girl is not as strong as him. I'm not as tall as him. The key is that I haven't had a plastic surgery, and I can't help him at all. I can only listen to fate and meditate on Amida Fford 500 times. I hope that he is tired of playing and let me go quickly. In fact, my hope is very luxurious.

"You fucking want me to get out of the way! Believe it or not, I'll dial 110 immediately!" My patience finally reached the limit, and I didn't resist the impulse to swear. If I hadn't been afraid that he would treat me here, I swear I would scold him for words that would be unacceptable for the rest of his life.

"Kiss me and I'll get out of the way." The beast stretched out his paw and pressed the edge of the smooth marble washstand. He just wrapped me in and said to me brazenly.

Those people who come and go to the toilet are staring at us with great interest, pointing out and talking about us like monkey orangutans watching the zoo.

I know this beast has drunk too much, and I'm afraid he doesn't even know what he is doing. But if you drink too much, you will drink too much. Isn't the beautiful woman you kissed on the stage just now very good? If you drink too much, you should catch her to go to the XX hotel or something. What's the point of making me so difficult again?!

I really want to look up to the sky and roar, "Sister landlord, did I owe you or something in my last life? Can we solve it all at once?

I gave him a fierce look and said coldly, "I'm sorry, sir, I'm not a bitch. You have no right to ask me to do this or something."

The beast looked at me in surprise and then smiled sinisterly, "If you don't kiss me, can I kiss you?"