chapter 48 Dawn has been, night has been

I know you will laugh at me for looking for death again and again when I'm afraid of death. I said that I'm a very contradictory person and my brain is not working well. Let me go.

"Even if he smokes marijuana, it's none of my business. I don't think he can go to heaven, but it's possible to go to hell. You two are very similar. I find that A Luo always likes his kind together, with you and me. I just don't know if he will be awesome when you are **. He said the dirty words that I invited him up, but his expression was like a Guanyin Bodhisattva who saved the suffering. He said to me, "Son, put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha."

"Real?! I heard that homosexuals are generally positive. At that time, don't blame me for saying that I have a problem. I know that this kind of beast will be dealt with with this trick. If he is evil, you will be more evil than him. As long as there is a little retreat, he will think that you are afraid of him and climb to the top of your head to dom.

"Now I finally understand why Li Luo fell in love with you."

I don't speak, wait for him to follow. Although his tone makes me very uncomfortable, what does it mean to fall in love with me? Should I live with such a great honor every day? Being looked up to by a gay person is indeed something worth showing off for many years. Fortunately, I am originally a pedantic and backward person. I don't think there is anything to be happy about this kind of thing, so I don't show off like someone surnamed Chen or Jane.

"You are very similar to me."

I nodded, "Yes, I'm not gay, otherwise I'm really a landlord. Haha, you're done farting. I'm tired. It's time to go into the room and smoke a cigarette to relieve my boredom. Get out of here!" With that, he walked into the yard and prepared to lock the beast out.

He retreated knowingly and shook his mobile phone and said to me, "I'll pick you up for dinner tomorrow night and dress up." Then I left.

Looking at his back, I found that he was wearing a white general shirt today, which was very similar to the one I saw Li Luo wearing this morning. When he walked, he put his hands in his trousers pocket, and his back was slightly hunched. It seemed that there was an indescribable vicissitudes and loneliness.

What Xiao Xue said is similar to Li Luo, which is the unique magnetic field on their bodies when they are together. But this joke is really big. It's hard for me to accept homosexuality.

Even if it has nothing to do with me for a long time, I'm going to take the sin that originally belonged to him.

Fate is like this, and we are powerless to resist. Maybe I owed too much to Li Luo in my last life, and there was no other struggle in this life except to pay his debts.

A Li A Li, you are really not a lucky person.

I found it very cold this summer, and I felt a little warm when I walked into the house.

Today, Xiaoyi's cram school is on holiday. My aunt came back and took us to go shopping, buy clothes, snacks, and buy everything.

I wandered around the department store, and my aunt was also very patient to help me choose clothes, wait for me to try them on, and then pay me. Of course, Xiaoyi will have a better life. He hid in the video game city on the negative first floor to gamble money early.

When I was choosing a dress, I got a plaid and was ready to try it in the fitting room. My aunt stopped me and handed me a sky-blue navy dress. The waiter next to him looked at her with envy and complimented, "My little sister is so lucky. My mother is so young and so patient. It's really happy."

Happiness? I grabbed the dress in my hand and saw that my aunt had four or five bags in her hand. She is still helping me choose my skirt. She just patiently helps me see if the clothes are suitable.

It seems to be very happy. Even if my parents are not around, my aunt treats me like a biological daughter. She gives me pocket money to buy me clothes. As long as Xiaoyi has it, I will have it, and if Xiaoyi doesn't have it, I will have it. I remember when I was a child, my aunt took me out to buy a bag of snacks. When I came back, I kept arguing with Xiao Yi, because I only bought one box of big rolls, and neither of them refused to let go. I remember clearly that my aunt said to Xiaoyi, "Zhang Xunyi, my sister is a girl. You have to protect her and can't bully her, do you know?" Xiaoyi was so young at that time. He cried when he heard this. He cried loudly and asked his aunt, "Mom, I'm not your son, my sister is!" Your sister is your own. As a result, it can be imagined that it must be a fat beating.

As Sister Lu said, she eats, drinks, sleeps, wears and has fun all day long. Why is she unhappy all day long? Do you know how many children in the world can't afford to eat? Do you know how many children in the world can't go to school? Do you think the whole world complains that you still need hundreds of yuan to buy Chanel's bags? Do you think the whole world thinks that the iPhone4 is definitely not as enjoyable as Armani's limited luxury communication? Do you think that people all over the world should rush into the department store to buy a lot of things like you? Go and see those poor clothes in the wardrobe. I'm afraid there are not as many dresses without labels in your wardrobe.

In fact, I am much happier to think so. At least I have never worried about money. Material is important, but what about spiritually?

I turned my head and saw my aunt's face. She saw that I was looking at her. She didn't go in for a long time to try the navy dress she handed me and asked, "What's wrong, baby? Don't you like it? Then I'll pick another one for you. So is Zhang Xunyi's dead boy. How dare he play for me for so long? You can buy it for him after you buy it first. Anyway, he has a lot of clothes.

I'm a little moved because I feel that no matter from any point of view, this is happy enough.

"Auntie, I have enough clothes. Let's ask Xiao Yi to come up and buy them for him." I handed the skirt back to the waiter and said to my aunt.

My aunt has never seen me so polite. She basically bought me my expensive clothes, five or six pieces at a time. Every time I dress like a starving ghost, I don't think too much. Now I'm suddenly polite and my aunt is scared.

"Baby, daughter, don't you like this annoying aunt? It doesn't matter. Let's pick it slowly. Don't worry. Look at the one you like. Choose it yourself. I won't interfere.

I was so moved that tears suddenly gushed out and hugged my aunt emotionally. "No, I just think you are so kind to me? It moved me..."

My aunt patted me and said with a smile, "Silly girl, you are my daughter! Why are you suddenly moved today? Why don't you dare to move? As long as you feel happy, you and Xiao Yi want you to be princesses and my princes, okay? Your parents are not around. Auntie, I don't want you to feel that you are not living a better life than others. There is always something worse. Do you understand? This is how people worry about gains and losses in their lives. Baby, I just hope that you and Zhang Xunyi, the stinky boy, live a better life than anyone else.

"Thank you. I'm very lucky." I say it sincerely.

It turns out that life is not so sinful. Or does it always want to slap you and tell you, son, I slap you for your own good.

Well, I believe it, too. You are good for me, and you are giving me such ups and downs to make me glad that I have seen too much, and my youth has passed through happiness forever.

It must be like this, won't it?

On the way home after buying clothes, Xiaoyi and I couldn't wait to take the clothes out of the bag and look at each other's trophies in the car. The damn boy's heart is darker than me. He bought three ripped jeans, not to mention the miscellaneous T-shirt shirt and any bracelets and bracelets, which dazzled my eyes.

"Can't you wear it more simply? Each one is colored. Looking at the so-called "trend items" he bought with a disgusted face, I really felt that there was a generation gap between us.

He also looked at me with sharper eyes and asked funnyly, "This is a tide. What do you know? You don't know anything and pretend to be fashionable all day long. You're not ashamed to say it.

This damn boy, when did I pretend to be a hipster? I'm just a trendy person, so stylish.

We bickered all the way back home, and then went back to our rooms. We couldn't wait to take out the clothes we just bought and try them on again, facing the mirror. I also took out my mobile phone and secretly took several selfies and plugged them into the computer to post on Weibo.

As soon as I clicked in, I saw Xiaoxue updating Weibo. The girl stood in the room with a bag with a huge Gucci logo. Well, isn't that the one she looked up to last time? It's so fast to start so soon. As soon as I bought it, I impatiently posted it on Weibo to show off. It's really a dog that can't change eating shit.

I pulled the mouse to comment on her, "Woth, you bought A again. It's not bad." I don't know if she will be pissed off when she sees it.

I don't want to play on the computer after playing for a while, so I just lie down and listen to the song. Listening to it, I fell asleep. Before I woke up, I was ready to be called by my aunt. I know it's 7:30 Beijing time. My crying uncle's time at work. Really, can't he change his tossing personality? It has to involve everyone to suffer.

After breakfast, we went back to sleep together. We slept until four o'clock in the afternoon and were woken up by the phone.

I answered the phone with my eyes closed, "Hello, who is it?"

The voice over there is as usual, with my disgusting jokes and frivolity, which is disgusting. "Are you still sleeping? It's four o'clock. It's time to get up and put on makeup.

"I wear makeup, combing, hair and changing clothes for up to an hour. If you go out at six o'clock, call me at five o'clock." I'm going to hang up after I'm done.

"What if you turn off your phone later?" He didn't know whether he was smart or stupid, so he asked such an idiotic question. You live next door. If I turn off my phone, don't you have long legs and don't know how to knock on my door? The mental retardation was so lazy that he hung up the phone.

I couldn't sleep after hanging up the phone. I was just afraid to get up and sit down, and I didn't know what to do.

I scratched my long hair, which was a little strange. To be honest, I didn't know that Chen Xiaoming had a little strange feeling about his face and temperament when he was gay. Now after knowing it, I feel that he is the same type as Brother Chun, not to mention how awkward it is. And he has been a man I've liked for so many years, alas. If you think so, Li Luo and Qian Rui don't count the roll in **. Chen Yi and Li Luo ** are really disgusting!

I really thought it was so disgusting that my stomach rolled, and I immediately ran to the toilet and vomited crazily. On such a day, I only ate the noodles in the morning, and nothing in my stomach spit out was full of gastric juice. It was so uncomfortable. I grabbed the edge of the toilet with my fingers, and my whole face was almost buried in it.

The more you vomit, the more disgusting it is. The more disgusting it is, the more you want to vomit.