chapter 72 step by step

He covered his face and looked at me. I saw his tears slipping out of his eyes and sprinkled on his white T-shirt, fainting a pool of gray water stains. That was my 16th birthday gift for him. He likes to wear it very much. He changes a lot of clothes frequently, but the attendance rate of this dress is more than any of his Levis, evisu, Armani... This is an ordinary white T-shirt I bought in the market, and then painted his favorite pattern with acrylic paint. The head of a little boy squinted and smiling. On the left side of the avatar is a super kawaii scissors hand, and below is my name A. Lee.

I still remember his disdainful expression when he first got this T-shirt. He rolled his eyes and said, "Please, at least you can buy a Metersbonwe. What is this? Let's not talk about this kind of three-no product. Don't you think it's a little naive for me to wear this?

I touched his messy hair and laughed at him. It was originally a child, what a childish and mature. You should be young and wantonly consume your youth for capital. Don't leave regrets for yourself. Don't look back at your sister's age and find that you haven't done anything meaningful. There is only one life, and you can do whatever you want. If you don't want to study, don't study. If you want to play rock and roll, go. If you want to pick up girls, go. Don't limit yourself. Have a birth once. Why waste a lot of time on things you don't like and not do what you like?

Fortunately, Xiaoyi and I have always been like-minded people. We have reached a united front, so the grades of our two sisters and brothers are as bad as possible.

My aunt is also one of us. I'm sure there's nothing wrong with it. Do what we like. And the little uncle doesn't think so about him. He feels that there should be a reasonable plan for life. From remembering, he should sort out his future path. What to do should be achieved? What to achieve and what to do? What to do must be strictly formulated. Only a step-by-by-class life can such a perfect life. Study and go to work. Even his life path, he hopes that we should also follow his thoughts. However, there is nothing he can do about his precious son's poor grades since he was a child. He can only spend a lot of money to hire all kinds of tutors. Even if these are useless, he will enjoy doing it. In the end, he finally understood that the Zheng family's genes are not good. No matter how to make up Zhang Xun's interest in a pair of messy things is far greater than that of going to school, he is a little relaxed. Now it's just symbolic to let Xiaoyi go to class. The implication is that you can't fall in love with it, and I can't control you.

So there is no reason why he became as much like me. There is no reason why he likes freedom, but later he talked and did things to deal with the relationship between people and gradually began to my style, and I began to be afraid. Because I am an extremely dark person, I said that he belongs to the sun and should not be like me.

But there is nothing I can do. I will feel more and more that he is starting to become another me, and I can't change.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Yi." I looked at his tears and panicked, and I realized what I had done. His fingers covered his pale fingers and gently rubbed them on the bone joints, which were as protruding as his thinness. I was too impulsive or he was too impulsive, and now it didn't matter.

I regret it, and I think he also regret it.

At this time, I and Xiaoyi and I are the only ones around. If we don't cherish it, then the world will really come to an end.

I remember that when I was very young, Xiaoyi and I watched The Legend of the New White Lady at home. At that time, my uncle's business had not started, and their family's conditions were not as good as they are now, but it was also very good at that time. It's not a villa, but the ancestral residence left by his grandparents. We stood barefoot on the old rattan chair left by his grandfather before and ate watermelon. One person was wearing a small vest and shorts, and his hair was the same. They were all small men's heads. So at that time, many uncles and aunts thought that we were two brothers, not two siblings. Watermelon water flowed along the corners of my mouth to my little vest, which blurred the pattern of Shuke Beta printed on my chest. I couldn't help stretching out my little hand and printing two small fingerprints on his vest. He didn't notice it and naively pointed to the TV and asked me, "Sister, what do you think? It's so majestic. He can catch monsters. Shall we also be monks in the future? I tilted my head and thought for a while. It seemed that a girl could not be a monk, and it seemed that a monk would sleep with a group of boys with smelly feet and could not eat Dex' fried chicken legs. However, I felt that the big iron bowl that Fahai took when catching monsters was indeed majestic enough, so I solemnly nodded a little, "Okay. When I grow up, my sister will take you to be a monk!"

Yes, I have acquiesced in his position in my mind since I was a child.

No matter what money my parents and aunt Li Luo has, Rui Su Su Xiaoxue... It's not enough to add together. He is NO.1. What he said is that the imperial edict is everything.

However, this is my stubborn opinion in my heart. Later, I found that the superman who always appeared in my life to help me understand the obstacles was the younger brother who was always "appeared" to be protected behind me. I was ashamed to death, but I had to admit that he should be my brother, or he always thought he was my brother. Play the role of brother, protect his older sister anytime and anywhere, and clean up all the mess she has caused.

For example, when we were young, we took the genuine Ultraman DVD that our uncle bought from Japan. In front of the Frisbee, you flew over and I flew over, and we were caught by our uncle who came back from work. Before I could say anything, Xiaoyi stood in front of me and said loudly to my little uncle, "It's my sister who said it's so funny that we are so funny. It's none of my business!" At that time, I was depressed. I scolded Zhang Xunyi as a bitch many times, but every time we caused such a thing, he always put all the blame on me and then was dragged into the study by my uncle. When I seemed to understand something and hid in the toilet and cried. That was the first time I felt that Xiaoyi was too mature and sensible than me.

He is always so smart, but he doesn't know whether he is too smart or I'm too stupid. He always realizes that even I feel embarrassed.

I have always felt that I am a good sister. I take care of my brother and my heart hurts my brother. But in the end, I really feel that I am the worst sister in the world. I have never really understood or understood his feelings, but he has always understood me thoroughly.

When eating, I always order what I like first, hand out chopsticks, paper towels and vegetables. I like to play with me. I can't wait for me to stay in the same class with him. When shopping with her mother, she always forgets to buy me clothes, just like when I fainted today, he slapped himself first.

Brother, how can you do this? Do you look like you are too cowardly as a sister? It was the umbrella I should hold for you. Just because of the years, you are taller, and the umbrella is naturally supported by you.

But brother, since you know that your sister is a cowardly and useless person, you should let her hold the umbrella by herself. One day you will leave me, and one day you will have your own family and children who think all kinds of responsibilities will be shouldered, and my sister will still die alone. If you leave her in the future, she is used to you holding an umbrella for her by her side, but she loses the ability to hold an umbrella and forgets how to walk on rainy days. Have you thought about what to do?

I admit that I'm selfish, and I also admit that I'm blaming you, but honey, forgive me, okay?

"Sister, do you know why I always call you my sister when I was a child? Even now, I call you sister just to give you face. Xiaoyi sat back next to me and turned his face to one side. His voice sounded a little trembling, but it seemed that he was trying to control himself and want to calm himself down. I know he is still a child. The emotional control is not so comfortable. If you can, you can slap me back. My sister really owes. You are too much, and you are really shameless after hitting you.

My fingers fell empty and stayed in the position supported by his cheek just now. As if it had been abandoned by something, I desperately took it back and gently put it on the quilt. A tear of mine also fell on the quilt. After a small splash appeared on the white sheet, it was quickly absorbed and gradually disappeared, as if it had never appeared. I don't want to see him, and I don't want him to see me. I said that we will be very similar and stubborn, especially I hate to expose our most vulnerable side to my favorite person. He is like this and me, so we are like a quarrelsome couple who refuse to see each other.

Wandering, silent, indecisive, at a loss. We will use these emotions as a way to protect us, but it is not easy to understand that it will also hurt other people. It is said that happiness is as contagious as yawning, and so is I as sad. When two people are together, one is in a bad mood, and the other may infect happiness, and vice versa. But if I'm not very happy with Xiaoyi now, it's the worst. Maybe we will spread this emotion to other innocent people.

As soon as I summoned up the courage to glance at him, his mobile phone rang. He turned his back to me and answered it in a very fierce tone, "You want her to call, get out of here. You won't want to see her in your life, and of course she won't want to see you. You can do whatever you want. Don't fucking threaten me. I'm not afraid of you. Whatever you want, remember not to call me again in the future, or I will answer your phone and scold you so much that even your mother doesn't have the courage to look at you! What?! Do you think she will forgive you?! What the fuck are you doing? Damn it!" He hung up the phone directly, wiped the corners of his eyes, and turned his red eyes to look at me.