chapter 83 sequel

I know what he knows, and this sentence is obviously for me.

But I can't doubt the authenticity of the information he told me, because I know Su Su, which is what she can do and her usual style. The reason why we smell so much like each other is that these places are very similar. On the surface, it looks really sunny, but the only dark places are in the dead of night, crying in the quilt, holding the toilet and vomiting crazily, taking a cigarette butt to burn their skin or scratching around with a knife, and then or People hold plastic bottles and eat sugar all day long.

Depression, honey, how can you do it?

Xiao Yi also heard it. He looked back at me carefully from the co-pilot. I knew he wanted to make sure whether I was still in a stable mood after hearing the news. It's like observing the reactions of others when you are worried about whether you can bear it.

It seems that something in the bottom of my heart is slowly disintegrating, corroded, and the wind becomes sand and disappears.

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and stretched out my hand to Jian Shuo. "Call me. I'm going to call Su Su."

The driver also braked sharply and parked the car on the street. Jian Shuo took out the phone and handed it to me. I quickly opened the door and rushed to the other side of the road, far away from them. Because I don't want Su Su and I to talk to them.

The two also knew how to do it. They lit a cigarette on the opposite side of the road and looked at me from afar. The handsome man has attracted the attention of a lot of beautiful women.

I easily found Su Su's name in Jian Shuo's phone book. When my finger touched the screen dial, I admitted that I was nervous, not a little, but very nervous. I fantasize about countless possibilities. For example, Su Su directly buckled the phone when she heard my voice when she received the phone call, or scolded me for hanging up the phone, or didn't answer my phone directly.

The phone was picked up after ringing twice. I heard a tired and weak voice coming from the microphone. She said, "Hey."

I can hear that the owner of the voice is completely on the verge of death, gradually stepping into the abyss, and is doomed.

I held my breath and forced myself to calm down. I said to her in a very happy tone, "Honey, it's me."

Sure enough, this sentence is directly beep as soon as it comes out.

Although I had expected the end for a long time, I still cried when it became so powerless. I held my mobile phone, as if I couldn't bear any more weight. I squatted on the side of the road, clenching the phone and crying.

Honey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

But what can I do? You still can't forgive me, just like I can't forgive Qian Rui anyway, but it's not that serious. You can take it easy. I'm not Qian Rui, and you're not me. Can you forgive me?

Please, please.

My tears fell on my leg socks, and the tears were hot and soaked into my skin, which was no different from burning me with a cigarette butt.

At this time, the phone rang urgently again. I looked at the caller showing Su Su's number and hesitated for a moment. I still summoned up the courage to answer it. As soon as I picked up the phone, I found that the person on the other end of the phone was crying more fiercely than me.

"Where the hell have you been? Where did I provoke you? I can't get through to the phone, and I can't find anyone. I fucking thought you knew that... I also went to look for death. You know how scary you are. I haven't had a good sleep these days. Can you not do this? Don't you always compare yourself to the Virgin Mary who says she doesn't hurt others and doesn't make trouble for others? So what are you doing now? What's the point of being clear today? Do you know how much I want to strangle you? Do you know that Xiaoxue is in prison?

When I heard the last sentence, it was almost a thriller who bounced up from the ground and stood up straight, choked and asked, "What are you talking about? Who is in prison?"

Su Su, who was on the other end of the phone, should also realize what she said, and her mood was slightly controlled, and her crying voice was weak. "Dai Xue, you are in prison. It should be said that she turned herself in and sold K. Fans are also provided for a lot of people. Let's not talk about the judgment in court. Even if you try your best to get her out, most of you will be disabled and sold to the kiln.

Wait, Susu, what are you talking about? Can I take it as if you are joking with me and cooperating with Xiaoxue to deceive me and then as revenge for I ignore you?

Well, you made it. I surrendered. It's okay. Admit that you're joking.

Selling K? Jail?!!!

How can you let me bear it? She is no longer a minor. How can she give a light sentence in court? Moreover, why on earth did she do this? This is obviously destroying herself.

"A Li, what should I do? I don't know what to do... You are still fucking missing... You know, I don't even have a discussion. You can't really leave her alone. Don't do this. Just think I beg you."

Su Su's voice sounded in a trance at the other end of the phone, and I couldn't tell whether I was dreaming or in reality. I think I have a tinnitus in my ears, and I can't hear any sound.

What are you talking about...

What are you doing again...

Why did you do that and why do you want to destroy yourself?

Why on earth?!

"A Li, A Li, are you listening to me?"

I wiped my tears, "I'm here, I've been listening. Where are you now?

The other side of the phone was stunned for a moment, and the temperature in the voice became a little cold. I was not used to it all of a sudden. She said, "I'm at Jiansha's house. Are you with Jian Shuo?"

My head was almost bombed in turn. Just now, Xiaoxue's matter had not recovered. Su Su said again that she was at Jiansha's house. Isn't Jian Sha going to get married? You don't like him, don't you? What do you mean now? Don't I have the courage to summon up the courage to call you once and bear these messages that caught me off guard.

I sorted out my thoughts and felt that something could not be said clearly on the phone now. I clenched the phone, and the autumn wind made me shake a little. I feel that I can't even stand still now, and my head is very dizzy and painful. My stomach is not very comfortable. Maybe I just ate too much chili. I'm not sure if I can hold on until I see Su Su again. My body is on the red light. Who remembers that I sneaked out of the hospital?

"Let's meet now. I'm Xiaoyi Jianshuo. We're together. In the last bar, please come here quickly."

Su Su answered without thinking, "Okay, I'm with Jian Sha."

"It's cold outside, remember to wear a coat..." In the end, she had already closed the line before I finished telling her. I laughed. Su Su is still Su Su. This is her, which has never changed.

I hung up the phone and wiped the tears on my cheeks to make myself look less decadent. I crossed the road and walked to Xiaoyi and Jian Shuo. I returned the phone to Jian Shuo first, and then turned my head to look at Xiaoyi, "Why didn't you tell me if something happened to Xiaoxue?"

He smiled. That kind of smile was a cold sneer. For the first time, I felt that Xiaoyi had something different. Especially since he threw us out of the window, I feel that he is more and more like me in some ways. This is not a rebellion, but an indulgence of something. Once indulgence begins, it is difficult to stop.

asked me directly, "What if I tell you? Are you going to send money for nothing? What's the use? Are you going to rob the prison? She made a lot of trouble this time. I think Sister Su also told you on the phone. Don't you think she is committing suicide? No one can save her."

No one can save her, and no one is her savior...

Do you remember? It doesn't matter how dirty it is, but it doesn't matter how dirty it is?

Why do you destroy yourself? Honey, what happened? You are such a selfish person. The world loves you the most. How can you push yourself into such a desperate situation? If that's the isolation you want, why don't you choose to go straight? Go to hell? That's faster, more direct, and best to achieve the result you want.

Honey, don't you also love Li Luo? You should really jump off the building with him. You can't live together or die together. There is no regret in this life.

Isn't that what you want? Haven't you always wanted to be superior to us? As long as that's the case, we will wait for countless times on Li Luo, so you should die directly.

I don't know what distorts your heart into that. Even if I go too much to you and I go too much, I will do it if you want me to think that what you did to me is a joke. So if you want to vent, please vent on me. Don't make yourself like that. If I knew you would do that, I would say a word to your vent.

But what should I do? Time won't go back? Honey, if you can really turn back the truth, will you regret what you have done, whether it's you, me or others?

"Don't tell me you don't know her. It seems to me that she did it all to make you feel guilty. Because she knows that you will keep sleeping sadly and worrying all day long, which is her ultimate goal. Sure enough, once the matter is exposed, it can have an immediate effect. Don't you think you are right now?

Xiaoyi, you have really become different. What did you go through behind my back?

"Xiao Yi, how can you say that?"

"Enough, why should I meet her material requirements over and over again? You haven't doubted whether I did it or not. Have you passed her?!"